jo-jo vikalpa Ave usamen nirasatA lage aur AtmAmen hI ras lage. AtmAkA svabhAv
kaise grahaN ho? usakI sanmukhatA har vakta AtmAkI or jAtI ho. mujhe AtmA kaise
grahaN ho? mujhe AtmA kaise grahaN ho? bArambAr usakI dRuShTi, usakA upayog bArambAr
AtmAko grahaN karanekI or usake vichAr chalate hain, usakI dRuShTi bArambAr jAtI hai.
antar lakShaN to vah hai ki antarakI pariNati, usakA hRuday bhIgA huA hotA hai. yah
sab ras TUT gaye ho, antaramense ekadam AtmAkI gaharI ruchi jAgRut huI ho.
mumukShu- svasamvedanakI dashA bArambAr AtI hai, unhen kis kAraNase bArambAr AtI hai?
samAdhAna- bArambAr AtI hai, usakI pariNati vibhAvase bilakUl... use vikalpamen kahIn ruchatA nahIn hai. kahIn khaDe rahanekA sthAn nahIn hai. usakI pariNati sabase chhUT gayI hai. sab sankalpa-vikalpa bAharake (chhUT gaye hain). sab kaShAy, pratyAkhyA, apratyAkhyAn sab kaShAy ekadam kShay nahIn hue hain, parantu nahInke barAbar ho gaye hain. mAtra sanjvalan hai, ekadam patalA sanjvalana. ashubh to hai hI nahIn. vah to sattAmAtra hote hain. thoDe- thoDe uday ho to, vah to ekadam gauN (ho gaye hain). unhen upayogamen nahIn Ate hain, us prakArake ho gaye hain. shubh pariNati hai to bhI us shubh pariNatimen bhI bahut rukate nahIn hai. bArambAr svAnubhUtikI or jAte hain. unhen kahIn rukanekA sthAn bAharamen nahIn hai.
unhen kahIn achchhA nahIn lagatA hai. andar chaitanyakI sthiratA, lInatA bahut baDh gayI hai. AhArakA vikalpa Ave, vihArakA vikalpa Ave, aisA kisIko vikalpa AtA hai. to AhAr karate-karate bhI svarUpamen lIn ho jAte hain. bAharase dikhanemen nahIn AtA. kShaN-kShaNamen lIn ho jAte hain. unakI vibhAvakI sab pariNati, sab kaShAyonki pariNati itanI TUT gayI hai ki bAhar upayog kahAn khaDA rahe? upayog khaDA rahaneke liye koI sthAn hI nahIn hai. bAhar upayog kahAn ruke? sharIr parase bhI rAg uTh gayA hai. sharIrako dekhaneko, kuchh sunanekA, bAharakA koI Ashcharya rahA nahIn. sharIramen dhUp-sardI lage to mujhe kyA? kuchh nahIn hotA, vah to sharIr hai. vah to pudagalako hotA hai. bAharase to sab chhUT gayA, bAharase sab ras chhUT gaye. itanI ugratA ho gayI, kaShAy bilakUl (kam ho gaye), bhItaramen sthiratA itanI baDh gayI. bAharase TUT gayA, bhItaramen svarUpakI ramaNatA itanI jam gayI ki bas, bArambAr svarUpamen hI jam gaye. vah sab TUT gayA aur svarUpamen aise jam gaye, aisI lInatA ho gayI ki bArambAr (lInatA ho jAtI hai). ek kShaN bAhar Ave to kShaNamen antaramen jAte hain, kShaNamen bAhar Ave to kShaNamen antaramen jAte hain. itanI bhItaramen ugra lInatA ho gayI hai. bArambAr nirvikalpa dashA hotI