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pALe toy AtmAne jANato nathI. kemake rAgane je bhalo jANe te rAgathI khase kem? ane rAgathI khasyA vinA, enAthI bhed karyA vinA rAgarahit chaitanyasvarUp jaNAy kem? bhAI! vratAdi chhe te rAg chhe. ane enoy jene rAg chhe te rAgathI khasato nathI ane tethI to potAnA AtmAnA paramArthasvarUpane jANato nathI. have vepAr-dhandho karavAmAn ne bAyaDI-chhokarAn sAchavavAmAn ne viShay-bhogamAn Akho di’ ekalA pApamAn chAlyo jAy ene navarAsh maLe ke di’? ane to e A samaje ke di’? kadAchit navarAsh laI sAmbhaLavA jAy to andar UndhAn lAkaDAn khosIne Ave ke-vrat karo, tapasyA karo eTale dharma thaI jashe. shrImade ThIk ja kahyun chhe ke bichArAne kuguru lUnTI le chhe.

bhAI! vItarAgano mArga-samyagdarshanano mArga koI achintya, alaukik chhe! e mArga bApu! mAkhaN chopaDe maLe em nathI. dAn, tap ityAdinA rAgathI dharma manAvatAn kadAch loko rAjI thashe paN tAro AtmA rAjI nahi thAy bhagavAn! koI dAnamAn pAnch- pachIs lAkh kharche vA koI mahinA-mahinAnA upavAs kare tethI dharma thaI jAy evun dharmanun svarUp nathI. dharma to vItarAgasvarUp chhe, ane e (dAnAdi) to badho rAg chhe. emAny rAganI mandatA hoy to puNya thAy, dharma nahi. vaLI jo te puNyane bhalun jANe to mithyAtva thAy. AvI AkarI vAt bApA! jagatane pachAvavI mahA kaThaN! paN bhagavAn traNalokanA nAthanI A ja AgnA chhe. rAgane bhalo mAnavo te bhagavAnanI AgnA nathI. ahA! andar akaShAyarasano pinD evo puNya-pAp rahit sadA vItarAgasvabhAvI bhagavAn virAjI rahyo chhe. tene bhalo nahi jANatAn bhAI! jo tun puNyane bhalun jANe chhe to tun potAnA AtmAne jANato ja nathI.

agnAnI jIv karmodayajanit rAgane ja sAro mAne chhe ane te vaDe ja potAno mokSha thavo mAne chhe. juo A viparItatA! bApu! rAg chhe e to karmanA udayanA nimitte utpanna thayelo aupAdhik bhAv chhe; te kAI AtmAthI utpanna thayelo svabhAvabhAv nathI. dharma to svabhAvabhAv chhe. AvI vAt! ahIn to A (vAt) 42 varShathI chAle chhe, A kAI navI vAt nathI. A samayasAr to 18 mI vAr pravachanamAn chAle chhe. enI lITIe lITI ane shabdeshabdano artha thaI gayo chhe. ahA! paN shun thAy? jagatane to te jyAn-je sampradAyamAn-paDayun hoy tyAnthI khasavun mushkel-kaThaN paDe chhe. kadAchit tyAnthI khase to rAgathI khasavun visheSh kaThaN paDe chhe. paN bhAI! dharma to rAgarahit vItarAgatAmay ja chhe ane te vItarAgano mArga ek digambar jainadharma sivAy bIje kayAny nathI. rAgane bhalo jANI rAgane Acharavo e to vItarAgano mArga chhe ja nahi. samajANun kAI...?

bhAI! Avo manuShyabhav maL‌yo emAn A avasare A na samajyo to kayAre

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samajIsh? ane to tArI shI gati thashe? A-bhavarUpI paDado bandh thashe tyAre tun kayAn jaIsh prabhu? A deh kAI tArI chIj nathI; e to jotajotAmAn chhUTI jashe. ane tun to avinAshI tattva chho, tAro kAI nAsh thAy em nathI. to tun kayAn rahIsh prabhu? ahA! jenI draShTi rAganI ruchithI khasatI nathI te mithyAdraShTi jIv narak-nigodAdimAn rajhaLato anantakAL mithyAtvanA padamAn raheshe. shun thAy? (rAganI ruchinun phaL ja evun chhe.)

prashna– shubhabhAvane gnAnI hey mAne chhe em Ap kaho chho, paN te shubhabhAv kare chhe to kharo?

samAdhAna– bhAI! puruShArthanI nabaLAIne kAraNe gnAnIne dayA, dAn, bhakti Adino shubhabhAv Ave chhe-hoy chhe, paN tene hun karun, te mArun kartavya chhe-evo abhiprAy ene kayAn chhe? shubhabhAv hovo e judI vAt chhe ane shubhabhAv bhalo chhe em jANI karavo-Acharavo e judI vAt chhe. gnAnI shubhabhAv karato-Acharato ja nathI. e to kahyun ne ke ene rAganun nishchaye svAmitva ja nathI, mATe ene leshamAtra rAg nathI.

agnAnIe rAgane ja bhalo mAnyo chhe ane tenAthI ja potAno mokSha mAnyo chhe. ‘A rIte potAnA ane paranA paramArthasvarUpane nahi jANato hovAthI jIv-ajIvanA paramArthasvarUpane jANato nathI.’

juo, bhagavAn AtmAnun paramArthasvarUp gnAnAnandamay param sukhadhAm chhe; jyAre rAganun svarUp vikAr ane dukh chhe. have jo rAgane bhalo jANyo to te rAgane-parane jANato nathI ane rAgarahit potAnA AtmAne paN jANato nathI. A rIte potAne ane parane nahi jANato te jIv-ajIvanA paramArthasvarUpane jANato nathI. TIkAmAn paN A lIdhun chhe. aho! A to bhagavAnanI divyadhvanimAn AvelI vAt chhe. bhagavAne je kahyun te ahIn kundakundAchArye jAher karyun chhe. shrI kundakundAchArya mahAvidehamAn bhagavAn (sImandharasvAmI) pAse gayA hatA ane ATh divas tyAn rahyA hatA. tyAnthI AvIne A samayasAr Adi shAstro rachyAn chhe. teo A pokArIne kahe chhe ke-

agnAnI potAnA ane paranA paramArthasvarUpane jANato nathI ane tethI te jIv- ajIvanA paramArthasvarUpane jANato nathI. ‘ane jyAn jIv ane ajIv-be padArthone ja jANato nathI tyAn samyagdraShTi kevo?’ ahA! hajI jyAn sva-parane oLakhato ja nathI tyAn sva-paranun shraddhAn kevun? ane shraddhAnanA abhAve te samyagdraShTi kevo? hajI chothA guNasthAnanAn ja ThekANAn nathI tyAn samyagdraShTi kevo?

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‘mATe rAgI jIv samyagdraShTi hoI shake nahi.’ arthAt rAganA rAgavALo, rAgano rAgI evo jIv samyagdraShTi hoI shake nahi. juo, rAgavALo samyagdraShTi hoI shake nahi- em nahi, parantu rAgano je rAgI chhe te samyagdraShTi hoI shake nahi. nyAy samajAy chhe? A to nyAyano-lojIkano mArga chhe. ahIn to nyAyathI vAtane siddha kare chhe, kaI kachaDI- machaDIne nahi. chhatAn duniyAne na ruche eTale A shun pAgal jevI vAt kare chhe?-em kahe, paN pAgalo dharmIne pAgal kahe emAn shun Ashcharya chhe? paramAtmaprakAshamAn Ave chhe ke duniyAnA loko-pAgalo dharmAtmAne pAgal mAne chhe.

have A arthanun kaLasharUp kAvya kahe chhee, je kAvya dvArA AchAryadev anAdithI rAgAdikane potAnun pad jANI sUtelAn rAgI prANIone upadesh kare chhe-

shrI guru sansArI bhavya jIvone sambodhe chhe ke-

‘अन्धाः’ he andh prANIo! andh kem kahyA? ke potAnI chIj je trikAL shuddha gnAnAnandamay nirmaLAnandano nAth prabhu andar paDayo chhe tene dekhatA nathI tethI andh kahyA. sharIr, dhan, lakShmI ityAdi bahAranI chIjamAn unmatta thayelA-mUrchchhAI gayelA prANIo sachchidAnandasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAne dekhatA nathI, bhALatA nathI tethI teo andh chhe em kahevun chhe. tethI kahe chhe-

he andh prANIo! ‘आसंसारात्’ anAdi sansArathI mAnDIne ‘प्रतिपदम्’ paryAye paryAye ‘अमी रागी जीवाः’ A rAgI jIvo ‘नित्यमत्ताः’ sadAy matta vartatA thakA ‘यस्मिन् सुप्ताः’ je padamAn sUtA chhe-Unghe chhe ‘तत्’ te pad arthAt sthAn ‘अपदम् अपदम्’ apad chhe, apad chhe.

shun kahyun? ke anAdi sansArathI jIv paryAyamAn ghelo banyo chhe. je paryAy maLI te paryAy ja mArun svarUp chhe em unmatta-pAgal thaIne varte chhe. ahA! hun dev chhun, hun manuShya chhun, hun nArakI chhun, hun tiryanch chhun, hun sheTh chhun, hun daridrI chhun, hun panDit chhun, hun mUrkha chhun, ityAdipaNe paryAye paryAye potAne mAne chhe ane paryAyamAn ja ahambuddhi dhAre chhe; parantu potAnA trikALI dhruv chaitanyamAtra AtmasvarUpamAn draShTi karato nathI. svarUpamAn draShTi kare to nyAl thaI jAy paN draShTi karato nathI tethI to andh kahIne AchAryadev sambodhe chhe.

vAh! ekakor gAthA 72 mAn ‘bhagavAn AtmA’ em ‘bhagavAn’ kahIne bolAve ane ahIn ‘andh’ kahIne sambodhe! A vaLI kevun?

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bhAI! AtmA sadA sachchidAnandasvarUp bhagavAn chhe. svabhAvathI te sadA paramAtmasvarUpe-bhagavAnasvarUpe ja chhe. AvA svabhAvanI apekShAe tyAn gAthA 72 mAn ene ‘bhagavAn’ kahIne bolAvyo chhe. tyAre ahIn pote paryAyamAn-rAgadveSh, puNyapApanA bhAv ane tenA phaLamAn-unmatta-pAgal thaIne vartato thako te nityAnandasvabhAvane joto nathI tethI ‘andh’ kahIne sambodhyo chhe. banne vakhate svarUpamAn ja draShTi karAvavAnun prayojan chhe. samajANun kAI...?

kahe chhe-anAdi sansArathI rAgI prANI paryAyamAn ja matta vartato thako je padamAn sUto chhe te pad apad chhe, apad chhe; matalab ke te pad tArun svapad nathI. bApu! A sharIr, indriy, dhan-sampatti, mahel-makAn, strI-parivAr ityAdimAn matta-mohit thaI tun sUto chhe paN e badhAn apad chhe, apad chhe. A rUpALun sharIr dekhAy chhe ne? bhAI! te ekavAr agnimAn saLagashe, sharIramAnthI haLahaL agni nIkaLashe ane tenI rAkh thaI phU thaI jashe. prabhu! e tArI chIj kayAn chhe? e to apad chhe. A puNyanA bhAv ane tenA phaLamAn prApta devapad, rAjapad, sheThapad ityAdimAn tun mUrchchhit thaI paDayo chhe paN e badhAn apad chhe arthAt te tArAn chaitanyanAn avinAshI pad nathI. andar bhagavAn chaitanyadev prabhu AtmA ek ja tArun avinAshI pad chhe.

bhAI! tun dehanI, indriyonI, vANInI ane bAhya padArthonI rAtadivas sambhAL karyA kare chhe, sajAvaT karyA kare chhe; paN e to apad chhe ne prabhu! te apadamAn kayAn sharaN chhe? nAshavant chIjanun sharaN shun? bhagavAn! e kShaNavinAshI chIjo tArAn rahevAnAn ane besavAnAn sthAn nathI; te apad chhe apad chhe em ‘विबुध्यध्वम्’ samajo. ahIn ‘apad’ shabda be vAr kahevAthI karuNAbhAv sUchit thAy chhe. ahA! santonI shun karuNA chhe! kahe chhe- bhagavAn! potAnA bhagavAnasvarUpane bhUlIne hun dev chhun, hun rAjA chhun, hun puNyavant chhun, hun dhanavant chhun ityAdi nAshavant chIjamAn kem ahambuddhi dhAre chhe? tane shun thayun chhe prabhu! ke A apadamAn tane prIti ane prem chhe? bhAI! tyAn rahevAnun ane besavAnun tArun sthAn nathI.

jem dArU pIne koI rAjA ukaraDe jaIne sUto hoy tene bIjo sugna puruSh AvIne kahe ke-are rAjan! shun karo chho A? kayAn chho tame? tamArun sthAn to sonAnun sinhAsan chhe. tem moharUpI dArU pIne unmatta thayelo agnAnI jIv potAnA shuddha sachchidAnand bhagavAnane bhUlIne asthAnamAn-strI-putra-parivAr, dhan-sampatti, sharIr AdimAn jaIne sUto chhe. tene AchAryadev sAvadhAn-jAgrat karIne kahe chhe-are bhAI! tun jyAn sUto chhe e to asthAn chhe, asthAn chhe; ‘इत = एत एत’ A taraph Avo, A taraph Avo. chhe? be vAr kahyun chhe ke-A taraph Avo, A taraph Avo. aho! AchAryanI asIm (vItarAgI) karuNA chhe. apad chhe, apad chhe-em be vAr

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kahyun ane ahInyAn Avo ahInyAn Avo-em paN be vAr kahyun! matalab ke ahInyAn andar AtmA pUrNAnandano nAth prabhu rAgarahit shuddha chaitanyasvarUpe je virAjI rahyo chhe te tArun avinAshI dhruvadhAm chhe; mATe anya sarvanun lakSha chhoDIne temAn AvI jA. ahA... hA... hA...! shun karuNA chhe! (pote je nirAkul Anandano svAd chAkhyo chhe te Akhun jagat chAkho-em AchAryadevane antaramAn karuNAno bhAv thayo chhe).

kahe chhe-A taraph Avo, A taraph Avo; ahInyAn nivAs karo. mAtra vAs karo- em nahi, paN nivAs karo-em kahe chhe. vAs-vasavun-e to sAmAnya chhe. paN A to ‘nivAs’-visheSh kathan chhe. matalab ke ahIn svarUpamAn evA raho ke tyAnthI pharIthI nIkaLavun na paDe. andar chaitanyamUrti prabhu AtmA chhe emAn AvIne sthir thaI jAo em kahe chhe. aho! adbhut kaLash ne adbhut shailI! AchArya amRutachandra-chAlatA siddha-saune siddhapad mATe AhvAn Ape chhe!

kahe chhe-A taraph Avo, A taraph Avo, ahIn nivAs karo. kem? to kahe chhe- ‘पदमिदमिदम्’-tamArun pad A chhe-A chhe. traN vAt kahI-

1. puNya-pAp ane tenAn phaL saghaLAn apad chhe, apad chhe. 2. A taraph Avo, A taraph Avo; ahIn nivAs karo. 3. tamArun pad A chhe-A chhe. ahA... hA... hA...! shun kaLash mUkayo chhe! bhagavAnane andar bhAL‌yo chhe ne bApu! AchAryadeve gajab draDhatAthI ghoShaNA karI chhe ke-sharIr, man, vANI, dhan-sampatti, sheThapad, rAjapad ke devapad ityAdi badhuy apad chhe, apad chhe. tArun pad to bhagavAn! chaitanyamUrti prabhu AtmA chhe; temAn nivAs kar. A chhe-A chhe-em kahIne kahe chhe-ame emAn vasIe chhIe ne tun emAn vas.

kahe chhe-tamArun pad A chhe-A chhe ‘यत्र’ jyAn ‘शुद्धः शुद्धः चैतन्यधातुः’ shuddha-shuddha chaitanyadhAtu ‘स्वरस–भरतः’ nij rasanI atishayatAne lIdhe ‘स्थायिभावत्वम् एति’ sthAyIbhAvapaNAne prApta chhe arthAt sthir chhe-avinAshI chhe.

juo, jyAn shuddha-shuddha chaitanyadhAtu chhe te tArun svapad chhe. ahIn shuddha-shuddha em be vAr kahyun chhe; matalab ke dravya shuddha ane paryAy paN shuddha chhe athavA dravye ne guNe shuddha chhe. jo paryAy laIe to trikALI kAraN shuddha-paryAye shuddha chhe em artha chhe. bAkI to dravya shuddha chhe ane guNey shuddha chhe-AvI chaitanyadhAtu chhe. ahAhA...! jeNe mAtra chaitanyapaNun dhArI rAkhyun chhe ane jeNe rAg ne puNya-pApane dhArI rAkhyA nathI te chaitanyadhAtu chhe. atIndriy Anandano nAth bhagavAn AtmA andar chaitanyadhAtu chhe

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kemake teNe chaitanyamAtrapaNun dhArI rAkhyun chhe. AchArya kahe chhe nijarasanI atishayatA vaDe je sthir chhe evun shuddha-shuddha chaitanyadhAtu jyAn chhe te AtmA tArun svapad chhe; temAn tun nivAs kar.

ahAhA...! AtmA nijarasanI atishayatAthI bharelo chhe. enA chaitanyarasamAn Anandaras, gnAnaras, shAntaras, vItarAgatAras, svachchhatAras, prabhutAras ityAdi AvA anantaguNanA ras ekapaNe bharyA chhe. aho! AtmAmAn nijarasano atishay eTale visheShatA chhe. eTale shun? eTale ke AtmAne chhoDIne Avo nijaras-chaitanyaras bIje kay Any (puNya-pAp AdimAn) chhe nahi. gajab vAt chhe prabhu! AchAryadeve shabde shabde bhedagnAnanun amRut vahAvyun chhe.

koIne vaLI thAy ke vepAr-dhandhAmAnthI nIkaLIne Avun jANavun enA karatAn vrat, tap, bhakti, dAn ityAdi karIe to?

are bhAI! emAn (vratAdimAn) shun chhe? e to shubhabhAv-puNyabhAv chhe ane te apad chhe, asthAn chhe. vaLI enA phaLamAn prApta sharIr, dhan-sampatti, rAjapad, devapad Adi sarva apad chhe, dukhanAn sthAn chhe. samajANun kAI...? dukhanAn nimitta chhe tethI dukhanAn sthAn chhe em upachArathI kahevAy chhe.

bApu! A pAnchamahAvratanA vikalpa paN apad chhe, asthAn chhe. temAn rahevA yogya te sthAn nathI. tArun rahevAnun sthAn to prabhu! jyAn shuddha-shuddha chaitanyadhAtu chhe te AtmA chhe. bhAI! dayA, dAn, vrat Adi pariNAm to rAg chhe; enAthI tArI chIj to bhinna chhe. chaitanyarasathI bharelI tArI chIjane to e (vratAdinA vikalpa) aDatAy nathI. evI tArI chIj andar nirlep paDI chhe. ahAhA...! emAn ekalA Anandano sAgar uchhaLI rahyo chhe; emAn Av ne prabhu! aho! santonI-munivaronI karuNA to juo!

AtmA ‘स्वरस–भरतः’ nAm nij shaktinA rasathI bharelo chhe. ahAhA...! anant-guNarasanA pinD prabhu AtmAmAn chaitanyaras, Anandaras, bharyo paDayo chhe. anant astitvano Anand, vastutvano Anand, jIvatvano Anand, gnAnano Anand, darshanano Anand, shAntino Anand-em anantaguNanA AnandanA rasathI prabhu AtmA bharyo paDayo chhe; ane te sthAyIbhAvapaNAne prApta chhe. shun kahyun? ke A sharIr, man, vANI, indriy, strI- putra-parivAr ane puNya-pApanA bhAv e sarva to nAshavAn chhe, paN bhagavAn AtmA nijarasanI atishayatA vaDe sthir-avinAshI chhe, andar trikAL sthAyI rahevAvALo chhe, kAyam rahevAvALo chhe. aho! bahu saras shlok AvI gayo chhe!

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kahe chhe-bhagavAn AtmA andar sthAyIbhAv-sthir nitya chhe. Avun trikALI dhruvadhAm prabhu AtmA tArun nijapad chhe. kahe chhe-sarva apadathI chhUTI ahIn nijapadamAn AvI jA; tethI tun janma-maraNathI rahit thaI jaIsh. jem pUraNapoLI ghInA rasamAn taraboL hoy chhe tem bhagavAn AtmA chidAnandarasathI taraboL bharyo paDayo chhe. temAn draShTi karI andar nivAs kar; tethI tArI paryAyamAn paN Anandaras Tapakashe. bhAI! A chaitanyapad chhe te tArun dhruvapad chhe. tene bhUlIne tun apadamAn kayAn sUto chhe prabhu? jAg nAth! jAg; ane AvI jA A dhruvapadamAn; tane mokShapad thashe.

visheSh khulAso kare chhe ke-‘shuddha-shuddha’-em shuddha shabda be vAr kahyo chhe te dravya ane bhAv-bannenI shuddhatAne sUchave chhe; arthAt dravya shuddha chhe ane bhAv paN shuddha chhe. juo, bhAvavAn dravya to shuddha chhe, bhAvavAnano bhAv paN shuddha chhe. A bhAv eTale puNya-pApanA bhAv em nahi, e to ashuddha, malin ne dukharUp chhe. bhAvavAn bhagavAn AtmAno bhAv to shuddha gnAn, Anand Adi chhe ane te tArI chIj chhe, sthAyIbhAvane prApta chhe arthAt anAdi-anant sthirarUp chhe; emAn hal-chal chhe nahi. ahA! prabhu! Avun tArun dhruvadhAm chhe ne! mATe paradhAmane chhoDI svadhAmamAn-dhruvadhAmamAn AvI jA.

have dravya-bhAvano khulAso kare chhe. samasta anyadravyothI bhinna hovAne kAraNe AtmA dravye shuddha chhe ane paranA nimittathI thavAvALA potAnA bhAvothI rahit hovAne lIdhe bhAve shuddha chhe. juo, puNya-pApanA bhAv paryAyamAn thAy chhe mATe ‘potAnA bhAvo’ kahyA chhe, paN te gnAnAdinI jem potAnA bhAvo chhe nahi. Avun! have koI di vAnchan- shravaN-manan maLe nahi ne em ne em dhandhA-vepAramAn ane strI-putra-parivAramAn mashgul-matta rahe chhe paN bhAI! e to tun pAgal chho em ahIn kahe chhe. prabhu! tun kayAn chho? ne kayAn jA’ chho? tArI tane khabar nathI! paN bhAI! jem veshyAne ghare jAy te vyabhichArI chhe tem rAgamAn ane paramAn jAy te vyabhichArI chhe. bhAI! je potAnI chIj nathI tene potAnI mAnavI te vyabhichAr chhe. samajANun kAI...?

juo, deve dvArikA nagarI shrIkRiShNa mATe rachI hatI. ahA! jene sonAnA gaDh ane ratananA kAngarA-evI te manohar nagarI jyAre bhaDake baLavA lAgI tyAre lAkho-karoDo prajA temAn bhasma thaI gaI paN koI tene bachAvavA na Avyun. te samaye shrIkRiShNa ne baLadev potAnA mAtA-pitAne rathamAn besADIne bahAr kADhavA lAgyA tyAre uparathI gebI avAj Avyo ke-mAbApane chhoDI do, tamArA be sivAy koI nahi bache, mA-bAp nahi bache. ahA! jenI hajAro devatA sevA karatA hoy te shrIkRiShNa ane baLadev mA-bApane bhasmIbhUt thatA joI rahyA paN temane bachAvI shakayA nahi; mAtra vilAp karatA ja rahI gayA. are bhAI! nAshavAn chIjane tenA nAshanA kALe

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koN rAkhI shake? dehane je samaye chhUTavAno kAL hoy te samaye tene koN rAkhI shake? bApu! jagatamAn koI sharaN nathI hon. juone! andar rANIo chitkAr karI pokAre ke-he shrIkRiShNa! amane kADho, amane kADho! paN koN kADhe? bApu! traN khanDanA svAmI shrIkRiShNa e badhun jotA rahI gayA.

shrIkRiShNa baLadevane-moTAbhAIne pokAr kare chhe ke-‘bhAI! have ApaNe kayAn jaIshun? A dvArikA to khAkh thaI gaI chhe, ne pAnDavone to ApaNe deshanikAl karyA chhe. have ApaNe kayAn jaIshun? tyAre baLadev kahe chhe-ApaNe pAnDavo pAse jaIshun; bhale ApaNe temane deshanikAl karyA, paN teo sajjan chhe. ahA! samay to juo! jenI devatAo sevA kare te vAsudev pokAr kare chhe ke-ApaNe kayAn jaIshun? gajab vAt chhe ne!

have te banne kausambI vanamAn pahonchyA. tyAre thAkelA shrIkRuShNe kahyun-‘bhAI have ek Dagaluny AgaL nahi chAlI shakun.’ juo A shrIkRiShNa pokAre chhe! tyAre baLabhadre kahyun- ‘tame ahIn raho, hun pANI bharI lAvun.’ paN pANI lAve shAmAn? baLabhadre pAndaDAmmAn saLI nAkhIne loTA jevun banAvyun-ane pANI levA gayA. have shun banyun? e ja ke je bhagavAnanI divyadhvanimAn Avyun hatun. bhagavAnanI vANImAn Avyun hatun ke jaratkumAranA hAthe shrIkRiShNanun mot thashe. eTale to te bichAro bAr varasathI jangalamAn raheto hato. shrIkRiShNa tyAn pag par pag chaDhAvIne sUtA hatA. jaratkumAre dUrathI joyun ke-A koI haraN chhe. eTale haraN dhArIne tIr mAryun. tIr shrIkRiShNane vAgyun. najIk AvIne jue chhe to te khedakhinna thayo ane kahevA lAgyo-‘ahA! bhAI! tame ahIn atyAre? bAr varasathI hun jangalamAn rahyun chhun chhatAn mAre hAthe A gajab! are! kALo ker thaI gayo! mAre have kayAn javun?’ shrIkRuShNe kahyun-‘bhAI! le A kaustubhamaNi, ne pAnDavo pAse jaje. teo tane rAkhashe kAraN ke A mArun chinha chhe. (kaustubhamaNi bahu kimmatI hoy chhe ane te vAsudevanI AngaLIe ja hoy chhe.)

jaratkumAr to tyAnthI vidAy thaI gayo ane ahA! shrIkRiShNano deh chhUTI gayo! re! kausumbI vanamAn shrIkRiShNa ekalA maraNAdhIn! koI tyAn sharaN nahi. bApu! e apadamAn sharaN kayAn chhe? prabhu! vAsudevanun pad paN apad chhe, asharaN chhe. tethI to AchAryadeve UnchethI pokArIne kahyun ke-ahIn Av, ahIn Av jyAn shuddha-shuddha chaitanyadhAtu nijarasanI atishayatA vaDe sthirabhAvane prApta chhe.

pahelAn draShTAnt kahe chhe-‘jem koI mahAn puruSh madya pIne malin jagyAmAn sUto hoy tene koI AvIne jagADe-sambodhan kare ke “tArI sUvAnI jagyA A

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nathI; tArI jagyA to shuddha suvarNamay dhAtunI banelI chhe, anya kudhAtunA bheLathI rahit shuddha chhe ane ati majabUt chhe; mATe hun tane batAvun chhun tyAn Av, tyAn shayan Adi karI Anandit thA.”

juo, jeNe dArU pIdho hoy tene bhAn nathI hotun ke hun kayAn sUto chhun, e to viShTAnA DhagalA par paN jaIne sUI jAy chhe. tene bIjo jagADIne kahe ke-

1. bhAI! tArun sinhAsan to suvarNamay dhAtunun banelun chhe; vaLI 2. te anya kudhAtunA bheLathI rahit shuddha chhe; ane 3. te ati majabUt chhe. mATe hun batAvun tyAn Av ane tArA sthAnamAn shayanAdi karI Anandit thA. juo, A draShTAnt chhe. have kahe chhe-

‘tevI rIte A prANIo anAdi sansArathI mAnDIne rAgAdikane bhalA jANI, temane ja potAno svabhAv jANI, temAn ja nishchint sUtAn chhe-sthit chhe,...’

juo, sansArI prANIo anAdi nigodathI mAnDIne rAgAdikane eTale shubhAshubhabhAvane bhalA jANI ane tene ja potAnun svarUp jANIne temAn nishchintapaNe sUtAn chhe. hinsA, jUTh, chorI, kushIl Adi ashubhabhAv chhe ane dayA, dAn, vrat, tap, bhakti Adi shubhabhAv. e banne bhAv vikAr chhe, vibhAv chhe. chhatAn agnAnIo tene svabhAv jANI, bhalA mAnI temAn ja sUtA chhe. ahAhA...! potAno svabhAv to shuddha gnAnAnandamay chhe, paN tenI khabar nathI eTale shubhAshubhabhAvane ja svabhAv jANe chhe.

bhAI! A sharIr, dhan, lakShmI, strI-putra-parivAr, mahel-makAn ityAdinI ahIn vAt nathI kemake e to pratyakSha parachIj chhe; temAn AtmA nathI ane AtmAmAn teo nathI. chhatAn agnAnIo te badhAnne potAnAn mAne chhe te temanI viparIt mAnyatA chhe. bhAI! A sharIr mArun, ne paisA mArA ne bAyaDI-chhokarAn mArAn-e viparIt mAnyatA chhe ane e ja dukh chhe. agnAnI emAn sukh mAne chhe paN dhULamAny tyAn sukh nathI. e to jem koI sannipAtiyo sannipAtamAn khaDakhaD dAnt kADhe chhe tem Ane mithyAtvano sannipAt chhe jemAn dukhane sukh mAne chhe.

hA, paN duniyA to A badhA dhanavantone sukhI kahe chhe? bApu! duniyA to badhI gAnDA-pAgalothI bharelI chhe; teo emane sukhI kahe tethI shun? vAstavamAn teo mithyAtvabhAv vaDe dukhI ja chhe.

ahIn kahe chhe-shubhAshubhabhAv-puNya-pApanA bhAv vibhAv chhe, malin chhe, dukharUp

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chhe topaN agnAnI jIvo temane ja bhalA jANI, potAno svabhAv mAnI anAdithI temAn nishchintapaNe sUtA chhe. bichArAone khabar nathI ne, tethI nishchint-bephIkar-bekhabar thaIne temAn sUtA chhe. have kahe chhe-

‘temane shrIguru karuNApUrvak sambodhe chhe-jagADe chhe-sAvadhAn kare chhe ke-he andh prANIo! tame je padamAn sUtA chho te tamArun pad nathI; tamArun pad to shuddha chaitanyadhAtumay chhe, bahAramAn anyadravyonA bheL vinAnun tem ja antarangamAn vikAr vinAnun shuddha chhe ane sthAyI chhe; te padane prApta thAo-shuddha chaitanyarUp potAnA bhAvano Ashray karo.’

juo, prachur atIndriy AnandanI mastImAn rahenArA shrIguru chhe. teo antaramAn karuNA lAvIne agnAnI jIvone sAvadhAn kare chhe ke-are! shun tame jotA nathI ke kayAn sUtA chho? ‘he andh prANIo!’-em kahyun ne? e to sAvadhAn karavAnA karuNAnA udgAr chhe; e karuNA chhe hon. em ke-bhAI! A shun kare chhe tun? andar chidAnandarasathI bharelo tun bhagavAn chho ane joto nathI ne puNya-pApanA bhAvamAn potApaNun mAnI sUto chhe? Avun andhapaNun! Am karuNA lAvI sAvadhAn kare chhe.

prashna– draShTAntamAn ‘mahAn puruSh’-em kem lIdhun? samAdhAna– ‘mahAn puruSh’ eTale moTo dhanADhay, rAjA, divAn Adi. mahAn puruSh eTale sansAramAn moTo; moTo dharmAtmA puruSh em ahIn levun nathI. rAjA Adi moTA puruSh hoy ne, te dArU pIne lathaDiyAn khAy ane viShTA ne peshAbathI bharelA sthAnamAn jaIne sUI jAy em ahIn kahevun chhe. tem svabhAve mahAn hovA chhatAn agnAnI jIv anAdithI mithyAtvarUp dArU pIne shubhAshubhabhAvane potAnA mAnI, bhalA jANI, temAn sUto chhe. tene shrIguru sAvadhAn karI jagADe chhe ke-jAg re jAg nAth! bhagavAn- svarUpI tun chho chhatAn A (viShTA samAn) shubhAshubhabhAvamAn kayAn sUto chho? sharIrAdimAn are shubharAgamAn prem karIne temAn rasaboL thaI jA’ chho to mUDh chho ke shun? aho! shrIguru mahA upakArI chhe!

bhAI! dayA, dAn, vrat, tap, bhakti, pUjA ityAdinA shubhabhAv paN badhA dukh chhe. have Avun sAmbhaLavAy maL‌yun na hoy te bichArA shun kare? shubharAgane ja potAno svabhAv jANI temAn paDayA rahe. paN bApu! em to tun anantavAr muni thayo-digambar hon, ane pAnch mahAvrat, pAnch samiti ne gupti bahAramAn barAbar chokhkhAn pAL‌yAn. paN ethI shun? sansAr to Ubho rahyo, dukh to Ubhun rahyun. bhAI! rAg ashubh ho ke shubh- e to badhun dukh ja chhe. tene tun bhalo jANI temAn nishchint thaI sUto

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chhe paN e to naryun andhapaNun chhe, mUDhatA chhe. AnandanA nAth prabhu AtmAne bhUlIne shubhabhAvanA premamAn paDavun e to vyabhichAr chhe bApu! ane enun phaL chAragatinI jel chhe. samajANun kAI...?

kahe chhe-nAth! tun je padamAn sUto chho arthAt je shubhabhAvamAn andh banIne svabhAvanA bhAn vinA sUto chho te tArun pad nathI. ApaNe k kThIk chhIe em mAnI bhagavAn! tun jemAn sUto chhe te tArun suvAnun sthAn nathI.

koIne vaLI thAy ke A te kevI vAt? AmAn dhanaprAptinI vAt to AvI nahi? bhAI! dhanaprAptinA bhAv to ekalun pAp chhe. tenI to vAt ekakor rAkh, kemake e to apad, apad, apad ja chhe. ahIn to dayA, dAn, vrat, tap, bhakti, pUjA ityAdinI vRutti je UThI chhe te vRuttimAn tun nishchint thaIne sUto chhe paN tey apad ja chhe em kahe chhe. ahA... hA... hA...! e vRuttithI rahit andar Anandano nAth prabhu AtmA virAjI rahyo chhe teno nirAkul svAd leto nathI ane shubhavRuttinA mohamAn andh banyo chhe? shun AndhaLo chhe tun? bhAI! A to paisAvALA to shun moTA vrat ne tapasyAvALAnA paN garva utarI jAy evun chhe. vaLI tun navamI graiveyak gayo tyAre je vrat ne tap pAL‌yAn hatAn te atyAre chhey kayAn? shukla leshyAnA pariNAm bApu! chAmaDAn utArIne khAr chhAnTe topaN krodh na kare evAn to mahAvratanA pariNAm te vakhate hatA. paN e badhA rAganA-dukhanA pariNAm hatA bhAI! ahIn kahe chhe-bhAI! tun emAn (shubhavRuttimAn) nachint thaIne sUto chhe paN te tArun pad nathI, e apad chhe prabhu!

AtmA shuddha chidAnandaghan prabhu paramAtmA chhe. bhagavAnanI bhakti Adi shubhabhAv enAthI viruddha bhAv chhe, vibhAv chhe mATe te apad chhe. bhAI! AvI vAt to vItarAganA shAsanamAn ja maLe. vItarAg jain parameshvar ja em kahe ke-amArI sAmun tun joyA kare ane stuti, bhakti, pUjA ityAdi shubharAgamAn ja tun sUto rahe to tun mUDh chho. kem? kemake ame (tArA mATe) paradravya chhIe ane paradravya taraphanI vRutti je thAy te vaDe jIvanI durgati thAy chhe. mokShapAhuDamAn pATh chhe-gAthA 16 mAn-ke ‘परदव्वादो दुग्गइ’–paradravya taraphanA valaNathI durgati chhe. te chaitanyanI gati nathI ane ‘सद्दव्वादो सग्गइ होइ’– svadravyanA valaNathI sugati-mukti thAy chhe. bApu! svadravya sivAy jeTalAy dev-guru- shAstra, sharIr, man, vANI, indriy ane strI-parivAr Adi paradravya chhe tenA taraphanun je tArun valaN ane lakSha chhe te badho shubhAshubharAg chhe ane te tArI durgati chhe prabhu! ahA! jagatane satya maL‌yun nathI ane em ne em AndhaLe-baherun kUTe rAkhe chhe. bhAI! puNya vaDe svargAdi maLe paN e badhI durgati chhe, emAn kayAn sukh chhe? svargAdimAn paN rAganA kleshanun ja bhogavavApaNun chhe. bhAI! rAg svayam puNya ho ke pAp ho-dukh ja chhe.

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to amAre karavun shun? samAdhAna– e to kahyun ne ke-‘सद्दव्वादो हु सग्गइ हाइ’–svadravya pratyenA valaN ane AshrayathI sugati kahetAn mukti thAy chhe. bhAI! A ja mArga chhe, bIjo koI mArga chhe nahi. andar nirmaLAnandano nAth chaitanyamUrti rAgathI rahit nirvikArI prabhu birAje chhe temAn rahevun ane temAn TharI javun; bas A ek ja karavA yogya chhe. samajANun kAI...?

prabhu! tun andar AtmA chho ke nahi? ahA... hA... hA! tun atIndriy AnandasvarUp amRutathI bharelo ekalo amRutano sAgar chho; jyAre paradravyanA valaNathI utpanna A indriyonAn sukh to dukhanA-jheranA pyAlA chhe. bhagavAn AtmAthI viruddha je shubh vikalpa UThe chhe te jher chhe bhAI! ane emAn A ThIk chhe evo harakhano bhAv paN jher chhe prabhu! are! tun emAn nachint thaIne sUto chhe? bhagavAn! e tArun rahevAnun sthAn nathI; e to apad chhe. mATe jAg nAth! jAg. tArun pad to andar shuddha chaitanyadhAtumay chhe; tyAn jA, temAn nivAs kar. aho! santo nispRuh karuNA karIne jagADe chhe.

kahe chhe-rAgamAn ekAkAr thaIne sUto chho paN te tArun pad nathI prabhu! tArun pad to shuddha chaitanyadhAtumay chhe. ahA... hA... hA...! ek gnAyakasvabhAvathI bharelo dhruv nityAnandasvarUp prabhu AtmA shuddha chaitanyadhAtumay chhe ane te tArun pad chhe. Am shubhAshubharAgamAn-apadamAn rakhaDavA jA’ chho enA karatAn emAn jA ne! tyAn vas ne! tyAn ja TharI jA ne. lyo, A karavAnun chhe.

hA, paN jinamandir bandhAvavAn, svAdhyAy mandir banAvavAn, prabhAvanA karavI ityAdi to karavun ke nahi?

samAdhAna– bhAI! shun tun mandirAdi bandhAvI shake chhe? dhULey bandhAvato nathI sAmbhaLane. par dravyanun kArya AtmA karI shakato ja nathI. mAtra tyAn rAg kare chhe ane te puNyabhAv chhe. Avo puNyabhAv gnAnIne paN Ave chhe-hoy chhe, paN chhe te apad. gnAnI paN tene apad eTale asthAnarUp dukhadAyak ja jANe chhe. samajANun kAI...? dev-guru- shAstranI shraddhAno rAg, prabhAvanA Adino rAg samakitIne sAdhakadashAmAn avashya hoy chhe paN te apad chhe; ekamAtra pragnAbrahmasvarUp shuddha chaitanyamay paramAtmA pote ja svapad chhe. AvI vAt chhe.

ahA! kahe chhe-bhagavAn! tArun pad to shuddha chaitanyadhAtumay chhe. ‘chaitanyadhAtuvALun’ -emey nahi, shuddha chaitanyadhAtumay chhe. eTale shun? eTale ke karma sharIr, man, vANI, indriy ityAdi bahAramAn anyadravyanI bheLaseL vinAnI tArI chIj shuddha chhe;

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kemake e sarva paradravya tArAmAn chhe ja nahi. tem ja andaramAn rAgAdi vikAr rahit tArI chIj nirvikAr shuddha chhe. bhAI! je tArun svapad chhe te chidAnandaghan prabhu AtmA bahAramAn anyadravyanI bheL vinAno ne andaramAn puNya-pApabhAvanA vikArathI rahit sadAy shuddha chhe. Avun ekalun chaitanya-chaitanya-chaitanyamAtra je chhe te tArun avinAshI pad chhe. mATe draShTi pheravI nAkh ane svapadamAn ruchi kar, svapadamAn nivAs kar.

ahA! anAkuL shAntarasano pinD prabhu AtmA shuddha gnAyak tattva chhe; jyAre antarangamAn (paryAyamAn) utpanna thatA puNya-pApanA bhAv-shubhAshubhabhAv Asrav tattva chhe. te Asravo ek gnAyakabhAvathI viruddha ane dukharUp hovAthI nAsh karavAyogya chhe; ane ek gnAyakabhAv ja Ashray karavA yogya chhe. kem? kemake gnAyakasvabhAvano Ashray karavAthI AsravanA abhAvarUp samvar, nirjarA ne mokSha pragaT thAy chhe. mATe kahyun ke potAnA shuddha gnAyakasvabhAvano Ashray kar, emAn ja Thar, ene ja prApta kar.

vaLI te shuddha chaitanyadhAtu sthAyI chhe. shun kahyun? A shubhAshubhabhAv to asthAyI, nAshavant, kRutrim ane dukharUp chhe jyAre gnAyakamUrti prabhu AtmA sadA sthAyI, avinAshI, akRutrim ane sukhadhAm chhe. have Avo hun AtmA chhun evun sAmbhaLavAy maLe nahi te bichAro agnAnI shun kare? dharma mAnIne dayA, dAn Adi kare paN emAn kayAn dharma chhe? bichAro kriyAkAnD karI karIne mare ane chAr gatimAn rakhaDayA kare! kem? kemake puNya- pApanA bhAv asthAyI chhe, dukharUp chhe. ek mAtra chaitanyapad ja trikAL sthir ane sukharUp chhe. mATe kahe chhe-

‘te padane prApta thAo-shuddha chaitanyarUp potAnA bhAvano Ashray karo.’ chhe? ahA! bhAShA to juo! kahe chhe-anantakALamAn ten ek rAgano ja Ashray karyo chhe ane tethI tun dukhamAn paDayo chhe. paN have shuddha chaitanyamUrti-gnAyakamUrti prabhu AtmAno Ashray kar kemake te tArun nijapad chhe, sukhapad chhe. bhAI! bhAShA to sAdI chhe, paN bhAv to je chhe te gambhIr chhe. bhAI! trilokanAth tIrthankar paramAtmAno anAdi-anant A pokAr chhe. anant tIrthankaro bhUtakALamAn thaI gayA, vartamAnamAn mahAvidehakShetramAn tIrthankar birAjamAn chhe ane bhaviShyamAn anant thashe; te sarvano A ek ja pokAr chhe. shun? ke bhAI! tane sukh jo’ tun hoy to antaramAn jA, andar sukhanun nidhAn gnAyakamUrti chaitanyamahAprabhu paramAtmasvarUpe birAje chhe temAn jA, teno Ashray kar ane tane tArA nijAnandapadanI prApti thaI jashe; bAkI tun rAgamAn jA’ chho e to dukh chhe. AvI vAt chhe prabhu!

hA, paN Ap shubharAgamAnthI-puNyabhAvamAnthI khenchI kADhIne kayAn laI javA ichchho chho?

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devAdhidev siddha paramAtmAnun je pad chhe te ja pad nishchaye tArun chhe bhAI! shubharAgamAnthI-puNyabhAvamAnthI khenchI kADhIne tane prabhumAn laI javo chhe prabhu! tethI to kahyun ke-andar traNalokano nAth prabhusvarUpe virAjI rahyo chhe teno Ashray kar ane joke anantasukh-pad-siddhapad tArun chhe.

laukikamAn Ave chhe ne ke-

e hari eTale koN? A shuddha chaitanyadhAtumay bhagavAn AtmA hon; bIjA koI kartA-dhartA-hartA hari nahi. panchAdhyAyImAn chhe ke-je agnAn ane rAg-dveShane haNe-harI le te hari. to evo A pragnAbrahmasvarUp AtmA hari chhe. ahIn kahe chhe evA harisvarUp bhagavAn AtmAmAn draShTi lagAv, tArAn nayanane (shrutagnAnane) emAn joDI de, ane teno ja Ashray kar, temAn ja ramaNatA kar. [pravachan nan. 272 thI 280 (19 mI vAr) *dinAnk 2p-12-76 ane 26-12-76

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किं नाम तत्पदमित्याह–

have pUchhe chhe ke (he gurudev!) te pad kayun chhe? (te tame batAvo). te prashnano uttar kahe chhe-

gAthArtha– [आत्मनि] AtmAmAn [अपदानि] apadabhUt [द्रव्यभावान्] dravya- bhAvone [मुक्त्वा] chhoDIne [नियतम्] nishchit, [स्थिरम्] sthir, [एकम्] ek [इमं] A (pratyakSha anubhavagochar) [भावम्] bhAvane- [स्वभावेन उपलभ्यमानं] ke je (AtmAnA) svabhAvarUpe anubhavAy chhe tene- [तथा] (he bhavya!) jevo chhe tevo [गृहाण] grahaN kar. (te tArun pad chhe.)

TIkA– kharekhar A bhagavAn AtmAmAn bahu dravya-bhAvo madhye (-dravyabhAvarUp ghaNA bhAvo madhye), je atatsvabhAve anubhavAtA (arthAt AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe nahi parantu parasvabhAvarUpe anubhavAtA), aniyat avasthAvALA, anek, kShaNik, vyabhichArI bhAvo chhe, te badhAy pote asthAyI hovAne lIdhe sthAtAnun sthAn arthAt rahenAranun raheThAN nahi thaI shakavA yogya hovAthI apadabhUt chhe; ane je tatsvabhAve (arthAt AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe) anubhavAto, niyat avasthAvALo, ek, nitya, avyabhichArI bhAv (chaitanyamAtra gnAnabhAv) chhe, te ek ja pote sthAyI hovAne lIdhe sthAtAnun sthAn arthAt rahenAranun raheThAN thaI shakavA yogya hovAthI padabhUt chhe. tethI samasta asthAyI bhAvone chhoDI, je sthAyIbhAvarUp chhe evun paramArtharasapaNe svAdamAn Avatun A gnAn ek ja AsvAdavAyogya chhe.

bhAvArtha– pUrve varNAdik guNasthAnaparyant bhAvo kahyA hatA te badhAy, AtmAmAn

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aniyat, anek, kShaNik, vyabhichArI bhAvo chhe. AtmA sthAyI chhe (-sadA vidyamAn chhe) ane te badhA bhAvo asthAyI chhe (-nitya TakatA nathI), tethI teo AtmAnun sthAn- raheThAN-thaI shakatA nathI arthAt teo AtmAnun pad nathI. je A svasamvedanarUp gnAn chhe te niyat chhe, ek chhe, nitya chhe, avyabhichArI chhe. AtmA sthAyI chhe ane A gnAn paN sthAyI bhAv chhe tethI te AtmAnun pad chhe. te ek ja gnAnIo vaDe AsvAd levA yogya chhe.

have A arthano kaLasharUp shlok kahe chhe- shlokArtha– [तत् एकम् एव हि पदम् स्वाद्यं] te ek ja pad AsvAdavAyogya chhe [विपदाम् अपदं] ke je vipattionun apad chhe (arthAt jemAn ApadAo sthAn pAmI shaktI nathI) ane [यत्पुरः] jenI AgaL [अन्यानि पदानि] anya (sarva) pado [अपदानि एव भासन्ते] apad ja bhAse chhe.

bhAvArtha– ek gnAn ja AtmAnun pad chhe. temAn koI paN ApadA praveshI shakatI nathI ane tenI AgaL anya sarva pado apadasvarUp bhAse chhe (kAraN ke teo AkuLatAmay chhe-ApattirUp chhe). 139.

vaLI kahe chhe ke AtmA gnAnano anubhav kare chhe tyAre Am kare chhe- shlokArtha– [एक–ज्ञायकभाव–निर्भर–महास्वादं समासादयन्] ek gnAyakabhAvathI bharelA mahAsvAdane leto, [e rIte gnAnamAn ja ekAgra thatAn bIjo svAd Avato nathI mATe) [द्वन्द्वमयं स्वादं विधातुम् असहः] dvandvamay svAdane levA asamartha (arthAt varNAdik, rAgAdik tathA kShAyopashamik gnAnanA bhedono svAd levAne asamartha). [आत्म– अनुभव–अनुभाव–विवशः स्वां वस्तुवृत्तिं विदन्] AtmAnA anubhavanA-svAdanA prabhAvane AdhIn thayo hovAthI nij vastuvRuttine (AtmAnI shuddhapariNatine)

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jANato-AsvAdato (arthAt AtmAnA advitIy svAdanA anubhavanamAnthI bahAr nahi Avato) [एषः आत्मा] A AtmA [विशेष–उदयं भ्रश्यत्] gnAnanA visheShonA udayane gauN karato, [सामान्यं कलयन् किल] sAmAnyamAtra gnAnane abhyAsato, [सकलं ज्ञानं] sakaL gnAnane [एकताम् नयति] ekapaNAmAn lAve chhe-ekarUpe prApta kare chhe.

bhAvArtha– A ek svarUpagnAnanA rasIlA svAd AgaL anya ras phikkA chhe. vaLI svarUpagnAnane anubhavatAn sarva bhedabhAvo maTI jAy chhe. gnAnanA visheSho gneyanA nimitte thAy chhe. jyAre gnAnasAmAnyano svAd levAmAn Ave tyAre gnAnanA sarva bhedo paN gauN thaI jAy chhe, ek gnAn ja gneyarUp thAy chhe.

ahIn prashna thAy chhe ke chhadmasthane pUrNarUp kevaLagnAnano svAd kaI rIte Ave? A prashnano uttar pahelAn shuddhanayanun kathan karatAn devAI gayo chhe ke shuddhanay AtmAnun shuddha pUrNa svarUp jaNAvato hovAthI shuddhanay dvArA pUrNarUp kevaLagnAnano parokSha svAd Ave chhe. 140.

have pUchhe chhe ke-he gurudev! te pad kayun chhe? em ke ahIn Avo, ahIn Avo- em Ap kaho chho to te pad kayun chhe? ahA! te amane batAvo. Am shiShyanA prashna prati uttar kahe chhe-

‘kharekhar A bhagavAn AtmAmAn bahu dravya-bhAvo madhye je atatsvabhAve anubhavAtA aniyat avasthAvALA, anek, kShaNik, vyabhichArI bhAvo chhe, te badhAy pote asthAyI hovAne lIdhe sthAtAnun sthAn arthAt rahenAranun raheThAN nahi thaI shakavA yogya hovAthI apadabhUt chhe;-’

shun kahe chhe? ‘kharekhar A bhagavAn AtmAmAn’-chhe TIkAmAn? sanskRitamAn pATh chhe- ‘इह खलु भगवत्यात्मनि’–tyAn खलु eTale ‘kharekhar’ arthAt nishchayathI ane ‘इह’ eTale ‘A’ ‘A’ eTale A pratyakSha chaitanyamUrti AtmA-temAn. juo, ahIn AtmAne bhagavAn AtmA kahyo chhe; chhe? tyAre koI vaLI kahe chhe-

hA, paN atyAre kayAn AtmA bhagavAn chhe? samAdhAna– are bhAI! sAmbhaLane bApA! tane khabar nathI bhAI! paN nishchayathI atyAre ja tun bhagavAn chho. jo tun-AtmA nishchaye bhagavAn na hoy to paryAyamAn bhagavAn thaIsh kayAnthI? shun kIdhun? vastusvarUpe AtmA sadA bhagavAnasvarUp

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ja chhe, hamaNAn paN te bhagavAnasvarUp ja chhe. have rAganA kaNamAn rAjI rahenAr agnAnIne ‘hun bhagavAn chhun’ em kem bese?

juo, A mUL gAthA bhagavAn shrI kundakundAchAryanI chhe; ane A TIkA amRutachandrAchAryanI chhe. ahA... hA... hA...! AchArya amRutachandra gnAnI, AtmadhyAnI param atIndriy Anand jenI chhAp chhe evA prachur svasamvedanane anubhavatA svarUpamAn ramatA hatA. tyAn jarI vikalpa Avyo ane A TIkA thavA kALe thaI gaI. ahA... hA... hA...! chhelle teo kahe chhe ke-A TIkA amRutachandre karI chhe evA mohamAn he jano! mA nAcho. gajab vAt chhe ne!

paN prabhu! Ape TIkA lakhI chhe ne? prabhu! nA kem kaho chho? to kahe chhe-TIkA to akSharothI rachAI chhe; temAn vikalpa nimittamAtra chhe. ahA... hA... hA...! anant paramANuonA pinD evA akSharomAn hun kayAn Avyo chhun? ane e vikalpamAn-vibhAvamAn paN hun kayAn chhun ? hun to shuddha chaitanyasvabhAvI AtmAmAn chhun. tethI TIkAno rachanAro hun-AtmA chhun ja nahi. TIkA lakhavAnI akSharonI-paradravyanI kriyA AtmA karI shake ja nahi. AvI vAt chhe. tyAre agnAnI be-chAr pustako banAve tyAn to-‘ame rachyun chhe, ame karyun chhe, amArun AgaL nAm lakho, amAro phoTo mUko’-ityAdi phUlAI ne mAnamAn marI jAy chhe. are bhAI! konA phoTA? shun A dhULanA? tyAn (kAgaL upar) to A sharIrano-jaDano phoTo chhe. shun te phoTAmAn-jaDamAn tun AvI gayo? bApu! e jaDano phoTo to jaD ja chhe, emAn kayAny tun (AtmA) Avyo nathI. e to rajakaNo tyAn e rIte pariNamyA chhe. A sharIranA rajakaNoy tyAn gayA nathI. ahA! chhatAy potAno phoTo chhe em mAnI agnAnI phUlAy chhe-harakhAy chhe. paN bApu! jyAn rAg paN tAro nathI tyAn phoTo tAro kayAnthI Avyo? ahA! prabhu! tun koN chhe tenI tane khabar nathI.

ahIn kahe chhe-‘kharekhar A bhagavAn AtmAmAn’-bhag nAm gnAn ane AnandanI lakShmI ane vAn eTale vALo-evA gnAn ane AnandanI lakShmIvALA AtmAmAn bahu dravya-bhAvo madhye je atatsvabhAve anubhavAtA bhAvo chhe te apadabhUt chhe. bahu dravya eTale rajakaN Adi paradravya ne bhAvo eTale rAgAdi bhAvo. ahA! andaramAn je puNya- pApanA bhAvo chhe te atatsvabhAve anubhavAy chhe. te bhAvo AtmAnA svabhAvarUp nathI, svasvabhAvarUp nathI tethI kahe chhe atatsvabhAve-parasvabhAvarUpe anubhavAy chhe. bhAI! A panchamahAvratanA pariNAm, dayA, dAn, bhakti AdinA pariNAm atatsvabhAve anubhavAy chhe arthAt teo AtmasvabhAve anubhavAtA nathI. AvI vAt! loko jene dharma mAnIne beThA chhe te bhAv ahIn kahe chhe, atatsvabhAve chhe. ane atyAre e

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(chokhkhAn) mahAvrat paN kayAn chhe? je mahAvratanA pariNAme navamI graiveyak gayo hato e mahAvrat atyAre chhe kayAn? (nathI)

prashna– panchamakALanA chheDA sudhI sAdhu rahevAnA chhe em shAstramAn Ave chhe ne? uttara– shrI mokShamArgaprakAshakamAn khulAso Ave chhe ke-A kALamAn hansano sadbhAv kahyo chhe, paN hans na dekhAy tethI kAI anyapakShIne (kAgaDAne) hans na manAy. tem A kALamAn munino sadbhAv kahyo chhe ane te (bharatakShetramAn) bIje kayAnk hashe, paN tame raho chho tyAn muni dekhAtA nathI tethI anyane kAI muni na manAy. bhAI! ek digambar mat sivAy anya badhAy gRuhIt mithyAdraShTi chhe. temane samakit to nathI paN agRuhIt uparAnt gRuhIt mithyAtva chhe. jhINI vAt chhe bhAI! sthAnakavAsI ane shvetAmbaranI jene mAnyatA chhe tene samakit na hoI shake. AkarI vAt chhe prabhu! paN A satya vAt chhe. ane digambaramAn paN nagnapaNun ane pAnch mahAvratanA pariNAm e kAI munipaNAnun lakShaN nathI. ane jo potAnA mATe banAvelo AhAr le chhe to tene mahAvrat paN sarakhAn nathI, pachhI samakit ne munipaNAnI to vAt ja kayAn rahI? shrI dIpachandajIe bhAvadIpikAmAn lakhyun chhe ke-hun joun chhun to koI sAdhu AgamanI shraddhAvALA dekhAtA nathI ane koI vaktA paN Agam pramANe vAt kare tevo dekhyo nathI; ane jo moDhethI satya vAt kahevA jAun chhun to koI mAnatA nathI. mATe hun to lakhI jAun chhun ke mArga A chhe, bAkI bIjo mArga je kahe chhe te jUThA chhe. ahA! 2pa0 varSha pahelAn A sthiti chhe to atyAranI vAt to shun karavI? are bhAI! haju samakitanAn ThekANAn na maLe tyAn munipaNun kem hoy? jyAn vyavahAr shraddhA paN sAchI nathI tyAn samakitanI to vAt ja shI karavI? vaLI je kudevane dev mAne chhe, kugurune guru mAne chhe tathA kushAstrane shAstra mAne chhe e to gRuhIt mithyAdraShTi chhe.

prashna– Ap Am kahesho to dharma kevI rIte chAlashe? samAdhAna– dharma to andar AtmAnA Ashraye utpanna thAy chhe ane AtmAnA Ashraye chAlashe. te kAI bahArathI nahi chAle.

prashna– hA, paN bahAranI prabhAvanA vinA to na chAle ne? samAdhAna– prabhAvanA? shenI prabhAvanA? bahAramAn kayAn prabhAvanA chhe? AtmAnA Anandanun bhAn thavun ne tenI visheSh dashA thavI tenun nAm prabhAvanA chhe. bAkI to badhI jUThI dhamAdham chhe. bhAI! ahIn vItarAganA mArgamAn to badhA arthamAn pher chhe, duniyA sAthe kayAny meL khAy tem nathI.

ahIn kahe chhe-bhagavAn AtmAmAn bahu dravya-bhAvo madhye je atatsvabhAve anubhavAtA arthAt AtmAnA svabhAvarUpe nahi paN parasvabhAvarUpe anubhavAtA evA je

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puNya-pApanA bhAv chhe te apadabhUt chhe. bhAI! te puNya-pApanA bhAv atatsvabhAve chhe kAraN ke emAn AnandanA nAth prabhu AtmAno bhAv kayAn chhe? emAn chaitanya ane Anand kayAn chhe? A samayasAr to 18 mI vakhat chAle chhe. ahIn to 42 varShathI A vAt kahetA AvyA chhIe.

vaLI kahe chhe-te bhAvo aniyat avasthAvALA chhe. shun kIdhun? ke puNya-pApanA bhAv aniyat avasthA chhe, niyat avasthA nathI. tenI aniyat eTale palaTatI avasthA chhe. vaLI teo anek chhe. dayA, dAn, vrat, bhakti AdinA shubhabhAv anek chhe; ne te kShaNik tathA vyabhichArI bhAvo chhe. AnandanA nAth prabhu AtmAnI-anAkuL Anandamay bhagavAnanI-sevA chhoDIne je puNya-pApanun sevan chhe te vyabhichAr chhe. ahA! shubhAshubh bhAv chhe te vyabhichArI bhAv chhe. jem vyabhichAramAn strI ne puruSh be hoy chhe tem AtmAne karmanA nimitte thayelA A bhAv chhe mATe vyabhichArI bhAv chhe. ‘ane te badhAy asthAyI hovAne lIdhe...’ chhe andar? ahA! te puNya-pApanA bhAv badhAy asthAyI chhe. pAnch bol kahyA. shun? ke puNya-pApanA bhAv-shubhAshubh bhAv

1. atatsvabhAve chhe, AtmasvabhAvarUp nathI; 2. aniyat chhe, niyat rahetA nathI; 3. anek chhe, asankhya prakAranA chhe; 4. kShaNik chhe, pa. vyabhichArI chhe ane tethI te badhAy asthAyI chhe A to mArga bApA! vItarAgano maLavo bahu kaThaN. A sivAyanA badhA mArga gRuhIt mithyAtvanA poShak chhe. haju to jyAn vyavahAr shraddhAnanAy ThekANAn nathI tyAn dharma kevo?

kahe chhe-te badhAy ‘pote’-joyun? te badhAy vikArI bhAv ‘svayam’ asthAyI hovAne lIdhe sthAtAnun sthAn arthAt rahenAranun raheThAN nahi thaI shakavA yogya hovAthI apadabhUt chhe. te bhAv jene sthir thavun chhe tene sthir thavA lAyak nathI. juo, chhe andar? A kayAn TIkA atyAranI chhe? A to hajAr varSha pahelAnI chhe, ne mUL pATh-gAthA to be hajAr varShano chhe ane teno bhAv to jainashAsanamAn anAdino chAlyo Ave chhe.

bhAI! puNya-pApanA bhAv Asrav chhe. paN Asravane Asrav kayAre mAnyo kahevAy? jyAre svabhAvanI draShTi thaI hoy tyAre. aho! svabhAvanI draShTi thAy tyAre Asravane bhinna ane dukharUp mAne. gnAnIne paN Asrav to hoy chhe paN tene te potAnA svarUpathI bhinna mAne chhe. Asravo dukharUp chhe, te mArI chIj nathI ane hun