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main-panA, main.. main.. main jo ho rahA hai, vah main kaun hUn? main jAnane vAlA hUn. aise vikalpase main jAnane vAlA, aise nahIn, parantu merA astitva jo hai, astitva hai vahI main hUn. jis astitvamen rAg nahIn hai, jis astitvamen vikalpa nahIn hai, jis astitvamen... us lakShaNase vikalpase pahachAne ki ye jAnane vAlA main hUn, parantu merA jo astitva main hUn, rAg binAkA, vikalpa binAkA, mAtra akelA jAnane vAlA chaitanya vahI main hUn, isaprakAr svayam svayamko, jise lagI ho vah grahaN kar sakatA hai.

mumukShu- gaharAIse, vah utanA gaharAImen Utare to ApakA aisA kahanA hai ki vah gnAn lakShaN bhinna hokar use khyAlamen Aye?

samAdhAna- bhinna hokar andar grahaN kar sakatA hai. rAg hone par bhI svayam andar bhinna hokar svayam svayamko grahaN kar sakatA hai. andar svAnubhUtimen sthir hotA hai vah alag bAt hai, lekin lakShaNase pratIt dvArA bhI vah pahachAn sakatA hai. UtanA gaharAImen jAye, utanI laganI lage, andar use grahaN kiye binA chain nahIn paDe, utanA use lage to svayam andarase grahaN ho sakatA hai. vikalpa nahIn, rAg nahIn, bAharase jAne vah main nahIn, main to main jAnane vAlA hai vahI main hUn, isaprakAr svayam jAnane vAlA hai vahI main hUn. koI anyake Ashrayase, dUsareko jAnatA hUn isaliye jAnane vAlA hUn (aise nahIn), main svayam hI jAnane vAlA hUn. isaprakAr svayam svayamko grahaN kar sakatA hai.

mumukShu- Ap kahate ho tab vichArase nakkI hotA hai ki vikalpa binAkA anAdikA aisA main gnAyak hUn, vah vichAramen to barAbar AtA hai, parantu jab vAstavamen use andarase grahaN karanekA prayatna karate hain tab, lakShaN hI bhinna nahIn paDatA hai, ki jisake dvArA andar (lakShyako grahaN kar sake).

samAdhAna- .. vahI main hUn, yah merA astitva-chaitanya astitva hai vahI main hUn, ye sab kuchh main nahIn hUn. ye sab rAg, vikalpa Adi jAnanemen Ate hain vah merA svarUp nahIn hai. main akelA jAnane vAlA, svayam jAnane vAlA hai vahI main hUn. isaprakAr svayam svayamko grahaN kar sakatA hai. sthUlatAse aise grahaN hotA hai ki ye jAnatA hai vah main. ye jAnA, vah jAnA, rAgako jAnA, vikalpa hote hain usamen jo jAnane vAlA hai vah main hUn. bIchamen vikalpa, rAgAdi Aye, lekin main vah nahIn, main akelA usase rahit main hUn. mAtra vikalpase nahIn, lekin main svayam jAnane vAlA hI hUn.

mumukShu- Ap kahate ho parantu abhI khyAlamen utanA AtA hai ki rAg hai, vRuttikA utthAn hotA hai vah rAg hai, itanA khyAlamen AtA hai, parantu jAnapanA, jAnapanA anumAnamen lete hain to khyAlamen AtA hai ki jAnapanA yAnI svaparaprakAshakapanA mAtra. aisI trikAl sAmarthyarUp pUrNa vastu ki jisamen dUsare ananta guN rahe hain, vahI main hUn. lekin usase