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chhe,–to tenI vAt khoTI chhe. anubhav kadI samyaktva vinA hoy nahi. vikAr te
jIvavastuthI bAhya chhe. svAnubhavamAn jIvavastu vikArathI bhinna thaIne potAnA
shuddhasvarUpane ja AsvAde chhe. anubhav karanAr paryAyane jIvavastu sAthe abhed karIne
kahyun ke jIvavastu pote anubhavarasane AsvAde chhe. anubhav TANe dravya–paryAyanA bhed
kyAn chhe?
jem sUryathI andhArun judun, tem chaitanyanA anubhavathI vikalpa judo chhe. chaitanyano
anubhav to sUrya jevo prakAshamAn chhe, ne vikalpa to andhakArarUp chhe. Avo anubhav 8
varShanI bALikA paN karI shake chhe, deDakun paN karI shake chhe; asankhyAtA tiryanch nArakI ne
devone Avo anubhav chhe.
mati–shrutagnAn parane jANavAmAn parokSha chhe; paN svasamvedananA kALe to Indriy
tathA manathI chhUTIne pratyakSha thayA chhe. anubhavakALe vachan nathI, vikalpa nathI. AvA
anubhavamAn jIvo to pratyakSha anubhavanashIl chhe, ne sarve vikalpono kShayakaraNashIl chhe.
Am asti– nAsti banne paDakhAn lIdhA. gnAn Am antaramAn vaLyun tyAn te jIv
svarUpano anubhavashIl thayo, ne vikalpo badhA bahAr rahI gayA tethI vikalpano
kShayakaraNashIl thayo. anubhavashIl eTale shuddhasvarUpano anubhav karavAno ja jeno
svabhAv chhe, ne kShayakaraNashIl eTale sarve vibhAvono kShay karavAno jeno svabhAv chhe.–
AvI shuddha jIvavastu chhe. ek sUkShma vikalpa mAtranA vyavahArane paN anubhavamAn rahevA
dye evo jIvano svabhAv nathI, paN AkhAy svabhAvane anubhavamAn lye, ne sarve
parabhAvone bahAr kADhI nAnkhe–evo svabhAv chhe.
are, vIr thaIne AtmAno anubhav karavA je Avyo teno puruShArtha chhUpe nahi.
sUraj te kAI DhAnkyA rahetA hashe! em chaitanyanA anubhavano jhagajhagato sUraj jyAn
Ugyo emAn te kAI vikalpanA andhArA rahetA hashe? vikalpane upajAve evo AtmAno
svabhAv nathI, paN sarve vikalpone kShay karIne chaitanyane sAkShAt anubhavamAn lye evo
svabhAv chhe. AvA svabhAvane anubhavamAn lye tyAre jIv dharmI thAy.
jem sUryano svabhAv andhakArane toDavAno chhe, rAkhavAno nahi; tem chaitanyanA
anubhavarUp je sUrya teno svabhAv vikalpane toDavAno chhe, rAkhavAno nahi. vastu ja
evA svabhAvavALI chhe ke tenI svAnubhUti karatAn ja svabhAvano anubhav karAve ne
vikArane kShay kare. eTale koI rAganA avalambanadvArA vastuno anubhav karavA mAnge to
te thaI shake nahi. vastunA svabhAvamAn je nathI–tenA dvArA vastuno anubhav kem thAy?
ane vastusvabhAvanA anubhav vaDe jo vikArano nAsh na thAy to vikArano nAsh
karavAno bIjo koI upAy raheto nathI vastunA anubhavamAn vikAranI utpatti thAy
nahi, jem sUryamAnthI andhArun utpanna thAy nahIn.