Atmadharma magazine - Ank 220
(Year 19 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2488, A.D. 1962)
(English transliteration).

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paramArthanA anubhavano upadesh
(anusandhAn pRuShTha 6 thI chAlu)
lobharUpI kuvAnI bhekhaDamAn paDelA prANIo upar karuNA karIne tene uddhAravA dAnano upadesh dIdho chhe.
–paN eTalethI em mAnI jAy ke AnAthI amArun kalyAN thashe, A taravAno upAy chhe,–to em paN mArga
nathI. enAthI puNya bandhAy ne dhUL maLe.
(ek shrotA:)–kuNo to thAy?
bhAI, kharekhar kuNo nathI. A vAt ja judI chhe.
e vAt to pahelAn karI ke dharmAtmA dev–guru–shAstra eno barAbar vinay bahumAn badhun hoy; kAI
paN eno AkShep, eno virodh, enI nindA, eno avinay–kAI paN hoy to mithyAtvane bAndhe chhe.–
samajANun? pachhI game teTalA bhaNatar ho ne game tevo moTo tyAgI muni thaIne 28 mULaguN pALato hoy, to
paN mithyAdraShTi chhe. samyagdraShTi–gRuhasthAshramamAn hoy eno paN jo anAdar ane avinay kare to mithyAtvane
bAndhe ne 70 kroDAkroDInI sthiti bAndhe. paN ethI karIne A svabhAvanI vastu chhe te teTalAmAn AvI jAy–
em nathI.
mumbaImAn koI kahetA hatA ke mahArAjane ante dAn upar to Avavun paDyun!–paN bhAI! AtmAnun
akaShAyasvarUp jene pakaDavun chhe ene tRuShNAnI mandatA to keTalI joIe!–jemAn kAI chhe ja nahi, rAgano kaN
jagatano chhe, jagatamAn hun nathI ne hun mAn jagat nathI–AvI nirlep–niShtuSh draShTi jene karavI chhe,–melano kaN
jemAn nathI, bhagavAn gnAnano gAngaDo chaitanyamUrti, traNekALe rAgathI tadran nIrALun tattva–evun jene draShTimAn
besADavun chhe tene AvI rAganI mandatA ke dAnAdino bhAv na hoy em bane nahi. te hoy kharun–paN te dharma chhe
ke kalyAN chhe ke tenAthI haLave haLave samyagdarshan pAmashun ke AtmAmAn jashun–em jo mAne to, bApu! tyAn moTI
bhUl thAy chhe.
AtmA ‘nirbhayarAm’ chhe. AtmAmAn bhay kevo! bhagavAn chaitanyamUrti, temAn rAg nathI, vikalpa nathI
kharekhar bhagavAn AtmA nirbhayarAm chaitanya jyot chhe, ene bhay kevo duniyAmAn? bhavano bhay na maLe;
bhay TALIne nAkhyA bIje! jenI chIjamAn bhav na maLe evo bhagavAn, AtmA, tene Dar nahIn, bhay nahIn,
duniyAnI darakAr nahIn; jagat jagatamAn rahyun ne AtmA AtmAmAn. vikalpa UThe te badhAy jagatamAn rahyA, tenI
sAthe AtmA tanmay nathI. Avo AtmAno svabhAv antaradraShTimAn laIne gnAnanI nirmaLakaNikA–eTale
samyak–shraddhA–gnAn–chAritranI nirmaLaparyAy pragaT thAy te ja niShtuSh paramArthamArga chhe, bIjo koI mArga
traNakAL traNalokamAn nathI.
darshanagnAnamAn pravRutta pariNatimAtra shuddhagnAn ja ek chhe–evun je niShtuSh–nirmaL anubhavan te paramArtha
chhe, kAraN ke te anubhavan pote shuddha dravyanA anubhavan svarUp chhe. vyavahAr hoy kharo paN, pahelo vyavahAr
ne pachhI nishchay–em nathI; ane nishchayabhAn thayA pachhI jo vyavahAr bilakul na hoy to to kevaLagnAn thaI
jAy. vyavahAranA sthAnamAn vyavahAr hoy, karavo em nahi; barAbar hoy, vikalpanA kALe tevo bhAv hoy,
bhakti Ave, guru pAse jaIne AlochanA kare, prAyashchit lye, jaDanI kriyA paN tem thavAnI hoy, vikalpa
UThavAno kAL evo ja hoy,–paN tethI vastuno svabhAv gnAn chhe–draShTA chhe te bhAn chAlyun jAy chhe–em
nathI. svabhAvanun bhAn rAkhIne tevA bhAv hoy chhe paN te bhAvane svabhAvanI sAthe jo ekamek mAne to
mithyAdraShTi chhe. draShTinA–satyanA svabhAvano Ashray shun chhe, kyAn DhaLavun chhe, ne DhaLelI dashA kevI hoy–tenI ene
khabar nathI.