Atmadharma magazine - Ank 221
(Year 19 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2488, A.D. 1962)
(English transliteration).

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jANe, ane sAmA jIvano paN nirNay karI shakAy chhe ke A jIv ratnatrayarUpe pariNamelo chhe mATe
jarUr bhavya ja chhe. dhavalAmAn paN A draShTAnt Apyun chhe. matignAnanI nirmaLatAnI paN achintya
tAkAt chhe. potAnI ke paranI khabar paDI shake nahi–em mAne te to mUDhatA chhe. juone, gnAnIne
jAtismaraN thAy tyAn khyAl AvI jAy ke atyAre A sharIramAn rahelo jIv pUrve mAro sambandhI
hato.–kaI rIte te khabar paDI? pUrvanun sharIr ane atyAranun sharIr to ekadam badalI gayun chhe, chhatAn
matignAnanI nirmaLatAmAn sAmA jIvano nirNay thaI jAy chhe ke A jIv pUrve amuk–bhavamAn amuk
ThekANe mAro sambandhI hato. juo to kharA, gnAnanI nirmaLatAnI tAkAt!! jAtismaraNanI paN
ATalI tAkAt, to pachhI andaranA svasamvedanathI AtmAno je anubhav thayo tenI nishankatAnI shI
vAt!! tenI to potAne khabar paDe....paDe....ne paDe; temaj bIjAne paN parIkShAthI oLakhI lye.
jem mATIne ane ghaDAne paramArthe ekavastupaNun hovAthI temane kartAkarmapaNun chhe, parantu kumbhArane
ane ghaDAne ekavastupaNun nathI tethI temane kartAkarmapaNun nathI; tem chaitanyasvabhAvI AtmAne ane
tenA gnAnapariNAmane ekavastupaNun hovAthI kartAkarmapaNun chhe, parantu chaitanyasvabhAvI AtmAne rAg
sAthe ekavastupaNun nathI paN bhinnatA chhe, tethI temane kartAkarmapaNun nathI. rAgAdine kharekhar
shuddhadraShTithI AtmA sAthe vyApya–vyApakapaNun nathI paN pudgal sAthe vyApya–vyApakapaNun chhe. vikAramAn
koN vyApe? vikArapaNe koN vistare? shuddhaAtmA kadI vikAramAn vyApato nathI, shuddhaAtmA vistAr
pAmIne–phelAIne vikAramAn jAy–em banatun nathI. shuddhaAtmA phelAIne–vistarIne potAnI
nirmaLaparyAyamAn ja vyApe chhe. vikAramAn shuddhaAtmA vyApak nathI mATe shuddhaAtmAnI draShTimAn to
pudgal ja temAn vyApak chhe. shubharAg–jene agnAnI vyavahAr kahe chhe ne mokShanun sAdhan kahe chhe, te
shubharAgamAn shuddhaAtmAnun astitva ja nathI, temAn AtmA vyApyo ja nathI, to te mokShanun sAdhan kem
thAy? ahIn to kahe chhe ke te shubharAg AtmAnun kArya chhe ja nahi; je shubharAgane AtmAnun kArya mAne
te agnAnI chhe. te rAg paryAyadraShTie to AtmAnI paryAyamAn thAy chhe, paN tenI sAthe
chaitanyasvabhAvanI ekatA nathI eTale chaitanyasvabhAvanun kArya te nathI. aho, Avo chaitanyasvabhAv
jyAn draShTimAn lIdho tyAn jIv mukta thayo.
ahA, jinavANImAtA chaitanyanI mahattAnA gANAn gAIne chaitanyane jagADe chhe. bhAI! tun
prabhu! tun siddha chho, tun shuddha chho, tun buddha chho, tun arhant chho....Am chaitanyanA guNagAn sAmbhaLatAn
AtmA ullAsathI UchhaLIne jAge chhe. laukikamAn mAtA hAlaraDAvaDe potAnA bALakanA guNagAn karIne
tene sUvaDAve chhe, ahIn lokottar shrutimAtA chaitanyanA shAntarasanA hAlaraDAn gAIne tene jagADe chhe.
jAg re jAg! vibhAvamAn anAdino sUto chho, te vibhAv tArun svarUp nathI, tArun svarUp nirvikAr–
chaitanyamay chhe. AvA AtmAnA gANAn sAmbhaLIne koN na jAge?–koN chaitanya taraph na vaLe? sarvagna
bhagavanto ane santo spaShTa bhedagnAn karAvIne vikArathI judo shuddhaAtmA dekhADe chhe. vikAramAn to
pudgal ja chhe, vikAramAn AtmA nathI,–kaI draShTie? shuddhaAtmAnI draShTie. shuddhaAtmA taraph je
vaL‌yo tene vikAranun kartRutva chhUTI gayun, je paryAy shuddhasvabhAv taraph vaLI te paryAyamAnthI paN
vikAranun kartRutva chhUTI gayun chhe. AvI gnAnaparyAy te ja gnAnInun kArya chhe ne evA kAryavaDe ja gnAnI
oLakhAy chhe. A ja gnAnIne oLakhavAnun kharun chihna chhe. A sivAy ekalA bAhya chihnothI gnAnI
oLakhAtA nathI.
jyAn paryAyamAn chidAnandasvabhAvanI prasiddhi thaI tyAn, temAn vikAranI prasiddhi na thaI.
nirmaLaparyAy ane AtmasvabhAvanI ekatA thaI temAn vachche vikAranun sthAn