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‘ichchhA parigrah chhe. tene parigrah nathI-jene ichchhA nathI.’ shun kahyun? A rAganI ichchhA utpanna thavI te parigrah chhe. ahA! jene ichchhA ja nathI, AhAranI paN ichchhA ja nathI arthAt ichchhA thaI chhe paN ichchhAnI jene ichchhA nathI tene parigrah nathI em kahe chhe.
prashna– ‘ichchhAnI ichchhA’no shun artha chhe! samAdhAna– ichchhAnI ichchhA nathI eno artha e chhe ke-ichchhA ThIk chhe evo gnAnIne mithyAbhAv nathI. samajANun kAI...! have kahe chhe-
‘ichchhA to agnAnamay bhAv chhe ane agnAnamay bhAv gnAnIne hoto nathI, gnAnIne gnAnamay ja bhAv hoy chhe.’
shun kahyun? ichchhAmAtramAn gnAyakasvabhAvI bhagavAn AtmAnI chaitanyajyotinA tejanA nUrano abhAv chhe; ichchhAmAn AtmAnA chaitanyanun kiraN nathI. te kAraNe ichchhAne agnAnamay bhAv kahyo chhe. gnAnIne ichchhA mArI chhe vA je ichchhA thAy chhe te bhalI-ThIk chhe evo bhAv hoto nathI. gnAnI vichAre chhe-ahA! hun to gnAnamay ane Anandamay chhun, to temAn ichchhA mArI chhe em kayAnthI Avyun? gnAnIne ichchhAnun svAmitva hotun ja nathI. ichchhA chhe e to rAg chhe, agnAn chhe. agnAn shabde mithyAtva em nahi, paN gnAnasvarUpI bhagavAn AtmA jem gnAnamay chhe tem rAg-ichchhA gnAnamay nathI ane tethI ichchhA agnAnamay chhe. agnAn = a+gnAn eTale gnAn nahi te. gnAn to AtmA chhe ne AtmAmAn ichchhA nathI; mATe ichchhA agnAn chhe. ahIn kahe chhe-gnAnIne ichchhA mArI chhe em nathI tethI tene agnAnamay bhAv hoto nathI.
ahA! ‘gnAnIne gnAnamay bhAv ja hoy chhe.’ gnAnIne shuddha ek chaitanyasvabhAvanun -gnAtAdraShTAsvabhAvanun pariNaman hoy chhe tethI tene gnAnamay arthAt vItarAgatAmay- Anandamay bhAv ja hoy chhe. tene je alpa rAg thAy chhe teno te mAtra gnAtA ja rahe chhe. tene to potAnA svabhAvanun gnAn ne je rAg chhe tenun gnAn-em gnAnamay bhAv ja hoy chhe. ahA! A to koI alaukik vAt chhe! have kahe chhe-
‘tethI agnAnamay bhAv je ichchhA tenA abhAvane lIdhe gnAnI ashanane ichchhato nathI; mATe gnAnIne ashanano parigrah nathI.’