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mumukṣhuḥ- vikārī paryāyako bhī ... nahīn kah sakate na?
samādhānaḥ- vah apekṣhā aur yah apekṣhā bhinna-bhinna hai. usakā svabhāv bhinna hai. vibhāv paryāy bhale sarvathā bhinna nahīn hai, svayam usamen juḍatā hai. to bhī usakā bhāvabhed hai. svabhāvaparyāyakā bhāvabhed nahīn hai. usamen aur isamen pharka hai.
... vah to vaishākh shuklā dūj thī na? gurudevakī sab sajāvaṭ, jīvan charitra ityādi thā na. use dekhane gayī thī. usamen-se phir aise vichār āye ki ye sab sajāvaṭ kī hai, aisemen gurudev padhāre ho to bahut sundar dikhe. gurudev padhāre aisā hī yah sab ho rahā hai. vahī vichār aur bhāvanā rahatī thī, isaliye prātaḥkālamen svapna āyā ki gurudev devalokamen-se devake rūpamen padhāre. sab pahanāvaṭ devakī, ratnakā hār,umugaṭ ityādi devake rūpamen the. gurudev padhāro, padhāro aisā āyā. aisā bolanemen āyā. phir gurudevane kahā, aisā kuchh rakhanā nahīn, main to yahīn hūn̐, bahin! main to yahīn hū̃n. aisā tīn bār kahā.
phir mainne kahā, main to aisā rakhūn̐, parantu ye sabako bahut duḥkh hotā hai. to gurudev kuchh bole nahī̃n. lekin us vakta vātāvaraṇ aisā ho gayā thā ki mānon gurudev virājate hī hõn. mainne to kisīko kuchh kahā nahīn thā, parantu māhol aisā ho gayā thā. parantu itanā svapna āyā thā. gurudev devamen-se āye aur aisā hī kahā, main yahīn hūn̐, aisā kuchh rakhanā nahī̃n. bahin! main to yahīn hūn̐, yahīn hūn̐ aisā tīn bār kahā. bas, utanā. svapna utanā āyā thā. gurudev hai, sharīr devakā thā, pahanāvaṭ dev kī thī. dikhāv sab devakā hī thā.
... ve to har jagah alag hī haĩn. sarvase alag dikhe aise kuchh alag hī haĩn. tīrthaṅkarakā dravya, unake jaisā koī nahīn thā. aisā unakā prabhāv thā. chale jāte ho to mānon bhavya... dūr-se koī unhen bhagavān hī kah de, aise lagate the. dev ho gaye isaliye adhik divyamūrti ho jāte haĩn. .. chale to aisā lage. dūsare log dekhe to māhol badal jāya. divyamūrti vahī hai.
... jānekī shakti nahīn hotī. devake sharīramen har jagah jānekī shakti hotī hai. unakā vaisā vaikriyak sharīr hai, har jagah jā sake. bhagavānake pās jā sake, samavasaraṇamen jāye. aur is lokako ve avadhignān-se dekhate haĩn. to lokamen jahān̐ jānekī bhāvanā āye vahān̐ jā sakate haĩn. bhāv āve bhī, aur dūr-se bhī dekhate hõn. avadhignānamen pratyakṣha dekhate hõn. bhagavānakī unhen bahut bhāvanā thī to bhagavānake pās samavasaraṇamen jāye. yahān̐ ānekī unhen bhāvanā (ho), avadhignānamen upayog rakhe to ve to pratyakṣha dekhate haĩn. lokakā amuk bhāg dikhāī de. jambū dvip, videhakṣhetra ādi sab jambū dvīpamen