270 pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-11
‘agnAnadashAmAn AtmA svarUpane bhUlIne rAgadveShamAn vartato hato, paradravyanI kriyAno kartA thato hato, kriyAnA phaLano bhoktA thato hato, -ityAdi bhAvo karato hato;...’
shun kahyun? potAnA shuddha chaitanyasvarUpane jANe nahi, ane puNya-pApane jANyA kare e agnAnadashA chhe. ahA! AvI agnAnadashAmAn, nij gnAtA-draShTA svarUpane bhUlIne rAgadveSharUp pravartavun te mithyAtva chhe. ahAhA...! shuddha chidAnandaghan prabhu pote chhe ene bhUlIne rAgadveSharUp pravartavun te mithyAdashA chhe. anant kALathI jIv AvI mithyAdashA vaDe dukhI chhe. ‘apane ko Ap bhUlake herAn ho gayA’. ahA! potAne bhUlIne jIv chaturgati-paribhramaN kare chhe.
ahA! potAne bhUlIne te paradravyanI kriyAno kartA thato hato. sharIr, man, vANI tathA shubhAshubh rAg e pudgalanA pariNAm chhe, e kAI potAnI chIj nathI, chhatAn eno hun kartA chhun-em pravartato hato. rAgAdi bhAvono te agnAnadashAmAn kartA ne bhoktA thato hato. ahA! eNe anant vAr munivrat dhAraN karIne, rAganI kriyAo karI karIne, rAgathI bhinna nij chaitanyanI draShTinA abhAvamAn eNe rAganun phaL je dukh tenun ja vedan karyun chhe. samajAy chhe kAI...?
‘parantu have gnAnadashAmAn te bhAvo kAI ja nathI em anubhavAy chhe.’ AvA arthanun kAvya pratham kahe chhe-
‘यस्मात्’ jenAthI (arthAt je parasanyogarUp bandhaparyAyajanit agnAnathI) ‘पुरा’ pratham ‘स्व–परयोः द्वैतम् अभूत्’ potAnun ane paranun dvait thayun (arthAt potAnA ane paranA bheLaseLapaNArUp bhAv thayo)...
kaLash bahu mArmik-marmabharyo chhe. karmanA nimitte je rAgadveShamay paryAy utpanna thaI te bandhajanit paryAy chhe. bhAvabandh e bandhajanit paryAy chhe. e potAnI chIj nathI chhatAn ene potAnI mAnavI te agnAn chhe, mithyAbhAv chhe. A bandhajanit paryAy karmanA kAraNe utpanna thAy chhe em nahi, e potAnA kAraNe utpanna thAy chhe; ene karmajanit kahevI e vyavahAranay chhe. shAstramAn evAn vyavahAranayanAn kathan Ave chhe, gomaTasArAdimAn ghaNAn Ave chhe. ene nimittanun gnAn karAvavA mATenun vyavahAranayanun kathan samajavun joIe.
ahAhA...! shuddha chidAnandaghan prabhu pote chhe. tene ghAt karI je vikArI paryAy potAmAn utpanna thAy te potAthI potAnA kAraNe utpanna thAy chhe. ahA! A vikArI dashAne nij chaitanyamAn bheLavavI-enAthI ekatA karavI te dvait chhe. ahAhA...! potAnA abandhasvabhAvamAn bandhabhAvane bheLavavo te dvait chhe. shun kIdhun? A mahAvratAdino ke bhaktino vikalpa thAy te rAg chhe, vibhAv chhe, sanyogIbhAv chhe; tene shuddha chaitanyasvabhAv sAthe ekapaNe mAnavo te dvait chhe, visamvAd chhe. gAthA 3mAn Ave chhe ke-bhagavAn AtmAne par-rAg sAthe sambandh kahevo e visamvAd ubho karanArI kathA chhe. dravyasvabhAvamAn ekatva pAmavun te badhe sundar chhe, paN AtmAne rAgathI ekapaNAno sambandh mAnavo te klesh utpanna karanArun chhe.
ahAhA...! jenA astitva-hovApaNAmAn ekalo gnAnAnandano svabhAv bharyo chhe te nij sattAnI draShTi vinA rAg upar lakSha jatAn agnAn utpanna thAy chhe. ahA! potAnI chIj je ek gnAyakabhAvamay chhe emAn rAgane bheLavavo, rAgane potAno jANavo tyAn, kahe chhe, dvait Ubhun thAy chhe. ahA! hun to ek chinmAtra vastu chhun, ne rAg bhinna chhe em nahi jANatAn, hun ane rAg ek chhIe em jANatAn dvait khaDun thAy chhe. are, anAdithI ene sva-paranun dvait ja Ubhun thayun chhe. chhe ne andar! ‘स्व–परयोः द्वैतम् अभूत’ ahA! AchAryanI ghaNI-gUDh shailI chhe. gAgaramAn sAgar bharyo chhe. ahA! kevaLInA keDAyatI digambar santonI shI vAt! gnAnamAn rAg nathI, ne rAgamAn gnAn nathI. ahA! A paramArtha satya chhe. chhatAn anAdi nigodathI mAnDIne ene svaparanI ekatAnA agnAnathI dvait Ubhun thayun chhe. shuddha chaitanya to advait ekalun chhe, emAn rAgane-parane bheLavatAn dvait thayun chhe. bhAI! AchArya tane jAgrat thavAnAn gANAn gAy chhe ke- jAg nAth! jAg. A rAg sAthe bhaLatAn to dvait Ubhun thayun chhe. arere! ekamAn dvait thayun e to mahAdukh chhe. visamvAd chhe.
ahAhA...! ‘यतः अत्र अन्तरं भूत’ dvaitapaNun thatAn jenAthI svarUpamAn antar paDayun,... Atmadravya gnAn ne AnandathI bharelo sAkShAt bhagavAn chhe, ene pAmar rAg sAthe joDI detAn svarUpanun antar paDI gayun chhe, svarUpanI prAptimAn vighna