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mumukShu- sachchI lagan nahIn lagI hai.
samAdhAna- sachchI laganI hI antaramen nahIn lagI hai. antaramen lagI ho to pariNati palaTe. pariNati palaTatI nahIn hai. antaramen gnAyakakI jo nivRutta dashA, gnAyakakI jo nivRuttamay pariNati, gnAyakakI jAnanekI pariNati, use us prakArase antaramen laganI lage to vaisI pariNati pragaT hotI hai. us or chhUTatA nahIn, is or AtA nahIn. bhAvanA karatA rahatA hai, vahAn khaDe-khaDe, mujhe gnAyak chAhiye aisA karatA rahatA hai, amuk prakArase karatA hai, parantu jitanA kAraN denA chAhiye utanA kAraN detA nahIn. kArya kahAn-se ho?
mumukShu- mAtAjI! bAharakI to koI ichchhA hai nahIn, na koI puNyakA phal chAhate hain aur kuchh bhI nahIn chAhate hain. andaramen ghabarAhaT bhI bahut hotI hai. kahAn jAyenge AtmagnAnake binA? ... kahIn dikhAyI detA nahIn hai. aisI pariNati kaise ho? hamane kabhI kiyA hI nahIn, hamako aisA huA hI nahIn.
samAdhAna- bAharakA kuchh nahIn chAhiye, puNya nahIn chAhiye, ghabarAhaT hotI ho, parantu antaramen pariNati to svayam pragaT kare to hotI hai. andarase svayam chhUTatA nahIn hai. kahAnse ho? ghabarAhaT ho to bhI. us jAtikA, antaramense jis jAtikA honA chAhiye vah hotA nahIn. vikalpamen ghabarAhaT ho, puNya nahIn chAhiye, kuchh nahIn chAhiye, aisA karatA ho, parantu jitanI antaramen usakI tIvratA honI chAhiye, utanI hotI nahIn.
chhAchhamense makkhan nikAlanA hai to use bilotA hai. lekin jitanA chAhiye utanA karatA nahIn, makkhan kaise nikale? thoD karake mAnatA hai, mainne bahut kiyA, mainne bahut kiyA. makkhan nikAlanA hai. bahut kyA kiyA? makkhan andarase (nikAlaneko) chhAchh biloye.
(vaise) andarase gnAyak-gnAyakakA abhyAs tIvrapane antaramense kare to makkhan-to antaramen bhedagnAn hotA hai. antaramense svayam dravya par dRuShTi karake jitanA use balavAnarUpase honA chAhiye utanA hotA nahIn. anAdikA abhyAs hai (isaliye) bAr-bAr vahAn dRuShTi jAtI hai. jitanI dRuShTi hameshA bAhar hI jAtI hai, vaisI hI dRuShTi apanI or nahIn jAtI hai. jaisI bAharakI pariNati nirvichArarUpase dauDatI hai, vaise hI antaramen pariNati AtmAmense lagatI nahIn hai, aisA kAraN detA nahIn hai isaliye kArya nahIn ho rahA hai. andaramense yathArtharUpase ho to jaise makkhan nikale vaise nikale binA rahe nahIn AtmAmen. shaktimen bharA hai.
mumukShu- he pUjya bhagavatI mAtA! is kAlamen jIv ati sthUl buddhivAle hain, isaliye ve rAg aur AtmAkA bhedagnAn kar sake? yah Ap kRupA karake samajhAiye.