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samAdhAna- mainne itanA kiyA to bhI kuchh hotA nahIn hai. itane vichAr kiye, itanA svAdhyAy kiyA, itanA vAnchan kiyA, itanI bhakti kI. use AtmA mukhya rahatA hai. use ginatI nahIn hotI, mujhe AtmA hI sarvasva hai. bAhar-se jo bhI ho, usake bajAy antaramen mujhe bhedagnAnakI dhArA pragaT ho, main gnAyakako grahaN karun, gnAyakamen lInatA ho, us par usakI dRuShTi hotI hai.
mumukShu- vachanAmRutamen AtA hai ki shuddha dravya svabhAvakI dRuShTi karake tathA ashuddhatAko khyAlamen rakhakar puruShArtha karanA. vahAn khyAl mAne upayogAtmak gnAnaguNakI paryAy lenI yA labdhAtmak gnAn lenA?
samAdhAna- AtmA shuddha hai. bAhar upayog hai vah use labdhAtmak, khyAlamen rahatA hai. gnAnamen labdhAtmak khyAl nahIn use upayogAtmak khyAl rahatA hai. labdhAtmak khyAl to hai, parantu upayogamen use khyAl rahatA hai ki yah ashuddha hai, yah shuddha hai. upayogamen bhI rahatA hai aur labdhamen bhI rahatA hai.
mumukShu- itanI ashuddhatA hai, yah hai, vah hai.
samAdhAna- hAn, itanI ashuddhatA hai, itanI shuddhatA hai. labdhamen rahatA hai ki itanA gnAyak hai, yah vibhAv hai. parantu upayogamen bhI use khyAlamen rahatA hai ki itanI ashuddhatA hai, yah shuddhAtmA hai, aisA upayogamen rahatA hai. jabatak usakA upayog bAhar hai, tabatak sab khyAlamen rahatA hai. yah ashuddhatA hai, yah shuddha hai aisA.
mumukShu- nirvikalpatAke samay nahIn hotA.
samAdhAna- nirvikalpatAke samay nahIn hotA. vah to ek svarUpamen jam jAtA hai. Ananda dashAmen bAharakA kuchh dhyAn nahIn hai. ek Ananda, ananta guN-se bharA AtmA AnandasvarUp anupam hai. vahIn usakI lInatA hai, isaliye dUsarA kuchh khyAl nahIn hai. sab abuddhipUrvak ho jAtA hai. use khyAl hI nahIn hai, apane svarUpakA hI vedan hai.
mumukShu- gnAyakako pariNAmamen pakaDanA, aisA vachanAmRutake pravachanamen pUjya gurudevashrIne pharamAyA ki pariNAmamen gnAyakapane ahampanA karanA. jaise shAstragnAn dhAraNAgnAnamen ahampanA hai, usake badale gnAyakamen ahampanA karanA. aur bahut bAr aisA bhI AtA hai ki gnAyakako ruchigat karanA. to paryAyamenn gnAyakakI mahimA AnI, in donommen kyA antar hai? ahampanA karanA, mahimA karanI, ruchi karanI usamen kyA antar hai?
samAdhAna- yah gnAyak hai vah main hUn. ahampanA arthAt yah gnAyak hai vah main hUn aur yah main nahIn hUn. shAstrakA ahampanA, ye shAstra paDhA vah nahIn, ye gnAyak vah main hUn. yah main hUn, usamen usakI ruchi bhI A jAtI hai aur usakI us jAtakI pratIti bhI A jAtI hai. us jAtakA gnAyakamen ahampanA, main gnAyak hUn. aise.