bhavamen ye manuShyabhav chalA jAyagA, mere AtmAkA kyA hogA? usakI chintA karane jaisI hai. ye bAharakI chintA ananta kAl bahut kI, parantu mere chaitanyakI chaitanyake andar kuchh saphalatA ho, shuddhAtmAmen shuddha paryAy pragaT ho, vah karane jaisA hai.

mumukShu- nahIn .. hone par bhI anumAnamen bhI viShay AtA hai, to bhI AtmAkA bahumAn itanA kyon nahIn AtA hai?

samAdhAna- parakA bahumAn AtA hai. chaitanyamen ananta shakti, ananta Ananda hai. adabhUt dravya hai. paramen mahimA jAtI hai, chaitanyakI mahimA nahIn AtI hai. isaliye bArambAr usakA vichAr karake, svabhAvako pahachAnakar usakI mahimA lAne jaisA hai. vah lAtA nahIn. mahimAkA bhaNDAr AtmA hI hai. bAhar kahIn mahimA nahIn hai. nahIn lAtA hai, vah svayamkI kachAs hai. svayamko pahachAnatA nahIn hai aur par-or sab mahimA lagatI hai. nij svabhAv pahachAne to mahimA Aye binA nahIn rahatI. jagatase bhinna chaitanyadravya koI adabhUt dravya hai, usakI mahimA Aye parakI mahimA chhUT jAya. lekin vah mahimA prayatna karake, vichAr karake bhI lAne jaisI hai. usakA nirNay karake.

mati-shrutagnAnase svayam nirNay kare ki main yah chaitanyadravya hUn, ye sab main nahIn hUn. kShaNik vichAr, paryAy jitanA bhI main nahIn hUn, main to shAshvat dravya hUn. phir paryAy to usamen pragaT hotI hai, shuddha paryAya. usakA vedan ho. parantu dravya par dRuShTi kare, shuddhAtmAkA vedan ho, sabakA yathArtha nirNay karake bArambAr usakA abhyAs kare. svakI ekatvabuddhi parase vibhakta. kShaN-kShaNamen main bhinna hUn, bhinna hUn, bArambAr usakA abhyAs kare. jo- jo vikalpa Aye vah merA svarUp nahIn hai, main to gnAyak hUn, main gnAtA hI hUn. is prakAr antarase, buddhise ho vah ThIk, parantu antarase ho aur bhedagnAnakI dhArA pragaT ho to vikalpa chhUTakar svAnubhUti ho, kaise ho, vahI karane jaisA hai. usakI mahimA lAye, na Aye to mahimA lAne jaisA hai.

mumukShu- Ap jaise mahApuruShonkA yog milane par bhI, aisI preraNA milane par bhI jitanI AtmAko puruShArthakI jAgRuti honI chAhiye utanI nahIn hot pAtI. bhAv to hai aisA ki aisI hamArI jAgRuti ho. vikalpa to aise bahut uThate hain.

samAdhAna- apanA pramAd hai. gurudev kahate the na? "nij nayananI ALase nirakhyA nahIn harine jarI'. apanI Alasake kAraN svayam svayamko dekhatA nahIn hai, prayatna nahIn karatA hai. chaitanyaprabhu apane pAs hI hai, svayam hI hai. parantu svayam svayamko dekhatA nahIn hai, usake darshan karatA nahIn aur par-or jAtA hai. apanI Alas hai, apanI ruchikI kShati hai. isaliye karatA nahIn hai. ata usIkI jarUrat lAkar vahI karane jaisA hai, AdaraNIy vahI hai, kalyANarUp vahI hai, mangalarUp vahI hai. bas, aisA karake usIkI