to antarmuhUrta-antarmuhUrtamen svabhAvamen lInatA karate hain. aise lInatA karate-karate kevalagnAn hotA hai. bAharase nahIn hotA hai. bAharase to kriyA (kare), shubhabhAv-se puNya hotA hai. bhItaramen antar dRuShTi aur antaramen gnAn, shraddhA aur lInatA karane-se svAnubhUti pragaT hotI hai.
mumukShu- shrImadamen AtA hai, apUrva avasar aisA kab AyagA? gnAnI .. mokShakI bhAvanA bhAte hain. samayasArakI .. gAthAmen AtA hai, gnAnI upasham, kShayopasham, kShAyikarUp shuddha bhAvanA hai, usamen aisA bhAte hain ki main akhaNDa hUn. donon bhAvommen kyA antar hai?
samAdhAna- main akhaNDa gnAyak tattva hUn aur vibhAvabhAv merA svabhAv nahIn hai, adhUrI paryAy jitanA main nahIn, pUrI paryAy nahIn, main to akhaNDa shAshvat dravya hUn. aisI bhAvanA, aisI dRuShTi yathArtha karate hain to bhI paryAyamen to adhUrAsh hai. gnAn aisA rahatA hai, gnAn rakhatA hai ki main shAshvat dravya to hUn, paryAyamen adhUrAsh hai. paryAy kahIn pUrNa nahIn huyI hai. vItarAg svabhAv hai, lekin vItarAgatAkI paryAy aur vItarAgatAkA vedan nahIn huA hai. kevalagnAn nahIn huA hai, isaliye usakI bhAvanA hotI hai.
apUrva avasar aisA kab AyagA? kab aisA apUrva avasar Aye ki main AtmAkA dhyAn karun, nirvikalpa svAnubhUti (karake) bArambAr AtmAmen lInatA karun, munidashA pragaT hove, ekAntavAsamen AtmAkA dhyAn karake kevalagnAn pragaT karun, aise paryAyakI shuddha karaneke liye bhAvanA AtI hai. aur dravya apekShAse main shuddha hUn.
samayasAramen aisA AtA hai ki dravya apekShAse main shuddha hUn parantu paryAyakI shuddhike liye main kab kevalagnAn prApta karun? kab munidashA prApta karun? aisI bhAvanA AtI hai. dravya aur paryAyakI apekShAse. paryAy to shuddha pUrNa nahIn huyI hai, dravya apekShAse pUrNa hai.
mumukShu- ise khaNDakI bhAvanA kah sakate hain?
samAdhAna- bhAvanA to Ave, paryAyakI shuddhikI bhAvanA Aye. AchAryadev amRutachandrAchAryane kahA hai na, mam paramavishuddhi chinmAtra... main to chaitanya shuddha chinmAtra mUrti hUn, parantu merI param vishuddhike kAraN main yah shAstra rachatA hUn. shuddha chinmAtra mUrti dravya apekShAse hUn aur paryAyamen merI param vishuddha hoo. aisI bhAvanA to sAthamen AtI hai. paryAyakI shuddhikI bhAvanA AtI hai.
paryAyakI shuddhikI bhAvanA AtI hai. paryAyamen merI pUrNatA nahIn hai. dravya bhale shaktise paripUrNa hai, parantu pragaT vedan pUrNatAkA nahIn hai. jaisA dravya hai vaisI paryAy pUrNa ho jAy, pUrNa vedan vItarAgakA (ho jAy). jaisA dravya, vaisI paryAy bhI ho jAya. paryAyamen vibhAv hai, paryAyamen pUrNatA nahIn hai. dravya apekShAse pUrNa hai. paryAyamen nyUnatA hai to bhAvanA bhAte hain ki kab munidashA prApta ho? aisI bhAvanA AtI hai.
dravya-paryAyakA mel hai. nishchay-vyavahArakI sandhi sAdhakonko AtI hai. gRuhasthAshramamen