274 pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-11
ahA! strIno, puruShano, napunsakano koI AkAr AtmAmAn nathI. dravya-bhAvavedathI rahit vignAnaghanasvarUp prabhu AtmA chhe. pravachanasAr gAthA 172mAn alingagrahaNanA bolamAn A vAt lIdhI chhe ke AtmAmAn dravyavedanI AkRuti nathI, tem bhAvaved-viShayavAsanA paN AtmAmAn nathI. ahAhA...! AvI AtmadraShTi je kare chhe te strI ho, bALak ho, ke puruSh ho, te antaramAn anubhav karIne samyagdarshan prApta karI le chhe. svasanmukhanI draShTi vaDe ja samyagdarshan-gnAn thAy chhe, e sivAy eno bIjo koI upAy nathI. ahIn kahe chhe sva-Ashraye jyAn samyaggnAn thayun tyAn agnAn kAI rahyun nahi; agnAnano nAsh thaI gayo.
have kahe chhe-‘agnAnanA nimitte rAg, dveSh, kriyAnun kartApaNun, kriyAnA phaLanun (-sukhadukhanun) bhoktApaNun ityAdi bhAvo thatA hatA te paN vilay pAmyA; ek gnAn ja rahI gayun.’
ahAhA...! shuddha chaitanyamUrti prabhu pote chhe, teno antarmukh draShTimAn svIkAr karyo tyAn samyaggnAn pragaT thayun to agnAnabhAvamAn je rAgadveSh thatA hatA te vilay pAmyA, ne rAganI kriyAnA ShaTkArakothI te nivRutta thayo, ne kriyAnun phaL je dukh tenAthI paN nivRuti thaI. bAkI shun rahyun? to kahe chhe-ek gnAn ja rahI gayun. ahAhA...! potAnA gnAnAnandasvabhAvanI draShTi thaI to samyagdarshan-gnAnanI nirmaL pariNati pragaT thaI; rAg-dveSh ne tenun phaL vilin thaI gayA, ne anAkuL AnandanI vItarAgI pariNati pragaT thaI. AtmAmAn kartA, karma Adi svabhAvonun nirmaL pariNaman sharu thayun. Ane dharma ane vItarAgamArganI sharuAt kahevAmAn Ave chhe.
ahA! potAnA svarUpanI draShTi thatAn agnAn ane agnAnathI utpanna thatI rAganI kriyA ane tenun phaL dukh nAsh pAmI jAy chhe. draShTimAn rAgey nathI ne dukhey nathI. paN sAdhakane paryAyamAn kinchit ashuddhatA chhe, rAg chhe. gnAnI tene yathAsthit jANe chhe. tene je gnAn varte chhe te jANe chhe ke je anshe rAg chhe tenun kartA-bhoktApaNun paN chhe. karavA- bhogavavAyogya em nahi, paN anshe rAganun pariNaman chhe to pariNaman apekShA tenun kartA-bhoktApaNun chhe. Avo vItarAgano anekAntasvarUp mArga chhe.
ek bAju gnAnIne rAgAdi vilIn thaI gayA kaho, ne vaLI kartA-bhoktApaNun kaho-A to viruddha chhe? vivakShA samajatAn viruddha to kAI ja nathI. gnAnIne rAganun svAmitva nathI to vilIn thaI gayo kahyun, ne kinchit pariNaman chhe to kartA-bhoktApaNun kahyun. syAdvAdIne AmAn kAI viruddha bhAsatun nathI. samajANun kAI...? svabhAvanI draShTithI jotAn gnAnIne rAg vidyamAn nathI, ne gnAnanI najare juo to, paryAyane juo to kinchit rAg chhe, ne tenun vedan paN chhe. AvI ja vastu chhe, temAn viruddha kAI ja nathI. stavanamAn Ave chhe ne ke-
nij sattAe shuddha, saune pekhatA ho lAl.
he nAth! he sarvagnadev! amArI nij sattA-nij svabhAv shuddha chhe em Ap dekho chho. paryAyamAn je puNya-pApanA vikalpa uThe chhe-te Asrav tattva chhe, AtmA nathI. nij sattAe shuddha chidAnandakand prabhu chhe tene Ap AtmA jANo chho. ahA! AvA shuddha chaitanyasvarUpanI draShTi thavI te samyagdarshan ane dharma chhe, ane e ja apUrva puruShArtha chhe. A sivAy vrat, tap, dayA, dAn, bhakti, pUjA ityAdi kriyAkAnD to anant kALamAn anant vAr kIdhA, paN e kAI nathI. enAthI dharma mAnavo e to agnAnabhAv chhe. jyAre bhagavAn AtmAnI draShTi ne Ashray thAy chhe tyAre agnAn TaLI, gnAn thAy chhe, ne ek gnAn ja rahI jAy chhe; rAganI kriyA ne kriyAphaLano nAsh thaI jAy chhe. samakitI rAgano have kartA-bhoktA thato nathI, ek gnAtA-draShTA rahI jAy chhe. sharIr hoy teney te jANe, rAganey jANe, ne bhav hoy teney bas (A par chhe em) jANe ja chhe.
‘mATe have AtmA svaparanA traNakALavartI bhAvone gnAtA-draShTA thaIne jANyA-dekhyA ja karo.’ juo A bhAvanA! ek ke pUrNa gnAn-darshanarUp thaI jANyA-dekhyA ja karo. lyo, AvI vAt!
prashna– paryAy vilIn thaI te kayAn gaI? uttara– dravyamAn andar chAlI gaI. paryAyarUp na rahI, yogyatArUpe andar dravyamAn bhaLI gaI, vignAnaghanasamUhamAn magna thaI gaI. jem sarakaNI gAnTh hoy chhe te khenchavAthI kapaDAmAn samAI jAy chhe, tem rAganI ekatAbuddhi hatI te