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samAdhAna- ... gurudevane dhodh barasAyA hai. is panchamakAlamen itanA upadeshakA dhodh itane sAl tak barasAyA, vah to koI mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai.

mumukShu- ..

samAdhAna- sabako us mArga par le Aye. nAnAlAlabhAIko to gurudevakA kitanA thA. unake sAth hI rahate the. yahAn sab aise hI Ate hain. gurudevake pratAp-se. sab bachapan-se hI aise hain. chhoTe the tab-se. ve kahate hain, mujhe aisA lagatA hai. pUrva aur bhaviShyake vishiShTa vyakti. gurudevake pratAp-se sab aisA hI hai, samajh lenA. gurudev svayam bhagavAnake pAs-se Aye. koI vishiShTa, gurudev svayam hI vishiShTa (the). to unake shiShya vishiShTa hon.

ye sab pUchhate hain. gurudevakI vah sajAvaT kI thI na? chitra Adi dekhane gayI thI. phir vahAn-se Akar pUrI rAt (bhAv ho rahe the ki), yah sab sajAvaT kI hai, lekin gurudev virAjate hon to kaisA lage! aise vichAr Ate the, aise hI raTan chalatA rahA. gurudev ho, gurudev ho to yah sab shobhatA hai. phir prAtakAlamen svapna AyA, gurudev devake rUpamen hI the. devake rUpamen padhAre. phir devake vastra, devakA ratnamay pahanAvaT (thA). mujhe (aise) hAth karake kahA, bahin! main to yahIn hUn, aisA mAnanA. tIn bAr kahA. main to yahIn hUn, aise hI mAnanA. tIn bAr kahA. gurudev devake vastramen the.

mainne kahA, gurudev! mujhe ApakI AgnA hai aisA rakhUn, lekin ye sab dukhI ho rahe hain. gurudev tab maun rahe. phir mainne kisIko kuchh kahA nahIn thA. parantu dUjake din vAtAvaraN hI aisA ho gayA thA. sab Anandamay vAtAvaraN ho gayA thA. gurudev mAnon virAjate hon, aisA vAtAvaraN ho gayA thA. phir kahA. ... gurudev hain, aise pahachAn le. gnAnamen aisA hotA hai na ki gurudev hai, aise devake rUpamen pahachAne jAya. sab kahate the, mujhe lagA kaun jAne? usamen (viDIyomen) UtarA usamen aisA lagatA thA. mujhe lagA viDIyomen aisA sAkShAt jaise kyon lagatA hai? aisA hotA thA. viDIyomen aisA lagatA thA. mAnon sAkShAt virAjate hon! aisA lagatA thA. parantu viDIyomen mujhe koI vichAr nahIn thA, aise hI dekhate-dekhate gurudevake phoTo A rahe the. usamen ek phoTo aisA AyA

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to, mAnon sAkShAt gurudev hain! aisA vikalpa ekadam A gayA.

mumukShu- ApakA vikalpa bhI...

samAdhAna- aisA ho gayA. yahAn Aye, parantu is pannchamakAlamen darshan durlabh hai, aisA hai.

samAdhAna- ... vishiShTa vyakti ho, kuchh visheShatAvAlI ho aisA samajh lenA. usamen jo vishiShTatA hai, usamen kuchh vishiShTatA bharI hai, bhaviShyakI aur bhUtakAlakI sab vishiShTatA hai. ... pUrva bhavake sanskAr lekar hI Aye hain. .. gurudevake sAnnidhyamen aisI vishiShTatA unamen rahI hai. gurudev tIrthankarakA dravya, mahAn samartha gurudev hain, unake sAnnidhyamen jo vishiShTa vyaktike rUpamen hai, to unamen kuchh vishiShTatA hai hI, aisA Apako samajh lenA. gurudev...

samAdhAna- .. puruShArtha ho na. svabhAvako jAne binA kahAn-se ho? svabhAv kyA hai yah jAnanA chAhiye. .. pratyekamen apanA prayojan honA chAhiye. oghe oghe bahut bAr kiyA hai. parantu AtmAkA dhyey pratyekamen honA chAhiye. prayojan binA sab kiyA hai. AtmAkA prayojan honA chAhiye.

jaisA bhagavAnakA AtmA hai, vaisA apanA AtmA hai. apanA svabhAv jaisA bhagavAnakA hai, vaisA apanA hai. aisA samajhanekA prayojan honA chAhiye. mahimAvant unhonne sab pragaT kiyA-vItarAg dashA, kevalagnAn (Adi). bhagavAn mahimAvant hain, aisA shakti-se apanA svabhAv hai, vah kaise pahachAnA jAy? shAstramen dravya-guN-paryAyakI bAt Aye. main chaitanyadravya hUn. meremen ananta guN hain, meremen paryAy hain, vah kis tarah hai? aise apanA chaitanyadravya pahachAnanekA prayojan honA chAhiye.

chaitanya bhagavAn, tU bhagavAn AtmA hai. tU tujhe dekh, tU bhagavAn AtmA hai. shAstramen AtA hai na ki Ao, yahAn Ao. yah apad hai, tumhArA pad nahIn hai. yah chaitanyapad AtmAkA hai, use pahachAno.

mumukShu- dev-guru-shAstrake binA svayamko chale nahIn, yah to Apane gajabA bAt kahI.

samAdhAna- mArga par chalatA ho, dUsare gAmv jAtA ho, chalatA hai apane-se, parantu sAthIko sAthamen rakhatA hai. aise main bhale hI mere-se prayatna karun, parantu panch parameShThI bhagavant mere sAth padhAriye, main Apako sAthamen rakhatA hUn. Ap jis mArga par chale us mArga par mujhe chalanA hai. mArga darshAnevAleko sAthamen rakhatA hai.

jinendra bhagavAn, jinhonne mArga dekhA hai, guru jo mArga batA rahe hain, AchArya, upAdhyAy Adi sab sAdhanA karate hain, un sabako main sAthamen rakhatA hUn. main mArga par jAUn, mArga

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darshAnevAle sabako main sAthamen rakhatA hUn. unake binA mujhe nahIn chalegA. koI kar nahIn detA, phir bhI main sabako sAthamen rakhatA hUn, Apake binA nahIn chalegA. jinendra dev, guru mArga batAte hain. AchArya sAdhanA karate hain. main un sabako sAthamen rakhatA hUn. mere hRudayamen virAjamAn karake main mArgako sAdhatA hUn.

(chaitanya) dravya shAshvat hai, use lakShyamen lekar usakI pratIt, gnAn aur chAritrakI lInatA (ho), un sabamen main dev-guru-shAstra bhagavAnako sAthamen rakhatA hUn. pahale samyagdarshan- se lekar AkhIr tak panch parameShThI bhagavant apanI bhAvanAmen sAthamen hote hain. samyagdRuShTiko hote hain, munion bhI panch parameShThI bhagavantonkA smaraN karate hain. AchAryadev kahate hain na ki, main dIkShA lene jA rahA hUn, main sabako nimantraN detA hUn. AchArya, munivar sab dev-guru-shAstrako sAthamen hI rakhate hain.

shubhabhAvanAmen panch parameShThI bhagavanta. svarUpamen lIn ho jAy nirvikalpa dashAmen, bAhar Aye to unhen aisI bhAvanA hotI hI hai. lInatA hotI hai, parantu shubhabhAvanAmen yah hotA hai. pUrI dishA badal gayI hai. antaramen chaitanya taraph dishA ho gayI hai, bAharamen dev- guru-shAstra taraph usakI dRuShTi badal gayI hai. laukik par-se dRuShTi chhUTakar dev-guru-shAstra par usakI shubhabhAvanA us or A gayI hai. antaramen chaitanya taraph dishA badal gayI hai.

mumukShu- vichAr karate hain tab aisA lagatA hai ki Ap kuchh nayI bAt karate ho, alag hI bAt lagatI hai. hamen aisA lagatA hai ki ApakA ananta upakAr hai.

samAdhAna- jo pahachAnatA hai, vah use bhinna karatA hai. kShayopasham gnAnamen aisI shakti hai ki vah bhinna kar le. usamen kyA pharka paDA, usakA vistAr nahIn kar sakatA hai. lekin use (lagatA hai ki), yah barAbar hI hai. yah AdamI alag hI hai, aisA kah detA hai. andar sab vikalpa Aye, usamen main jAnanevAlA hUn, us jAnanevAleko pahachAn le. bAhar kaise pahachAn letA hai. vaise antar taraph dRuShTi karake tU tere gnAyak svabhAvako us lakShaN dvArA lakShyako pahachAn le. gnAyakako pahachAn le. gnAnamen aisI pahachAnanekI shakti hai. bAhar rUpIko pahachAne to arUpI svayam hI hai, svayamko kyon nahIn pahachAne?

jaise koI parichayamen Aye manuShyako kitane samay bAd dekhe to bhI use pahachAn letA hai. usamen thoDA badalAv AyA ho to amuk jAtake lakShaN par-se gnAn use pakaD letA hai ki yah vahI manuShya hai. kis lakShaN-se pahachAnA vah kah nahIn sakatA. usakI mudrA parase main pahachAnatA hUn. usake mudrAmen kyA pharka paDA? vah to sab manuShyakI mudrAmen thoDA-thoDA, bArIk-bArIk kuchh na kuchh pharka to hotA hI hai. lekin vah grahaN kar letA hai.

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vaise kShayopasham gnAn sthUl hai ki vah AshrayavAlA hai. to bhI isaprakAr sUkShmatA- se grahaN karanekI gnAnamen shakti hai. manavAlA hai, indriyonkA AdhAr letA hai. to phir jo gnAn bAhar-se grahaN karatA hai, vaise apane gnAn lakShaNako kyon nahIn pahachAn sake? kitane jAtake vikalpa hai, yah gnAn hai aur main gnAyakasvabhAvI AtmA hUn. svayamko pahachAnanekI shakti hai, lekin vah sUkShma hokar dekhatA hI nahIn hai.

mumukShu- dRuShTAnta itanA saral lagatA hai. manuShyakI pahachAn hotI hai. kyon pahachAnatA hai, use kah nahIn sakate. phir bhI vah nishchitarUp-se pahachAnamen AtA hai.

samAdhAna- nishchitarUp-se, nishankapane binA tarkake pahachAnamen AtA hai. koI dUsarA kahe ki yah nahIn hai, to bhI mAne nahIn. utanA nishankapane pahachAnatA hai. vaise hI nishankapane AtmAkI pahachAn hotI hai, parantu vah pahachAnatA nahIn hai.

mumukShu- vaise hI nishankapane AtmAkI pahachAn hotI hai.

samAdhAna- vaise hI nishankapane AtmAkI pahachAn hotI hai. phir koI kuchh bhI kahe to bhI usamen use tarka yA aur kuchh nahIn AtA. aise nishankapane AtmAkI pahachAn ho sakatI hai, parantu vah pahachAnatA nahIn hai. aise hI lakShaN dvArA vah AtmAkI (pahachAn kar sakatA hai). svayam hI hai, is tarah pahachAn sakatA hai. usake astitva-se, gnAyakatA- se pahachAn sakatA hai. vah pahachAnatA nahIn hai, prayatna nahIn karatA hai. sUkShma upayog karake andar dekhatA nahIn hai.

hajAron logonke tarkake bIchamen bhI vah svayam nishankapane koI tarkako mAne nahIn is prakAr nishankapane svayamko pahachAn sakatA hai. sab batAte hain, parantu dekhanA svayamko hai ki is lakShaN-se pahachAna. usakA lakShaN batAte hain. terA gnAn lakShaN hai, us lakShaNamen pUrA gnAyak hai use pahachAna. parantu svayam dekhatA nahIn hai.

samyagdarshan honeke bAd pUrA brahmANDa phir jAy to bhI vah phiratA nahIn, aisI nishankatA use andar (hotI hai). chaitanyakI svAnubhUtimen use aisI nishankatA A jAtI hai. gnAyak lakShaNako pahachAne. pratItamAtramen bhI utanI nishankatA hotI hai, to svAnubhUtimen to alag hI ho jAtA hai. grahaN karanemen bhI use kitanI shakti (hotI hai). ye to arUpI AtmA svayam hI hai. svayamko grahaN kar sakatA hai.

mumukShu- apanI hai isaliye. vichAr karane par aisA hI lagatA hai ki ruchikI kShatike kAraN nahIn hotA hai, bAkI to nishchitapane kAm ho sakatA hai.

samAdhAna- ruchikI hI kShati hai. ruchi bAhar jAtI hai. andar ruchi itanI lage, itanI lagan lage to svayam svayamko pahachAne binA rah nahIn sakatA. chain paDe nahIn, chaitanyakA svabhAv pragaT hue binA to svayam apaneko grahaN kiye binA rahatA hI nahIn. ruchikI

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mandatA, puruShArthakI mandatA.

jabatak antaramen usakI pahachAn nahIn hotI, tabatak usakI ruchikI tIvratA kare, bhAvanA rakhe. shubhabhAvanAmen mere hRudayamen jinendra dev hoo, mujhe darshan jinendra devake, mujhe darshan guruke, mere hRudayamen guru, hRudayamen shAstra, merI vANImen vah hoo, aisI bhAvanA use hotI hai. dUsarA kuchh nahIn chAhiye. ek AtmA aur dev-guru-shAstra. jabatak Age nahIn baDhatA hai tabataka.

AtmAkA dhyey (ho), tabatak shubhabhAvanAmen khaDA rahe. parantu use shuddhAtmA kaise pragaT ho, aisI laganI taraph usakA prayatna hotA hai. aisI ruchi baDhAne taraph usakA prayatna hotA hai. gnAnamAtra gnAyakamen hI sab bharA hai. gnAnamen use aisA lagatA hai ki gnAnamen sab bharA hai? gnAnake andar hI sab bharA hai. vah gnAyak vastu hai pUrI. aur ananta shaktiyon-se bharI vastu hai. ananta mahimAkA bhaNDAr aur ananta sukhakA, AnandakA aur ananta gnAnakA bhaNDAr hai. gnAnamAtramen hI sab bharA hai. gnAnamAtra arthAt pUrI gnAyak vastu hai. gnAn arthAt koI ek guN aisA nahIn hai. gnAn arthAt pUrI vastu gnAyak hai. use pahachAn aur us taraph jA. usamen sab bharA hai. ananta shaktiyAn bharapUr bharI hai.

mumukShu- pUre gnAyakakA grahaN (ho jAtA hai). samAdhAna- pUre gnAyakakA grahaN karanA. gnAn arthAt sirpha jAnanAmAtra nahIn, pUrI akhaNDa vastu grahaN karanI.