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have shrIkRiShNa, gajasukumAr sAthe bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAn AvI pahonchyA. bhagavAnanAn darshan karI bhagavAnanI vANI sAmbhaLavA lAgyA. vANI sAmbhaLatAn ja gajasukumArano puruShArtha andarathI uchhaL‌yo. teo bolyo, “bhagavan! hun to AgAr chhoDI aNagAr thavA mAgun chhun, munidIkShA angIkAr karavAnI mArI bhAvanA chhe.” juo, A puruShArtha! gajasukumAre jyAn bhagavAnanI vANI sAmbhaLI tyAn antarlIn thavAno puruShArtha uchhaL‌yo! bhagavAne dIThun hashe tyAre thashe em mAnIne puruShArthahIn na thayA paN andar vairAgyabhAvanA pradIpta thaI. teoshrI mAtA devakI pAse rajA levA jAy chhe. kahe chhe-mAtA, hun munidIkShA angIkAr karavA ichchhun chhun; mAtA rajA Ap.

devakI kahe chhe-‘beTA, devanun ArAdhan karavAthI to tAro janma thayo chhe; tun kevA kevA lADamAn uchharyo chhe? hAthInA tALavA jevun A tArun komaL sharIr! tane vanavAs javAnI rajA kem apAy? tyAre gajasukumAr kahe chhe- mAtA! andar mAro AnandasvarUp chidAnand-nityAnand-pUrNAnand prabhu AtmA chhe temAn jaI tyAn ja nivAs karavA hun adhIr chhun; have ek paL paN hun ahIn rahI shakun nahi, mATe he mAtA! mane rajA den. mAtAne rudan karatI joI kahe chhe- mAtA! tAre rudan karavun hoy to karI le, paN have hun kShaNavAr paN thobhun tem nathI; hun kolakarAr karun chhe ke pharIne have hun bIjI mAtA nahi karun, have hun (sansAramAn) pAchho nahi pharun. have hun nij shuddhAtmAnI sharaNamAn shIghra ja jAun chhun. ahAhA...! juo to kharA, jene antaramAn kevaLagnAn beThun teno puruShArtha kevo nij gnAnasvabhAvanI sanmukh jhUkI jAy chhe! Anun nAm puruShArtha ne A kevaLInI pratIti chhe.

vAstavamAn chAr anuyoganun tAtparya vItarAgatA chhe. A vItarAgatA kayAre pragaT thAy? kevaLagnAnanI sattAno je antarmukh thaI svIkAr kare tene vItarAgatA pragaT thAy chhe. kevaLagnAn mAne (-kahe) ane vaLI ApaNe puruShArtha shun karIe? -em kahe tene to kevaLagnAn beThun ja nathI. vAstavamAn jene kevaLagnAnanI sattAno antaramAn svIkAr thayo chhe te antapuruShArthI chhe ne tenA kevaLagnAnIe bhav dIThA hoy em chhe je nahi.

amane pUrvanA sanskAr hatA eTale A vAt andarathI te vakhatey AvatI. juo A puruShArthanun svarUp. kevaLagnAnanI sattAno svIkAr kare tene to ananto puruShArtha chhe, ane bhagavAn kevaLagnAnIe te jIvanA bhav dIThA hoy em chhe ja nahi; kemake jagatamAn kevaLagnAn chhe ane tenun sAmarthya shun? -eno svIkAr andar kevaLagnAnasvabhAvamAn jhUkavAthI ja thAy chhe. ahA! pUraN bharitAvastha kevaLagnAnasvabhAvI bhagavAn AtmA chhe te ghaT- vadh rahit sadAy evo ne evo ja chhe em svIkArI tenA Ashraye pariNamavun te dharma chhe.

Am kahI tyAgopAdAnashUnyatvashakti pUrI thaI.

‘ShaTsthAnapatit vRuddhihAnirUpe pariNamato, svarUp-pratiShThatvanA kAraNarUp (-vastune svarUpamAn rahevAnA kAraNarUp) evo je vishiShTa (-khAs) guN te-svarUp agurulaghutvashakti. [A ShaTsthAnapatit vRuddhihAninun svarUp “gommaTasAr” shAstramAnthI jANavun. avibhAg parichchhedonI sankhyArUp ShaTsthAnomAn paDatI-samAvesh pAmatI- vastusvabhAvanI vRuddhihAni jenAthI (-je guNathI) thAy chhe ane je (guN) vastune svarUpamAn TakavAnun kAraN chhe evo koI guN AtmAmAn chhe; tene agurulaghutvaguN kahevAmAn Ave chhe. AvI agurulaghutvashakti paN AtmAmAn chhe.]’