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grahaN karanekA prayatna karanA. jo kShaN-kShaNamen jAn rahA hai, jo kShaN-kShaNamen sabakA gnAn kar rahA hai, jo bhAv chale gaye un bhAvonkA bhI gnAn karanevAlA hai, sabakA gnAn karanevAlA hai, gneyakA karanevAlA shaktivAn kaun hai? use grahaN karanekA prayatna karanA. yah jAnA, vah jAnA aise paryAyako grahaN karanekA prayatna nahIn karake akhaNDa gnAn grahaN karanekA prayatna karanA. paryAy-se grahaN hotA hai, usake lakShaN-se grahaN hotA hai. paryAy bIchamen AtI hai. paryAy par dRuShTi chhoDakar gnAn grahaN kara.

gurudevane bahut samajhAyA hai aur gurudevakA param upakAr hai. is pancham kAlamen gurudevakA janma huA aur sabako tAranekA gurudevakA mahAn nimittatva thA. unakI vANI koI apUrva thI. unakI vANIke pIchhe pUrA muktikA mArga, AtmA-adabhut AtmA dikhe aisI unakI vANI thI. sab unhoenne samajhAyA hai. vastu sthitike chAron taraphake pahalU unhonne samajhAye haiain. AtmAkI svAnubhUti kaise ho? sAdhak dashA kyA? dravyadRuShTi kyA? paryAy kyA? guN kyA? sab gurudevane samajhAyA hai.

samAdhAna- ... aisA kaisA hai? tattvakA svabhAv kaisA hai? yah sab vichAranA chAhiye. aisA tattvakA vichAr honA chAhiye, yah sab karanA chAhiye. bArambAr-bArambAr, bArambAr-bArambAr isakA manan, chintavan, AtmAke binA usako chain na paDe, main AtmA kaise prApta karun? vibhAvamenn ras nahIn lage aur chaitanya svabhAvamen ras honA chAhiye. aisI antaramen-se taiyArI honI chAhiye. aisI pAtratA honI chAhiye. tab vah svabhAv taraph jA sakatA hai.

anAdi kAl-se vibhAvamen ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. usamen sabakuchh mAnA hai aur bAhya kriyAmen dharma mAn liyA hai. aur shubhabhAv-se to puNyabandha hotA hai, svarga hotA hai. Atma svarUp, shuddhAtmAkI paryAy to nahIn hotI. svAnubhUti nahIn hotI. shubhabhAv- se to puNyabandha hotA hai. usase merA svabhAv to shubhabhAv-se bhI bhinna hai. shubhabhAv bIchamen AtA hai. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA sab AtA hai. parantu shubh pariNAm apanA svabhAv nahIn hai. aisI shraddhA honI chAhiye. aisI shraddhA, usakA chintavan, manan nirantar aisA honA chAhiye. to AtmAkI prApti ho sakatI hai. main usase bhinna hUn. main bhinna hUn, aisA bhItaramen-se honA chAhiye. pahale to vah vichAr karatA hai, parantu aisA bhItaramen- se honA chAhiye. svabhAvamen-se AtmAko grahaN karanA chAhiye. pragnA-se grahaN karanA chAhiye aur pragnA-se bhinna karanA chAhiye. aisA hone-se usako nirvikalpa svAnubhUti ho sakatI hai. bArambAr usakA manan, main nyArA chaitanya hUn, sharIr bhI main nahIn hUn, vibhAv bhI merA svabhAv nahIn hai. bhinna AtmAko pahachAnanA chAhiye.

mumukShu- ye sab to vikalpamen jAyagA. ye to vikalpamenn AyagA.