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anashan, uNodar Adi bAr prakAranAn tap karyA, guN-guNInA bhedarUp vikalpa karyA, bAr bAr mahinAnA upavAs Adi AkarAn tap karI shuklaleshyA pUrvak te anantavAr navamI graiveyak gayo; paN are! e shubharAg jANavAlAyak chetya padArthathI hun chetanAro gnAyak bhinna chhun em bhedagnAn na karyun! paN bApu! vinA bhedagnAn kalyAN to shun kalyANanI sharUAtey thatI nathI.

bhagavAne jIv, ajIv, puNya, pAp, Adi nav padArtha kahyA chhe. temAn hinsA, jUTh, chorI, kushIl, parigrah, kAm, krodh Adi pApabhAvo chhe ane dayA, dAn, vrat, tap, bhakti Adi puNyabhAvo chhe. bhagavAn AtmA e bannethI bhinna gnAyakatattva chhe. shun kIdhun? pratyek jIv andar shuddha ek gnAyak tattva chhe. ahAhA..! pratyek jIv andar gnAnAnandano dariyo prabhu chhe.

A shakkariyun hoy chhe ne? sakkarakand, tenA uparanI je lAl chhAl chhe eno kuchA jevo phIko svAd hoy chhe. tene kADhI nAkho to andaramAn ekalo sAkar-mIThAshano pinD chhe. tem paryAyamAn je A shubhAshubhabhAvonA vikalpa uThe chhe te lAl chhAl jevA chhe. enun lakSha chhoDI do to andar bhagavAn AtmA ekalo gnAn ne Anandano rasakand chhe.

bhAI! A sharIr rUpALun dekhAy chhe ne? e sharIr to dhUL-mATI chhe. baLashe tyAre eTalI (sharIranA jeTalI) rAkhey nahi thAy, ane ey pavanathI kyAy uDI jashe. ane jIv, vinA bhedagnAn kyAy chAlyo jashe. eTale to kahyun chhe ke-

ahAhA...! chetanArAne chet em sAvadhAn kare chhe. ahA! mahAbhAgya hoy tyAre AvI vItarAganI vANI kAne paDe chhe. ahIn pUchhe chhe- bhagavAn! chetanAro AtmA ane chetya vikAr- e banne ek jevAn bhAse chhe to bhagavatI pragnA vaDe teono bhed kevI rIte karI shakAy? ene samyagdarshan ane AtmAnubhAv kem thAy evo mudanI rakamano prashna shiShye karyo chhe.

tenun samAdhAn AchAryadev kare chhe - ‘AtmA ane bandhanAn niyat svalakShaNonI sUkShma antasandhimAn pragnAchhINIne sAvadhAn thaine paTakavAthI temane chhedI shakAy chhe arthAt judA karI shakAy chhe em ame jANIe chhIe.’

A pattharanA Dungar nathI hotA? lAkho maN patthar hoy evA pattharanA Dungare Dungar hoy chhe, emAn pattharo badhA ek jevA dekhAy chhe paN ek nathI hotA.

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eTale jene e Dungaro toDavA hoy chhe teo emAn je saphed ke lAl Adi rago dekhAy chhe tyAnthI khodI emAn surang nAkhI phoDe chhe; eTale hajAro maN patthar judA-judA paDI jAy chhe. jude judA ja hatA te A rIte judA paDI jAy chhe.

tem Anandarasakand prabhu AtmA ane puNyapApanA bhAv ek nathI, teo kadIy ek thayA ja nathI. be vachche sandhi - sAndh chhe. kaLash 181mAn Avashe ke be vachche sandhi eTale sAndh-taD chhe; be nisandhi-ek thayel nathI. ahA! trikALI akRutrim prabhu AtmA ne kShaNik kRutrim vikAranA bhAv - be kadI ek thayA ja nathI. jem be patthar vachche sAndh chhe tem bhagavAn AtmA ane rAg - vikAr vachche sAndh chhe. mATe svAnubhavamAn samartha evI pragnAchhINIne - vartamAn gnAnanI dashAne - antar ekAgra karatAn banne judA paDI jAy chhe.

andaramAn (-paryAyamAn) rAgano vikalpa UThe chhe te sUkShma chhe; (paradravyanI apekShA ahIn vikalpane sUkShma kahyo chhe); ane bhagavAn jANanAro andar ethIy ati sUkShma rahelo chhe. benAn potapotAnAn niyat - nishchit lakShaNo chhe. bandhanun lakShaN rAg chhe ane gnAn ne Anand AtmAnun lakShaN chhe ahA! jANanAr... jANanAr... jANanAr te AtmA ane rAg... rAg... rAg te bandh. bIjI rIte kahIe to nirAkulatA lakShaN AtmA chhe ane AkuLatA lakShaN bandh chhe. bandhanI - rAganI dashA par taraphanI dishAvALI chhe. A pramANe bannenAn bhinnabhinna lakShaNo chhe. A lakShaNothI banne vachche sAndh chhe, ekapaNun nathI.

ahA! anAdithI par taraphanA valaNavALI rAganI dashA ne antarang gnAnanI dashA- bene UnDe UnDe ek mAnI AtmA rAgI chhe em eNe mAnyun chhe, paN ahIn kahe chhe-e be vachche nij nij lakShaNothI antarang sandhi-sAndh chhe. pragnAchhINIne arthAt gnAnanI dashAne antarmukh karI sAvadhAn thaine sAndhamAn paTakatAn banne bhinna paDI jAy chhe. ahA! gnAnanI dashAne rAgathI bhinna jANI tene antar-ekAgra karatAn te evI antaramAn sthir thAy chhe ke banne judA paDI jAy chhe, Anun nAm samyagdarshan ne bhedavignAn chhe.

bhAI! A to antaranI kriyA chhe. A vinA bahAranI lAkh kriyA kare toy dharma thAy em nathI. rAg ane AtmAne bhinna karavAnI kaLA-bhedagnAnakaLA e ek ja dharma pAmavAnI kaLA chhe. bApu! traNe kAL paramArthano A ek ja mArga chhe. bhagavAn tIrthankaradevoe jagatane paramArthano A mArga jAher karyo chhe ane santo jagatane te batAve chhe.

ahA! AchAryadev kahe chhe - rAg ane AtmAne A rIte pragnA vaDe chhedI shakAy chhe em ame jANIe chhIe. AmAn mahAsiddhAnt rahelo chhe. shun? ke ame je

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bhedavignAnanI vAt kahIe chhIe te svAnubhavapramAN chhe. ame bhedavignAn karyun chhe ane te ame tane kahIe chhIe. amAre koI kevaLIne pUchhavun paDe ke amane dharma thayo chhe ke nahi em chhe nahi.

ghaNAne to A sAmbhaLavuny kaThaN paDe. paN shun thAy? Avun pahelAn samajavun paDashe hon. mArga to je chhe te A chhe. AnI samajaN ja nathI te antaramAn kem karIne vaLashe? satyanun jevun svarUp chhe tevun jANyA vinA satya taraph kevI rIte vaLe? are! Am ne Am jIv anantakALathI rajhaLI rahyo chhe. anantakALamAn eNe narak ne nigodanA anant anant bhav karyA, ekalA dukhanA vAsA prabhu! vaLI kadAchit moTo abajopati sheTh thayo, moTo rAjA thayo ene graiveyakano dev thayo. ahA! paN eNe rAg ne AtmAnI vachche sAndh chhe tyAn pragnAchhINI mArIne bene judA karyA nahi!

bhAI! A deh to kShaNamAn chhUTI jashe hon bApu! bahAramAn tane koI sharaN nathI. andar ek AtmA ja sharaN chhe. A puNya-pApanA bhAvo asharaN chhe, bhagavAn AtmA ja ek sharaN chhe. mATe puNya - pApanun lakSha chhoDI andar sAvadhAn thA. svarUpanA sharaNamAn jatAn tane atIndriy Anand thashe.

ahA! dhruvane dhyAnamAn letA arthAt gnAnane (upayogane) ek dhruvamAn-shuddha chaitanyamAn ekAgra karI rAkhatAn rAg ane AtmA be bhinna paDI jAy chhe. ahA! pahelAn gnAnanI dashA rAgamAn tanmay - ekAgra hatI te have dhruvadhAm prabhu AtmAmAn ekAgra thaI tyAn rAg bhinna paDI gayo ane tatkAl eTale svAnubhavanA te ja samaye atIndriy Anandano svAd Avyo. atIndriy Anandano svAd Ave tyAre jANavun ke rAg ne AtmA bhinna paDI gayA. Anun nAm samyagdarshan ne Anun nAm dharma chhe.

aho! chothe guNasthAne samyagdarshan thatAn jANyun ke - A AnandasvarUp chhe te hun chhun, rAg hun nahi; rAganI mArAmAn nAsti chhe. gnAnasvarUpI AtmAnun gnAn thatAn paryAyamAn gnAn Avyun. rAg Avyo nahi, rAg gnAnathI bhinna paDI gayo. Anun nAm bhedagnAn chhe. aho! puNya-pAparUp ashuchithI bhinna karI param pavitra prabhu AtmAne prApta karAvanArun bhedagnAn koI alaukik chhe. AchAryadeve kaLashamAn kahyun chhe ne ke -

Aj paryant je mukti pAmyA chhe te A bhedagnAnathI pAmyA chhe, tathA sansAramAn je adyApi bandhanamAn chhe ane rajhaLe chhe te bhedagnAnanA abhAvanA kAraNe ja rajhaLe chhe.

jem bIj uge enA ter divas pachhI pUnam thAy chhe tem samyagdarshanarUpI bIj jene uge chhe tene alpakALamAn mukti thAy ja chhe. samyagdarshan pachhI bhedagnAnanA baLe

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AnandamAn lIn rahevun, Anandanun bhojan karavun, prachur Anandane anubhavavo te chAritra chhe. Anandanun prachur svasamvedan e chAritranI mahor-mudrA chhe. AvA chAritrapUrvak jIvanI mukti thAy chhe. ahIn kahe chhe - e sarva bhedagnAnano mahimA chhe. vinA bhedagnAn chAritra to shun samyagdarshaney (chothun guNasthAney) sambhavit nathI. samajANun kAI...?

have A mUL vAtamAn ja lokone vAndhA chhe; em ke rAgathI -vyavahArathI thAy. ahIn kahe chhe - rAgathI - vyavahArathI bhinna paDe to thAy, bhedagnAnathI thAy. lyo, have AvI vAt! bApu! A to bhagavAn kevaLInI vANI! jenI indro ne gaNadharo sevA kare ne bahu namra thai vinay pUrvak vANI sAmbhaLe - ahA! te vANI kevI hoy? dayA pALo ne dharma thaI jashe evI vAto to kumbhArey kare chhe. paramAtmA kahe chhe - bhAI! tun tArI dayA kar. paranI dayA tun karavA jAy chhe paN e to rAg chhe, bandh chhe; dharma nathI. ahA! enAthI bhinna paDI andar svasvarUpamAn ekAgra thAy te svadayA chhe ane te dharma chhe.

have kahe chhe - ‘AtmAnun svalakShaN chaitanya chhe, kAraN ke te samasta sheSh dravyothI asAdhAraN chhe.’

joyun? chaitanya AtmAnun asAdhAraN lakShaN chhe kemake te pudgalAdi sarva anya dravyomAn nathI. potAmAn hoy ne paramAn na hoy te asAdhAraN chhe. A rIte chaitanya AtmAnun asAdhAraN lakShaN chhe. have kahe chhe -

‘te (chaitanya) pravartatun thakun je je paryAyane vyApIne pravarte chhe ane nivartatun thakun je je paryAyane grahaN karIne nivarte chhe te te samasta sahavartI ke kramavartI paryAyo AtmA chhe em lakShit karavun-lakShaNathI oLakhavun kAraN ke AtmA te ja ek lakShaNathI lakShya chhe.’

juo, shun kahe chhe? ke te chaitanya pravartatun thakun je je paryAyane vyApIne pravarte chhe te te samasta sahavartI paryAyo (-guNo) AtmA chhe -em lakShaNathI oLakhavun. juo, ahIn guNane paryAy kahyun chhe. dravyamAn eTalo bhed paDayo ne? mATe guNane paryAy kahyun chhe. gnAnaguNanI sAthe je je bIjA anant guN sahavartI chhe temAn chaitanya vyApIne pravarte chhe mATe te AtmA chhe em jANavun.

vaLI te chaitanya nivartatun thakun je je paryAyane grahaN karIne nivarte chhe te samasta kramavartI paryAyo AtmA chhe em lakShit karavun - lakShaNathI oLakhavun. shun kIdhun? ke chaitanya je je navI navI paryAyane grahaN karIne pUrvanI paryAyathI nivarte chhe te samasta kramavartI paryAyo AtmA chhe em jANavun. sankShepamAn je je guN paryAyomAn chaitanya lakShaN vyApe chhe te te samasta guN-paryAyo AtmA chhe em jANavun (AmAn nirmaL paryAyo levI.)

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juo, AmAn utpAd, vyay ne dhrauvyanun svarUp batAvyun. ‘उत्पादव्ययध्रौव्ययुक्तम सत्’– em bhagavAn umAsvAmInun sUtra chhe ne? eno AmAn khulAso karyo. paN A sivAy ‘hun AtmA chhun ne A gnAn guN chhe’ - evo bhed pADatAn je vRutti - vikalpa uThe e rAg chhe ne e bandhanI panktimAn chhe. emAn chaitanyano ansh nathI mATe te bhagavAn AtmAthI bhinna chhe.

AtmAnun lakShaN chaitanya chhe ane te guN ne paryAy - em be rUpe chhe. samaye samaye nathI navI paryAy je kramabaddha utpanna thAy chhe te paryAyanA utpAdane grahaN karato, pUrvanI paryAyane chhoDato (nivartato), guNopaNe kAyam raheto AtmapadArtha chhe. sarvagna parameshvare je dravya, guN ne paryAyarUp AtmA joyo enI A vAt chhe. AtmAmAn gnAn.. gnAn... gnAn,- Anand... Anand.. Anand- e badhA guNo sahavartI - ek sAthe rahe chhe. (varte chhe), ahA! satnA sattvarUp trikALI guN-svabhAvone ahIn sahavartI kahyA chhe. bhagavAn AtmA e badhA guNomAn pravarte chhe, vyApe chhe. ane je je navI navI avasthA krame thAy chhe tene kramavartI kahI chhe, guNo navA navA thatA nathI. A pramANe sahavartI guNo ne kramavartI paryAyo - e badhun AtmA chhe em lakShit karavun- lakShaNathI oLakhavun, kAraN ke AtmA e ja ek lakShaNathI lakShya chhe.

shun kIdhun? chaitanyanA sahavartI guNo ne kramavartI paryAyo - e badhun AtmA chhe em lakShit karavun - lakShaNathI oLakhavun kAraN ke AtmA te ja ek lakShaNathI lakShya chhe. jANavAno guN ane jANavAnI paryAy - e lakShaNathI ja AtmA jANavAmAn Ave chhe. ahA! A ek ja eno upAy chhe. sharIranI koI kriyA ke rAganI koI kriyAthI AtmA jANavAmAn Ave evun enun svarUp ja nathI.

AtmAnun chaitanya lakShaN je guNarUp trikAL chhe e to chaitanya... chaitanya... chaitanya em chaitanyasAmAnyapaNe trikAL dhruv chhe. enAthI AtmAnun grahaN thatun nathI, arthAt AtmA enAthI - dhruv chaitanyasAmAnya jaNAto nathI. parantu enI navI navI je paryAy utpanna thAy chhe temAn pravartato ane pUrva paryAyathI nivartato AtmA te te (nirmaL) paryAyamAn jANavAmAn Ave chhe. (ke A chaitanyaguNathI lakShit chhe te AtmA chhe).

ahA! antaramAn chaitanyalakShaN AtmA chhe em jANIne bahirmukh draShTi chhoDI andar shuddha chaitanyamAn antadraShTi karatAn je jaNAy chhe te bhagavAn AtmA chhe. AtmA shuddha chaitanyamAtra vastu chhe. chaitanyaguN e enun shaktirUp lakShaN chhe ane gnAn-darshananI paryAy te vyaktarUp lakShaN chhe. antarlakSha karatAn A gnAnaguNasvarUp chhe te AtmA chhe em gnAn (pragaT) thavun te samyaggnAn chhe. bhedagnAn chhe. A shAstra-bhaNatar te gnAn-em nahi, paN bhagavAn gnAnasvarUpamAn antar DhaLelI gnAnanI dashA je potAnA

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gnAnAnandasvarUpane jANe chhe - anubhave chhe te gnAn chhe. ahA! anantakALamAn je ek kShaNavAr paN nathI karyun evun A gnAn - bhedagnAn enun pahelAmAn pahelun kartavya chhe. samajANun kAI...?

ahA! A samayasAr to asharIrI - siddha banavA mATenun amogh paramAgam shAstra chhe, kemake te enAthI (shAstrathA) lakSha chhoDAvI antarlakSha - svarUpanun lakSha karAve chhe. ahA! AnA (antarlakShanA) abhyAs vinA bahArano (vrat, tap, bhaktino) abhyAs prabhu! tun kare paN e to jindagI barabAd karavA jevun chhe; arthAt e chAragatinI rakhaDapaTTI mATe ja chhe. ahA! bahu AkarI vAt, paN A satya vAt chhe.

narakanA ek bhav sAme svarganA asankhya bhav - em eNe narakanA anant ane enAthI asankhyAtaguNA anant svarganA bhav karyA chhe. te svargamAn shun pAp karIne gayo hashe? nA... ahA! te vrat, tap, bhakti dayA, dAn ityAdinA puNyabhAv karIne svargamAn gayo chhe. ahA! AvA, AvA puNyanA bhAv eNe anant - anant vAr karyo chhe paN enAthI - rAgathI bhinna hun chaitanya lakShaNathI lakShit bhagavAn AtmA chhun em bhAn karyun nahi. ahA! AvA potAnA svarUpane jANyA-anubhavyA vinA bApu! e badhA vratAdinA puNyabhAv thothethothAn chhe, nakAmAn chhe; bandhan khAte ja chhe. samajANun kAI...?

dasamA bhave bhagavAn mahAvIrano jIv sinhanI avasthAmAn hato. tyAre ekavAr haraN phADI khAto hato. tyAre be chAraNaRuddhidhArI munivaro enI pAse AvyA. ahA! sinh to stabdha thaI gayo. tyAre munivaroe sinhane kahyun are! A shun? amoe bhagavAn pAsethI sAmbhaL‌yun chhe ke - ‘tun tIrthankarano jIv chho ane dasamA bhave mahAvIr tIrthankar thaIsh.’ ahA! A sAmbhaLI sinh vichAramAn paDI gayo ke -are! A hun shun karun chhun? ane A pavitra munivaro shun kahe chhe? ahA! hun koN chhun? Am vichAr sAthe AnkhamAn prashchAttApanAn AnsuthI dhArA vahevA lAgI ane palakavAramAn to shubhAshubh vikalpone toDI chaitanyapariNatine chaitanyalakShit svasvarUpamAn joDI dIdhI. ahAhA...! chaitanya... chaitanya... chaitanya - em chaitanyasvarUpamAn e utarI gayo ane tatkAl bhavabIjane chhedanArun samyagdarshan pragaT karyun. ahA! mAno bhavano ant karyo.

ahA! Avo prabhu! tun chinmAtra AtmA chho. tun strI nahi, puruSh nahi ne napunsakey nahi, puNya ne pApey tun nahi ane puNya - pApano karanAroy tun nahi. ahA! chaitanyanI nirmaL pariNatimAn jaNAy chhe evo chinmAtra prabhu AtmA chho. e ja kahe chhe ke-

‘vaLI samasta sahavartI ane kramavartI anant paryAyo sAthe chaitanyanun avinAbhAvIpaNun hovAthI chinmAtra ja AtmA chhe em nishchay karavo. ATalun AtmAnA svalakShaN viShe.’

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shun kahyun? ke jyAn ek chetanaguN chhe tyAn bIjI anant shaktio-chAritra, sukh, vIrya, jIvatva, kartA, karma, karaN Adi ekarUp avinAbhAve chhe; ane jyAn chetananI ek samayanI paryAy chhe tyAn sAthe e anantaguNanI dashAo ek avinAbhAvI chhe. ahA! Avo AtmA jANanamAtrasvarUp chaitanyaprakAshathI bharapUr chaitanyasUrya chhe. A Ankhe dekhAy chhe ne? e to jaD sUrya chhe; ene to khabarey nathI ke hun prakAshanun bimb chhun. A to ek samayanI chaitanyapariNatimAn je pUraN chaitanyasvabhAvI chaitanya prakAshano goLo jaNAy chhe te chaitanyasUrya prabhu AtmA chhe em vAt chhe. ahA! Avo chinmAtra prabhu AtmA chhe em nishchay karavo em kahe chhe? paN andar najaru kare to nishchay thAy ne? paN e andar jue ja nahi to shun nishchay kare?

bhAI! amArI pAse to A (- AtmAnI) vAt chhe. ahA! jain parameshvar sarvagnadeve jevun AtmAnun svarUp kahyun tevun AchArya kundakundadeve gAthAmAn kahyun chhe; ane gAthAnA bhAvone, jem koI baLukI bAI gAyanA AnchaLamAnthI doIne dUdh kADhe tem, AchArya amRutachandradeve dohI dohIne bahAr kADhayA chhe. aho! koI adbhut alaukik TIkA chhe!

prashna - paN ATalun badhun yAd shI rIte rahe? uttara - ras-ruchi hoy to badhun yAd rahe. emAn shun chhe? jyAn ruchi hoy tyAn vIrya - puruShArtha kAm karyo vinA raheto nathI.

have bandhanA svalakShaN viShe kahevAmAn Ave chhe- ‘bandhanun svalakShaN to AtmadravyathI asAdhAraN evA rAgAdik chhe. e rAgAdik Atmadravya sAthe sAdhAraNapaNun dharatA pratibhAsatA nathI, kAraN ke teo sadAy chaitanya chamatkArathI bhinnapaNe pratibhAse chhe.’

shun kIdhun? ke rAgAdik eTale A shubhAshubh bhAv, puNya - pApanA bhAv e bandhanun svalakShaN chhe. puNya - pApanA bhAv kAI AtmAnun lakShaN nathI ahA! pApabhAv to nahi paN puNyanA bhAv paN kAI AtmAnun lakShaN nathI. ahA! puNyabhAvathI arthAt dayA, dAn, vrat, bhakti ItyAdi karatAn karatAn AtmA jaNAy em koI kahe to e khoTun chhe. ahA! e bandhabhAvathI abandh AtmA kem prApta thAy? na thAy.

e rAgAdik puNya-pApanA bhAv Atmadravya sAthe sAdhAraNapaNun dharatA nathI. eTale shun? ke teo Atmadravya sAthe sadAy rahetA hoy em dekhAtun nathI. juo, sharIrAdinI to ahIn vAt ja nathI lIdhI kemake teo to pragaT judejudA chhe. ahIn kahe chhe - jyAn jyAn AtmA tyAn tyAn rAgAdi evun dekhAtun nathI. teo sadAyachaitanya chamatkArathI bhinnapaNe pratibhAse chhe. ahA! bandhalakShaNavALA puNya - pApanA bhAvo chaitanya

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chamatkAr prabhu AtmAmAn jANavAmAn Ave chhe, paN potAnAthI pRuthak chhe. em jANavAmAn Ave chhe, teo AtmA chhe em pratibhAsatA nathI, paN bhinna pratibhAse chhe.

‘vaLI, jeTalun chaitanya AtmAnA samasta paryAyomAn vyApatun pratibhAse chhe, teTalA ja, rAgAdik pratibhAsatA nathI, kAraN ke rAgAdik vinA paN chaitanyano AtmalAbh sambhave chhe.’

ahA! A jANan... jANan... jANan... guN ane enI avasthA AtmAnI sAthe jem sadAy rahetI dekhAy chhe tem puNya - pApanA bhAvo AtmAnI sAthe sadA rahetA dekhAtA nathI. kAraN ke rAgAdik vinA paN chaitanyano AtmalAbh sambhave chhe. jem sharIrAdi vinA AtmalAbh sambhave chhe. tem rAgAdi vinA paN AtmalAbh sambhave chhe. bhagavAn AtmAmAn rAgAdi nathI. tethI rAgathI bhinna paDI jyAn antaramAn AtmAnubhav kare chhe to andar rAgarahit AtmAno lAbh thAy chhe. vaLI jyAn rAgAdik hotA nathI tyAmpaN chaitanya to hoy chhe. jemake siddha bhagavAnamAn rAg nathI chhatAn chaitanya hoy chhe. jo rAgAdi arthAt puNya - pApanA bhAv AtmA hoy to jyAn jyAn chaitanya hoy tyAn rAgAdi hovA joIe. parantu em chhe nahi. siddha dashAmAn gnAn-darshan hoy chhe paN rAgAdi sarvathA hotA nathI. mATe rAgAdi arthAt bandh AtmAthI bhinna chhe, AtmAnI chIj nathI.

‘vaLI je, rAgAdikanun chaitanyanI sAthe ja upajavun thAy chhe te chetyachetakabhAvanI ati nikaTatAne lIdhe ja chhe, e dravyapaNAne lIdhe nahi;.....’

ahA! je samaye gnAnanI dashA utpanna thAy chhe te ja samaye puNya - pApanA bhAv utpanna thAy chhe te gneyagnAyakabhAvanI ati nikaTatAne lIdhe chhe; paN em nathI ke gnAn ne rAg ekadravyamay chhe, arthAt ek chhe mATe ek ja samaye utpanna thAy chhe. bannenun ekasamayamAn utpanna thavun potapotAthI chhe, koI koIthI utpanna thAy chhe em chhe ja nahi. rAg chhe mATe gnAn utpanna thAy chhe em chhe nahi. jem agnine jonArI Ankh agnithI ek nathI tem gnAnasvarUpI AtmA ne rAg ek nathI. agnine dekhavAnA kALe Ankh agnine dekhe chhe, paN Ankh agnirUp thaI jatI nathI, vA agni AnkhamAn pesI jatI nathI. tem chaitanya - Ankh rAgane dekhe chhe, paN chaitanya rAgarUpe thaI jatun nathI, vA rAg chaitanyarUp thaI jato nathI. A pramANe rAg ne gnAn ekadravyamay nathI, paN bhinna padArtho ja chhe. anAdithI be ekarUpe bhAse chhe e agnAnajanit bhram chhe. ahA! ahIn eno (bhramano) nAsh kem thAy enI vAt kare chhe.

aho! kevI TIkA! AchAryadeve ekalAn amRut ghoL‌yAn chhe. aho! lokonAn bhAgya chhe ke jangalamAn atIndriy AnandamAn rahenArA munivarane vachche vikalpa Avyo ne Avun shAstra shAstranA kAraNe banI gayun. aho! santoe mokShamArga saraL karI dIdho chhe.

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dIpachandajIe lakhyun chhe ke santoe mArga saraL karI dIdho chhe paN loko tene samajavAnI darakAr karatA nathI. ahA! emanA durbhAgyanun shun kahevun?

juo, arIsAmAn je moDhun dekhAy chhe te ane sAme UbhelA puruShanun moDhun chhe te- banne bhinna chhe. bahAr UbhelA puruShanun moDhun kAi arIsAmAn gayun nathI. arIsAmAn je dekhAy chhe te to arIsAnI svachchha avasthA chhe. tevI rIte bhagavAn gnAnasvarUpI AtmAmAn puNya - pApanA bhAv jaNAy chhe e to gnAnanI svachchhatA chhe. gnAnamAn kAi puNya-pApanA bhAv ghusI gayA nathI. jANavAlAyak rAg ne jANanAr gnAn banne bhinna ja chhe.

arIsAmAn sAme agni hoy to agni dekhAy chhe. to shun agni arIsAmAn ghusI gaI chhe? nA; arIsAmAn to arIsAnI avasthA chhe. arIsA bhaNI hAth lambAvo to kAi arIso uShNa thayelo mAlum paDato nathI. tevI rIte bhagavAn AtmA chetak chhe, jANanAr arIso chhe. emAn puNya-pApanA bhAv dekhAy chhe e jANanAr arIsAnI chetakanI svachchhatA chhe. puNya - pApanA bhAv chhe paN te bhAv kAi gnAnamAn - AtmAmAn peThA nathI, teo enAthI bhinna ja chhe. banne ek kALamAn sAthe chhe e gneyagnAyakabhAvanI nikaTatA chhe. paN tethI gnAn ane rAgAdibhAv kAi ek nathI. gney je rAg te kAI gnAyakarUp vA gnAnarUp thayo nathI ane gnAyak je AtmA te kAI rAgarUp thayo nathI. rAg chhe mATe gnAyakanun gnAn chhe em nathI, ane rAgane jANatAn gnAn rAgarUp thaI gayun chhe em nathI. banne bhinna ja chhe. jhINI vAt prabhu!

have draShTAnt ApIne A vAtane vadhAre spaShTa kare chhe- ‘jem (dIpak vaDe) prakAshavAmAn AvatA ghaTAdik (padArtho) dIpakanA prakAshakapaNAne ja jAher kare chhe - ghaTAdipaNAne nahi, tem (AtmA vaDe) chetavAmAn AvatA rAgAdik AtmAnA chetakapaNAne ja jAher kare chhe - rAgAdipaNAne nahi.’

shun kahe chhe? ke A ghaDo, kapaDAn, kolasA, vInchhI, sarpa ItyAdi je je padArtho dIpak vaDe prakAshavAmAn Ave chhe te te padArtho dIpakanA prakAshakapaNAnA bhAvane ja prasiddha pragaT kare chhe, ghaTAdipaNAne nahi.

dIvo chhe ne dIvo? te ghaTapaTAdine prakAshavAnA kALe kharekhar to potAnI paryAyane ja prakAshe chhe ke jemAn e ghaTapaTAdi prakAshit thAy chhe. ghaTapaTAdine jo kharekhar dIvo prakAshe to dIvo ghaTapaTAdirUp thaI jAy. paN dIvo ghaTapaTAdirUp thato nathI, ke ghaTapaTAdi dIvAmAn jatA nathI. ghaTapaTane prakAshato dIvo shun ghaTapaTarUpe thaI jAy chhe? nA; to shun prakAshit ghaTapaT dIvAmAn jAy chhe? nA. vAstavamAn to dIvo ghaTapaTAdine prakAshato ja nathI paN te kALe potAnA dvaitarUp svaparaprakAshakapaNAne ja te pragaT kare chhe, ghaTAdipaNAne nahi. dIvo ghaTapaTane prakAshe chhe e to vyavahAr chhe, bAkI vAstavikapaNe

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to dIvo potAno svaparane prakAshavAnA ek prakAshasvabhAvane ja prakAshe chhe, kemake dIpak ghaTapaTarUpe ne ghaTapaT dIpakarUpe kadIy thatA nathI.

tem, kahe chhe, AtmA vaDe chetavAmAn AvatA rAgAdik AtmAnA chetakapaNAne ja jAher kare chhe - rAgAdipaNAne nahi. bhagavAn AtmA shuddha ek gnAyakabhAvasvarUp chhe, chetakasvabhAvI chhe. te rAgAdi-puNya-pApanA bhAvone jANavAnA kALe kharekhar to potAnI gnAnaparyAyane ja jANe chhe ke jemAn e puNya - pApanA bhAv jaNAI rahyA chhe. puNya -pAp Adi bhAvone jo kharekhar AtmA jANe (- sparshe) to AtmA puNya - pAp AdirUp thaI jAy. paN AtmA kadIy puNya - pAp Adi bhAvarUp thato nathI ahA! puNya-pAp Adi bhAvone jANatAn shun gnAn puNya-pAp Adi bhAvarUp thAy chhe? nA vAstavamAn to gnAn puNya - pAp Adi bhAvone jANatun (sparshatun nathI) paN te kALe potAnA dvaitarUp jANavAnA svaparaprakAshakapaNAne ja te pragaT kare chhe, rAgAdipaNAne nahi. gnAn puNya - pAp Adi bhAvone jANe chhe e to vyavahAr chhe, bAkI vAstavikapaNe to gnAn potAnA dvaitarUp svaparane prakAshavAnA ek gnAnasvabhAvane - chetakasvabhAvane ja prakAshe chhe, kemake gnAn puNya-pAp Adi bhAvorUpe ne puNya-pAp Adi bhAvo gnAnarUpe kadIy thatA nathI. ahA! jANavAnA kALe gnAnamAn puNya - pAp Adi - bandh Avato nathI arthAt rAgAdibandh gnAnarUp thaI jato nathI, vaLI rAgAdi - bandh chhe to gnAnano prakAsh thayo chhe em paN nathI. gnAnano to sahaj ja svaparaprakAshak svabhAv chhe. je nirantar prakAshe chhe. ahA! Avun vastunun svarUp jANI tene antar- anubhavamAn levun te samakitanun kAraN thAy chhe.

ahA! sarvagna parameshvarathI prarUpit vItarAg mArga sivAy AvI vAt bIje kyAy chhe nahi. ahA! eno ek ek shabda ane enI ek ek pankti adbhut nyAyathI bharelI alaukik chhe. AmAn to ekalun amRut chhe bhAI!

have kahe chhe - ‘Am hovA chhatAn te bannenI (-AtmAnI ane bandhanI) atyant nikaTatAne lIdhe bhedasambhAvanAno abhAv hovAthI arthAt bhed nahi dekhAto hovAthI (agnAnIne) anAdikALathI ekapaNAno vyAmoh (-bhram) chhe; te vyAmoh pragnA vaDe ja avashya chhedAy chhe.’

AtmA ane rAgano lakShaN - bhed hovA chhatAn agnAnIne anAdi kALathI AtmA ane rAganA ekapaNAno vyAmoh eTale bhram chhe, bhrAnti chhe. shiShya pUchhe chhe ke te bhram- vyAmoh koI rIte chhedI shakAy ke nahi? to kahe chhe -

te vyAmoh pragnA vaDe ja avashya chhedAy chhe. shun kIdhun? ke pragnA - samyaggnAnanI dashA vaDe avashya chhedAy ne bIjI koI rIte na chhedAy. ahA! jem andhakAr dUr karavAno upAy prakAsh chhe tem bhram - vyAmoh chhedavAno upAy ek samyaggnAn chhe.

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ahA! AtmA ane rAgane judA pADanArun bhedagnAn-samyaggnAn ja bhram maTADavAnun sAdhan chhe. A ja dharma ne A ja mokShamArga chhe.

‘AtmA ane bandh bannene lakShaNabhedathI oLakhI buddhirUpI chhINIthI chhedI judA judA karavA.’

AtmAnun lakShaN chaitanya chhe ne bandhanun lakShaN rAg chhe. bannene lakShaNabhed chhe tethI banne bhinna bhinna chhe. bannenI bhinnatA lakShamAn laI gnAnanI dashAne sva taraph vALI svAnubhav karavo te bannene bhinna karavAno upAy chhe; ane ene ja pragnAchhINI kahe chhe.

‘AtmA to amUrtik chhe ane bandh sUkShma pudgalaparamANuono skandh chhe tethI banne judA chhadmasthanA gnAnamAn AvatA nathI. mAtra ek skandh dekhAy chhe; tethI anAdi agnAn chhe.’

AtmA to sparshAdi rahit amUrtik chhe ane bandh sUkShma paramANuono skandh chhe. chhadmasthane eTale alpagnAnIne banne bhinna chhe em gnAnamAn bhAsatun nathI; mAtra ek skandh dekhAy chhe. ahA! agnAnIne rAgAdirUp bhAvabandh jaNAy chhe. ahA! enI anAdithI paryAyamAn utpanna thatA rAgAdimAn - puNya - pApanA bhAvamAn -ja ramatu chhe andar Anand rasakand prabhu pote virAje chhe enI ene khabarey nathI. ahA! potAnI shuddha chaitanya sattAnun ene bhAn nathI, tethI mAtra vikAr je jaNAy chhe te hun chhun - em tene anAdi agnAn chhe.

‘shrI guruono upadesh pAmI temanA lakShaN judAn jundA anubhavIne jANavun ke chaitanyamAtra to AtmAnun lakShaN chhe ane rAgAdik bandhanun lakShaN chhe topaN mAtra gney gnAyakabhAvanI ati nikaTatAthI teo ek jevA thaI rahyA dekhAy chhe.’

joyun? shrI guruono upadesh e nimitta chhe, ne andar nirNay karavo te upAdAn chhe. shun nirNay karavo? ke A jANavun.... jANavun...jANavun chhe e to chaitanyamAtra AtmAnun lakShaN chhe ane rAgAdi puNya - pApanA bhAv je thAy chhe te bandhanun lakShaN chhe. te rAgAdi bhAv sva-lakShane chhoDI paranun lakSha kare tyAre utpanna thAy chhe. tethI paralakShI je bhAv chhe te bandhanun lakShaN chhe.

are! ene bhavano bhay nathI; ahA! ahInthI marIne hun kyAn jaIsh eno vichAr ja nathI. bApu! A deh to kShaNamAn chhUTI jashe; enI to bhasma thaI jashe, paN tun kyAn jaIsh? tun to avinAshI shAshvat tattva chhe ne prabhu! to marIne kyAn rahIsh? mithyAtvamAn rahIsh to chAragatimAn chorAsIlAkh yonimAn ja rakhaDavun paDashe, ahA! ahIn chAragatinA chhedano AchAryadev upAy batAve chhe kahe chhe-

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par taraphanA lakShavALA je rAgAdibhAvo chhe te bandh chhe ane bhagavAn AtmA chaitanyalakShaN chhe. ahA! bannene lakShaNabhedathI judA jANI AtmAne anusAre AtmAnubhav karavo te dharma chhe. anAdithI rAgane anusarIne je anubhav chhe te adharma chhe ane te anubhav dukharUp chhe. paN rAgathI judA paDI sva-AshrayamAn rahI svAnubhav karavo te dharma chhe ane te AnandarUp chhe. chaitanyanI jANan paryAyane rAgathI bhinna karI svAbhimukh karatAn je svAnubhav thayo te dharma chhe ane tene ahIn pragnAchhINI kahI chhe. samajANun kAI...?

prashna– chaitanyabhAvane param pAriNAmik bhAv kahevAy ne?

uttara– param pAriNAmik bhAv chhaye dravyomAn chhe, mATe ahIn chaitanyalakShaNathI lakShit gnAyakabhAv ja levo. ahA! anantaguNamanDit ek gnAyakabhAv - chinmAtrabhAv ja AtmA chhe. AvA potAnA svasvarUpamAn vartamAn pariNatine vALavI - DhALavI te dharma chhe.

prashna– to jIvonI dayA pALavI te dharma nahi?

uttara– nA; te dharma nahi, kemake e to parajIvonA lakShe thato shubharAg chhe, e to bandhanun lakShaN chhe em ahIn kahe chhe; ane enAthI puNyabandh ja thAy chhe, enAthI dharma thAy em mAne e mithyAtva chhe. AvI vAt chhe.

are! bhAI, te paranI dayA pALavAnI anantakALathI chintA karI chhe, paN andar nirmaLAnandano nAth chaitanyamahAprabhu virAje chhe tenI to ek vAr dayA kar. paranI dayA karavAnA bhAvamAn tArI adayA - hinsA thaI rahI chhe te to jo prabhu! ahA! anant anant shaktiono pinD chinmUrti prabhu AtmA chhe, tene jANan paryAyamAn gney banAvI enI pratIti karavI te svadayA nAm ahinsA dharma chhe.

‘dayA dharmanun mUL chhe’ - em kahe chhe ne? te dayA te A svadayA hon. bAkI svadayAne chhoDI, paradayAmAn rAchavun e to vAstavamAn svarUpanI hinsA ne ghAt chhe. bApu! dayA, adayAne paranI sAthe nishchayathI sambandh ja nathI, kemake par jIvo bache chhe e to potAnA Ayune laIne bache chhe, Take chhe. enI dayA pALavI em kahevun e vyavahAr chhe. ashubhathI bachavA dharmAtmAne paN evA shubhabhAv Ave chhe, parantu e dharma nathI. (dharmAtmA ene dharma mAnatA paN nathI)

AtmAnun chaitanya lakShaN chhe ne bandhanun lakShaN rAgAdi chhe, topaN mAtra gney- gnAyakabhAvanI ati nikaTatAthI teo ek jevA thaI rahyA dekhAy chhe, eTale shun? ke je samaye jyAn potAnI gnAnaparyAy pragaT thAy chhe te ja samaye tyAn rAgAdi bhAvo utpanna thAy chhe. bannenA bhAv to bhinna bhinna chhe, paN bannenAn kAL ane kShetra ek

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chhe tethI teo ek jevA thaI rahyA dekhAy chhe. ek chhe, vA ek thAy chhe em nahi, paN agnAnI ek mAne chhe tethI ek jevA thaI rahyA chhe em kahyun chhe. vAstavamAn to teo bhinna ja chhe, ek nathI, ek thayA nathI.

rAg jyAn AtmAthI bhinna chhe tyAn A sharIr ne strI-putra-parivAr, dIkarA- dIkarIyun ne paisA-e badhAn enAn kyAn rahyAn? e to kyAy dUr rahI gayA. ene potAnAn mAnavAn e to naryun sthUL gAnDapaN chhe. are! potAnA shAshvat shuddha chaitanyano nakAr karIne, parane potAnAn mAnI e chAragatimAn anantakALathI dukhabhArane vaheto paribhramaN kare chhe! tene ahIn dukhathI chhUTavAno AchAryadev upAy batAve chhe. kahe chhe-

‘tethI tIkShNa buddhirUpI chhINIne-ke je temane bhedI judA judA karavAnun shastra chhe tene-temanI sUkShma sandhi shodhIne te sandhimAn sAvadhAn thaIne paTakavI. te paDatAn ja banne judA judA dekhAvA lAge chhe.’

jem lAkaDAnA be TukaDA karanArun shastra tIkShNa karavat hoy chhe tem pragnAchhINI arthAt antarmukh vALelI gnAnanI dashA-te AtmA ane rAgane judA pADavA mATenun tIkShNa karavat chhe. ahIn kahe chhe-gnAn (-AtmA) ane rAganI sUkShma sandhi-sAndhane shodhIne te sAndhamAn sAvadhAn thaIne arthAt antapuruShArtha vaDe tIkShNa pragnA-karavatane paTakavI. em karatAn gnAn rAgathI chhUTun paDI jashe ene shuddha chaitanyasvabhAvamAn ekamek thashe. jhINI vAt chhe prabhu! jyAn antarmukh vaLelun gnAnasvabhAvamAn ekamek thayun tyAn sva svapaNe ane rAg parapaNe-em banne judejudA dekhAvA lAgashe. ahA! gnAn svasvarUpamAn ekAgra thatAn temAn rAg parapaNe jaNAy chhe. A pramANe gnAn ne rAg banne bhinna paDI jAy chhe.

lyo, A upadesh ne Avo mArag! koIne thAy ke-pAnch das lAkhanun dAn karavAnun kahe ke pAnch das upavAs karavAnun kahe to sahelun paDe. paN bApu! evun to anantavAr karyun chhe; enI kyAn navAI chhe? anAdithI ja tun karI rahyo chho. parantu e kAI dharma ke mokShamArga nathI. kharekhar to andar atIndriy AnandanI-shuddhinI pragaTatA thaI tenI vRuddhi thavI te tap chhe, ane te chAritra chhe. bAkI vrat AdinA shubhabhAv e to bandhanun lakShaN chhe. ene tun dharma mAne chhe e to draShTino mahAn pher chhe. (e draShTi samyak nathI).

have kahe chhe- ‘em banne judA judA dekhAtAn, AtmAne gnAnabhAvamAn ja rAkhavo ane bandhane agnAnabhAvamAn rAkhavo. e rIte bannene bhinna karavA.’

kahe chhe-A pramANe bhedagnAn siddha thatAn akhanD ek jANag... jANag jeno svabhAv chhe evA shuddha AtmAnun valaN karI temAn ekAgra thavun ne dayA, dAn, vrat Adi bandhane agnAnamay bhAv jANI hey karavA. A rIte bannene bhinna karavA.

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ahAhA...! bhagavAn AtmA andaramAn chinmUrti prabhu Anand-amRutano sAgar chhe. emAn je rAganI vRutti uThe te jher chhe. ahA! e jher ne amRutanI vachche tIkShNa pragnAchhINI nAkhatAn banne judA paDI jAy chhe ane tyAre te (-pragnA) gnAn-amRutanun pAn kare chhe enun nAm bhedagnAn, samyaggnAn ane dharma chhe. aho! mokShanun mUL A bhedavignAn ja chhe. rAgane rAg-par jANIne rAgathI judun rahenArun ane Anand-amRutanun pAn karanArun gnAn mokSha pAme chhe. bhAI! janma-maraNano ant lAvavAno A bhedagnAn ja ek upAy chhe. bAkI badhAn (vrat, tap Adi vikalpo) thothethothAn chhe. samajANun kAI...?

bhedagnAnane ek nyAye vikalpa paN kahe chhe. e be vachche hoy chhe ne? benun lakSha rahe chhe tyAn sudhI vikalpa rahe chhe. rAg ane AtmA bene bhinna jANavA em Avyun ne? tethI jyAn sudhI benun lakSha chhe tyAn sudhI sUkShma vikalpa chhe. paN andaramAn gnAyakamAn-ekamAn jAy chhe to bhedavignAnanun nirvikalpa pariNaman thaI jAy chhe. ahIn A gAthAmAn pragnAchhINI shabde svAnubhav-gnAn samajavun, mAtra vikalpa nahi.

are! ene A samajavAnI kyAn garaj chhe? arere! prabhu! tun koN chho? A samajyA vinA andar traNalokano nAth tun kyAn jaIsh eno vichAr chhe tane? ahIn sahej paN pratikULatA goThatI nathI to mithyAtvanA phaLamAn bhaviShye anantI pratikULatA Avashe tene kem sahan karIsh? ahA! dharma- sthAnakamAn paN tane pankhA joIe! thoDI pratikULatAne avagaNIne tun dharmashravaNanA kALamAn chittane ekAgra na kare to tun kyAn jaIsh prabhu? ahA! jagatane khabar nathI; jagat AndhaLe-AndhaLun chhe, paN bApu! parachIj anukUL-pratikUL chhe evA bhAvamAn tun anantakAL sansAramAn rakhaDIsh. ahA! evA bhAvanun phaL evun ja chhe tyAn shun thAy?

have A arthanun kaLasharUp kAvya kahe chhe-

aho! bhedagnAnano A alaukik kaLash chhe. are! anantakALamAn eNe ek kShaNavAr paN bhedagnAn karyun nathI!

ahA! A AtmA chaitanyaprakAshanun pUr chhe. jem nadImAn ghoDApUr hoy chhe ne? tem A dehamAn birAjamAn bhagavAn AtmA chaitanyaprakAshanun pUr chhe. ahAhA...! tun ekalo chaitanyarasano-Anandarasano-dariyo prabhu chhe. paN enI vartamAn dashAmAn puNya-pApanA bhAv utpanna thAy te jher chhe. ahA! A jherane chhUTun pADavAnI ahIn vAt chhe. to kahe chhe-rAganun lakSha maTADI vartamAn gnAnanI dashA chidAnandaghan prabhu AtmA prati DhaLI jAy tyAn rAgAdi puNya-pApanA bhAv bhinna paDI jAy chhe. A rIte svAbhimukh DhaLelI gnAnanI dashA te pragnAchhINI chhe.

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ahIn kahe chhe- ‘इयं शिता प्रज्ञाछेत्री’ A pragnArUpI tIkShNa chhINI ‘निपुणैः’ pravIN puruSho vaDe ‘कथम् कपि’ koIpaN prakAre (-yatnapUrvak) ‘सावधानैः’ sAvadhAnapaNe (niShpramAdapaNe) ‘पातिता’ paTakavAmAn AvI thakI,’ आत्म–कर्म–उभयस्य सूक्ष्मे अन्तः– सन्धिबन्धे’ AtmA ane karma-bannenA sUkShma antarang sandhinA bandhamAn ‘रभसात्’ ‘shIdhra ‘निपतति’ paDe chhe.

juo, A svabhAvano puruShArtha ane bhedagnAnano upAy!

jem lagnamAn ‘samay varte sAvadhAn’ kahe chhe ne? ATh vAge lagnano TAIm hoy to samay thaI jatAn kahe ke-TAIm thaI gayo chhe, andarathI kanyAne lAvo. em ahIn kahe chhe-rAgathI chhUTA paDavAno tAro TAIm thaI gayo chhe, mATe andaramAn-svabhAvamAn jA ane rAgane bhinna pAD. bhAI! karavAnun hoy to ek A karavAnun chhe. bAkI to badhun thothethothAn chhe.

joyun? A pragnArUpI chhINI konA vaDe paTakavAmAn Ave chhe? ‘pravIN puruSho vaDe.’ lyo, Anun nAm te pravIN puruSh je bhedagnAn kare chhe. duniyAmAn pravIN-chatur kahevAy te A nahIn. duniyAnA kahevAtA pravIN puruSho to badhA pAgal chhe. mUrkha chhe; kemake teo svabhAvano puruShArtha kyAn kare chhe? teo to puruShArthahIn napunsak chhe. A to je svabhAvanA puruShArtha vaDe bhedavignAn pragaT kare te pravIN-nipuN puruSh chhe em vAt chhe.

ahAhA...! kahe chhe-pravIN puruSho vaDe pragnAchhINIne niShpramAdapaNe mahA yatna vaDe paTakavAmAn AvatAn... , kyAn? AtmA ane karma-banne vachchenA sUkShma antarang sandhinA bandhamAn arthAt andaranI sAndhanA joDANamAn. jem jangalamAn lAkho maN pattharono pahAD hoy chhe emAn vachche vachche lAl, dhoLI evI rag hoy chhe. e rag e be pattharo vachche sAndh chhe arthAt be pattharo ek thayA nathI enun chinha chhe. tethI sAndhamAn surang phoDatAn pattharo judA paDI jAy chhe. tem gnAn ane Anand jenun sattva chhe evo bhagavAn AtmA gnAnAnandarasakand prabhu chhe, emAn je dayA, dAn Adi shubh pariNAm ne hinsA, jUTh, chorI, viShayavAsanA Adi ashubh pariNAm thAy chhe te mUL vastubhUt nathI. arthAt AtmA ane shubhAshubh pariNAm banne ek nathI. bannemAn lakShaNabhede bhed chhe, sAndh chhe. bhagavAn AtmA ane rAgAdi vikAr vachche sUkShma antarang sAndh chhe. ahIn kahe chhe-e bannenI antarang sandhinA bandhamAn bahu yatna vaDe pragnAchhINI paTakavAmAn AvatAn tatkAl banne bhinna paDI jAy chhe. ‘

pragaT dashA je anAdithI rAg taraph vaLelI chhe te dhruv chidAnandaghan prabhu AtmA taraph vaLe ne DhaLe te pragnAchhINI chhe ane te sAndhamAn paDatAn tatkAl AtmA ane karma judA paDI jAy chhe.

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jemAn rAganun gnAn chhe evI vartamAn gnAnanI dashA AtmAthI judI nathI, paN rAg chhe te AtmAthI judo chhe. mINamAn sinhano AkAr chhe te mIN svarUp chhe, sinh svarUp nathI. tem chaitanyamay prabhu AtmAmAn rAganun gnAn thAy te gnAn AtmasvarUp chhe, rAgasvarUp nathI. tethI rAgane jANanArI te gnAnanI dashA antaramAn svAbhimukh vaLatAn rAg bhinna paDI jAy chhe ane gnAn gnAnane (-AtmAne) anubhave chhe. Anun nAm samyagdarshan ane samyaggnAn chhe. vItarAg sarvagna parameshvarano mArga ahInthI sharU thAy chhe.

pAchhaLathI bhAgalA pADavA hoy to pADI shakAy eTalA mATe pahelAnnA makAnamAn osarImAn babbe thAmbhalIo bhegI rAkhatA. jyAre bhAIo judA paDe eTale thAmbhalIo vachche chaNatar karI lo. ‘bhAIo ek bIjAthI judA chhe eTale game tyAre judA paDe ja. tem ahIn AtmA ane karma be judI vastuo chhe. AtmA ekalo gnAn ne AnandasvarUp chhe, ane karma-puNya-pApanI vRutti uThe te AkuLatAsvarUp-dukhasvarUp chhe. banne vachche bhAvabhede bhed-sAndh chhe, tirAD chhe. eTale vivekI puruSho dvArA andar sUkShma sAndhamAn bhagavatI pragnA nAkhavAmAn AvatAn, te sAndhane bhedIne sarararAT andar shuddha svarUpamAn utarI jAy chhe, praveshI jAy chhe ne rAgane bhinna karI de chhe. AvI vAt chhe! samajANun kAI...?

bhedavignAnamAn pravIN evA puruSho ‘कथम् अपि’ eTale ‘koI paN rIte’ ati niShpramAdI thaIne pragnAchhINI paTake chhe. ‘कथम् अपि’ –koI paN rIte eTale shun? eTale ke mahAyatna vaDe, antar-ekAgratAno ati ugra puruShArtha karIne. jem vIjaLInA jhabakArAmAn soy parovavI hoy to keTalI ekAgratA joIe? vIjaLI thAy ke tarat ja soy parovI le, jarAy pramAd na kare. tem chaitanyamAn samyaggnAnarUpI doro parovavA chaitanyanI ekAgratAno ugra puruShArtha vivekI puruSho karatA hoy chhe.

have be vachche pragnAchhINI kevI rIte paDe chhe? to kahe chhe-

‘आत्मानम् अन्तः– स्थिर–विशद–लसद्–धाम्नि चैतन्यपूरे मग्नम्’ AtmAne to jenun tej antarangamAn sthir ane nirmaLapaNe dedIpyamAn chhe evA chaitanyapUramAn magna karatI ‘च’ ane ‘बन्धम् अज्ञानभावे नियमितम्’ bandhane agnAnabhAvamAn nishchaL (niyat) karatI- ‘अभिमतः भिन्नभिन्नौ कुर्वती’ e rIte AtmA ane bandhane sarva taraphathI bhinna bhinna karatI paDe chhe.

ahA! AtmA chhe te anAdi-anant nitya shAshvat paripUrNa svata siddha vastu chhe; enun chaitanyarUpI tej antaramAn nitya, dhruv ane sthir chhe tathA nirmaLapaNe dedIpyamAn chhe. ahA! pragnAchhINI AtmAne AvA chaitanyapUramAn-chaitanya... chaitanya... chaitanya-evA trikALI dhruv chaitanyapravAhamAn magna karatI paDe chhe; ane te bandhane agnAnabhAvamAn

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nishchal-sthit kare chhe. A rIte AtmA ane bandhane sarva taraphathI bhinna bhinna karI de chhe.

ahA! A sharIr, man, vANI, indriyo, strI-putra-parivAr Adi bahAranA sanyogo nAshavAn chhe. e badhI chIjo potapotAnA kAraNe AvIne rahI chhe; ane teo potapotAnA kAraNe palaTI jashe. ahA! Ane nitya dhruvadhAm-chaitanyadhAm prabhu AtmAnI najaru nathI tethI anitya ne asthir padArthone nitya ne sthir karavA mathe chhe. A badhI kShaNik chIjo potAnI sAthe sadA rahe em te ichchhe chhe, paN e eno mohajanit agnAnabhAv chhe, bhrAnti chhe.

vaLI paralakShe je shubhAshubh vRuttio uThe chhe te bandh chhe ne te agnAnabhAv chhe. ‘bandhane agnAnabhAvamAn nishchal karatI’ em kahyun ne! rAgamAn chaitanyanA anshano abhAv chhe tethI te agnAnamay bhAv chhe, andhakAr chhe. andaramAn sAvadhAn thaI ne arthAt upayoganI jAgRuti rAkhIne pragnAchhINI paTakavAmAn AvatAn te sUkShma sandhine bhedIne ekakor gnAnasvarUp AtmA ne bIjIkor andhakArasvarUp rAg-bannene bhinna pADI de chhe. ahA! bhagavatI pragnA-gnAnamay chetanA AtmA ane bandhane sarva taraphathI eTale dravya, kShetra, kAL ne bhAv-em chotaraphathI bhinna bhinna karI de chhe. bandhanA-rAganA koI anshane gnAnamAn bheLavatI nathI, ne gnAnanA koI anshane bandhamAn-rAgamAn bheLavatI nathI. ahA! AvI bhagavatI pragnA-gnAnachetanA e ek ja mokShano upAy chhe.

bhAI! tArA mokShanun sAdhan tArA potAnAmAn ja chhe. ahA! tene jANyA vinA agnAnabhAve shubharAgane mokShanun sAdhan mAnIne anAdikALathI ten bandhanun-rAganun ja sevan karyun chhe. parantu rAgathI pAr antarmukh thayelI gnAnachetanArUp nirmaL nirvikalpa anubhUti e ek ja mokShanun sAdhan chhe. aho! e nirmaL svAnubhUtinI shI vAt? vachanAtIt ane vikalpAtIt eno mahimA chhe. mATe rAgathI sAvadhAn thaI upayogane andar svarUpamAn laI jA. ahA! ATh varShanI bAlikA paN samyagdarshan pAme chhe tyAre A rIte ja pAme chhe. samajANun kAI...?

‘ahIn AtmA ane bandhane bhinna bhinna karavArUp kArya chhe. teno kartA AtmA chhe.’ bhagavAn AtmA anAdi-anant shuddha chaitanyasattAsvarUp trikALI bhinna chIj chhe; ane. tevI rIte rAgAdi vikAranA bhAvo bhinna chIj chhe. anAdithI agnAn vaDe bene ek mAnyA chhe. tethI bannene judA karavA te (dharmarUp) kArya chhe. ahIn kahe chhe-te bene bhinna karavArUp kAryano kartA AtmA chhe. koI bIjo Ishvar A kAryane kare chhe em chhe nahi. ahA! svatasiddha vastuono kartA koI bIjo Ishvar chhe e mAnyatA tadna jUThI-asatya chhe. have kahe chhe-

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‘tyAn karaN vinA kartA konA vaDe kArya kare? tethI karaN paN joIe. nishchayanaye kartAthI bhinna karaN hotun nathI; mATe AtmAthI abhinna evI A buddhi ja A kAryamAn karaN chhe.

lyo, loko sAdhananI rADo pADe chhe ne? A eno ahIn khulAso kare chhe ke nishchayanaye kartAthI bhinna karaN hotun nathI. satyArthadraShTie joIe to AtmAthI rAgAdi bandhane bhinna pADavAmAn kartAy AtmA chhe ne karaNey AtmA chhe; kemake karaN kartAthI bhinna hotun nathI. A banne (kartA ne karaN) AtmAnI paryAyanI vAt chhe. Am to ek paryAyamAn chhaye kArako hoy chhe, paN ahIn bene mukhya lIdhA chhe. mATe AtmAthI abhinna evI buddhi ja-bhagavatI pragnA ja A kAryamAn karaN chhe. shun kIdhun? ke parasanmukhanI dishAvALA rAgAdi vikAranA bhAvone, svasanmukhanI dashAvALI pragnA ja- svasamvedanagnAnanI dashA ja bhinna karavAnun sAdhan chhe. jem lAkaDAnA be kaTakA karanArun tIkShNa karavat hoy chhe tem andaramAn svAbhimukh tIkShNa pragnA-e ja rAg ne AtmAne judA karavAnun karavat chhe.

have kahe chhe- ‘AtmAne anAdi bandh gnAnAvaraNAdi karma chhe, temanun kArya bhAvabandh to rAgAdik chhe ane nokarma sharIrAdik chhe. mATe buddhi vaDe AtmAne sharIrathI, gnAnAvaraNAdik dravyakarmathI tathA rAgAdik bhAvakarmathI bhinna ek chaitanyasvabhAvamAtra anubhavI gnAnamAn ja lIn rAkhavo te ja (AtmA ne bandhanun) bhinna karavun chhe.’

ahA! hun ek shuddha chinmAtra gnAtA-draShTA prabhu AtmA chhun. ahA! AvI trikALI chIj te mArun sva chhe-em svane oLakhI, teno anubhav karI temAn ja lIn rahevun e ja AtmAne rAgathI bhinna karavun chhe. AtmAno anubhav karI emAn ja lIn rahevun enun nAm bhagavatI pragnA chhe. tenAthI ja sarva karmano nAsh thAy chhe, siddhapadane pamAy chhe, -em jANavun. lyo, ‘Namo siddhANan’ -evun siddhapad A rIte pamAy chhe.

prabhu-A rAg ane AtmAne A rIte judA kar to tAro avatAr saphaL thashe. tethI tane AtmalAbh thashe, andar atIndriy Anand pragaTashe ane tane potAthI ja khAtrI thashe ke have mane janma-maraN nathI; koIne pUchhavun nahi paDe.

ahA! A je samajashe nahi te chAragatimAn rakhaDashe. vartamAnamAn A badhA ghaNA sheThIAo chhe ne? shun thAy? teo bichArA DhoramAn jashe. kem? kemake narakamAn jAy evA tIvra pApanA krUr hinsAdinA pariNAm temane nathI, paN dhananA lobhamAn temane mAyA- kapaT-kuTilatAnA ADAInA pariNAm chhe tethI teo marIne DhoramAn ja jAy, Dhorane kUnkhe ja janma le.

moTA karoD pati-lakShmIpati chhe toy?

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hA, toy; andar gnAnAnandasvarUp lakShmIne oLakhyA vinA A bahAranI lakShmI- dhULanA pati badhA kUD-kapaTanA pariNAmane lIdhe DhoramAn ja jashe. ahA! ane jeo InDA Adi mAnsAhAr kare chhe teonun sthAn narakAdi ja chhe. ararar! jene aDAy nahi tene bhojanamAn levun e to mahApAp chhe. lyo, kaLash pUro thayo.

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आत्मबन्धौ द्विधा कृत्वा किं कर्तव्यमिति चेत्–

‘AtmA ane bandhane dvidhA karIne shun karavun’ em pUchhavAmAn AvatAn have teno uttar kahe chhe-

gAthArtha– [तथा] e rIte [जीवः बन्धः च] jIv ane bandh [नियताभ्याम् स्वलक्षणाभ्यां] temanAn nishchit svalakShaNothI [छिद्येते] chhedAy chhe. [बन्धः] tyAn, bandhane [छेत्तव्यः] chhedavo arthAt chhoDavo [च] ane [शुद्धः आत्मा] shuddha AtmAne [गृहीतव्यः] grahaN karavo.

TIkA– AtmA ane bandhane pratham to temanAn niyat svalakShaNonA vignAnathI sarvathA ja chhedavA arthAt bhinna karavA; pachhI, rAgAdik jenun lakShaN chhe evA samasta bandhane to chhoDavo ane upayog jenun lakShaN chhe evA shuddha AtmAne ja grahaN karavo. A ja kharekhar AtmA ane banne dvidhA karavAnun prayojan chhe ke bandhanA tyAgathI (arthAt bandhano tyAg karI) shuddha AtmAnun grahaN karavun.

bhAvArtha– shiShye pUchhayun hatun ke AtmA ane bandhane dvidhA karIne shun karavun? teno A uttar Apyo ke bandhano to tyAg karavo ane shuddha AtmAnun grahaN karavun.

shiShyano prashna chhe ke-bandh-rAg ane AtmAne bhagavatI pragnA vaDe judA pADavA e to jANyun paN ‘AtmA ane bandhane dvidhA karIne shun karavun?’ em pUchhavAmAn AvatAn have teno uttar kahe chhe-