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samAdhAna- ... upAdAn taiyAr hove to nimitta A jAtA hai. upAdAn mukhya rahatA hai aur nimitta usake sAthamen rahatA hai. aisA upAdAn-nimittakA sambandha hai.

mumukShu- nimitta to sAthamen rahatA hI hai.

samAdhAna- upAdAn taiyAr hove to usako nimitta mil jAtA hai. puNyakA uday hai. bhAvanA huyI, shubhabhAv huA apanA aur vah puNyakA uday hai. jo bhAv hotA hai to nimitta mil bhI jAtA hai, kabhI der bhI hotI hai. bhAvanA shubhabhAv hotA hai usakA lAbh hotA hai.

mumukShu- upAdAn ..

samAdhAna- upAdAn bhAv... main svarUpakI prApti karun, puruShArtha karun, yah sab upAdAn hai. puruShArtha karanekA bhAv hotA hai, vah upAdAn hai. vah upAdAn hai. bhAvanA huyI vah to shubhabhAv hai, vah bhI upAdAn hai. shubhabhAv hove to puNya bandha jAtA hai. phir puNyakA uday kab hove, turanta hove yA bAdamen hove, nimitta kab Aye, usakA koI niyam nahIn rahatA hai. shubhabhAvanA hotI hai to shubhabhAvakA phal hotA hai. puruShArtha kare to usakA phal jarUr hotA hai. bhItaramen puruShArtha kare to usakA phal AtA hai. bhAvanA hove to mil jAtA hai, parantu kab mile usakA niyam nahIn hai.

.. karate-karate svAnubhUti pragaT hotI hai, yah mArga gurudevane batAyA hai. svAnubhUti pragaT karo, AtmAkA anubhav karo, bhedagnAn karo, apanA puruShArtha karo. usamen dev- gurukA nimitta hotA hai. mukhya upAdAn.. bAkI to shubhabhAvake anusAr puNya bandha jAtA hai.

mumukShu- us vikalponko ham apane pariNAmommen kaise sthir karen?

samAdhAna- vikalpa to apanA svabhAv nahIn hai. svabhAv to main chaitanyasvarUp AtmA hUn, isamen gnAn, Ananda Adi ananta guN.. usamen pariNatiko dRuDh karo, usakA bhedagnAn karo, vikalpa orase pariNatiko haTAkar apane svarUpakI or pariNatiko moDanA, yah karanA hai. kShaN-kShaNamen bhedagnAn karanA. vikalpa main nahIn hUn, main chaitanya svabhAv hUn, main vikalpa nahIn hUn. vibhAv main nahIn hUn. aisA bArambAr usakA abhyAs karanA. aisA chintavan,

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manan, shAstra abhyAs, dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA aur chaitanyakA chintavan karanA. gnAyak hUn, main jAnanevAlA gnAyak hUn. jo vikalpa AtA hai, usako main jAnanevAlA chaitanya hUn. main gnAyak hUn. aisA bArambAr (prayAs karanA). usakI ruchi, mahimA karanA

janma-maraN TAlanekA vah upAy hai. sansAramen janma-maraN to chalate hI rahate hain. AnA-jAnA aisA bahut kiyA, shAshvat ek AtmA hai. sharIrakA svabhAv sharIramen hai. aise bahut janma-maraN kiye. bahut mAtAko chhoDakar AyA, apane chhoDakar gayA. aisA bahut huA. apane chaitanyatattvako pahachAnA nahIn. antar dRuShTi karake chaitanyakI svAnubhUti karanA vah muktikA mArga hai. isakA abhyAs karanA, bArambAr bhedagnAn karanA.

mumukShu- mAtAjI! ek prashna hai. ... lekin pudagalakA pariNaman andaramen baiThatA nahIn hai. kabhI to baiTh jAyegA, kabhI-kabhI. kabhI samajhamen hI nahIn AtA hai.

samAdhAna- samajhanekA abhyAs karanA. yah jaD pudagal hai, main jAnanevAlA hUn. yah svatantra hai. sharIrakA svabhAv svatantra hai. vikalpa apanA svabhAv nahIn hai. main chaitanya gnAyak svabhAv hUn. shAnti, Ananda AtmAmen hai. aise bArambAr usakA vichAr karanA. baiThatA na ho to biThAnekA abhyAs karanA. bArambAr vichAr karanA. svabhAv dRuShTiko pahachAnakar usakA abhyAs karanA.

jaisA sphaTik nirmal hai, vaisA main nirmal hUn. pAnIkA svabhAv nirmal hai, vaisA nirmal hUn. malinatA pAnImen bAharase AtI hai, kIchaDake kAraNa. pAnIkA svabhAv nirmal hai, vaise main nirmal hUn. sankalpa-vikalpa vibhAv hai, apanA svabhAv nahIn hai. usakA bhedagnAn karanA.

mumukShu- dinabharakI kriyAen, jaise khAne baiThe, gharakA koI kAm karate hain to upayog to Udhar lag jAtA hai, to phir us vakta gnAyak hUn, kaise lakShya rahe? yah merA bahut dinase prashna hai.

samAdhAna- upayog lag jAtA hai (usamen) apane puruShArthakI mandatA hai. upayog lag jAy to bhI shraddhA to, main gnAyak hUn, aisI ruchi rakhanA.

mumukShu- andarase kyA raTate rahe man hI manamen? ham usako raTe? raTate jAen ki main gnAyak hUn, main gnAyak hUn, aise ham ghonTe kyA usako?

samAdhAna- usakA abhyAs karanA. ghonTanA to raTan jaisA ho jAtA hai. lekin usako pahale pahachAnanA, sachchI samajhan karanA ki main chaitanya hUn. usakA svabhAv jab tak yathArtha jAnanemen nahIn Ave tabatak use ghonTanA, paDhanA, usakA abhyA karanA, raTan karanA. jab tak yathArtha nahIn hove tabatak raTanA, paDhanA aisA karanA.

parantu jisako yathArtha hotA hai usako to sahaj ho jAtA hai, usako raTanA nahIn

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paDatA. jisako sahaj svabhAv pahachAnamen A gayA, usako sahaj ho jAtA hai ki main gnAyak hUn. kAmakAj karate hue bhI use sahaj bhedagnAnakI dashA chalatI hai. jisako sahaj hotA hai usako to. parantu sahaj nahIn hotA hai, vah anAdikA vibhAvakA abhyAs hai. isaliye abhyAs karaneke liye raTanA, paDhanA Adi sab bIchamen hotA hai.

mumukShu- jaise ki Apane abhI bole ki vikalpase apaneko alag karanA. jaise main Apase bAt kar rahI hUn. bAt karate-karate main andar aisA vichAr karungI ki mujhako rAg A rahA hai yah main nahIn hUn. aisA bAr-bAr vichAr karungI kyA?

samAdhAna- bAr-bAr (vichAr) nahIn, aisI shraddhA karanA ki main isase bhinna hUn. ekatvabuddhi chal rahI hai, ekatvabuddhiko toDanA, phir use raTanA nahIn paDatA. ekatvabuddhi toDanekA abhyAs karanA. ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai, main sharIr hUn, main vikalpa hUn. ekatvabuddhi nirantar chalatI hai to usako toDanekA abhyAs karanA.

mumukShu- toDaneke liye abhyAs karanA, usake liye mukhya mArga kyA hai?

samAdhAna- mukhya mArga, usakI ruchi, mahimA karanA. usakI mahimA lage, bAhar sukh nahIn lage, bAhar chain nahIn paDe, main chaitanyako kaise pahachAnUn? usakI mahimA (lage). bAhar kahIn chain na paDe, andar hI chain paDe. aise bArambAr svabhAvako pIchhAnanA. jaise bAhar vastu dekhanemen AtI hai, vaise main chaitanyako kaise pIchhAnUn? aise bArambAr pIchhAnanekA abhyAs karanA. nahIn hove tabatak abhyAs karanA. ekatvabuddhi to anAdise chal rahI hai. bAtachIt karate-karate, khAte-pIte ekatvabuddhi chalatI rahatI hai, parantu usako bhinna karanekA abhyAs karanA. usakI mahimA lage to abhyAs hove. shraddhA to rakhanA. raTan kahAnse karegA? ruchi to bAharakI hai. lekin jitanA ho sake utanA abhyAs karanA.

mumukShu- dhyAnamen ham baiThe to dhyAnamen kis tarahakA chintavan le ki gnAyakakI or hamArI pravRutti jAye? kaisA chintan kare? hamako tarIkA batAIye.

samAdhAna- tarIkA, pahale to yathArtha gnAn karanA. pahale, gnAyak kaisA hai? dravya kaisA hai? guN kaisA hai? paryAy kaisI hai? yah pudagal dravya hai. varNa, gandha, ras, sparsha hai. yah alag hai, main chaitanya alag hUn. aise pahale yathArtha gnAn karanA. bAdamen yathArtha dhyAn hotA hai. main yah chaitanya hUn, usakA astitva grahaN karake dhyAn yathArtha hotA hai. gnAn yathArtha hue binA dhyAn yathArtha ho sakatA nahIn. pahale to yathArtha gnAn karanA. jo gurudevane mArga batAyA usakA pahale yathArtha gnAn karanA. kyA mArga hai? kaise milatA hai? kaisA svabhAv hai? kaise main nirmal hUn? yah vibhAv hai, yah svabhAv hai, kaisA muktikA mArga hai? kaise mokShasvarUp AtmA hai? usako yathArtha pahachAnakarake bAdamen dhyAn karanA. to dhyAn yathArtha jamatA hai. aur gnAnake binA dhyAn jamatA nahIn hai.

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mumukShu- jaise ki ham shAstra paDhe, jAnakArImen AyA to dhyAnamen usakA kyA vichAr kare?

samAdhAna- vichAr karanA. pahale dhyAn kaise hove?

mumukShu- jaise shAstra paDhe, pUre samay paThan bhI karenge to phir gaharAI nahIn AyegI.

paThan kiyA jis chIj par, usakA dhyAn nahIn kiyA, usakI chintavan nahIn huA.

samAdhAna- shAstrakA abhyAs (kiyA), usamen AchAryadev kyA batAte hain usakA vichAr karanA. kyA mArga shAstramen AyA? vastukA svarUp kaisA hai? aisA vichAr karanA, chintavan karanA ki yah vastu hai, AtmA hai, yah svabhAv hai, yah vibhAv hai, yah gnAn hai, darshan hai, chAritra hai, main AtmA hUn. yah guNakA bhed hai. main ananta chaitanyasvarUp hUn. pahale aisI yathArtha samajhan karanI, bAdamen dhyAn hotA hai. sachchI samajhanake binA dhyAn nahIn ho sakatA. samajhe binA dhyAn karatA hai to aisI ulajhan hotI hai, yathArtha jamatA nahIn. pahale yathArtha gnAn karake, yathArtha shraddhA karake, bAdamen dhyAn karanA. prayojanabhUt tattvako yathArtha pahachAn lenA.

mumukShu- bAr-bAr AtA hai ki pudagalakA pariNaman svayam apane-apanemen ho rahA hai. hamako to moTA-moTA dikhatA hai. dinabhar aisI hamako asti kyon nahIn A rahI hai? aise kaise AyegI asti? isakI bAt mAlUm ho jAy to hamArI karu-karukI buddhi khatma ho jAya. yahIn hamArA gaDabaD khA rahA hai ki pudagalakA pariNaman pratipal svayam ho rahA hai, gnAnamen nahIn A rahA hai. paDh to letI hUn, bol to detI hUn, gnAnamen yah bAt A nahIn rahI hai.

samAdhAna- yah sab pudagalakA pariNaman hai. gnAnamen kaise Ave? anAdi kAlase bhram ho rahA hai, gnAnamen kaise Ave? vikalpa aur sankalpa, gnAn sab ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. usako yathArtha samajhan karake biThAnA ki yah sab pudagalakA pariNaman hai. main chaitanya hUn. sharIrakA pariNaman hai, vah pudagalakA hai. bAharakA to hai, lekin is sharIr bhI pudagalakA (pariNaman hai). isamen rog AtA hai vah bhI pudagalakA pariNaman hai. vah koI AtmAkA pariNaman nahIn hai. aisI yathArtha shraddhA karake biThAnA.

anAdikA abhyAs hai, kaise baiThe? ekatvabuddhi anAdise aisI joradAr ho rahI hai. yathArtha shraddhA kare, bArambAr abhyAs kare, bArambAr usakA abhyAs kare tab baiThatA hai. chutartha kAlamen to antarmuhUrtamen baiTh jAtA hai. panchamakAlamen aisA nahIn hotA hai. ek bAr vichAr karake baiTh gayA, aisA ho jAtA hai, aisA nahIn ho sakatA. aisA to koI- koIko hotA hai.

mumukShu- kaI bAr vah bAt samajhamen A jAtI hai. kaI bAr aisA kaisA-kaisA

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ho jAtA hai, samajhamen hI nahIn AtI bAta. jaise apane abhyAs karate hain to paDhate- paDhate aisA hotA hai, kaI bAr to baDA achchhA lagatA hai. kaI bAr samajhamen hI nahIn paDatI hai bAta.

samAdhAna- vah to apanA doSh hai. kyA kare? anAdi kAlase aise vikalpamen vibhram ho rahA hai, kShayopashamagnAn aisA hai nahIn, ruchi aisI hai nahIn, puruShArtha aisA hai nahIn, kahAnse hove? kabhI puruShArtha chale, kabhI nahIn chale. apanI mandatA hai, apanI mandatA hai.

mumukShu- Ap dhyAnamen kaisA vichAr karatI hain?

samAdhAna- yah koI kahanekI bAt thoDI hai.

mumukShu- nahIn matalab aisA, jaisA shAstrameen (AtA hai), 48 miniTamen kevalagnAn ho jAtA hai. to kitanA.. jaise dhyAn hotA hai to antarmuhUrta honeke bAd Ap... hamako utsukatA huyI kis prakArake vikalpa Ate hain? ham nahIn kar pAte hain to jAnanekI ichchhA hotI hai na. kaise vichAr Ate hain Apako?

samAdhAna- vikalpa to vikalpa hai. vikalpa vikalpamen hai, AtmA AtmAmen hai.

mumukShu- aisA hI Apake manamen hameshA chalatA rahatA hai?

samAdhAna- jisako yathArtha gnAn hotA hai, usako bhedagnAnakI dhArA chalatI rahatI hai. vikalpa to vikalpamen hai, AtmA AtmAmen hai.

mumukShu- yah bAt aisI andaramen pakkI jam jAnI chAhiye?

samAdhAna- aisI sahaj dhArA honI chAhiye. sahaja. vikalpa hote nahIn, vah to kevalagnAnIko nahIn hote. parantu bhedagnAnakI dhArA to samyagdRuShTiko hotI hai.

mumukShu- andaramen bhAvamen Ane lagatA hai na? gnAn alag hai, rAg alag hai, gnAn alag hai.

samAdhAna- vah to sahaj hotA hai.

mumukShu- ham logonko mahenat lagatI hai.

samAdhAna- ekatvabuddhiko yAd nahIn karanI paDatI hai nA? yah sharIr aur main AtmA ek hain, aisI ekatvabuddhi to sahaj chalatI hai. anAdise sahaj chalatI hai na? yah sharIr aur AtmA sab ek hai, vikalpa sab ek hai, esI ekatvabuddhi chalatI hai. usI tarah bhedagnAn bhinnatA aise chalatI hai.

mumukShu- Apako sochanA nahIn paDatA. ham logonko bahut soch-sochake lAnA paDatA hai. ApakI pustak paDhate hain, ham to yahAn Aye nahIn, sune nahIn. usamen kahA hai, main gnAyak, main gnAyaka. usamen bhI hamako to mahenat paDatI hai, ham to bhUl jAte

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hain. phir thoDI der bAd yAd AtA hai ki are..! ham to bhUl gaye apaneko. aisA hamako bahut jor lagatA hai. bhUl jAte hain. .. yAd karate hain to usamen bhI hamako mahenat paDatI hai. aise hI abhyAs karen?

samAdhAna- shrImad rAjachandramen aisA AtA hai ki, pratham bhUmikA vikaT hotI hai. samajh pIchhe sab saral hai, bin samajhe mushkila. pratham bhUmikAmen aisI vikaTatA hotI hai, bhUl jAte hain. jisako gnAn hotA hai, usako sahaj hotA hai. samajh pIchhe sab saral hai.

mumukShu- to ham log matalab aise raTe? Apane jitanI bAt batAyI vah to .. kisIkI bAt hI nahIn hai. abhI to hamArI bAt hai. abhI ham to isIliye Aye hain. kyonki hamAre jIvanamen yah ghaT rahA hai. hamako baDI AturatA thI, bhUl jAte hain, phir baiTh-baiThakar yAd karate hain. aur phir kAm-dhandhA karane jAte hain, phir bhUl jAte hain.

samAdhAna- ekatvabuddhi anAdise hai. aisI mahimA nahIn hai, aisI ruchi nahIn hai.

mumukShu- ruchi to AtI hai, ruchi to AtI hai.

samAdhAna- puruShArthakI mandatA hai.

mumukShu- nahIn, ab karenge puruShArtha. ruchi AtI hai, ruchi to hotI hai mereko.

samAdhAna- abhyAs karanA. bhUl jAye to bArambAr yAd karanA. aise rUkhA nahIn honA chAhiye. bArambAr usakI mahimApUrvak ki gnAyakamen sabakuchh bharA hai, vah khAlI nahIn hai. mahimAvant padArtha hai. chaitanya bhagavAn mahimAse bharapUr hai. usako rUkhA karake main gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn, aise nahIn karanA. mahimApUrvak karanA, bhUl jAy to bhI.

mumukShu- kabhI to rUkhA bhI AyegA, kabhI to aisA bhI AyegA, jaisI gaharAI AyegI. kabhI-kabhI yah bhI A jAtA hai, kabhI lUkhA-lUkhA bhI AtA hai.

samAdhAna- mahimApUrvak honA chAhiye.

mumukShu- jaise ki ham akele khA rahe hain, chhat para. to jAnaneke tattvako hamako lakShyamen lenA hai. to yah sabako jAnanevAlA main hUn, aisA bAr-bAr, bAr-bAr aise akelemen apanI taraphalakShya le? yah prakriyA kaisI rahegI?

samAdhAna- pahale yathArtha gnAn karanA, vichAr karanA, chintavan karanA. bArambAr main jAnanevAlA hUn, yah main nahIn hUn, main jAnanevAlA hUn. pahale usakA yathArtha gnAn honA chAhiye. phir yah sab prashna hI nahIn uThenge ki kaise karun. aisA vichAr karanA, bArambAr gnAn yathArtha karanA. samajhanA. binA samajhe karane baiTh jAy to mUDhatA jaisA (ho jAyegA), kuchh mAlUm hI nahIn paDatA, aisA ho jAya.

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mumukShu- nahIn, nahIn. pahale samajhenge nA. pahale samajhenge phir karenge. samajhenge tab to vichAr Ayenge.

samAdhAna- samajhe to Aye. binA samajhe to kuchh samajhamen nahIn AtA, aisA ho jAyegA. usakI ruchi, mahimA Ave. pahachAn kare, aisA prayatna karanA. bhedagnAn sAth- sAth kare, usamen der lage to bhI utAvalI nahIn karanA.

mumukShu- ek to main shvetAmbar matase nikalI, ek to bhAShA yahAnkI sab nayI hai. dravya-guN-paryAy, hamArA sunA huA nahIn hai. mereko gharamen bolate hain, kyA sunatI hai? kuchh samajhamen nahIn AtA thA. lekin itanA achchhA lagatA hai. chha mahine kuchh palle nahIn paDA. mainne kahA, kyon nahIn AyegA?

samAdhAna- pahale aisA lagA, dravya-guN-paryAyakI bAt koI alag hI duniyAkI bAt hai. jab samajhatA jAy, tab mahimA AtI jAya.

mumukShu- gney-gnAyak pustak mereko bahut achchhI lagI, bahut hI achchhI lagI thI. pIchheke prakaraN, vastuvignAnasAr, mereko usase bahut mahimA AyI. pahale to samajhamen nahIn AyA. abhI ek-do mahinese chAlU kiyA hai. jyAdA paDh nahIn sakatI, deDh- do pej hI paDhatI hUn, phir vichAratI hUn.

samAdhAna- aise samajhan yathArtha hove tab khyAlamen AyegA ki kaise karun? kaise bhedagnAn? kaise dhyAn? yah sab bAdamen jab samajhamen AtA hai tab khyAlamen AtA hai. samajhe binA chalane lage to dUsarA mArga A jAtA hai. bhAvanagar kaise jAnA? kyA mArga hai? pahale mArga jAn lenA chAhiye, phir chalane lage to yathArtha mArga par chale.

mumukShu- nahIn, nahIn. jabahI to ham yahAn Aye hain. jabahI to ham yahAn Aye hain. hamane thoDe hI sunA hai, hamane to svAmIjIkA nAm bhI sunA do sAl pahale. pustak paDhe, bAt dimAgamen lagane lagI ki sahI hai. man to kahatA hai, sahI hai. ab tarIkA bhI to mAlUm honA chAhiye na? ki kis tarIkese ab ham Age abhyAs kare? bAt to pakkI baiTh gayI. bAt to aisI hI hai. ab mArgamen ham Age kaise chale?

samAdhAna- pahale yathArtha samajh karanI. ruchi, mahimA, yathArtha samajhan karanI. samajhanA, abhI aur visheSh samajhanA.

mumukShu- ... shAstra paDhe, ham to jyAdA nahIn paDhate hain. mokShamArga prakAshak..

samAdhAna- apaneAp samajhanA (paDatA hai).

mumukShu- pahalA ham kaunasA paDhe, jisase hamako sahI mArga mile.

samAdhAna- mokShamArga prakAshak?

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mumukShu- vah to paDhe. samAdhAna- gurudevakA.. mUl shAstra samajhamen nahIn AyegA, nahIn to samayasAr Adi.. samayasAr shAstra hai....