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mumukShu- ... prayAs kis prakArakA hotA hai?

samAdhAna- andarase pahachAnane ke liye usakA svabhAv, usakA asalI svarUp hai use pahichAnanA ki yah jAnanevAlA hai vah main hUn. usakA gnAnasvabhAv to aisA asAdhAraN svabhAv hai. vah khyAlamen A sake aisA hai. dUsare usake ananta guN hain vah use anubhUtimen vedanamen Ate hain. bAkI gnAnasvabhAv to aisA hai ki vah use turanta samajhamen A jAy aisA hai. ye sab jo hai usamen sukh nahIn hai, vah sab to AkulatArUp hai. lekin jo jAnanevAlA tattva hai vah main hUn. jAnanevAleko pahachAn lenA. jAnanevAlA hai vah main hUn. usakA asalI svarUp pahachAn le.

vah andarase pahachAnamen Aye binA rahatA hI nahIn. svayam hI hai, koI anya nahIn hai ki usase gupta rakhe. vah to apane prayatnakI mandatAke kAraN, sthUlatAke kAraN andar pahachAn nahIn sakatA hai. sUkShma hokar gaharAImen jAy to svayam svayamko pahachAnamen Aye aisA hI hai. vah jAnanevAlA tattva jo gnAyakatattva hai vahI svayam hai, koI anya nahIn hai. yah kuchh aisA nahIn hai ki svayamse gupta rahe, aisA nahIn hai. svayam hI hai, gupta rahe aisA nahIn hai. pahachAnA jAy aisA hai.

mumukShu- vah to AsAnIse pahachAnamen A jAy aisA hai, parantu svayam aisA prayatna nahIn karatA hai, isaliye pahachAnA nahIn jAtA.

samAdhAna- pahachAnA nahIn jAtA. svayam prayatna nahIn karatA hai. vastu to pahachAnamen A jAy aisI hI hai. svayam hI hai. usakA svabhAv aisA koI gupta nahIn hai ki nahIn pahachAnA jAya. svayam prayatna nahIn karatA hai. svayam bAhar rukA rahatA hai. svayam sthUlatAmen ruk jAtA hai. usakI dRuShTi bAhar hai. bAharamen use santoSh aur shAnti lagatI hai, vahIn aTak gayA hai, isaliye svayamko pahachAnatA nahIn hai. usase bhinna paDe, kahIn chain paDe nahIn to svayam svayamko pahachAn sake aisA apanA svarUp hai. mUl asalI svarUp usakA gnAyak svabhAv hai.

mumukShu- sukh lagatA hai, usake bajAy use aisA khyAl AnA chAhiye ki ye jo bAharamen vRutti jAtI hai, vah mujhe dukharUp hai, mujhe AkulatA utpanna hotI hai, usamen

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mujhe kuchh takalIph jaisA lagatA hai. to usakA andar jAnekA prayatna ho.

samAdhAna- to prayatna ho. lekin usamen aTak rahA hai. andar shAnti aur sukh bharA hai. bAharamen nahIn hai. bAharamen dukh-dukh hai. utanA antaramen laganA chAhiye na. to use chain paDe nahIn to antaramen jAya. isaliye use jarUrat laganI chAhiye. yahI AdaraNIy hai aur AtmA koI AshcharyakArI tattva hai. is prakAr andar vishvAs Aye to andar (jAye). pahale use anubhUti nahIn hotI hai, parantu pahale use vaisA vishvAs Aye ki andar AtmAmen sab hai.

mumukShu- guruke pAs aisA sunA ki andaramen aisI chIj hai. ab Age vishvAsake liye usakA prayatna kaise karanA?

samAdhAna- gurune koI apUrva svarUp batAyA. gurune kahA to svayam andarase vichAr kare ki guru kahate hain, isaliye antaramen hai. usakA svabhAv pahachAnanekA vichAr kare. pahale to use utanA vishvAs Aye, lekin bAdamen gnAnasvabhAvako pahachAne ki jo tattva hai, vah pUrNatAse bharA ho. tattva aisA nahIn hotA ki usamen kuchh nyUnatA ho. tattva pUrNa gnAnase bharA hotA hai. ananta gnAnase, ananta shaktionse bharA usIkA nAm tattva kahanemen AtA hai. tattva aisA nahIn hotA ki jo adhUrA ho, nAshavAn ho. jo svatasiddha tattva hai, vah pUrNatAse anantAse bharA hai. aise svayam vichAr karake, svayammen yadi aisI jignAsA ho to vah nakkI hue binA nahIn rahatA. svayamkI jignAsAkI kShatike kAraN aTak rahA hai.

bAhar to use kuchh dikhatA nahIn hai. bAharakA vishvAs uTh jAy ki antaramen hai. use vishvAs Aye. antar svabhAvamense pahichAne. ... pahachAn le. lakShaNase lakShya pahachAnamen AtA hai. tattva ho, vah ananta shaktise bharA hotA hai. jo astitva hai vah anAdiananta hai. vah svatasiddha hai. dravya aisA hotA hai ki jisamen kuchh apUrNatA ho yA kisIke dvArA nAsh ho aisA ho, ki na ho, aisA nahIn hai. vah ananta shaktise bharA hai. use antaramense aisI mahimA aur usakA vishvAs jo jignAsu ho use Aye binA nahIn rahatA.

jise satakI ruchi lagI, satakA prem lagA vah antaramense yathArtha satako khoj letA hai. sat tattva hai, vah sat kaisA mahimAvant hai, use mahimA Aye binA nahIn rahatI. yadi svayam andarase taiyAr huA ho to. use svAnubhUtikA Ananda to jab use svAnubhUti ho tab pragaT hotA hai, parantu pahalese use mahimA (AtA hai ki) tattva koI AshcharyakArI hai. use us prakArakA vishvAs Aye binA nahIn rahatA. usakI jarUrat lage, aisA vishvAs use antarase A jAtA hai.

mumukShu- mujhe kahIn aur jagah jAnekI jarUrat nahIn hai.

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samAdhAna- jarUrat nahIn hai, meremense hI sab (pragaT hogA). ananta gnAn, ananta sukhakA dhAm, ananta AnandakA dhAm, ananta apUrva guNonse bharA, ananta shaktiyonse bharA hai. shAshvat rahakar ananta anantArUp pariNamit honevAlA (hai). ananta shakti mujhamen bharI hai. use vishvAs A jAtA hai.

mumukShu- usakA antar sanshodhan ugra hotA jAtA hai.

samAdhAna- hAn, antarakI orakA ugra hotA jAtA hai. dRuShTike balase, bhedagnAnakI dhArA Adi sab ugra hotA jAtA hai. usakI gnAtApanekI dhArA pragaT hokar ugra hotI hai. samajhe to saral hai. nahIn samajhA hai isaliye ananta kAlase duShkar ho gayA hai.

mumukShu- bahut baDh jAtA hai.

samAdhAna- apanA svabhAv hai isaliye saral hai. ek ansh svAnubhUtikA pragaT ho to sarvaguNAnsh so samyagdarshanake sAth sarva guN shuddhatArUp pariNamate hain. sab apanI orakI pariNati pragaT hotI hai. phir to sahajatAse usakI dashA baDhatI jAtI hai. parantu pahale use kaThin lagatA hai. jise hotA hai, use antarmuhUrtamen ho jAtA hai. nahIn hotA use abhyAs kare tab hotA hai.

mumukShu- usake pIchhe paD jAnA chAhiye.

samAdhAna- pIchhe paDanA chAhiye, to hotA hai. jarUrat lage to usake pIchhe prayatna karatA hI rahatA hai, chhoDatA nahIn hai. vaise ise chhoDanA nahIn chAhiye. AkulatA na kare, parantu dhairyase bhAvanApUrvak usakA abhyAs karatA rahe.

mumukShu- usakI AkulatA nahIn karanI, parantu usake prayatnamen sAtatya..

samAdhAna- prayatna chAlU rakhanA chAhiye, apanI bhAvanA chAlU rakhe. yah karanA hI hai, ais prayatna chAlU rakhe. to mil jAtA hai. gurudev mile isaliye sab mil gayA hai, phir bhI abhI karanA to svayamko hai.

mumukShu- aisI bhAvanA hotI hai ki kis dishAmen jAnA hai, kaise jAnA hai, usakA mArgadarshan...

samAdhAna- dishA darshAnevAle gurudevane dishA batA dI hai. kahIn rukate the, aTakate the un sabako dRuShTi batA dI ki yah dRuShTi pragaT kara. kahIn kriyAmen, shubhabhAvommen kahIn- kahIn rukate the, use dikhAyA ki tU antaramen jA. andar shAshvat dravyako grahaN kara. gurudev mile isaliye is pancham kAlamen mahAbhAgyase gurudev mile, ek tiranekA mArga sab mumukShuonko batA diyA. puruShArtha svayamko karanA hai.

mumukShu- gurudev bhI padhAre aur Ap bhI sAthamen padhAre.

samAdhAna- gurudevane mArga batAyA. gurudevake dAs hain. sab gurudevane hI batAyA hai.

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kahIn bhUl na ho aisA. parantu antaramen pariNati svayamko pragaT karanI hai.

mumukShu- mahenat to hamako hI karanI paDe.

samAdhAna- dekho to sab kahAn-kahAn paDe hote hain. laukikamen dekho to kahIn kriyAmen paDe hote hain, itanA kiyA isaliye dharma ho gayA, aisA mAnate hain. shubhabhAv puNyase dharma mAnate hain. kahAn-kahAn (paDe hote hain). gurudevane to ek shAshvat dravyako grahaN kar, aisI dRuShTi pragaT karaneko kahA. guNabhed, paryAyabhedakI dRuShTi bhI uThA le. gnAnamen sab jAna. jAnanemen sab AtA hai. ekadam sUkShma dRuShTi gurudevane batAyI. svAnubhUtikA mArga batAyA. puruShArtha svayamko karanA rahatA hai. kahIn bhUl na ho, aisA spaShTa mArga batA diyA hai.

mumukShu- gnAyakakA vikalpa, vichAr Aye, lekin phir vikalpa TUTatA nahIn hai. vikalpamen hI (rahanA hotA hai).

samAdhAna- usakA puruShArtha chAhiye. pahale to bhAvanA ho, phir puruShArtha (kare). antaramense pahachAne, bhinna paDe to vikalpa TUTe. andarase bhinna paDanA chAhiye, bhedagnAn hokara.

mumukShu- bhedagnAn hokar vikalpa TUTe, vah kitane sekanDake liye TUTatA hogA?

samAdhAna- TUTe bhale antarmuhUrta, lekin usakI dhArA to chale na, bhedagnAnakI dhArA chalatI hai. andarase bhedagnAn huA, bAdamen pahalekI bhAnti abhinna nahIn ho jAtA. usakI bhedagnAnakI dhArA (chalatI hai). ekatvabuddhi jo anAdikI hotI hai, vaisI nahIn hotI. ek bAr bhinna paDe phir bhinna hI rahatA hai. bhedagnAnakI dhArA chalatI hai.

ek gnAyak AtmAko pahachAnanA, basa. aur bhedagnAn pragaT karanA. svamen ekatva aur parase vibhakta, bhedagnAn karanA. main mere chaitanyamen abhed ekatva hUn. gnAyak shAshvat ananta guNase bharA huA ek AtmA gnAyak hUn. apanA astitva-gnAyakakA grahaN karake bhedagnAn pragaT karanA chAhiye. sharIrase bhinna, vikalpase bhinna, sabase bhinna hUn. vikalpa usakA svabhAv nahIn hai, usase bhedagnAnakI dhArA pragaT karanI chAhiye.

vikalpa toDanekA ek hI upAy hai, gnAyakakI dhArAko ugra karanI. yathArtha gnAyakakI dhArA, sahaj gnAyakakI dhArA pragaT karanI. vah use toDanekA upAy hai. bAkI sab AkulatArUp hai, anitya hai. AtmA nitya shAshvat hai. parakA svayam kuchh nahIn kar sakatA. svayam chaitanyakA kar sakatA hai. vAstavamen paramen apanA koI upAy nahIn chalatA hai. apane chaitanyamen apanA upAy-puruShArtha chalatA hai, bAharamen kuchh nahIn chalatA. upadesh sahI mauke par kAm AtA hai. aise apUrva AtmAko pahachAnanA. ek AtmA-shuddhAtmAko pahichAne to bhavakA abhAv hotA hai. to andarase AkulatA chhUTakar sukh aur Ananda pragaT ho, vah satya hai. sArarUp vahI hai aur sharaNarUp bhI vahI hai, sabakuchh vahI hai. bAkI sabakuchh nisAr hai.

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mumukShu- .... shurUAt huyI, ... TUTI isaliye sabako khyAl A gayA. ata basamense ham sab khaDe ho gaye. main aise hI baiThA rahA. mainne kahA, itane log is paryAyako badalanekI koshiSh kar rahe hain. DrAIvarane bahut koshiSh kI. basamense kisIkI ichchhA nahIn thI. abhI vahI vichAr kar rahA thA, paryAy itanI svatantrarUpase pariNamit ho rahI hai aur itane log us paryAyako badalanekI koshiSh kar rahe haiain. vahI vichAr kar rahA thA, us vichAramen bas kab gir gayI aur kab gote khAne lagI, us vakta mujhe kuchh bhAn nahIn rahA ki bas ab gir gayI hai. hAthamen pakaD rakhA thA. abhI to vahI vichAr kar rahA thA, vichAr karatA hUn, is paryAyako badalaneke liye itane log koshiSh kar rahe hain. koI ichchhate nahIn hai. aur itanI svatantrarUpase paryAy pariNamatI hai. yahI vichAr kar rahA hUn, mainne khAI nahIn dekhI, girate samay koI sadamA nahIn lagA. us vakta mujhe kisI bhI prakArakA vikalpa nahIn thA. bAdamen to bas gote khAne lagI. usake bAd sab vismRut ho gayA, bAdamen to sab vismRut ho gayA. phir to aisA hone lagA ki ab bas kab banda hogI, kab khaDI rah jAy, kab gote khAnA banda hogA? vah sab vikalpa chalane lage. us vakta yah nayA nikalA ki ab banda ho, banda ho, banda ho. aTake, aTake, aTake, gote khAnA aTake, aTake, aTake. vah vikalpa basamen chalatA thA.

samAdhAna- kaise bachanA aisA sab (sochane lage).

mumukShu- is hAthamen do haDDI TUT gayI.

mumukShu- mainne jorase pakaD liyA thA. parantu do-tIn bAr palaTI khAI to hAthake TUkaDe ho gaye.

mumukShu- do TUkaDe. donon. phoTo batAyA, donon hAth bilakUl alaga. mumukShu- phir to main bhI basake andar AkAshamen gol-gol uDane lagA. itanI vedanA thI, phir bhI main andaramen gnAyakakI or muDanekA vichAr karun ki main isamen rah sakU, isamen rah sakU. lekin utanI vedanA thI ki vikalpamen hI chaD jAnA hotA thA.

samAdhAna- utanI vedanAkA prasang thA.

mumukShu- ham yahAnse kalakattA jAnA hai, kalakattAse phir plenamen imphAl jAnA hai. phir imphAlase ...

samAdhAna- aspatAlamen vahAn le gaye honge. gurudevane batAyA hai vahI sabako shAnti detA hai. gurudevane sabako taiyAr kar diye hain. vAstavamen gurudevakA param upakAr hai. us vakta gnAyakakA smaraN ho, vah sab gurudevakA upakAr hai. gurudevakA upakAr hai.

mumukShu- ghar bhI yAd nahIn AyA. koI bhI vikalpa us vakta mujhe nahIn thA.

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gharamen kyA hogA, kaise hogA? lekin jitanA andaramen prayatna karatA thA, juDanekA prayatna karun, juDanekA prayatna karun, lekin vikalpamen rahI rahanA hotA thA.

samAdhAna- abhI bhinna nahIn huA hai isaliye vikalpamen (rahatA hai). lekin vah yAd Aye vah bhI gurudevakA pratAp hai. aise samayamen gnAyak yAd AnA (vah bhI gurudevakA upakAr hai). usake liye AtmAmen jyAdA puruShArtha karanA, adhik lagan lagAnI aur adhik gurudevane batAyA hai us mArgako grahaN karanA. adhik-adhik..

AtmAkA kuchh kiyA ho, AtmAmen sanskAr jyAdA dRuDh ho, andar AtmA hAjir ho. koI kisIkA kar nahIn sakatA. bAharamen chAhe jaisA prayatna kare, koI kisIko bachA nahIn sakatA. jo bananevAlA hotA hai vaise hI banatA rahatA hai.

mumukShu- Ashcharya hotA hai ki abhI main jIvit hUn!

mumukShu- DAkTarane bachAyA ki nahIn?

samAdhAna- kisIne bachAyA nahIn hai. bhAv achchhe rakhe vah apane hain. kisIne bachAyA nahIn hai. gurudevane batAyA vah mArga grahaN ho jAy, vah AtmAko vAstavamen sukharUp aur sukhakA dhAm to vahI hai. koI bachA nahIn sakA. AyuShya thA.

mumukShu- DAkTar abhI kahAn bukhAr utAr sakatA hai. abhI kitanA rahatA hai? mumukShu- abhI 99.3, 99.4 shAmako hotA hai. normal nahIn hotA hai. bahut gaharI khAI thI. ye to abhI bIchamen aTak gayI thI.

mumukShu- ye to bIchamen (aTak gayI), isase bhI chAr-pAnch gunI gaharI thI. bIchamen jamIn A jAye, isaliye vahAn aTak gayI.

mumukShu- nahIn, isamen to kyA hai Utarate-Utarate dUsarI sab pahADIkA pAnIkA jharanA thA. us jharanemen bas dhans gayI. usamen dhans gayI isaliye aTak gayI. phir tIn- chAr dinake bAd aise samAchAr mile the, mainne to nahIn dekhA thA. usake sau phiTake bAd itanI gaharI khAI thI kI ananta AkAsh thA. usamenn bas kab gire aur kab jAya. aur bas us vakta andar girI hotI to kisIkI haDDI bhI hAth nahIn lagatI. lekin nasIbase yah eksIDenTa huA, jharanemen bas dhans gayI to bas vahIn aTak gayI. nahIn to abhI to bahut gaharI khAI thI.

samAdhAna- isaliye AdamI vahAn leneke liye pahunch sake.

mumukShu- usakA ek putra thA. usakI bas to ... kuchal gayA thA. milITarIvAle sab kuchalakar mar gaye.

samAdhAna- vairAgya karane jaisA hai.

mumukShu- ahemadAbAdase jaldI sonagaDh A jAo. mujhe yahAn nahIn rahanA hai.

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mumukShu- DAkTarakI bhI ijAjat nahIn lI. DAkTarakI ijAjat lene jAyenge to nA bolenge. mujhe ahemadAbAdamen rahanA hI nahIn hai. bIs din ahemadAbAdamen rahe. bukhAr nahIn utarA. DAkTarake pAs gaye. das dinakI davAI lekar vApas AnA. mainne kahA, ab jaldI sonagaDh chale jAnA hai. yahAn to Tep bhI sunane mile, pUrA din satsamAgamamen rahanA ho, ...

mamukShu- ... turanta hI. subah, shAm, dopahara. isaliye itanI shAnti hotI hai. kahIn sunane nahIn milatA. yahAnse nikalaneke bAd pUrI duniyAmen kahIn sunane nahIn milatA. yahAn sonagaDh Aye tabhI shAnti hotI hai. ek Tep sun lI to bhI itanI shAnti hotI hai.

samAdhAna- shAnti hotI hai, mAnon sAkShAt gurudev bol rahe hain. ... denevAle gurudev hI hai.

mumukShu- kahAn bhaTakate hote.

samAdhAna- gurudevane to apUrva mArga batAyA hai. kahInke kahIn jIv aTak gaye hain bahAramen. antar dRuShTi karake... sukhakA dhAm, AnandakA dhAm AtmA shAshvat hai. AtmA gnAnase bharA hai, sab gurudevane batAyA. tU adabhUt tattva hai. teremen adbhutatA hai, bAhar kahIn nahIn hai. sab svarUp gurudevane batAyA. aur AtmAkA hI adbhutatA mahimA karane jaisI hai. dUsarA kuchh nahIn hai, sansAr nisAr hai. sArabhUt tattva AtmA hI hai.

chattArI mangalan, arihantA mangalan, sAhU mangalan, kevalipaNatto dhammo mangalan. chattArI loguttamA, arihantA loguttamA, siddhA loguttamA, sAhU loguttamA, kevalipaNatto dhammo loguttamA.

chattArI sharaNan pavajjAmi, arihantA sharaNan pavajjAmi, siddhA sharaNan pavajjAmi, kevalI paNatto dhammo sharaNan pavajjAmi.

chAr sharaN, chAr mangal, chAr uttam kare je, bhavasAgarathI tare te sakaL karmano ANe anta. mokSha taNA sukh le anant, bhAv dharIne je guN gAye, te jIv tarIne muktie jAya. sansAramAnhI sharaN chAr, avar sharaN nahIn koI. je nar-nArI Adare tene akShay avichal pad hoya. angUThe amRut varase labdhi taNA bhaNDAra. guru gautamane samarIe to sadAy manavAnchhit phal dAtA.