samAdhAna- .. aisA nakkI karake bArambAr usake vichAr kare ki main to bhinna hI hUn, ye vikalpa merA svarUp nahIn hai. aise andarase dRuDhatA kare, bArambAr usakA prayAs kare, usakI laganI lagAye. khAte-pIte, jAgate-sote, svapnamen sabamen usakI laganI hotI hai ki main to bhinna hI hUn. aisI antarase laganI laganI chAhiye. bArambAr main bhinna hUn. aise bhedagnAnake prayAs sahita. yathArtha bhedagnAn, sachchA bhedagnAn bAdamen hotA hai, parantu pahale usakI laganI lage. tabatak vichAr kare, vAnchan kare, dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA Aye. gurudev kyA kahate the, bhagavAnane pUrNa svarUp prApta kiyA, guru kaise hote hain, gurukA kyA svarUp hai, gurudevane kyA mArga batAyA, yah sab nakkI kare. shAstramen kyA mArga AtA hai, yah sab nakkI kare. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA kare, vah sab shubhabhAv hai, lekin vah pahale Aye binA nahIn rahate. abhI AtmA-shuddhAtmA prApta nahIn ho, tab tak bIchamen Ate hain. parantu use dhyey yah hotA hai ki mujhe shuddhAtmA prApta karanA hai. mujhe AtmA kaise prApta ho, aisI antarase laganI laganI chAhiye. use khaTak rahA kare.
jisakI svayamko ichchhA ho aur vah nahIn milatA ho to andar kaise bAr-bAr yAd AtA hai, vaise use yAd Aye. apanI mAn ho, to merI mAn, jahAn bhI jAye koI pUchhe, tU kaun hai? terA nAm kyA? bAlak samajhatA nahIn ho to (kahatA hai), merI mAn, merI mAn kare. merI mAn, merI mAn kaisA antaramen hotA hai?
vaise mujhe AtmA kaise prApta ho? aisI laganI laganI chAhiye. usakA prayAs kare, bArambar usake bhedagnAn karanekA abhyAs kare, bArambAr main bhinna hUn, bhinna hUn. mAtra vikalpa mAtra Upar-Uparase kare vah alag bAt hai, parantu antarase honA chAhiye.
mumukShu- AtmA to apane pAs hI hai, to phir?
samAdhAna- apane pAs hai, dRuShTAnta to aisA hI hotA hai. AtmA apane pAs hai, lekin bhUl gayA hai. use aisA ho gayA hai, mAno main bichhaD gayA hUn. aisA use ho gayA hai. bhUl gayA hai. AtmA svayam hI hai, lekin main bichhaD gayA, mAno AtmA dUr chalA gayA ho aur main bhUlA paD gayA hUn. mAno sharIramen ekamek ho gayA, mAno gum gayA ho aisA use ho gayA hai. jaise bakarIke jhunDamen sinh A gayA aur bhUl