232 pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-11 kramarUp-akramarUp pravartatA... , ahAhA...! bhAShA to juo, sAdhak chothe, pAnchame, chhaTThe vageremAn potAnA ja gnAnAnandasvarUpamAn lIn pravarte chhe, vyavahAramAn ke nimittamAn lIn thaI pravartatA nathI. vaLI niShkampapaNe AtmAne grahaN karatAn nirmaL ratnatrayanI -anAkuL AnandanI dhArA (pravAh) je krame krame pragaT thaI rahI chhe te potAthI ja thaI chhe, ne akrame guNo rahelA chhe tey potAthI ja rahelA chhe-A rIte mumukShuo potAthI ja kramarUp-akramarUp pravartatA te anek dharmanI mUrtio chhe. ahAhA...! akrame pravartatA anant guN ane krame pravartatI tenI nirmaL nirmaL paryAyo-te rUp potAthI ja thatA te mumukShuo, kahe chhe, anek dharmanI mUrtio chhe. gajab vAt chhe bhAI! ahAhA...! teo sAdhakabhAvathI-nirmaL samyagdarshan-gnAn-chAritrarUp bhAvathI utpanna thatI param prakarShanI koTirUp, eTale ke unchAmAn unchI-utkRuShTa dashArUp siddhibhAvanun bhAjan thAy chhe; eTale ke teo sAdi-anant evA siddhapadane pAtra thAy chhe; have temane pharIne sansAr hashe nahi. AvI vAt!
ahAhA...! jene antaramAn niShkamp nirAkuL AnandanI laher pragaT thaI te jIv svarUpanI moj karato karato svarUpamAn ja lInapaNe sthiti karIne anantakALe nahi prApta thayel evA siddhapadane prApta karI le chhe. jemAn anant sukh, anant gnAn, anant darshan, anant vIrya ityAdi pragaT chhe evA siddhapadane te prApta karI le chhe. juo A sva- AshrayanI kamAl! sva-Ashraye ja sAdhakapaNun ne sva-Ashraye ja siddhapad prApta thAy chhe. A samyak ekAnt chhe. eno niShedh nA kar bhAI! bhagavAn AtmA shuddha chidAnandaghan prabhu-enI antar-ekAgratA te mArga chhe, emAn dravyAntarano sparsha nathI, vyavahAr ey anerun (bIjun, par) dravya chhe, eno emAn sparsha nathI. AvI vAt!
Am upAy-upeyanI vAt karI. have kahe chhe-‘parantu jemAn anek ant arthAt dharma garbhit chhe evA ek gnAnamAtra bhAvarUp A bhUmine jeo prApta karatA nathI, teo sadA agnAnI vartatA thakA, gnAnamAtra bhAvanun svarUpathI abhavan ane pararUpathI bhavan dekhatA (-shraddhatA) thakA, jANatA thakA ane AcharatA thakA, mithyAdraShTi, mithyAgnAnI ane mithyAchAritrI vartatA thakA, upAy-upeyabhAvathI atyant bhraShTa vartatA thakA sansAramAn paribhramaN ja kare chhe.’
ahAhA...! gnAn, darshan, Anand ityAdi anant dharma jenA peTamAn paDayA chhe evA trikALI dhruv nij gnAnAnandasvarUpane jeo prApta karatA nathI teo agnAnamAn vartanArA chhe. ahAhA...! rAganA pariNAmamAn ekatva karIne vartatA te mUDh jIvo sadA agnAnarUp varte chhe. ahA! jenI draShTimAn potAno dhruv chidAnand bhagavAn Avyo nathI, jene antaramAn anAkuL Anandano svAd Avyo nathI evA jIvo agnAnarUp pravarte chhe. bahAramAn bhale hajAro rANIo chhoDIne nagna digambar thAy, panch mahAvratanun pAlan kare, tap kare, jangalamAn vase, paN vAstavamAn rAgamAn vasanArA teo agnAnI ja chhe. ahA! AvA jIvo klesh karo to karo, paN nijAnand-sachchidAnand-svarUpanA bhAn vinA temanI mukti thatI nathI, teo sansArane oLangatA nathI. emanAn saghaLAn vrat ne tap bALavrat ne bALatap ja chhe, phogaT ja chhe.
teo gnAnamAtra bhAvanun svarUpathI abhavan ane pararUpathI bhavan dekhanArA-shraddhanArA chhe. eTale shun? ke potAno gnAnAnand svabhAv chhe tenun potAthI -sva-AshrayathI bhavan-pariNaman thAy em nahi, paN parathI-rAganI kriyAthI enun bhavan-pragaTavun thAy chhe em teo mAne chhe, em teo jANe chhe, ne AcharaN paN em ja kare chhe. ahA! Am vartatA teo pratham bhUmikA je samyagdarshan tene prApta karatA nathI; ahA! rAgamAn jeo varte chhe temane svabhAvanun bhavan thatun nathI; temane agnAnanun ja bhavan thAy chhe. ahA! pote rAgarUpe pariName ane mAne ke mane dharma thAy chhe, vA vyavahAr karatAn karatAn nishchay thashe, kAI em ne em addharathI dharma na thaI jAy-ahA! AvI mAnyatAvALA mUDh jIvo rAganun ja gnAn-shraddhAn-AcharaN karatA thakA mithyAdarshan-gnAn-chAritrapaNe ja pariNamI rahyA chhe; temane sAdhakabhAvanA ankur pragaTatA nathI.
bApu! A to vItarAgano mArga chhe, A koI pakSha ke vADo nathI. ahAhA...! svarUpathI ja bhagavAn! tun jinasvarUp chho. AvI potAnI chIj nirvikalpa draShTi ne gnAnamAn prApta thAy chhe. paN tene badale tun rAganI kriyAthI prApti thavAnun mAnI rAgamAn ja rachyo rahe chhe to tane svabhAvanun abhavan-aprApti ja chhe, ne agnAnanun bhavan-prApti thAy chhe. ame muni chhIe, jangalamAn rahIe chhIe, amAre kayAn vepAr-dhandhAnAn pAp chhe? ame to badhun chhoDayun chhe. tene kahIe-shun chhoDayun chhe? dhULey chhoDayun nathI sAmbhaLane. mithyAtvanun mahApAp to Ubhun chhe, pachhI shun chhoDayun?