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chhe paN chothe guNasthAne jyAn dharmanun pahelun pagathiyun evun samyagdarshan thayun chhe tyAn paN dharmIne svasamvedananI-AtmasvarUpamAn ekAgratAnI ja bhAvanA hoy chhe. chhatAn gnAnIne je rAg Ave chhe, pApabhAv thAy chhe te tenI kamajorI chhe. te samaye rAganI utpattinun pariNaman svayam potAnA ShaTkArakathI thAy chhe. jhINI vAt chhe bhAI!

shun kahyun? ke jem potAnA nirmaLagnAnanun-samyagdarshan-gnAn-chAritranun-paryAyamAn ShaTkArakarUpe pariNaman potAthI potAmAn thAy chhe tem rAg je thAy chhe te paN, pote (- gnAnI) kartA thayA sivAy, potAnA (-rAganA) ShaTkArakanA pariNAm nathI svatantra thAy chhe. ahA! ek paryAyanA be bhAg! ek samyagdarshan-gnAn-chAritranI paryAy ne bIjI rAganI paryAy. je samaye potAthI-potAnA kartA-karma-karaN-sampradAn Adi chha kArakanA pariNamanathI samyagdarshan-gnAn-chAritra utpanna thayun chhe te ja samaye rAganI paN utpatti chhe, pApabhAvanI paN utpatti chhe. joke A pApabhAv agnAnamay bhAv chhe kemake temAn gnAnasvabhAvano ansh nathI topaN gnAnIne te mAro chhe em tenun svAmitva nathI, ichchhA nathI tethI kahyun ke gnAnIne agnAnamay bhAv hoto nathI.

‘gnAnIne gnAnamay bhAv ja hoy chhe.’ gnAnIne potAnA chaitanyasvabhAvanun- gnAtA-draShTAsvabhAvanun pariNaman chhe ne? tethI tene gnAnamay eTale vItarAgatAmay, Anandamay pariNaman ja hoy chhe. tene je kinchit rAg-pApabhAv thAy chhe tene te potAnAthI pRuthakpaNe mAtra jANe ja chhe. ahA! gnAnIne to potAnA AtmAnun gnAn ane te rAganun gnAn-em gnAnamay bhAv ja hoy chhe. aho! AchAryadeve koI adbhut shailIthI vAt karI chhe!

prashna– gnAnIne karmanA udayanI baLajorIthI rAg Ave chhe em koI ThekANe vAt Ave chhe ne?

uttara– bhAI! e to nimittanI mukhyatAthI kathan chhe. vAstavamAn to potAnI paryAyamAn kamajorIthI vikAr thAy chhe ane te ja samaye gnAnIne gnAtA-draShTAsvabhAvanun pariNaman paN hoy chhe. (puruShArthanI kamajorIne udayanI baLajorI kahevI e kathanapaddhati chhe). Avo vItarAgano mArag chhe.

have kahe chhe-‘tethI agnAnamay bhAv je ichchhA tenA abhAvane lIdhe gnAnI adharmane ichchhato nathI.’

shun kahyun? ke gnAnIne agnAnamay bhAv je ichchhA teno abhAv chhe. tene pApabhAv mAro chhe-em pApamAn ekatvano abhAv chhe. ahAhA...! gnAnIne pApanI bhAvanA nathI, ichchhA nathI. pApabhAv ho, paN emAn tene mIThAsh nathI, ekatAbuddhi nathI. tethI gnAnI pApane ichchhato nathI. Avo vItarAgano mArag atyAre to sAmbhaLavA maLavoy durlabh chhe.

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bhAI! eNe (jIve) puNya karyun, vrat pAL‌yAn, tap karyAn, bhagavAnanI bhakti karI ne pUjA paN anantavAr karI chhe. parantu are! anantakALamAn ek kShaNamAtra paN kayArey ene dharma karyo nathI. kem? kemake e shubharAgane eNe AtmAno dharma mAnyo chhe. paN bhAI! e shubharAgamAn AtmAnA svabhAvano abhAv chhe ane AtmAnA svabhAvamAn shubharAgano abhAv chhe. tevI rIte ashubharAgamAn AtmAnA svabhAvano abhAv chhe ane AtmasvabhAvamAn ashubharAgano abhAv chhe. tethI shubharAganI jem gnAnI ashubharAgane- adharmane ichchhato nathI.

ahA! kahe chhe-‘gnAnI adharmane ichchhato nathI; mATe gnAnIne adharmano parigrah nathI.’

ahA! gnAnI adharmane eTale pApabhAvane ichchhato nathI chhatAn te pApabhAv kamajorIthI Ave chhe. bhAre vichitra vAt bhAI! tenI janmakShaN chhe to te Ave chhe paN gnAnIne enI bhAvanA nathI. pApabhAv mane ho enAthI mane lAbh chhe-evI buddhi gnAnIne hotI ja nathI. mATe, gnAnIne adharmano parigrah nathI, arthAt gnAnIne pApanI pakaD nathI. gnAnI to je pApabhAv Ave chhe teno mAtra (paragneyapaNe) jANanAr ja rahe chhe. A pApabhAv mAro chhe em gnAnIne pakaD nathI.

prashna– gnAnI pApabhAvane jANe chhe to shun tene dUr karavAno upAy nathI karato? samAdhAna– bhAI! tene gnAnI jANe ja chhe-e ja tene dUr karavAno upAy chhe. ahA! andar AtmAnI bhAvanA chhe, antaramAn ekAgratA thAy chhe-e ja vikalpane dUr karavAno upAy chhe. vaLI kharekhar to tene (vikalpane) dUr karavo evun paN kayAn chhe? e to potAnA gnAnasvabhAvI bhagavAn AtmAnI ekAgratAnA abhyAsathI te puNya pApanA vikalpono kramasha nAsh thaI jAy chhe; arthAt potAnA ‘chaitanyasvabhAvanI ekAgratAno abhyAs karavo e ja kartavya chhe, e ja upAy chhe.

ahA! gnAnIne rAgabhAv hoy chhe, paN tenI ene ichchhA nathI; mATe gnAnIne parigrah nathI. ‘shrImad rAjachandra’ mAn Ave chhe ne ke-

have jyAn Am chhe tyAn gnAnIne konI ichchhA hoy? AnandasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAnI bhAvanA hoy ke dukharUp vikAranI-shubhAshubh vikalpanI bhAvanA hoy? shubh- ashubh vikalpanI bhAvanA to bandhan chhe ane e to agnAnIne hoy chhe. gnAnIne to vikAr hovA chhatAn vikAranI bhAvanA nathI, ichchhA nathI. mATe gnAnIne adharmano parigrah nathI, pakaD nathI. A rIte ene nirjarA thaI jAy chhe. Avo vItarAgano mArag bahu sUkShma chhe bhAI! duniyA to bahAramAn-sthUL rAgamAn-dharma mAnI beThI chhe paN sarvagna parameshvare

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to jemAn AtmaprApti thAy tene dharma kahyo chhe. ahA! Avo dharma jene pragaT thayo chhe evA gnAnIne adharmanI-pApabhAvanI pakaD hotI nathI.

have kahe chhe-‘gnAnamay evA ek gnAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe A (gnAnI) adharmano kevaL gnAyak ja chhe.’

ahAhA...! hun to shuddha chaitanyaghanasvarUp prabhu gnAnamay AtmA chhun, rAgamay ke udayabhAvamay hun nahi-Avun jene antaramAn ek gnAyakabhAvanA lakShe bhAn thayun chhe tene ek gnAyakabhAvano sadbhAv chhe. ahIn kahe chhe-ek gnAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe gnAnI adharmano kevaL gnAyak ja chhe. ahA! pApanA je bhAv thAy teno te jANavAvALo ja chhe. kem? kemake tene gnAnamay evA ek gnAyakabhAvano sadbhAv chhe arthAt te gnAyakabhAvanA svabhAve pariNamI rahyo chhe. AvI vAt! bhAI! A paisA-baisA to jarI puNya hoy to maLI jAy chhe, visheSh buddhi na hoy topaN puNya hoy to paisA maLI jAy chhe paN antar- puruShArtha vinA Atma-prApti ke dharma thavo sambhavit nathI.

prashna– paN buddhi hoy to paisA khUb maLe ne? uttara– bhAI! buddhi hoy to ja paisA maLe chhe em nathI, puNya hoy to paisAnA DhagalA thaI jAy chhe. juone! bahu buddhivALAne mAnD be hajArano pagAr meLavavAmAn pasIno utare chhe jyAre buddhinA bAradAn, jaD jevA mUrkha hoy te lAkho-karoDo rUpiyA kamAy chhe. paN ethI shun? puNya ane puNyanA phaLamAn shun chhe? (emAn dharma nathI, sukh nathI). ahIn kahe chhe ke gnAnIne puNya-pApanI ruchi nathI. tene to gnAnamay bhAvamAn e puNya-pApanun gnAn ja chhe. aho! alaukik mArga chhe! vItarAgano mArga bhAI! antar- puruShArtha kare evA shUravIrane ja prApta thAy chhe. bIje Ave chhe ne ke-

ahA! puNyamAn dharma mAnavAvALA kAyar-napunsakonun ahIn vItarAgamArgamAn kAI sthAn nathI; teo panchamahAvratAdi pALe topaN temane dharma-prApti nathI.

ahIn kahe chhe-gnAnamay evA ek gnAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe gnAnI adharmano kevaL gnAyak ja chhe. ahA! bhAShA to juo! ‘kevaL gnAyak ja’ chhe-em ekAnta karyun chhe. A samyak ekAnta chhe. gnAnIne gnAnamay bhAv chhe ne? to ene je viShay-vAsanA Adi pApabhAv Ave chhe teno te kevaL gnAtA ja rahe chhe. have Akho di’

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vepAradhandho ne bAyaDI-chhokarAn sAchavavAmAn ne viShayabhogamAn-ekalA pApamAn chAlyo jAy ene bichArAne A samajavAno avasar kayAnthI maLe? emAny vaLI pAnch-pachIs lAkh ekaThA thaI jAy to phUlAI jAy ke-oho! hun sukhI thaI gayo! dhULey sukhI nathI thayo sAmbhaLane bhAI! jo AnI (tattvagnAnanI) samajaN na karI to phero vyartha jashe bhAI! (em ke anantakALe prApta manuShyabhav niShphaL jashe).

ahA! prabhu! tane dharma kevI rIte thAy? to kahe chhe-andar bhagavAn AtmA pUrNAnandano nAth prabhu shuddha ek gnAyakasvabhAvI paramAtmA chhe. tenI sanmukhatA karI, temAn ekAgra thaIne anubhav kare to samyagdarshan pragaT thAy chhe ane te dharma chhe. ahA! Avo jene antaramAn dharma pragaT thayo chhe te chothA guNasthAnavALo samyagdraShTi pratham darajjAno dharmI chhe. pAnchamA guNasthAnavALA shrAvakanI to UnchI vAt chhe. A vADAnA shrAvak te shrAvak nahi hon; A to AnandasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAno anubhav thaIne shAnti-shAnti- shAnti-em visheSh shAntinI dhArA andar jene pragaTI chhe te pAnchamA guNasthAnavartI shrAvak UnchA darajjAno dharmI chhe. ane munirAj? ahA! munirAj to AtmAnA gnAn-dhyAnamAn lIn evA jANe akaShAyI shAntinun DhIm chhe. ahIn kahe chhe- AvA dharmI jIvane kadAchit pApabhAv Ave chhe paN tenI ene ichchhA nathI, pakaD nathI, kartAbuddhi nathI, e to kevaL teno gnAyak ja chhe. rAganun pariNaman chhe te apekShAe gnAn tene jANe chhe ke ‘A chhe’ bas; A mAro chhe em nahi. (ane gnAn enun (-rAganun) chhe emey nahi, gnAn to gnAnamAn ekapaNe chhe.) oho! gajab vAt karI chhe! ‘जाणगो तेण सो होदि’–em chothun pad chhe ne? ahA! A to bhagavAn kundakundanI rAmabAN vANI chhe!

prashna– Ap A badhun kaho chho paN amAre karavun shun? samAdhAna– are prabhu! tAre shun karavun chhe bhAI? paradravyanun to tun kAI karI shakato nathI kemake paradravyamAn tAro pravesh nathI. A sharIr ke vANInun tun kAI karI shake nahi kemake e jaD padArthomAn mArA chaitanyano pravesh nathI; ane pravesh vinA tun enun shun kare? potAnI sattA, parasattAmAn pravesh kare to ja pote paranun kare, paN em to traNakALamAn sambhavit nathI. bhAI! A sharIranun hAlavun-chAlavun thAy, bhAShA bolavAnun thAy ke khAvA-pIvAnun thAy-e badhI jaDanI kriyA jaDanA kAraNe thAy chhe; emAn tArun kAI kartavya nathI. rahI puNya-pAp karavAnI vAt. paN puNya-pApanA karavApaNe to bhagavAn! tun anantakALathI dukhI chho, chAragatimAn rakhaDo chho. mATe puNya-pApanI ruchi chhoDI de ane andar tun pote ja pUrNAnandano nAth prabhu trikAL paramAtmasvarUpe paDayo chho tenI ruchi kar, temAn ekAgra thA; tane dharma thashe, sukh

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thashe. bas A karavAnun chhe ane A ja vItarAg sarvagnadevanI AgnA chhe. samajANun kAI...?

A rIte puNya-pApanA be bol thayA. have kahe chhe-e ja pramANe gAthAmAn ‘adharma’ shabda palaTIne tenI jagyAe rAg levo. matalab ke rAg Avyo to rAgano paN gnAnI-dharmI to kevaL gnAtA ja chhe. ahAhA...! atIndriy Anandano sAgar evA AtmAnI jene andaramAn ruchi thaI chhe te dharmI jIvane rAgano rAg hoto nathI. tene rAg Ave chhe paN tenI tene ruchi nathI, ichchhA nathI, pakaD nathI; te to mAtra eno jANanAr ja rahe chhe.

-evI rIte dveSh levo. dveSh paN gnAnIne kinchit thato hoy chhe. samyagdraShTi chhe te laDAImAn jAy to k kdveSh paN AvI jAy chhe, paN tene dveShanI bhAvanA nathI. tene to AnandasvarUp nij paramAtmadravyanI ruchi chhe, dveShanI ruchi nathI.

ruchi nathI paN dveSh to hoy chhe? bhAI! kharekhar to tene dveSh hoto nathI paN enun gnAn ja hoy chhe. gnAnamay bhAvamAnthI tene gnAtAnun ja pariNaman thAy chhe. te dveShano kartA-hartA ke svAmI thato nathI, rAg ke dveShamAn te tanmayapaNe pariNamato nathI. juo, shrI shAntinAth, shrI kunthunAth ne shrI aranAth-e traNe tIrthankar chakravartI ne kAmadev hatA. to chha khanD sAdhavA jatA hatA tyAre k krAg hato, ane koI sharaNe na Ave to tyAn dveSh paN Avato hato. joke teo mahA puNyavant hatA tethI rAjAo tarat ja namI jatA hatA, chhatAn namAvavAno jarI bhAv to hato ne? to k kdveSh hato. ahA! chhatAn teo enA jANanAr ja hatA. dharmI jIv dveShano paN jANanAr ja rahe chhe, kartA thato nathI, ke dveShamay thato nathI. ahA! gnAnI gnAnamay ja rahe chhe. AvI vAt chhe.

ahIn em kahevun chhe ke gnAnIne gnAnamAn dvividhatAnun bhAn thAy chhe ek potAnun shuddha chaitanyasvarUpanun bhAn ane bIjun dveShanun (paryAyanun) bhAn-Am beyanun bhAn thAy chhe. e to sarvavishuddhagnAn adhikAramAn Ave chhe ke-dveShanA gnAn vakhate paN gnAnanI ja puShTi thAy chhe, dveShanI nahi. ahA! potAnun gnAn chhe tyAn dveShanun paN gnAn thAy chhe-Am be prakAranun gnAn gnAnIne utpanna thAy chhe. jhINI vAt chhe bhAI! anantakALamAn eNe potAnA hit mATe kAI karyun nathI. anantakALamAn eNe parasanmukhapaNe rAg ne dveSh karI karIne potAne mArI nAkhyo chhe, dukhamAn nAkhyo chhe. ahIn kahe chhe-svasanmukhano jhukAv thayA pachhI je jarI parasanmukhano dveSh Ave chhe teno gnAnI gnAtA ja rahe chhe.

koIne vaLI em lAge ke shun jainadharmanI AvI vAt? shun thAy? lokomAn

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A vAt chAlatI nathI ne teo bahAranA kriyAkAnDamAn evA DUbelA chhe ke vAstavik jainadharma shun chhe enI bichArAone khabar nathI. parantu A samajye ja (dukhathI) chhUTako chhe.

have dveSh pachhI krodh; ‘adharma’ shabda palaTIne krodh levo. gnAnIne krodh paN Ave chhe parantu krodhamay bhAv gnAnIne hoto nathI. TIkAmAn e ja kahyun ne ke-gnAnIne agnAnamay bhAv hoto nathI, gnAnamay ja bhAv gnAnIne hoy chhe. kamajorIthI tene krodh Ave chhe paN temAn ene ekatAbuddhi nathI arthAt tene krodhanI bhAvanA nathI. je krodh AvI jAy chhe tene te potAnAthI bhinna rAkhIne jANe ja chhe, eno gnAtA-draShTA ja rahe chhe. ahA! jyAn andar AnandanA nirAkul svAdamAn gnAnI paDayo chhe tyAn kinchit krodh thaI AvatAn gnAnIne te jher jevo lAge chhe, kemake tene krodhanI ruchi ja nathI. ahA! Avo mArag-jain parameshvarano-duniyAthI sAv ulaTo chhe. bhAI! Avo alaukik mArag bIje kayAny chhe nahi.

have mAn; juo! shrI neminAth bhagavAn pAnDavo ne bIjA mahAn joddhAo sahit ekavAr sabhAmAn virAjatA hatA. tyAn vAt nIkaLatAn nIkaLI ke pAnDavo mahAn joddhA chhe. to koIke kahyun ke bIjA paN mahAn joddhA chhe. tyAre koIe kahyun-bIjA bhale mahAn joddhA hashe paN bhagavAnanI barAbarInA koI mahAn joddhA nathI. shrI neminAth bhagavAn to hajI gRuhasthAshramamAn hatA ne traN gnAn tathA gnAyik samakit sahit hatA. have AvI vAt chAlatI hatI tyAn shrIkRuShNe paDakAr karyo ke hun tenAthI paN mahAn joddho chhun. to bhagavAne hAth vAnko vAL‌yo; shrIkRiShNa hAthane TIngAI gayA paN hAthane halAvI shakayA nahi. ahA! Avun sharIranun atul baL bhagavAnanun hatun! AtmabaLanI to shI vAt! ahA! gnAnI hatA topaN tyAre bhagavAnane mAnano vikalpa thaI Avyo, paN tenA te svAmI na hatA, teo to tenA gnAtA ja hatA. gnAnI to tene je vikalpa Ave chhe teno mAtra gnAtA ja rahe chhe, kartA thato nathI. Avo mArag bApA! vItarAgano khAnDAnI dhArathI paN Akaro chhe! aho! paN te sukharUp chhe, AnandarUp chhe. ahA! atIndriy Anandano nAth paramAnandasvarUp prabhu jyAn samyagdarshanamAn jAgyo tyAn Avo sukharUp mArag prApta thAy chhe.

anAdithI vyavahAramAn sUtelo jIv jyAre andar nishchay svarUpamAn jAgRut thaI jAy chhe tyAre tene atIndriy Anand jenI mudrA chhe evo mokShamArga prApta thAy chhe; ane AvA nishchay mokShamArgamAn rahelA jIvane kadAchit mAnano vikalpa thaI Ave topaN teno te gnAtA ja rahe chhe. jhINI vAt chhe, bhAI! ahA! A to mahA gambhIr shAstra chhe! enun ekek pad bahu gambhIr chhe! juone! A (gAthAnun) chothun

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pad ‘जाणगो तेण सो होदि’!–tenI gambhIratAnun shun kahevun! ahA! gnAnI to mAnano gnAyak ja rahe chhe.

A pramANe Ap gnAnIno bachAv karyA karo chho. em nathI bhAI! tane gnAnInA antaranI khabar nathI bApu! ahAhA...! andar ‘svayamjyoti sukhadhAm’ prabhu pote chhe. ahAhA...! enun svAnubhavamAn jyAn bhAn thayun tyAn, je kinchit mAn Ave chhe teno gnAnI gnAtA ja rahe chhe, paN te mAnane gnAnI potAnAmAn khatavato nathI arthAt mAnanun tene svAmitva nathI. janma-maraN maTADavAno Avo antarano mArag bhAI! svAnubhav vaDe prApta karatAn samajAy evo chhe.

have mAn pachhI mAyA; dharmIne jarI mAyA paN AvI jAy chhe paN tene mAyAnI bhAvanA-ichchhA nathI. e to mAyAno gnAyak ja rahe chhe. gnAnaguNamAn sva ane parane prakAshavAnun sAmarthya chhe; eTale mAyAnA kALamAn tenun (mAyAnun) gnAn ane potAnun (AtmAnun) gnAn ekasAthe utpanna thAy chhe. A pramANe gnAnI mAyAno gnAtA ja chhe, kartA nahi.

have lobh; gnAnIne jarIk lobh paN thaI jAy chhe paN tene lobhano lobh hoto nathI. AtmAnA nirAkuL AnandanA ras AgaL tene lobhano ras uDI gayo hoy chhe. ahA! tene lobh Ave chhe paN tenI mIThAsh tene uDI gaI hoy chhe. svAnubhavamAn jeNe AtmA jANyo ane anubhavyo chhe tene kinchit lobh Ave chhe topaN teno te gnAyak ja rahe chhe.

have karma. ATh karma je chhe te mArAn nathI em gnAnI jANe chhe. gommaTasAr Adino svAdhyAy kare eTale tene khyAlamAn Ave ke ATh karma chhe ane tenI AvI AvI prakRiti chhe paN gnAnI tenun gnAn ja kare chhe. karma mArAn chhe ne hun karmamAn chhun ke karma vaDe mane lAbh- nukashAn chhe-em gnAnI mAnato nathI. jhINI vAt chhe bhAI! potAno AtmA ati sUkShma chhe ne! ahAhA...! ati sUkShma evA gnAnAnandasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAnun jene antaramAn vedan pragaT thayun chhe arthAt jene svasamvedanashakti pragaT thaI chhe te ‘karma chhe’ bas em jANe chhe arthAt te, je karma chhe tenun mAtra gnAn kare chhe paN karma bhalAn-bUrAn chhe, iShTa- aniShTa chhe em te mAnato nathI. ahA! jeNe shuddha AtmasvarUpanA lakShe samyagdarshan pragaT karyun chhe te mokShanA panthe-sukhanA panthe chhe. te, karma je chhe tene jANe chhe paN karma mane herAn kare chhe vA lAbh kare chhe em mAnato nathI.

gnAnIne hajI ATh karma to chhe, vaLI te Ayu bAndhe chhe em to Ave chhe? samAdhAna– bhAI! gnAnIne karmano khyAl AvatAn tenun te gnAn kare chhe, paN

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karmamay pote thaI jAy chhe em nathI. ahA! karmathI bhinna rahIne e to potAnun ane paranun-karmanun gnAn kare chhe. ahA! karme mArA AtmAnun AvaraN (ghAt) karI dIdhun chhe em gnAnIne hotun nathI. jene andar AtmAnun gnAn thayun te je karma ATh hoy chhe tenun paN gnAn kare chhe.

prashna– to ‘shrImad rAjachandra’mAn Ave chhe ke vedanIy karmano bhog bhogavavo bAkI chhe?

samAdhAna– bhAI! e to rAg hajI bAkI chhe em tyAn batAvavun chhe. thoDo rAg hajI chhe ne? A bhave mokSha thashe em dekhAtun nathI, paryAyamAn haju rAg chhe ane te chhUTato jaNAto nathI to gnAnI jANe chhe ke haju ekAd bhav karavo paDashe; ne tyAre rAg chhUTIne kevaLagnAn pAmashun. gnAnInI draShTimAn-draShTinA svabhAvamAn-to hun rAgano kartAy nahi ane bhoktAy nahi em chhe; paN gnAnamAn, paryAyamAn je rAganun pariNaman chhe te mArun chhe ne hun teno kartA-bhoktA chhun-em gnAnI jANe chhe; mAtra jANe ja chhe hon (kartavya chhe ne kare chhe em nahi). Avo anekAnta mArag chhe. (te syAdvAd vaDe samajavo joIe) ahIn kahe chhe-karma mane AchchhAdit kare chhe em chhe ja nahi -em gnAnI mAne chhe.

prashna– to dharmIne AvAn-AvAn karma hoy chhe ne Avun AvaraN hoy chhe em Ave chhe ne?

samAdhAna– bhAI! ahIn to em kahe chhe ke-gnAnI em jANe chhe ke karma mArA lakShamAn AvyAn chhe, mane te chhe enun gnAn thayun chhe paN teo mane AchchhAdit kare chhe vA mArun AvaraN kare chhe em chhe nahi. gnAnIne je karma chhe tenun gnAn thayun chhe; gnAnanI dvirUpatAmAn potAnun gnAn ne karmanun paN gnAn thayun chhe, paN karma svabhAvanun AvaraN kare chhe em chhe nahi. mArAmAn (-AtmAmAn) karma chhe ne te vaDe hun hIn chhun em gnAnI mAnato nathI. enI paryAyamAn je hInatA thaI chhe e to enI kamajorIne laIne chhe ane eno paN e to gnAtA ja chhe. have karmathI vikAr thAy evun (viparIt) mAnanArane Avun besavun kaThaN paDe, paN bhAI! karmathI vikAr thAy evo AtmasvabhAv ja nathI. ahA! karma mArI chIj nathI ane paryAyamAn je vikAr chhe te mArI nabaLAIne laIne chhe paN karmane laIne chhe em chhe nahi-em dharmI jANe ane mAne chhe.

have nokarma; A sharIr, man, vANI Adi jeTalAn bahAranAn nimitta chhe te nokarma chhe; arthAt badhAn nokarma nimittarUp chhe. dharmI tenun gnAn kare chhe, bIjI chIj chhe em gnAn kare chhe paN te mArI chhe em mAnatA nathI. ahA! A sharIr, man, vANI, dhan-sampatti ke strI-putra-parivAr ityAdi mArAn chhe em dharmI jANatA ane mAnatA

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nathI. agnAnI dukAne beTho hoy ne divasanI pAnch-pachAs hajAranI kamANI thAy to teno pAvar phATI jAy chhe. tene em thAy chhe ke-oho! mane ATalI lakShmI AvI! -em te unmatta thaI jAy chhe. jyAre gnAnI mAtra tenun gnAn ja kare chhe. bhAI! karavA yogya to A chhe; bAkI to raLavA-kamAvAmAn ne bAyaDI-chhokarAn sAchavavAmAn pApanI majurI karIne tun marI gayo chhe bhagavAn!

ahIn kahe chhe-je nokarma-nimitta chhe tenun gnAnI to gnAn ja kare chhe. tyAn nimitta (nokarma) gnAn thavAmAn madad kare chhe em nathI. gnAnIne je nimittanun gnAn thAy chhe te gnAnanI avasthA sahaj potAthI potAmAn thAy chhe, nimitta chhe to gnAn thAy chhe em nathI. jhINI vAt chhe bhAI! vItarAgano mArag bApA! bahu sUkShma chhe. A agnAnI mAro vyavahAr... vyavahAr... vyavahAr em vyavahArane gaLe paDayo chhe ne? ahIn kahe chhe -bhAI! vyavahAr (-rAg) tAro chhe em chhe ja nahi. gnAnI ene potAno mAnatA nathI, e chhe em mAtra jANe chhe ane enun gnAn paN potAmAn rahIne ja kare chhe. gajab vAt chhe bhAI! vyavahAr kAraN ane nishchay kArya em chhe ja nahi. gnAnI to je vyavahAr Ave chhe tene jANe ja chhe ane te paN vyavahAr chhe to eno gnAtA thayo chhe emey nathI. e to potAnI gnAnanI paryAy svatantra kartA thaIne tene jANatI thakI pragaT thAy chhe. e ja rIte gnAnI je nokarma chhe, nimitta chhe-tene paN mAtra jANe ja chhe. aho! Avo bhagavAnano alaukik adbhut mArga chhe jene gaNadharo, munivaro ane ekAvatArI indro vagere mahA vinayapUrvak sAmbhaLe chhe. bhAI! nimittathI AtmAmAn kAI thatun nathI tathA nimitta je chhe tenun gnAn paN gnAnI pote potAthI ja kare chhe. Avun sarvagna parameshvaranun pharamAn chhe. bese to besADo bhAI!

have man; chhAtImAn jaD man chhe. jem A DoLA-Ankh jaD chhe tem man paN jaD chhe. juo, jovA-jANavAvALI to gnAnaparyAy chhe; A Ankh kAI dekhe chhe em nathI. tem chhAtImAn jaD man chhe te vichAr karavAmAn nimitta chhe, paN jaD man kAI jANatun nathI. tethI man chhe te potAnI chIj nathI em gnAnI mAne chhe. man chhe em gnAnI jANe chhe paN man mArI chIj chhe vA enAthI mane gnAn thAy chhe em gnAnI mAnato nathI. agnAnIne thAy ke shun bhagavAne AvI vAt karI hashe? hA, bhAI! dharmasabhAmAn ekAvatArI indronI hAjarImAn bhagavAne AvI alaukik vAt karI chhe. teno laukik sAthe meL bese em nathI. aho! AchArya bhagavantoe gajab kAm karyAn chhe!

ahA! gnAnI vyavahAranun gnAn kare chhe te vyavahAr chhe mATe enun gnAn kare chhe em nathI; e to gnAnanI paryAy ja te kALe vyavahAr chhe ene jANatI sahaj potAthI utpanna thAy chhe. tem nimitta paN ho, tathApi nimitta chhe to tenun gnAn thAy chhe em nathI. e to gnAnanI e sahaj svaparaprakAshak shakti chhe jenA kAraNe nimittanun

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gnAn potAthI potAnAmAn thAy chhe. Avun yathArtha jANe te dharmAtmA chhe. aho! AvI alaukik vAt bIje sAmbhaLavA maLavI paN durlabh chhe.

ahIn kahe chhe-bhagavAn! tun chaitanyasvarUp chho ne! tArI shaktinun sAmarthya to jANavA-dekhavAnun chhe. shun A rAg tArI shaktinun kArya chhe? nA. tArI shaktinun sAmarthya to je rAg Ave chhe, je karma-nokarma chhe-tene jANavAnun chhe. ahA! jANavun-jANavun-jANavun e ja tArun sAmarthya chhe. bhAI! A jaD man tArI chIj nathI ane te chhe mATe enun gnAn chhe emey nathI tathA enAthI tane gnAn thAy chhe em paN nathI. samajANun kAI...?

have vachan; A vANI chhe te jaD chhe; te AtmAnI chIj nathI. A je vachan bolAy chhe te AtmA bolato nathI. vachan-vANI chhe e to jaD dhUL-pudgal chhe. gnAnIne tenun gnAn thAy chhe ke A chhe (bIjI chIj); paN hun vachan bolun chhun vA A bolun chhun te hun chhun-em gnAnI mAnato nathI. to koN bole chhe? bhAI! A je bole chhe e to jaD bhAShAvargaNAnun pariNaman chhe. gnAnIne tenI ichchhA hotI nathI.

shun kahyun? ke sharIr, man, vANI ne rAgathI bhinna shuddha chaitanyasvarUp bhagavAn AtmAnI sanmukh thaIne jeNe samyagdarshan-gnAn pragaT karyun chhe te gnAnI-dharmI chhe. te dharmIne vachan mArun chhe em vachananI ichchhA hotI nathI, mATe tene vachanano parigrah nathI. ahA! vachan bolavAnI je kriyA thAy chhe e to jaD vachanavargaNAnI kriyA chhe; tethI gnAnIne evo ahambhAv thato nathI ke hun bolun chhun. aho! dharmInI AvI alaukik draShTi ane dashA hoy chhe.

have kahe chhe-gnAnIne kAyAno parigrah nathI. bhAI! A sharIr to jaD ajIv chhe, maDadun chhe.

hA, paN kayAre? atyAre, hamaNAn ja. e to 96 mI gAthAmAn AvI gayun chhe ke AnandarUp amRutano sAgar prabhu AtmA mRutak klevaramAn mUrchchhANo chhe, mUrchchhAI gayo chhe. bhAI! A hAD-mAns ne chAmaDAnun banelun kalevar hamaNAn paN maDadun ja chhe. ahA! potAnI chIj pUraN vItarAgatA, atIndriy gnAn ne atIndriy AnandathI bharI paDI chhe. paN are! agnAnIne tenI khabar nathI ne te A mRutak kalevarane potAnI chIj mAne chhe! gnAnI to sharIrane ‘A (bIjI chIj) chhe’ bas em jANe chhe paN te mArun (-AtmAnun) chhe em kadIy mAnato nathI. ahA! A sharIranI kriyA je thAy chhe te hun karun chhun em gnAnIne abhiprAy hoto nathI. gnAnI to sharIr ane sharIranI je avasthAo thAy teno gnAtA-draShTA ja chhe.

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have shrotra-kAn; A kAn paN jaDanI dashA chhe. bhAI! A shrotra-kAn chhe te jaD chhe ne gnAnIne teno parigrah nathI. kAn mArA chhe ne hun kAn barAbar chhe to sAmbhaLun chhun vA kAnathI mane gnAn thAy chhe em gnAnI mAnato nathI. kharekhar sAmbhaLavAthI gnAn thAy chhe em chhe ja nahi.

prashna– kAn baherA thAy to sAmbhaLavAnun mashIn rAkhe chhe ne? samAdhAna– mashIn rAkhe toy shun? gnAn to potAthI (-AtmAthI) thAy chhe. gnAn shun te mashInathI ke indriyathI thAy chhe? te mashIn ke indriy shun AtmAnA avayav chhe? ke enAthI gnAn thAy?) (e to jaD padArtho bAhya nimittamAtra chhe). sUkShma vAt chhe bhAI! AnI yathArtha samajaN vinA anantakALathI tun 84 nA avatAr karI karIne mahA dukhI thayo chho. tane enI khabar nathI; paN jo ne A vAdirAj munie shun kahyun chhe?

ahA! munirAj kahe chhe-prabhu! men bhUtakALamAn ekendriyAdi tiryanchayonimAn ane narakayonimAn evA evA avatAr karyA chhe ke enun dukh yAd karun chhun to mane AyudhanI jem chhAtImAn kAramo ghA vAge chhe. ahA! AyudhanI jem chhAtImAn vAge evun thAy chhe. ahA! agnAnI paisA ne AbarU ne kuTumb-parivArane yAd karyA kare chhe paN enI yAd to ekalun pAp chhe. A to vAdirAj muni kahe chhe-ahA! janam-janamamAn je dukh thayAn te prabhu! hun yAd karun chhun to Ayudh jem chhAtImAn vAge evun thaI Ave chhe. (munirAj A pramANe vairAgyanI bhAvanA draDh kare chhe).

A vAdirAj munine sharIramAn koDh hato. rAjAnA darabAramAn charchA thaI ke munirAjane koDh chhe. to tyAn koI shrAvak hato teNe kahyun ke-amArA munirAj nIrogI chhe, koDharahit chhe. pachhI te shrAvak vAdirAj muni pAse Avyo ne kahevA lAgyo-mahArAj! hun to rAjA pAse kahIne Avyo chhun ke Apane koDh nathI. paN have shun? munirAj kahe-ThIk. pachhI to munirAje bhagavAnanI stuti upADI ke-prabhu! Apano je nagarImAn janma thAy chhe te nagarI sonAnI thaI jAy chhe ne Ap jyAn garbhamAn rahyo chho te mAtAnun peT sphaTik jevun nirmaL-svachchha thaI jAy chhe. to prabhu! hun Apane mArA antaramAn padharAvun ne A sharIramAn koDh rahe? ane chamatkAr e thayo ke koDh maTI gayo ane sharIr suvarNamay thaI gayun! A to bhaktino ek prakAr chhe. sharIranI avasthA to puNyano yog hato to te kALe je thavAyogya hatI te thaI. koDh maTI gayo te kAI bhaktithI maTI gayo em nathI. bhaktithI koDh maTI gayo em kahevun e to nimittanun kathan chhe. A vAdirAj muni vairAgyane draDh karatAn kahe chhe-prabhu! anant-anantakALamAn 84 lAkh yonimAn bhramaN karyun tyAn narak-nigodAdimAn je

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apAr dukho veThayAn te yAd karun chhun to jANe chhAtImAn AyudhanA ghA vAge tem thaI Ave chhe. munirAj Am yAd karIne ahA! svarUpamAn lIn thaI jAy chhe!! dhyAnamagna thaI jAy chhe!!!

bhAI! tArA dukhanIy A ja kahAnI chhe. ahIn karoDapati hoy ne jo mAyAnI mamatAmAn paDayA hoy to dehano paDado bandh paDatAn marIne tiryanchamAn jAy chhe, galuDiyAn ne mIndaDAn thaI jAy chhe. are! A avatAr? hA bhAI! AvA avatAr ten anant-anant vAr karyA chhe. bhagavAn! tun mAtAnA peTamAn UndhA mastake bAr-bAr varSha rahyo chhun. nav mahinA rahe chhe e to sAdhAraN chhe. paN koI ek mAtAnA peTamAn bAr varSha UndhA mAthe rahyo chhun, ane pAchho marIne bIjIvAr bAr varSha mAtAnA peTamAn rahyo chhun. Am mAtAnA peTamAn uparA-uparI 24 varSha rahyo chhun. ahA! anantakALamAn AvA janma anantavAr dhAraN karyA chhe. bhagavAn! A janma-maraNanA dukhanI shI vAt! ane ekendriyAdi avasthAnAn dukhonun shun kahevun? e to vachanAtIt chhe.

ahIn dharmI jIv kahe chhe-mane anantavAr shrotrendriy maLI tene mArI mAnIne men mamatA karI ne tene kAraNe mithyAtvavash hun chAragatimAn rakhaDayo chhun. paN have A shrotrendriy mArI nathI em hun mAnun chhun kemake e to jaD pudgalanI chhe. jo te mArI hoy to te mArI sAthe ja sadAy rahe. paN em to chhe nahi. mATe shrotrendriy mArI nathI. tenI have mane mamatA nathI, ichchhA nathI. hun to tene mAtra jANun ja chhun.

tevI rIte chakShu A chakShu chhe te paN jaD chhe. A chakShu mArI chhe em chakShunI ichchhA ke mamatA gnAnIne hotI nathI. ahA! haraNanA jevI chakachak karatI Ankho hoy toy shun? kemake e to jaD mATI chhe, dhUL chhe. bhAI! AmAn (A AnkhamAn) to ek vAr agni lAgashe. jyAre deh chhUTashe tyAre emAn agninA taNakhA UThashe ane te baLIne bhasma thaI jashe. bhAI! A Ankh tArI chIj nathI bApu! dharmI jIv to Ankh ne AnkhathI je kriyA thAy chhe te potAnI chhe em svIkArato nathI. tethI tene AnkhanI ichchhA nathI. te to ‘A (bIjI chIj) chhe’ em mAtra jANe chhe. AvI vAt chhe.

prashna– A chashmAn chhe to AnkhathI dekhAy chhe ne? uttara– dhULey chashmAnthI dekhAtun nathI sAmbhaLane. chashmAnthI dekhAtun hoy to AndhaLA chhe tene chashmAn lagAve ne? bhAI! e to te te samayanI gnAnanI paryAy dekhe -jANe chhe. shun jaD Ankh ke chashmAn dekhe jANe chhe? nimittapradhAn draShTivALA mithyAdraShTi em mAne chhe ke chashmAn hoy tyAre Ankhe dekhAy chhe. bhAI! pote ja gnAnasvarUpI bhagavAn AtmA chhe ane tene potAnI gnAnaparyAyathI gnAn thAy chhe, AnkhathI ke chashmAnthI nahi.

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juo, lanDanamAn kohInUr hIro chhe. tene ek panDit jotA hatA. to koI e tyAn pUchhayun ke-kem, hIro kevo lAgyo? to panDit kahe-kahun? hIrAne to Ankh jue chhe, to hIrAnI kimmat kahun ke AnkhanI? hIro to kAI joto (-jANato) nathI, paN jue (- jANe) chhe to Ankh. tem ahIn kahe chhe-AnkhanI kimmat chhe ke jANanAranI? Ankh to kAI jANatI nathI; jaD chhe ne? to te kAI jANatI nathI. jANanAr to prabhu gnAyak andar chhe te jANe chhe. are bhAI! A Ankh to jaD mATI chhe. temAnthI to rasI nIkaLe chhe ne temAn IyaLo paN paDe chhe. topaN prabhu! eno tane kem prem chhe? dharmIne to chakShu indriyano parigrah nathI; arthAt te mArI chhe ane tenI je jovAnI kriyA thAy chhe te mArI chhe evI buddhi tene hotI nathI. ahA! jyAn Ankh potAnI nathI tyAn putrAdi to kayAny rahI gayA. samajANun kAI...?

tevI rIte ghrAN-nAka nAk paN anant paramANuono skandh jaD chhe. nAk vA nAkanI je kriyA thAy chhe te mArI chhe em gnAnI mAnato nathI ane tethI tene nAkano parigrah nathI. e to mAtra sanyogI chIj chhe em gnAnI jANe chhe.

have rasanA-jIbha ahA! khAvAnI koI sArI-svAdiShTa chIj hoy to andar jIbhathI chATe chhe. paN are! shun chhe bApu? bhAI! jIbh ja tArI chIj nathI ne? to pachhI jIbhathI chATavun e tArI AtmAnI kriyA kayAn rahI? bhagavAn! e to jaDanI kriyA chhe em jANI gnAnI jIbhano parigrah karatA nathI. AvI vAt chhe.

have sparshana sumvALA sharIranA bhogamAn agnAnIne sharIr mAkhaN jevun lAge chhe. paN bhAI! A sharIr to jaD mATI chhe bApA! A to hAD-mAns ne chAmaDe maDhelun putaLun chhe. emAn shun prem karavo? gnAnI to sparshanathI hun bhog laun chhun em mAnato nathI, kemake sparshan to jaD pudgalanI avasthA chhe, tathA sparshathI thatI kriyA jaDanI kriyA chhe.

prashna– paN jIvit sharIrathI dharma to thAy chhe ne? samAdhAna– jIvit sharIr? are bhAI! jIvit sharIr-sachet sharIr to nimittathI kahevAmAn Ave chhe. e to jIvano sharIr sAthe sanyog chhe em gnAn karAvavAnun kathan chhe; bAkI sharIr to achet ja chhe. gAthA 96 nI TIkAmAn na Avyun ke-‘... mRutak kalevar (sharIr) vaDe param amRutarUp vignAnaghan pote mUrchhit thayo hovAthI te prakAranA bhAvano kartA pratibhAse chhe.’ ahA! atIndriy Anandano sAgar amRutasvarUp bhagavAn AtmA mRutak kalevaramAn mUrchhAI gayo chhe! bhAI! A sharIr to mRutak kalevar eTale maDadun ja chhe, atyAre paN maDadun ja chhe. have ene jIvit mAnI enAthI dharma thAy em mAnavun e to kevaL mUrchhAbhAv chhe. agnAnIne upavAsAdi

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sharIrAshrit kriyAono hun kartA chhun evo agnAnamAn bhAs thayo chhe, te mithyAbhAv chhe. samajANun kAI...?

ahA! prabhu! tun koN chho? tun andar amRutano-gnAnAnandano sAgar chho ne prabhu! tArA astitvamAn to ekalAn gnAn ne Anand paDayAn chhe ne nAth! are bhAI! tArA astitvamAn jyAn rAgey nathI tyAn A sharIr ne sparshan mArAn chhe em kayAnthI Avyun? gnAnI dharmAtmA to A sparshan indriy ane enI je kriyA thAy chhe te mArI chhe em kadIy mAnato nathI ane tethI tene sparshanano parigrah nathI. AvI vAt chhe.

em rAg Adi soL shabdo mUkI soL gAthAsUtro vyAkhyAnarUp karavAn ane A upadeshathI bIjAn paN vichAravAn. ahA! asankhya prakAranA je shubhAshubhabhAv chhe te hun nathI ane teo mArA nathI, hun to ek shuddha chinmAtra chaitanyaghan prabhu AtmA chhun-em bhedagnAn karIne dharmAtmA jIve asankhya prakAranA je anya bhAvo chhe teone potAnAthI bhinna jANavA-em kahe chhe.

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अपरिग्गहो अणिच्छो भणिदो णाणी य णेच्छदे असणं। अपरिग्गहो दु असणस्स जाणगो तेण सो होदि।। २१२।।

have, gnAnIne AhArano paN parigrah nathI em kahe chhe-

gAthArtha– [अनिच्छः] anichchhakane [अपरिग्रहः] aparigrahI [भणितः] kahyo chhe [च] ane [ज्ञानी] gnAnI [अशनम्] ashanane (bhojanane) [न इच्छति] ichchhato nathI, [तेन] tethI [सः] te [अशनस्य] ashanano [अपरिग्रहः तु] parigrahI nathI, [ज्ञायकः] (ashanano) gnAyak ja [भवति] chhe.

TIkA– ichchhA parigrah chhe. tene parigrah nathI-jene ichchhA nathI. ichchhA to agnAnamay bhAv chhe ane agnAnamay bhAv gnAnIne hoto nathI, gnAnIne gnAnamay ja bhAv hoy chhe; tethI agnAnamay bhAv je ichchhA tenA abhAvane lIdhe gnAnI ashanane ichchhato nathI; mATe gnAnIne ashanano parigrah nathI. gnAnamay evA ek gnAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe A (gnAnI) ashanano kevaL gnAyak ja chhe.

bhAvArtha– gnAnIne AhAranI paN ichchhA nathI tethI gnAnIne AhAr karavo te paN parigrah nathI. ahIn prashna thAy chhe ke-AhAr to muni paN kare chhe, temane ichchhA chhe ke nahi? ichchhA vinA AhAr kem kare? tenun samAdhAna– ashAtAvedanIy karmanA udayathI jaTharAgnirUp kShudhA Upaje chhe, vIryAntarAyanA udayathI tenI vedanA sahI shakAtI nathI ane chAritramohanA udayathI AhAragrahaNanI ichchhA utpanna thAy chhe. te ichchhAne gnAnI karmanA udayanun kArya jANe chhe. rog samAn jANI tene maTADavA chAhe chhe. ichchhA pratye anurAgarUp ichchhA gnAnIne nathI arthAt tene em ichchhA nathI ke mArI A ichchhA sadA raho. mATe tene agnAnamay ichchhAno abhAv chhe. parajanya ichchhAnun svAmIpaNun gnAnIne nathI mATe gnAnI ichchhAno paN gnAyak ja chhe. A pramANe shuddhanayanI pradhAnatAthI kathan jANavun.

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have, gnAnIne AhArano paN parigrah nathI em kahe chhe-

‘ichchhA parigrah chhe. tene parigrah nathI-jene ichchhA nathI.’ shun kahyun? A rAganI ichchhA utpanna thavI te parigrah chhe. ahA! jene ichchhA ja nathI, AhAranI paN ichchhA ja nathI arthAt ichchhA thaI chhe paN ichchhAnI jene ichchhA nathI tene parigrah nathI em kahe chhe.

prashna– ‘ichchhAnI ichchhA’no shun artha chhe! samAdhAna– ichchhAnI ichchhA nathI eno artha e chhe ke-ichchhA ThIk chhe evo gnAnIne mithyAbhAv nathI. samajANun kAI...! have kahe chhe-

‘ichchhA to agnAnamay bhAv chhe ane agnAnamay bhAv gnAnIne hoto nathI, gnAnIne gnAnamay ja bhAv hoy chhe.’

shun kahyun? ichchhAmAtramAn gnAyakasvabhAvI bhagavAn AtmAnI chaitanyajyotinA tejanA nUrano abhAv chhe; ichchhAmAn AtmAnA chaitanyanun kiraN nathI. te kAraNe ichchhAne agnAnamay bhAv kahyo chhe. gnAnIne ichchhA mArI chhe vA je ichchhA thAy chhe te bhalI-ThIk chhe evo bhAv hoto nathI. gnAnI vichAre chhe-ahA! hun to gnAnamay ane Anandamay chhun, to temAn ichchhA mArI chhe em kayAnthI Avyun? gnAnIne ichchhAnun svAmitva hotun ja nathI. ichchhA chhe e to rAg chhe, agnAn chhe. agnAn shabde mithyAtva em nahi, paN gnAnasvarUpI bhagavAn AtmA jem gnAnamay chhe tem rAg-ichchhA gnAnamay nathI ane tethI ichchhA agnAnamay chhe. agnAn = a+gnAn eTale gnAn nahi te. gnAn to AtmA chhe ne AtmAmAn ichchhA nathI; mATe ichchhA agnAn chhe. ahIn kahe chhe-gnAnIne ichchhA mArI chhe em nathI tethI tene agnAnamay bhAv hoto nathI.

ahA! ‘gnAnIne gnAnamay bhAv ja hoy chhe.’ gnAnIne shuddha ek chaitanyasvabhAvanun -gnAtAdraShTAsvabhAvanun pariNaman hoy chhe tethI tene gnAnamay arthAt vItarAgatAmay- Anandamay bhAv ja hoy chhe. tene je alpa rAg thAy chhe teno te mAtra gnAtA ja rahe chhe. tene to potAnA svabhAvanun gnAn ne je rAg chhe tenun gnAn-em gnAnamay bhAv ja hoy chhe. ahA! A to koI alaukik vAt chhe! have kahe chhe-

‘tethI agnAnamay bhAv je ichchhA tenA abhAvane lIdhe gnAnI ashanane ichchhato nathI; mATe gnAnIne ashanano parigrah nathI.’

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juo, gnAnI AhAr levA jAy chhe chhatAn, ahIn kahe chhe, tene AhAranI ichchhA nathI. kem? kemake tene ichchhAnI ruchi nathI. ruchi to samakitIne bhagavAn AnandanI chhe. ahA! dharmI samyagdraShTine to potAnA atIndriy Anandano svAd levAnI bhAvanA hoy chhe. tene ashananI-AhAranI bhAvanA nathI mATe tene ashanano parigrah nathI. AvI vAt chhe. e to je AhArano bhAv thAy teno mAtra gnAtA ja chhe. e ja kahe chhe-

‘gnAnamay evA gnAyakabhAvanA sadbhAvane lIdhe A (gnAnI) ashanano kevaL gnAyak ja chhe.’

ahAhA...! gnAnIne gnAnamay evA ek gnAyakabhAvano sadbhAv chhe. eTale shun? eTale ke hun shuddha chidAnandaghanasvarUp prabhu gnAyakasvabhAvI AtmA chhun, rAgamay ke udayabhAvamay hun nahi-Avun jene antaramAn nij gnAyakasvabhAvanA Ashraye bhAn thayun chhe tene ek gnAyakabhAvano sadbhAv chhe; ane te kAraNe te ashanano kevaL gnAyak ja chhe, gnAtA ja chhe. ahAhA...! gnAnIne AhAr hoy chhe topaN te eno jANanAro ja rahe chhe. AvI vAt!

‘gnAnIne AhAranI paN ichchhA nathI tethI gnAnIne AhAr karavo te paN parigrah nathI.

ahIn prashna thAy chhe ke-AhAr to muni paN kare chhe, temane ichchhA chhe ke nahi? ichchhA vinA AhAr kem kare?’ em ke gRuhasthAshramamAn rahelA samakitI-gnAnI chhe te to AhAr kare chhe, parantu are! jemaNe gRuhasthAshram chhoDI dIdho chhe ane te taraphano rAg paN jemane nathI tevA muni paN AhAr to kare chhe. Ap kaho chho temane AhAranI ichchhA nathI; to ichchhA vinA teo AhAr kem kare? arthAt ichchhA vinA AhAr kem sambhave?

tenun samAdhAna– ‘ashAtAvedanIy karmanA udayathI jaTharAgnirUp kShudhA upaje chhe.’ eTale shun? ke je jaTharAgnirUp kShudhA utpanna thAy chhe temAn ashAtAvedanIy karmano uday nimitta chhe. jaTharAgnirUp kShudhA utpanna to potAthI thAy chhe, jaTharAgninA paramANuo pote ja pariNamIne kShudhArUpe Upaje chhe ane tyAre temAn ashAtAvedanIy karmanun nimittapaNun chhe. bas ATalI vAt chhe. nimitta kAI jaTharAgnirUp kShudhAno kartA chhe em nathI, paN nimitta chhe to kahyun ke-ashAtAvedanIyanA udayathI jaTharAgnirUp kShudhA upaje chhe. A nimittanun kathan chhe. bhAI! potAnun sattva - asattva shun chhe enun bhedagnAn karavAnI vAt chhe.

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juone! kutarIne bahu bhUkh lAgI hoy to potAnA bachchAne khAI jAy chhe. evun ja sarpiNImAn chhe. sApaN senkaDo bachchAnne janma Ape chhe ane temanA pharate goLAkAre vInTaLAIne temane ek ek karIne khAI jAy chhe. temAn jo koI tarat ja bahAr nIkaLI jAy to te bachI jAy chhe. evun ja utsarpiNI-avasarpiNI kALanun chhe. ahA! kALachakranA panjAmAn paDelAn prANIo anAdithI bhedagnAnanA abhAve nirantar janma-maraN tyAn ne tyAn chAragatimAn karyA ja kare chhe. temAnthI koI bhAgyavAn jIv bhedagnAn karIne AtmagnAnI thAy chhe te kALachakranI bahAr nIkaLI jaIne siddhadashAne pAme chhe. bAkI to emAn ne emAn ja janma-maraN karatA rahI jAy chhe. bhAI! ahIn tane janma-maraNathI ugaravAno panth AchAryadev batAve chhe.

kahe chhe-jyAre jaTharAgninA paramANu kShudhApaNe upaje chhe tyAre temAn ashAtAvedanIy karma nimitta chhe. juo, kShudhAnA je paramANu chhe te bhinna chIj chhe ne emAn nimitta evun ashAtAvedanIy karma paN bhinna chIj chhe, paN nimitta chhe evun gnAn karAvavA TUnkAmAn kahyun ke-ashAtAvedanIyanA udayathI jaTharAgnirUp kShudhA upaje chhe. AvI vAt! (bhAI! nimitta chhe em jANavun paN te kartA chhe em na mAnavun.)

have bIjI vAta- ‘vIryAntarAyanA udayathI tenI vedanA sahI shakAtI nathI.’ arthAt potAnI yogyatAmAn jyAn sahan karavAnI shakti nathI tyAn vIryAntarAyanA udayane nimitta kahevAmAn Ave chhe. jyAre kShudhAnI pIDA sahI shakAtI nathI tyAre emAn vIryAntarAyano uday nimitta chhe bas. be bol thayA.

gnAnIne ichchhAnI ichchhA nathI. chhatAn AhAranI ichchhA utpanna kem thAy chhe enI vAt chAle chhe. to kahyun ke-

1. ashAtAvedanIyanA nimitte jaTharAgnirUp kShudhA utpanna thAy chhe. ane 2. vIryAntarAyanA nimitte eTale ke potAnI kamajorIthI tenI vedanA sahan thatI nathI. A be vAt thaI.

have trIjI vAta- ‘chAritramohanA udayathI AhAragrahaNanI ichchhA utpanna thAy chhe.’

prashna– paN chAritramoh to par-jaD chhe? (enAthI ichchhA kem thAy?) samAdhAna– bhAI! AhAragrahaNanI ichchhA to potAthI thAy chhe ane tyAre emAn chAritramohano uday nimitta chhe. nimitta chhe evun gnAn karAvavA kahyun ke chAritramohanA udayathI AhAragrahaNanI ichchhA utpanna thAy chhe. bhAI! dharmanI AvI (gUDh) vAto chhe! Ave chhe ne ke-

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vikAr je thAy chhe temAn potAnI ja bhUl chhe, te potAno ja aparAdh chhe, karmano kAI doSh nathI. potAnA UndhA puruShArthathI vikAr-rAg thAy chhe ane savaLA puruShArthathI te TaLI jAy chhe. tyAn agnAnI jIv rAgano kartA thAy chhe ane gnAnI kartA thato nathI. gnAnIne kinchit rAganun pariNaman chhe temAn chAritramohanA uday nimitta chhe em ahIn kahe chhe.

have kahe chhe-‘te ichchhAne gnAnI karmanA udayanun kArya jANe chhe.’ joyun? bhAShA juo! ek shuddha chaitanyasvabhAvanI draShTinI apekShAe rAg potAno (-jIvano) svabhAv nathI ane te svabhAvanun kArya paN nathI. mATe A apekShAthI ‘ichchhAne gnAnI karmodayanun kArya jANe chhe’-em kahyun chhe.

prashna– to AmAn to rAgarUpI kArya karmathI thAy chhe em Avyun? samAdhAna– bhAI! rAgarUpI kArya potAnun (-svabhAvanun) nathI te apekShAe Am kahyun chhe. bAkI rAg chhe to potAnI paryAyanun kArya; parantu te potAnA svabhAvanun kArya nathI ane nimittanA sange thayun chhe to te apekShAe te karmodayanun kArya chhe em kahyun chhe. ahA! pote svatantra kartA thaIne ichchhArUpI kArya kare chhe, chhatAn potAnA svabhAvamAn te ichchhA nathI te kAraNe, je ichchhA utpanna thaI chhe te karmanun kArya chhe em jANIne gnAnI teno nAsh karI de chhe. ahA! vItarAg jain parameshvarano mArga bahu sUkShma chhe bhAI! bahu puruShArtha vaDe samajAy tevo chhe.

ahA! ek bAju ‘janmakShaN’ kahe arthAt je samaye je rAg utpanna thAy chhe te tenI janmakShaN chhe, utpattikAL chhe, te karmathI utpanna thAy chhe em nathI-em kahe ane vaLI kahe ke-ichchhAne gnAnI karmodayanun kArya jANe chhe; ahA! A te kevI vAt! bhAI! jyAn je apekShAe kathan chhe tyAn te apekShA samajI yathArtha jANavun joIe.

ahIn kahe chhe-hun to shuddha chaitanyasvabhAvamay AtmA chhun. ahA! sat evA mArA AtmAnun sattva to gnAn ane Anand chhe arthAt ek gnAn ane AnandanA svabhAvathI bharelo hun bhanDAr chhun. to mArun je pariNaman thAy te to gnAnanun ja pariNaman thAy chhe, svabhAvanun ja pariNaman thAy chhe. have temAn rAganun pariNaman kayAn Avyun? e to rahI gayun kayAny bahAr. to te rAganun pariNaman karmodayanun kArya chhe em jANI bhedagnAnapUrvak tene gnAnI chhoDI de chhe. samajANun kAI...?

have kahe chhe-‘rog samAn jANI tene maTADavA chAhe chhe.’ juo! gnAnIne ichchhA Ave chhe paN tene te rog samAn jANe chhe. eTale shun? ke jem rogane sau dUr karavA ichchhe tem gnAnI ichchhAne dUr karavA-maTADavA ichchhe chhe. ‘ichchhA pratye anurAgarUp

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ichchhA gnAnIne nathI.’ ahA! ichchhAnI ichchhA gnAnIne nathI. arthAt ‘tene em ichchhA nathI ke mArI A ichchhA sadA raho.’ ahA! A to rog Avyo-rog Avyo-em jANIne gnAnI ichchhAne chhoDI de chhe. aho! bhedagnAnano koI ajab mahimA chhe ke je vaDe gnAnI ichchhAnI ichchhAthI rahit hoy chhe. agnAnI to bichAro sAmAyik ne prauShadhanA vikalpamAn aTakI rahe chhe ane potAne te vaDe dharma thaI gayo mAne chhe. paN e to naryun agnAn chhe.

ahA! mArI A ichchhA sadAy raho evI ichchhA gnAnIne nathI. juo! kevo saras khulAso panDit shrI jayachandajIe karyo chhe! have kahe chhe-‘mATe tene agnAnamay ichchhAno abhAv chhe.’ ahA! ichchhAno anurAg gnAnIne nathI te kAraNe agnAnamay ichchhAno tene abhAv chhe. mane sadAy ichchhA raho em gnAnIne nathI tethI tene agnAnamay ichchhAno abhAv chhe. tene gnAnamay ja bhAv chhe ne? tethI agnAnamay bhAvano abhAv chhe.

‘parajanya ichchhAnun svAmIpaNun gnAnIne nathI mATe gnAnI ichchhAno paN gnAyak ja chhe.’ e to pahelAn ja kahyun ke gnAnI ichchhAne karmodayanun kArya jANe chhe. have jene parajanya- karmodayajanya jANe teno svAmI pote kem thAy? ichchhA-rAg to rog chhe. to shun te rogano svAmI thAy? kadIy na thAy. gnAnI rAgano svAmI nahi thato thako e to rAgano-ichchhAno paN gnAyak ja rahe chhe. ahA! shuddha gnAnAnandasvabhAvano gnAtA gnAnI rAgano-ichchhAno paN gnAtA ja rahe chhe. lyo, A chothA padano-‘जाणगो तेण सो होदि’–no artha chhe. TIkAmAn hatun ne ke-‘ashanano kevaL gnAyak ja chhe’-e A vAt chhe. ahA! gnAnI gnAyakasvabhAvamAn rahIne je ichchhA thAy chhe tene par tarIke mAtra jANe ja chhe. AvI vAt chhe.

prashna– AvI badhI vAto samajavAnI amane navarAsh kayAn chhe? (em ke bIjun kAI karavAnun kaho to jhaT daIne karI daIe).

uttara– are prabhu! anant janam-maraNanA pherA TALavA mATe A badhun samajIne samyagdarshan-gnAn pragaT karavun paDashe; kemake samyagdarshan-gnAn vinA bIjI koI rIte (kriyAkAnDathI) janam-maraN nahi maTe, sansAr nahi maTe, dukh nahi maTe. (bhAI! bhagavAn kevaLIe kahelI A vAt chhe).

ahA! ‘parajanya ichchhAnun svAmIpaNun gnAnIne nathI. mATe, gnAnI ichchhAno paN gnAyak ja chhe-A pramANe shuddhanayanI pradhAnatAthI kathan jANavun.’ shun kIdhun? ke shuddhanayathI eTale ke yathArthadraShTinun A kathan chhe em jANavun. bIje vyavahAranayathI kathan chhe paN e to upachAramAtra kathan chhe. nishchay te yathArtha chhe ane vyavahAr te