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mumukṣuḥ- vikārī paryāyako bhī ... nahīṁ kah sakate na?
samādhānaḥ- vah apekṣā aur yah apekṣā bhinna-bhinna hai. usakā svabhāv bhinna hai. vibhāv paryāy bhale sarvathā bhinna nahīṁ hai, svayaṁ usameṁ juḍatā hai. to bhī usakā bhāvabhed hai. svabhāvaparyāyakā bhāvabhed nahīṁ hai. usameṁ aur isameṁ pharka hai.
... vah to vaiśākh śuklā dūj thī na? gurudevakī sab sajāvaṭ, jīvan caritra ityādi thā na. use dekhane gayī thī. usameṁ-se phir aise vicār āye ki ye sab sajāvaṭ kī hai, aisemeṁ gurudev padhāre ho to bahut sundar dikhe. gurudev padhāre aisā hī yah sab ho rahā hai. vahī vicār aur bhāvanā rahatī thī, isaliye prātaḥkālameṁ svapna āyā ki gurudev devalokameṁ-se devake rūpameṁ padhāre. sab pahanāvaṭ devakī, ratnakā hār,umugaṭ ityādi devake rūpameṁ the. gurudev padhāro, padhāro aisā āyā. aisā bolanemeṁ āyā. phir gurudevane kahā, aisā kuch rakhanā nahīṁ, maiṁ to yahīṁ hūn̐, bahin! maiṁ to yahīṁ hū̃n. aisā tīn bār kahā.
phir maiṁne kahā, maiṁ to aisā rakhūn̐, parantu ye sabako bahut duḥkh hotā hai. to gurudev kuch bole nahīṁ. lekin us vakta vātāvaraṇ aisā ho gayā thā ki mānoṁ gurudev virājate hī hoṁ. maiṁne to kisīko kuch kahā nahīṁ thā, parantu māhol aisā ho gayā thā. parantu itanā svapna āyā thā. gurudev devameṁ-se āye aur aisā hī kahā, maiṁ yahīṁ hūn̐, aisā kuch rakhanā nahīṁ. bahin! maiṁ to yahīṁ hūn̐, yahīṁ hūn̐ aisā tīn bār kahā. bas, utanā. svapna utanā āyā thā. gurudev hai, śarīr devakā thā, pahanāvaṭ dev kī thī. dikhāv sab devakā hī thā.
... ve to har jagah alag hī haiṁ. sarvase alag dikhe aise kuch alag hī haiṁ. tīrthaṁkarakā dravya, unake jaisā koī nahīṁ thā. aisā unakā prabhāv thā. cale jāte ho to mānoṁ bhavya... dūr-se koī unheṁ bhagavān hī kah de, aise lagate the. dev ho gaye isaliye adhik divyamūrti ho jāte haiṁ. .. cale to aisā lage. dūsare log dekhe to māhol badal jāya. divyamūrti vahī hai.
... jānekī śakti nahīṁ hotī. devake śarīrameṁ har jagah jānekī śakti hotī hai. unakā vaisā vaikriyak śarīr hai, har jagah jā sake. bhagavānake pās jā sake, samavasaraṇameṁ jāye. aur is lokako ve avadhijñān-se dekhate haiṁ. to lokameṁ jahān̐ jānekī bhāvanā āye vahān̐ jā sakate haiṁ. bhāv āve bhī, aur dūr-se bhī dekhate hoṁ. avadhijñānameṁ pratyakṣa dekhate hoṁ. bhagavānakī unheṁ bahut bhāvanā thī to bhagavānake pās samavasaraṇameṁ jāye. yahān̐ ānekī unheṁ bhāvanā (ho), avadhijñānameṁ upayog rakhe to ve to pratyakṣa dekhate haiṁ. lokakā amuk bhāg dikhāī de. jambū dvip, videhakṣetra ādi sab jambū dvīpameṁ