32 astitva grahaṇ karanā cāhiye. usakā astitva grahaṇ karake yah maiṁ nahīṁ hūn̐ aur yah maiṁ hū̃n. caitanyakā astitva grahaṇ karake bāraṁbār kṣaṇ-kṣaṇameṁ usakā abhyās (kare). maiṁ jñāyak hū̃n. jitanā jñānasvarūp, jñāyakasvarūp utanā maiṁ hūn̐, vibhāv maiṁ nahīṁ hū̃n. bāraṁbār niraṁtar isakā abhyās kare aur usakā ugra abhyās kare to der nahīṁ lagatī. apanā svabhāv hai. kṣaṇameṁ ho jātā hai. puruṣārthakī ugratā hove to utkr̥ṣṭa chaḥ mahine lagate haiṁ, der nahīṁ lagatī hai. parantu apane puruṣārthakī mandatā hai. duḥkh-duḥkh kare, lekin sukh svabhāv kyā hai? usako grahaṇ kare, usameṁ pratīt dr̥ḍh kare, bāraṁbār usakī pariṇati pragaṭ kare to hove.
duḥkh lage to bhī apanā svabhāv grahaṇ karanā cāhiye. svabhāv grahaṇ kare to vibhāv- se chūṭ jātā hai. svabhāvako grahaṇ kare binā duḥkh-duḥkh kare to bhī nahīṁ chūṭ sakatā hai. svabhāvako grahaṇ kare to chūṭ jātā hai. to bhedajñān ho jātā hai. svabhāvako grahaṇ karanā cāhiye, apane astitvako grahaṇ karanā cāhiye. maiṁ yahī hūn̐ aur yah maiṁ nahīṁ hūn̐, aise bāraṁbār usako grahaṇ karanekā abhyās kare to hove.
mumukṣuḥ- śraddhāguṇ to nirvikalpa hai...
samādhānaḥ- śraddhā nirvikalpa hai, parantu pahale vicār-se nirṇay karanā cāhiye. pahale to aisā vicār ātā hai, pahale pratīt dr̥ḍh nahīṁ hove to vicār karanā cāhiye. vicār-se apanā svabhāv pahacānanā cāhiye ki jñānalakṣaṇ, asādhāraṇ jñān lakṣaṇ hai. akhaṇḍa dravyako pīchānanā cāhiye. jñān-se vicār kare. pratīt to dr̥ḍh (bādameṁ hotī hai). pahale vicār ātā hai. tattvakā vicāra. bāraṁbār maiṁ bhinna hūn̐, yah maiṁ nahīṁ hū̃n. svabhāvako bhītar-se usakā lakṣaṇ pīchānakarake nakkī karanā cāhiye.
śraddhā bhale nirvikalpa ho, jñān kām karatā hai. jñānameṁ vicār (karake), nakkī karake śraddhāko dr̥ḍh karanā cāhiye. muktikā mārga samyagdarśan-se pragaṭ hotā hai. parantu jab pahale samyagdarśan nahīṁ hove tab vicār, yathārtha jñān karanā cāhiye. jñān bīcameṁ ātā hai. pratītako dr̥ḍh karanā.
samādhānaḥ- ... gurudevako sab śobhā de. vahān̐ sṭejameṁ baiṭhanā, karanā ādi... gurudevakī chatrachāyāmeṁ apane to bol lete haiṁ.
mumukṣuḥ- ham to gurudevakī ājñākā pālan karate haiṁ. gurudev kahakar gaye haiṁ...
samādhānaḥ- citra ādi sab thā na, isaliye vahān̐ manameṁ aisī bhāvanākā ghoṭanā hotā thā ki ye sab hai, gurudev padhāre. aisī bhāvanā (hotī thī). bas, aise hī ghoṭan calatā thā ki gurudev padhāre to acchā. prātaḥ kālameṁ svapnameṁ aisā āyā ki gurudev ūpar-se padhār rahe haiṁ. aisā kahā, padhāro gurudeva. gurudev devake rūpameṁ the. devake vastra