52 hai.
mumukShu- bADh AtI hai, gurudev pharamAte the.
samAdhAna- hAn. itanI bADh AtI hai, pravAh AtA hai. bas, AtmA.. AtmA.. AtmA. sonekA vikalpa bhI nahIn, nidrA bhI alpa ho gayI, sab alpa ho gayA. nidrA kaun kare? main to jAgRut hUn. nidrA kahAn AtmAkA svabhAv hai? main to jAgRut svabhAvI hUn. aisA ho gayA hai. nidrA bhI TUT gayI, AhAr bhI aisA ho gayA, kahIn vikalpa nahIn rukatA. AtmAmen lInatA ho gayI hai. chaitanyamUrti, main chaitanyamUrti hUn, chaitanyamUrtirUp ban gayA. ab kevalagnAn le itanI (der hai). kevalagnAnakI talahaTImen A gaye hain. bas! aisI dashA ho gayI ki bArambAr bhItaramen jAte hain. aisI munikI dashA hotI hai. lInatA ho gayI hai. antarakI svarUpakI vRuddhi hotI jAtI hai.
samyagdRuShTi gRuhasthAshramamen hote hain to bahut parigrah ho to usakA vikalpa hotA hai. ... muniko sab vikalpa TUT gayA. svarUpamen aisI lInatA ho gayI, aisI lInatA ho gayI. dravyalingI muni sab chhoDakar jAtA hai, vah yathArtha nahIn hai. yahAn to svarUpakI lInatA ho gayI hai. vikalpa bhItarase TUT gayA, svarUpakI lInatA ho gayI hai. bhinna ho gaye, sabase bhinna ho gaye. padArtha to bhinna hai. samyagdarshanamen Anshik bhinna hue the aur munidashAmen atyant bhinna ho gaye hain.
mumukShu- vastukA svabhAv vaisA hI ho to svayamko kuchh phalavAn ho. AtmAkA svabhAv gnAn, darshan Adi hai, phir bhI usakI paryAyamen jAnaneke liye itane puruShArthakI AvashyakatA kyon?
samAdhAna- svabhAv to aisA hai ki svarUpakI or Dhale aisA svabhAv hai. parantu anAdikA aisA ekatvabuddhikA abhyAs ho gayA hai ki usamen jAnekA puruShArtha (jaldI chalatA nahIn). pratham bhUmikA vikaT hotI hai. samajh pIchhe sab saral hai. pratham to ekatvabuddhi itanI gADh ho gayI hai ki vah chhUTanemen usakA ras chhUTatA nahIn. AtmAkI or jo jAtA hai, samyagdarshan honeke bAd to jaise pAnIkA pravAh yA nadImen bADh AtI hai to bADh bADhako khInchatI hai. shAstramen aisA AtA hai ki AtmAkA svabhAv pragaT ho to hove. bAdamen to dauDakar svarUpakI or jAtI hai, parantu pahale ekatvabuddhi hai to durlabh ho gayA hai. ekatvabuddhi anAdise aisI gADh ho gayI hai.
anAdi kAl huA, parantu yadi samyagdarshan hove to bAdamen itanA kAl nahIn lagatA. svarUpamen jAneke bAd svarUpakI pariNati svarUpakI or hI jAtI hai. puruShArtha vaisA hI hotA hai. sahaj puruShArtha hotA hai. puruShArtha karanemen kaThinatA nahIn lagatI. bAdamen usako puruShArtha karanemen kaThinatA nahIn lagatI. sahaj mArga dekhaneke bAd apanA svabhAv hai to