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samAdhAna- kramabaddhamen puruShArtha kare, lekin svayamko to aisA hotA hai na ki main puruShArtha karun, mere bhAv badalUn. bhale kramabaddhamen. parantu svayamko to aisA vichAr AnA chAhiye ki main puruShArtha karun. kramabaddhamen puruShArtha AyegA, aisA vichAr kare to bhI puruShArtha nahIn hotA. kramabaddhamen puruShArtha hogA, aisA mAne to use puruShArtha nahIn hotA. main palaTun, pariNAm merI or Aye, mujhe ye nahIn chAhiye. svayam yadi aisA vichAr kare ki main palaTun, use hI kramabaddhamen puruShArtha AtA hai, dUsareko nahIn AtA. svayamko to aisA hI lenA. usamen to kudaratakI paryAyen svayam pariNamati hai. svayam pariName use tujhe kyon dekhane jAnA hai? kramabaddha apane Ap palaTatA hai. sabhI paryAyen kudaratI palaTatI hai, use tujhe nahIn dekhanA hai. tU tere puruShArthakI or najar kara.

aisA vichAr kare ki kramabaddhamen puruShArtha hogA to hogA. to use puruShArtha nahIn chalatA. aisA vichAr kare to bhI. aisA vichAr kare to usakA puruShArtha manda paD jAye. to puruShArtha nahIn chalatA. svayamko to aise hI lenA hai ki main puruShArtha karun. to usakA kramabaddha mokShakI or Aye. mujhe ek gnAyak chAhiye, aur kuchh nahIn chAhiye. mujhe sankalpa-vikalpa AkUlatAmay hai, vah nahIn chAhiye. mujhe ek AtmA anupam hai vahI chAhiye. aisI bhAvanA kare. mujhe puruShArtha karake mujhe hI palaTanA hai. aise vichAr Aye to usakA kramabaddha palaTatA hai. svayamko aise hI vichAr Ane chAhiye.

mumukShu- nahIn to svayamko svanyake AdhIn koI pariNAm hI nahIn rahe aur dUsarA kramabaddha..

samAdhAna- hAn, svayam svAdhIn nahIn rahA. koI kar degA aisA ho gayA. kramabaddha mujhe puruShArtha kar degA, tujhe kyA karanA hai? kramabaddha puruShArtha karegA to tujhe puruShArtha hogA hI nahIn. terA puruShArtha manda hI ho jAyegA. aisA vichAr karanA. AtmArthIonko, jise AtmAkI lagI hai, vah aise vichArommen rukatA nahIn. bIchamen use vah bachAvakA pahalU A jAtA hai. jo AtmArthI hain, vah aisA mAnate hain ki merI kShati hai. merI kShatike kAraN main rukA hai, merI mandatA hai. merI mandatA hai, merI ruchikI kamI hai, mere puruShArthakI kamI hai, to hI vah Age baDhatA hai.

... kAraN vah hai. paradravyakA svayam kartA nahIn hotA. paradravyamen jo honA hogA vah hotA hai. vahAn kramabaddhamen khaDA rahe. apane puruShArthamen yadi kramabaddha legA to puruShArtha manda ho jAyegA. bAharake uday, puNya-pApake uday, bAharake pheraphAr Adi sab kramabaddha (hai). antaramen kramabaddha hai, parantu vah kramabaddha, svayam jignAsu AtmArthI hitakI or jAne vAlA apane puruShArthakI or hI dekhane vAlA hotA hai. aur us puruShArthake sAth kramabaddhakA sambandha hai. akelA kramabaddha mokShakI or jo jAtA hai, vah akelA nahIn