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samAdhAna- .. manaphUlAbahan hai na? Ashramamen sab jagah toraN bAndhe the. ek manaphUlA hai aur dUsare parNaphUlA hai. gogIdevIke nAmase thA na. ... kaun jAne kyA huA? kuchh yAd nahIn hai. toraN bAndhe the. sab kamaremen Amake toraN bAndhe the. yahAn hamAre ghar Amake toraN bAndhe the. kuchh nayA hI lagatA thA.
"mAre AngaNiye rUDA rAm rame...' anyamatamen ek gAnA AtA hai na? mere Anganamen chAron or bhagavAn dikhate hain. vaise yahAn gAnA gAte the, "mAre AngaNiye rUDA rAm rame...' (chAron or) bhagavAn dikhate hain, aisA lagatA thA. yahAn hai na? bhagavAn dikhate hain na? chAron or mAnastambha. jahAn dekho vahAn bhagavAn dikhate hain, aisA hote the. aise gurudevake sAnnidhyamen Ashramamen rahanA vah to kitanA mushkila. bahut jagah Ashram hoenge, parantu aise gurudevakI vANI milatI ho, aise Ashram to milane mushkil hai.
.. dhyey rakhanA. jIvanamen ek dhyey rakhanA. dhyey-AtmA kaise pahachAnamen Aye? gnAyak AtmA. jIvanamen jo nirNay kiyA hai, us nirNayakI dRuDhatAse Age baDhanA. andar puruShArtha ho vah puruShArtha karanA, bhedagnAnakA abhyAs karanA. shubhabhAvamen dev-guru-shAstrakI ArAdhanA aur andar gnAyakadevakI ArAdhanA aur mahimA. bas! bAkI sab vibhAvabhAvonko gauN kar denA aur gnAyakadevako mukhya karake jIvan vyatIt ho. bas! yah ekI dhyeya. isI dhyeyakI dRuDhatA. jo nakkI kiyA ki is prakAr jIvan vyatIt karanA hai. usI dhyeyakI dRuDhatAse Age baDhanA hai.
shAstra svAdhyAy, dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA aur andar shuddhAtmA kaise pahachAnamen Aye? main to bahut bAr yah ek hI kahatI hUn aur yah ek hI karanA hai. ek AtmAko pahachAne, bas, usamen sab A jAtA hai. use pahachAnanekI bhAvanAmen yah sab kArya- dev-guru-shAstrake sAnnidhyamen rahakar unakI ArAdhanA aur AtmAkI ArAdhAnA, bas! yah karanekA hai.
laukikake jIvan dekho to kaise jAte hain. yah jIvan, yah jIvan jo AtmAke liye vyatIt kiyA vah jIvan hI jIvan hai. bAkIke jIvan, sab sansArake jIvan vyartha hai. laukik jIvanamen pUrA dinA khAnA, pInA, yah, vah, vyavahAr rakho, yah rakho, vah