260 AtmAkI svAnubhUti thI, nirvikalpa svAnubhUtI (thI). nyAre rahate the, nirlep rahate the. to bhI bhAvanA AtI thI, main kab AtmAmen lIn ho jAUn? munidashA prApta karun, (aisI) bhAvanA AtI hai.
pUrNa hUn yAnI pUrNa hI hUn, ata kuchh karanA nahIn hai, aisA nahIn AtA. jise yathArtha dravyadRuShTi pragaT huyI, jisako AtmAkA sampUrNa... dravyadRuShTi pragaT huyI, (use) paryAyakI bhAvanA sAthamen rahatI hI hai. yadi bhAvanA na rahe to usakI dravyadRuShTi bhI yathArtha nahIn hai. jise dravyadRuShTi pragaT huyI use bhAvanA sAthamen hotI hI hai. main kaise AtmAmen lInatA karun, aisI bhAvanA hotI hI rahatI hai. dravya pUrNa aur paryAyakI shuddhi, ye donon sAthamen rahate hain. paryAyakI shuddhi, Anshik shuddhi to hotI hai, parantu pUrNa shuddhi kaise ho, aisI bhAvanA AtI hI rahatI hai.
mumukShu- nirantar chalatI hai?
samAdhAna- chalatI hai, puruShArtha chalatA hai. koI bAr bhAvanA ugra ho jAya. dashA nahIn pragaT huyI hai, parantu bhAvanA AtI hai. puruShArthakI Dor chAlU hI hai. shuddhi kaise ho? use jaise puruShArtha utpanna ho us anusAr shuddhi hotI hai. bhAvanA rahatI hai.
mumukShu- sahaj ..
samAdhAna- sahaj chalatI hai. main dravya apekShAse pUrNa hUn aur puruShArthakI Dor chAlU hai. bhAvanA koI bAr joradAr tIvrapane bhAvanA rahe, vah alag bAt hai.
mumukShu- ... Ananda na ho to vah puruShArtha dUsare koI bhI bhavamen kaise utpanna hotA hai?
samAdhAna- puruShArtha kare.. bArambAr usake sanskAr DAle, andar gahare ho to use avashya bhedagnAn hotA hI hai. parantu yathArtha ho to. main yah chaitanya hUn, dUsarA kuchh mujhe nahIn chAhiye. chaitanya taraphakI aisI apUrva ruchi aur aisI mahimA ho, aur bArambAr usakI lagan lage, tattvakA vichAr kare ki main gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn, anya kuchh merA nahIn hai. aisI bhAvanA rakhe, bArambAr usakA abhyAs rakhe, bArambAr usakA chimvatan kare. aisI bhAvanA ho to use.. antaramen-se ho, bhedagnAnakA puruShArtha bArambAr karatA ho to use avashya hotA hai. usakA kAraN yathArtha ho to kArya AtA hai. usakA phal Aye binA nahIn rahatA. puruShArtha bArambAr (kare). vah thake nahIn. usakI bhAvanA, jignAsA antaramen- se rahA hI kare bArambAr, to usakA phal avashya AtA hai.
mumukShu- ..
samAdhAna- mAtra mokSha abhilASha. ek abhilASh mokShakI hai, dUsarI koI abhilAShA nahIn hai. mujhe dUsarA kuchh nahIn chAhiye, ek AtmAke alAvA koI prayojan nahIn hai.