152 gayA ki main sinh hUn, main bakarI hUn, usake jaisA ho gayA hai. sinh bhUl gayA ki main kaun? ye bakare alag hai aur merA lakShaN alag hai, yah bhUl gayA. aise svayam bhUl gayA hai. usamen sinhako koI kahanevAlA mile ki are..! is bakareke jhunDamen tU sinh hai. lakShaNase pahachAn karavAye.

isaprakAr gurudev lakShaNase pahachAn karavAte haiain ki are..! tU to AtmA jAnane vAlA hai, ye sharIr tU nahIn hai. tU usase bhinna hai, tU dekha. andar jAnane vAlA AtmA hai. aise gurudev mArgakI pahachAn karavAte hain, us mArgako bArambAr dRuDhatA karake grahaN karanA chAhiye. usake liye sab chhoD de, aisA kuchh nahIn hotA, andarakI ruchi laganI chAhiye. use antaramen ras kam ho jAye. ras kam ho jAye. bAhar sab rahatA hai, bAhar sab karatA ho, lekin andar use ras chhUT jAtA hai.

mumukShu- andarakI ruchi kab ho? jab dukh ho tab hotI hai?

samAdhAna- dukh ho aisA nahIn, parantu andar nakkI ho ki gurudev kahate hain vah alag hai, AtmA bhinna hai. bhale sachchI pratIt bAdamen (hotI hai), parantu andarase aisA laganA chAhiye ki is AtmAmen hI sab hai, bAharamen kahIn bhI nahIn hai. sukh bAhar kahIn nahIn hai. jahAn dekho vahAn, khAte-pIte, sote-jAgate, ghumanemen-phiranemen kahIn bhI sukh nahIn hai, aisA use nakkI honA chAhiye. sukh mere AtmAmen hai. andar AtmA koI anupam aur apUrva hai, aisA use nakkI ho ki AtmA koI alag hai, to use us or ruchi lage.

lekin yah kaun batAye? gurudev batAte hain. mArga batAyA hai. sab log kahAn paDe the. kriyA kare, thoDA bAharase kare ki thoDA ye kar liyA, upavAs kar liyA, ye kar liyA to dharma ho gayA. dharma usamen nahIn hai. dharma andar AtmAmen hai. vah to shubhabhAv kare. upavAs kare to shubhabhAvase puNya bandhatA hai, devalok hotA hai, usase bhavakA abhAv nahIn hotA. aise devake bhav jIvane ananta kAlamen bahut kiye, parantu mokSha nahIn huA. bhavakA abhAv to AtmAko pahachAne to hotA hai. lekin jabatak vah nahIn hotA tabatak bIchamen shubhabhAv Ate hain. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA Adi (hote hain). antaramense bAharakA sab ras chhUT jAye.

.. jaise honA hogA vaisA hogA, parantu usamen puruShArtha sAthamen hotA hai. svayamko to aisA hI vichAr karanA hai ki main puruShArtha karun. puruShArthakA kramabaddhake sAth sambandha hai. aisA mAne ki jaisA honA hogA vaisA hogA. to-to phir jo pariNAm Aye usamen juD jAye. ye ashubhabhAv, ekatvabuddhise jaD jAtA hai, aisA jo karatA hai ki jaise honA hogA vaisA hogA, to phir khAnemen-pInemen har jagah ekatvabuddhi ras lene vAlA,