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aur shubh pariNAmamen dev-guru-shAstra kyA kahate hain? unakA Ashay kyA hai? aur use AtmAmen kaise UtArakar grahaN karanA? usIkA bAr-bAr gholan, manan karane jaisA hai. bAkI sab (nisAr hai). sansAramen jIvanamen karane jaisA ho to yah hai, ek gnAyak AtmAko kaise pahachAnanA. svAnubhUtikA mArga gurudevane batAyA hai. log itanA jAnane lage hain vah gurudevakA pratAp hai. unhonne hI sabako yah dishA batAyI hai ki AtmA kaisA hai aur usakA svarUp kyA hai? pratyek dravya svatantra hain. tU terA kar sakatA hai. bArambAr- bArambAr aisA hI kahate the.
samAdhAna- ... andar-se grahaN kar le. use grahaN karake phir use chhoDanA hI mata. aise grahaN kar lenA. ananta kAlamen bhagavAn hAthamen Aneke bAd use kaise chhoDe? antaramen use grahaN kar le ki yah merA AtmA aur yah vibhAva. dononko bhinna karanA. ye sab kAnchake TUkaDe haiain. usamen-kAnchake TUkaDemen chaitanyakA chamatkAr nahIn dikhatA. chaitanyakA chamatkAr to is hIremen hai. us hIreko pahachAn lenA, chaitanya hIreko. vah sab to kAnchake TUkaDe hain. AtA hai na? "...., kastUrI tujh pAs hai, kyA DhUnDhat hai.' he mRug! terI khushbu-se yah van sugandhit huA hai aur tU bAhar-se khojatA hai ki yahAn-se khushbu AtI hai, is vRukShamen-se, isamen-se, usamen-se. kahIn khushbu nahIn hai. yahAn dRuShTi kar to terI sugandha hai.
chaitanyakA chamatkAr, gnAnakI prabhA tUne gneyamen sthApit kar dI hai. vah gnAnakI prabhA terI hai, tU teremen dekha. ye chaitanyakA chamatkAr tUne jaDamen sthApit kar diyA hai. tU svayam chaitanya- hIrA hai. usamen sab hai, use khoj le. usakI or dRuShTi kar, usamen hI sab bharA hai.
samAdhAna- .. laganI lagI ho to utpanna ho. antaramen utanI laganI chAhiye, svayamko utanI ruchi honI chAhiye. yahI karanA hai. usIkI bArambAr lagan lagatI rahe ki main chaitanya gnAyak hUn. us gnAyakakI pariNati hI pragaT karane jaisI hai. utanI andar laganI lage to puruShArtha utpanna ho. ruchi manda ho, bAhar juDatA rahe to use puruShArtha utpanna nahIn hotA hai. laganI lage to hI utpanna hotA hai. gurudevane to bahut kahA hai, bahut mArga batAyA hai. karanA svayamko hai. pariNati kaise palaTanI vah apane hAthakI bAt hai.
mumukShu- ham bhAIon Apake pAs jyAdA nahIn baiTh sakate, parantu hamAre bhAgya- se hamen paNDitajI bhI achchhe mil gaye hain.
samAdhAna- .. bahut milA hai, puruShArtha svayamko karanA hai. gurudev-se hI sabane
antar dRuShTi gurudevane karavAyI ki antaramen dekh, antaramen hI mArga hai. svAnubhUtikA mArga
gurudevane batayA. prashamamUrti bhagavatI mAtano jay ho! mAtAjInI amRut vANIno jay ho!