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mumukShu- jaise ki ham shAstra paDhe, jAnakArImen AyA to dhyAnamen usakA kyA vichAr kare?
samAdhAna- vichAr karanA. pahale dhyAn kaise hove? mumukShu- jaise shAstra paDhe, pUre samay paThan bhI karenge to phir gaharAI nahIn AyegI.
paThan kiyA jis chIj par, usakA dhyAn nahIn kiyA, usakI chintavan nahIn huA.
samAdhAna- shAstrakA abhyAs (kiyA), usamen AchAryadev kyA batAte hain usakA vichAr karanA. kyA mArga shAstramen AyA? vastukA svarUp kaisA hai? aisA vichAr karanA, chintavan karanA ki yah vastu hai, AtmA hai, yah svabhAv hai, yah vibhAv hai, yah gnAn hai, darshan hai, chAritra hai, main AtmA hUn. yah guNakA bhed hai. main ananta chaitanyasvarUp hUn. pahale aisI yathArtha samajhan karanI, bAdamen dhyAn hotA hai. sachchI samajhanake binA dhyAn nahIn ho sakatA. samajhe binA dhyAn karatA hai to aisI ulajhan hotI hai, yathArtha jamatA nahIn. pahale yathArtha gnAn karake, yathArtha shraddhA karake, bAdamen dhyAn karanA. prayojanabhUt tattvako yathArtha pahachAn lenA.
mumukShu- bAr-bAr AtA hai ki pudagalakA pariNaman svayam apane-apanemen ho rahA hai. hamako to moTA-moTA dikhatA hai. dinabhar aisI hamako asti kyon nahIn A rahI hai? aise kaise AyegI asti? isakI bAt mAlUm ho jAy to hamArI karu-karukI buddhi khatma ho jAya. yahIn hamArA gaDabaD khA rahA hai ki pudagalakA pariNaman pratipal svayam ho rahA hai, gnAnamen nahIn A rahA hai. paDh to letI hUn, bol to detI hUn, gnAnamen yah bAt A nahIn rahI hai.
samAdhAna- yah sab pudagalakA pariNaman hai. gnAnamen kaise Ave? anAdi kAlase bhram ho rahA hai, gnAnamen kaise Ave? vikalpa aur sankalpa, gnAn sab ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. usako yathArtha samajhan karake biThAnA ki yah sab pudagalakA pariNaman hai. main chaitanya hUn. sharIrakA pariNaman hai, vah pudagalakA hai. bAharakA to hai, lekin is sharIr bhI pudagalakA (pariNaman hai). isamen rog AtA hai vah bhI pudagalakA pariNaman hai. vah koI AtmAkA pariNaman nahIn hai. aisI yathArtha shraddhA karake biThAnA.
anAdikA abhyAs hai, kaise baiThe? ekatvabuddhi anAdise aisI joradAr ho rahI hai. yathArtha shraddhA kare, bArambAr abhyAs kare, bArambAr usakA abhyAs kare tab baiThatA hai. chutartha kAlamen to antarmuhUrtamen baiTh jAtA hai. panchamakAlamen aisA nahIn hotA hai. ek bAr vichAr karake baiTh gayA, aisA ho jAtA hai, aisA nahIn ho sakatA. aisA to koI- koIko hotA hai.
mumukShu- kaI bAr vah bAt samajhamen A jAtI hai. kaI bAr aisA kaisA-kaisA