290 ] [ pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-7 karIne pAchhAn AvyAn. pachhI te bhAI kahe ke atyAre roTalA banAvo. to badhAn sagAn vahAlAn bhegAn thaIne kahevA lAgyAn ke-hA, e to ThIk chhe, paN bhAI! tamane roTalA pachatA nathI ne tame te khAsho to tamone te anukUL nahi paDe, kemake roTalA tamAro khorAk nathI. pachhI to sagAn-vahAlAne bhegA thaIne temanA mATe chUramun banAvyun. 20 varShanA dIkarAne bALIne AvyA ne chUramun banAvyun !! chUramun thALImAn nAkhyun ne te bhAInI AnkhamAnthI AnsunI dhArA chAlI. ahA! shun tene te vakhate chUramAmAn prem chhe? jarAy nahi. tem gnAnIne rAgamAn kinchit prem nathI. tene rAg chhe paN rAgamAn anurAg nathI.

bIjun draShTAnta ek bhAIne aphINanun bhAre bandhAN; aphIN vinA chAle ja nahi. evAmAn emano ekano ek dIkaro marI gayo. tene dAh daIne badhA pAchhA AvyA. have aphINanun TANun thayun. temane aphINanI DAbalI ApI. aphIN hAthamAn rAkhyun tyAn vichAr Avyo ke-are! dIkarA vinA chAlashe to shun mane aphIN vinA nahi chAle? Am vichArIne aphIN phenkI dIdhun, bandhAN chhoDI dIdhun. tem gnAnI vichAre chhe ke-ahA! mArun sattva to ek gnAn ne Anand chhe. ahA! hun to gnAn ne Anandanun param nidhAn chhun. mArI chIjamAn rAg nathI. ahA! anantakALamAn hun rAg vinA ja ek gnAyakapaNe rahyo chhun. to mane rAgathI shun chhe? ahA! Am vichArI je rAg Ave chhe teno gnAnI mAtra gnAtA ja rahe chhe; ane gnAtA raheto thako je rAg Ave chhe tene chhoDI de chhe. AvI vAt chhe!

ahA! samakitIne antaramAn gajabano vairAgya hoy chhe. samakitI chakravartI hoy chhe ne? tene 96 hajAr strIo hoy chhe. 32 kavaLano tene AhAr hoy chhe. ahA! ek kavaL paN 96 karoDanun pAyadaL pachAvI na shake tevA 32 kavaLano teno AhAr! hIrAnI bhasmamAnthI teno AhAr bane chhe. chhatAn paN samakitI chhe ne? tene ichchhAnI ichchhA nathI; arthAt ichchhAne te potAnI chIj mAnatA nathI. ahA! Anandano-nirAkuL Anandano anubhav e ja jenun bhojan chhe tene (bIjA) ashananI ke pAnanI ichchhA nathI. bhAre vAt bhAI! ahA! dharma chIj bahu durgam ane durlabh chhe; paN tenA phaL koI alaukik chhe. (paramapadanI prApti e enun phaL chhe).

have TIkA-shun kahe chhe? ke-‘ichchhA parigrah chhe. tene parigrah nathI-jene ichchhA nathI. ichchhA to agnAnamay bhAv chhe ane agnAnamay bhAv gnAnIne hoto nathI. gnAnIne gnAnamay ja bhAv hoy chhe.’ juo, gnAnIne gnAnamay ja bhAv hoy chhe, vItarAgatAmay ja bhAv hoy chhe paN rAgamay bhAv hoto nathI em ahIn kahe chhe. ahA! gnAnamay bhAvanA kAraNe ichchhAnA kALe paN gnAnIne ichchhAnun gnAn sahaj potAthI thAy chhe.