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merī dr̥ṣṭi yathārtha pragaṭ huyī hai. mujhe ātmā jahān̐ vibhāv-se bhinna, caitanya bhinna svayaṁ apaneko grahaṇ ho to svayaṁ apane-se gupta nahīṁ rahatā. svayaṁ caitanya hai aur usakī svānubhūti yā usakā jñān aur usakī pratīti ho vah gupta nahīṁ rahatā. svayaṁko mālūm paḍe binā rahe hī nahīṁ. apanā ātmā hī andar sākṣī (detā hai), use khyāl ā jātā hai ki yah yathārtha muktikā mārga hai aur yathārtha svānubhūti hai.
parantu jabatak vah na ho tabatak usakī ruci, mahimā, usake pīche lage. jabatak na ho tabatak thake nahīṁ. tabatak vāṁcan, vicār, andar mahimā, laganī karatā rahe. usakī bhāvanā rakhe, usakā prayatna karatā rahe to bhī acchā hai. usakī dr̥ṣṭi honemeṁ der lage to ulajh na jāy, parantu andar usakī bhāvanā kare, usakī apūrvatā lage ki ātmā koī apūrva hai. ye kuch apūrva nahīṁ hai, bāhya vastuen̐. aisī apūrvatā kare, aisī ruci lagāye to bhī acchā hai. to use āge prayatna karanekā, āge baḍhanekā avakāś hai.
... apane ātmā-se hī svayaṁko mālūm paḍ jātā hai ki yah vastu yathārtha hai. nahīṁ to use saṁtoṣ nahīṁ hotā. aur jabatak andar-se svayaṁko pragaṭ na ho tabatak ruci, mahimā, vicār karatā rahe to bhī acchā hai. apūrva hai, aisī apūrvatā aṁtarameṁ- se lage to usakī mahimā badal jāy, bāhar-se ruci badal jāy, to bhī acchā hai.
.. pragaṭ na ho, mandirake dvārā banda ho to mandirake dvār par tū ṭahel lagāte rahanā. vaise yah caitanya jñāyak bhagavān pragaṭ na ho to usake dvār par ṭahel lagāte rahanā, to bhī acchā hai. to kuch āge jānekā avakāś hai. abhyās karate rahanā.
samādhānaḥ- ... usake sāth jñān kām karatā hai ki maiṁ akhaṇḍa śāśvat hūn̐, parantu paryāy adhūrī hai, śuddha paryāy abhī pragaṭ nahīṁ huyī hai. pramāṇajñān... sādhakadaśā usīko kahate haiṁ ki dr̥ṣṭi aur jñān donoṁ sāthameṁ rakhe. pramāṇajñān aur samyak nay jo pragaṭ huyī,...
mumukṣuḥ- nay aur pramāṇ hameśā sāthameṁ hī hote haiṁ.
samādhānaḥ- jo pariṇatirūp hai vah to hameśā sāthameṁ hī hai. hameśā sāth hai.
mumukṣuḥ- donoṁke viṣay bhinna-bhinna hai.
samādhānaḥ- vikalpātmak nayake vicār kare pramāṇ aur.. lekin ye pariṇatirūp jo sahaj hai, usameṁ kramabhed nahīṁ hotā, donoṁ sāth hī hote haiṁ. anubhavameṁ jo śuddha pariṇati pragaṭ huyī, us apekṣā-se śuddhanay kahanemeṁ ātā hai aur dravya-paryāy donoṁkī anubhūti hai isaliye usako pramāṇ bhī kahanemeṁ ātā hai. use nay bhī kahate haiṁ aur pramāṇ bhī kahanemeṁ ātā hai.
dravya aur paryāy donoṁ sāthameṁ haiṁ, isaliye pramāṇ hai. pramāṇajñān sāthameṁ hai. jñān