bAtase mujhe dRuDh huA ki sonagaDhamen hI rahanA. ... "mAnAdik shatru mahA nij chhande na marAy, jAtA sadaguru sharaNamAn...' satpuruShake sharaNamen rahanA vah mujhe dRuDh ho gayA. pahale vichAr AtA thA, parantu ApakI bachapanakI bAten sunakar.. ye donon bhAIonne kahA, .... mujhe chhoDakar A jAnA hai. kal kahate the.
samAdhAna- (charchA) chalatI thI, usamen-se nakkI karate the ki satya kyA hai? lekin gurudev kuchh apUrva kahate hain, aisA mujhe bhI lagatA thA aur himmatabhAIko bhI lagatA thA ki yah koI apUrva bAt hai. is rAstese nakkI ho sake aisA hai. samyagdarshan koI alag vastu gurudev batAte hain. sab shAstrommen to, us vakta to shvetAmbarake shAstra the na, nau tattvako jAn liyA vah shraddhA, aur yah sab jUThA hai. gurudev to kuchh antarakI shraddhA kahate hain. phir nakkI karake usakI charchA karate, usamen-se nakkI ho gayA ki bas, yah gnAyak svabhAv... sukh andarase pragaT karanA. ye gnAyakasvabhAv jAnanevAlA so main aur yah vibhAv main nahIn hUn. gurudev kahate the, Uchchase uchcha shubhabhAv bhI puNyabandhakA kAraN hai. devalok ho, parantu vah AtmAkA svabhAv nahIn hai.
us vakta kahate the ki, bhagavAnako dayA nahIn hotI. aisA kahate the to aisA lagatA thA ki ye kyA kahate hain? Ashcharya lagatA thA. dayA vah shubhabhAv hai. dayA shubhabhAv kaise hogA? ekadam shurUAt thI na. isaliye aisA lagatA thA.
mumukShu- ..kumArake bhavakA prakhyAt dRuShTAnta thA.
samAdhAna- hAn. aise bhagavAn ananta karuNAvanta kahalAye aur aise bhagavAnako dayA-shubhabhAv bhagavAnako nahIn hotA. isaliye dayAkA bhAv nahIn hotA aur aise bhagavAn ananta karuNAvant kahalAye. ye sabakA kaise mel hai? aisA hotA thA.
phir aisA kahate the ki shubhabhAv vah vikalpa hai, puNyabandhakA kAraN hai. karuNA to bhagavAnako akaShAy karuNA hai, unakI vANI barasatI hai. vibhAvase AtmA bhinna hai, yah nakkI karanA thA. phir guNabhed, paryAyabhed vah sab to usase bhI Age the. AtmAmen ananta guN hain, paryAy kShaN-kShaNamen pariNamatI hai. us bhed par bhI dRuShTi karake abhed gnAyak par dRuShTi karanI. yathArtha samyagdarshan to AtmA par dRuShTi kare to hI pragaT ho. vah Age thA.
parantu ek gnAyakakA astitva grahaN hone par usamen sab A jAtA hai. usamen ek gnAyakakA astitva grahaN karane par usamen bhedagnAnakI dhArA (chalatI hai ki), yah main hUn aur yah nahIn hUn. gnAyakakA astitva grahaN kare usamen abhed dRuShTi us par jAye to usamen sab samAviShTa ho jAtA hai. ek ansh pragaT huA, svarUpakI or gayA, shuddhAtmAkI ek paryAy samyagdarshan (pragaT huyI). svabhAv-orakA apanA ek ansh pragaT