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samAdhAna- ... ho gayA, ab kyA hai, aisA yadi kare.... koI nahIn kar detA, svayamko karanA paDatA hai. svAdhIn hai. svayam dhyAn nahIn rakhatA aur pramAd kare to giratA hai. puruShArtha to karanA paDatA hai. svabhAvamen bharA hai usamense AtA hai, kahIn lenA nahIn jAnA paDatA. svabhAvamen sab paDA hai, usamen puruShArtha karanese sahaj pragaT hotA hai. lekin puruShArthake binA nahIn hotA.

nandIshvarakA pUjAkI pustakamen kitanA varNan AtA hai. usakA to bahut varNan AtA hai. apane to usakA Anshik kiyA hai. lekin usakA dikhAv achchhA ho gayA hai. pAnchasau-pAnchasau dhanuShake baDe-baDe pratimAjI hain aur vishAl mandir hain. meru parvat kitanA baDA hai! ek lAkh yojanakA meru hai. usamen pAnchasau dhanuShake pratimAen hain. vah mandir kitane baDe! chAron or van hai. un vanake andar chAr dishAmen chAr mandir hain. chAron dishAmen chAr mandir aur bIchamen sab van hain. pAnchasau dhanuShakI baDI pratimAen! kudaratI sab (rachanA hai). jagatamen bhagavAn sarvotkRuShTa hain to yah kudarat kisIke dvArA banAye binA bhagavAnarUp pariNamit ho gayI hai. sab ratna bhagavAnarUp pariNamit ho gaye hain.

mumukShu- hamAre to sAkShAt bhagavAn A gaye hain. mAtAjI! Apake pratApase bhagavAn hI hain.

samAdhAna- ratnakI pratimAen. bhagavAnarUp, sab ratna bhagavAnarUp pariNamit ho gaye hain. jambU dvIpamen meru hai. is jambU dvIpamen ek sudarshan meru hai, dUsarA ghAtakI khaShDamen do meru hai. do meru-pUrva dishAmen aur pashchim dishAmen. donon meru ghAtakI khaNDamen hai. sunAyI detA hai na? aur puShkar dvIpamen do meru hain.

mumukShu- do meru ghAtakI khaNDamen Amane-sAmane hain.

samAdhAna- hAn, Amane-sAmane pUrva-pashchimamen. jambU dvIpamen bIchamen hai. aur puShkar dvIpamen do hai. antim dvIp hai na? ardha puShkar, usamen do meru hai. is tarah pAnch meru hai.

mumukShu- Apane pratyakSha dekhe hain?

samAdhAna- sab varNan AtA hai. shAstramen sab varNan AtA hai.

mumukShu- parantu pratyakSha dekhate hon aisA lagatA hai. Apake pratApase to yahIn maNDalakI

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rachanA ho gayI hai, mAtAjI! kalpanA nahIn ho pAtI ki mandir kitane baDe honge!

samAdhAna- usakA bhI nAp AtA hai. sau yojan aur pachAs yojan Adi kuchh AtA hai. sau yojan yA aisA kuchh AtA hai. madhyam jinAlay, jaghanya jinAlay aisA sab AtA hai. sab dev to aShTAhnikAmen jAte hain. jo hote hain, usake niyat dev hote hain. jinhen sAthamen jAnA ho vah sab jAte hain.

jin pratimA jin sArakhI. samyagdarshanake kAraNamen jin pratimA bhI kahI gayI hai. ek bAr sAkShAt bhagavAnake aur guruke darshan, vANI sune, bAdamen to jinapratimA Adi samyagdarshanake kitane hI kAraN Ate hain. pratyakSha vANI ek bAr milanI chAhiye. pratyakSha vANI deshanAlabdhike liye.... AtmAkA svarUp darshAte hain. chaitanya bhagavAnako darshAte hain.

... sAgaropamake AyuShya pUre ho jAte hain to is manuShya jIvanakA AyuShya kyA hisAbamen hai? he mAtA! he janetA! muje AgnA de. mainne to ananta mAtAen kI. ab to mujhe antaramen jo anAdi jananI hai, usake pAs jAtA hUn. mujhe AgnA de. pravachanasAramen bhI AtA hai. AtmAkA svarUp satya hai. vahI mAtA aur vahI pitA, sab antaramen hai. are..! sansAramen kyA hai jo milA nahIn. kuchh nayA nahIn hai. is jIvane ananta janma-maraN kiye. aise sansAr-dukhase hamen kahIn ruchatA nahIn. hamen to dIkShA lenI hai. aisA kahakar chal dete hain.

rAg chhoDakar, jangalamen muni hokar chale jAte hain. sIdhI tarah chale jAte hain. gurudev kahate the na? koI use le jAye, usake bajAy main hI vanamen-jangalamen, smashAnamen chalA jAtA hUn. mAtA-pitAkA rAg chhoDakar, svayamko bhav hI nahIn karane paDe, aisI sAdhanA karaneke liye jAte hain. vahI sukhadAyak hai. bAkI to jIvane sab kiyA hai, yah kuchh nayA nahIn hai. yah sansAr to aisI hai hai. janma-maraN, janma-maraN hote hI rahate hain. sabane bahut sunA hai.

AtmAkI taiyArI karaneke liye gurudevakA aisA sAnnidhya milA, aisA yog milA aur aisI vANI milI, vah grahaN karane jaisA hai. akele jAnA hai, akelA janma- maraN karatA hai, mokShamen bhI akelA jAnevAlA hai. usamen bIchamen kisIkA sAth nahIn hotA. puruShArtha kare, mokShamen bhI akelA (jAtA hai).

... is bhavasAgaramense bhavakA abhAv kaise ho? AtmA usase chhUT jAye, vah mArga grahaN karane jaisA hai, gurudevane batAyA vaha. is bhavasAgaramen aise bhav to jIvane kitanI bAr kiye hain. sab bhUlatA AyA hai. abhI vartamAnamen ho isaliye aisA lagatA hai ki aisA huA. bAkI bhUtakAlamen bhav-bhavamen kitane prasang banate hain. kahAn tiryanchamen gayA, pashumen gayA, manuShyamen gayA, kitane dukh sahan karatA AyA hai. is bhavamen AtmAkA

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kalyAN honekA yog banA. is panchamakAlamen aise gurudev mile, aisA mArga milA to AtmAkA (hit kar lene jaisA hai).

... vANI chhUTI to sarva pratham bAr vANI chhUTI (to) jay jayakAr ho gayA. vANIkA dhodh bahA. AShADh kRuShNA ekam kahate hain aur shAstramen sAvan kRuShNA ekam kahate hain. .. pahAD par rAjagRuhI nagarImen pAnch kahate hain na? vipulAchal parvat par bhagavAnakI vANI chhUTI. mahAvIr bhagavAnakI.

... huA, sAth-sAth chhaThThA-sAtavAn guNasthAn ho gayA. chhaThThe-sAtavemen nirvikalpa dashA to huyI. anya matako mAnate the, usamense samyagdarshanakI prApti huyI, bhedagnAn huA. ek hI dravya mAnate the, usamense main AtmA bhinna, yah sharIr bhinna, vibhAv merA svabhAv nahIn hai, gnAyakako bhedagnAn karake pahachAnA. aur antaramen nirvikalpa dashA svAnubhUti to huyI, Age baDhe, chAritradashA bhI sAthamen huyI. chhaThThA-sAtavAn guNasthAna. antarmuhUrta-antarmuhUrtamen chhaThThe-sAtaven guNasthAnamen nirvikalpa dashAmen jhule aisI dashA ho gayI. chhaThThA-sAtavAn guNasthAn to huA, usake sAth gnAn pragaT ho gayA. mati, shrut, avadhi, manaparyay Adi sab gnAn (pragaT hue). chhadmastha avasthAmen jitanI parAkAShTA ho, vah sab unhen ho gayI. matignAn, shrutagnAn, avadhignAn, manaparyayagnAna.

mumukShu- brAhmaNamense..

samAdhAna- pUrNarUpase palaT gaye. bhagavAnakI vANI chhUTI. sab taiyArI ekasAth ho gayI. yahAn inakI taiyArI aur vahAn vANI chhUTI. sab sAthamen ho gayA. vANI chhUTI aur andar gaye, ekasAth ho gayA. AtmAkI taiyArI. kaisI pAtratA hotI hai aur nimitta- upAdAnakA kaisA sambandha hotA hai!!

... svarUpamen us pariNatikI gati chhaThThe-sAtaven guNasthAnamen jhule, gnAnakI utanI nirmalatA, chaudah pUrvakI labdhi pragaT hotI hai. Ruddhi-siddhi sab pragaT ho gayI.

mumukShu- gurudevane yahAn vANIkA dhodh bahAyA.

samAdhAna- gurudevane bahut varSha vANI barasAyI. sonagaDhamen nirantar 45-45 sAl tak atrUTak dhArAse vANI barasAyI hai, vANIkA dhodh barasAyA hai. chAron or vihAr karake yahAn sonagaDhamen nirantar vANI barasAyI. chAron pahalUse spaShTa kar-karake dravya-guN- paryAyakA svarUp, svAnubhUtikA, kevalagnAnakA, munipanA, nimitta-upAdAn Adi sab ekadam spaShTa karake samajhAyA hai. svanyako karanA bAkI rah jAtA hai. vahI bhavakA abhAv aur vahI sukhakA kAraN hai. bAkI bAhar to kahIn bhI sukh nahIn hai. sukh chAhiye, AtmAkA svabhAv pragaT karanA ho to antaramen jAkar hI chhUTakArA hai. pratham bhUmikA vikaT hotI hai, parantu svabhAvako samajhe to saral hai.

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mumukShu- paryAyommen ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. yah "ramatA' shabda to mujhe itanA Anandit aur ullAsit kar diyA hai ki vAh re vAh! dhanya!

mumukShu- Apane achchhA .. kiyA, bahinashrIko bhI vah bol bahut achchhA lagatA hai.

samAdhAna- apane svabhAvamen ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. dRuShTi vastu par hai, parantu paryAyamen vah apane svabhAvamen ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. ananta guNasAgar AtmA hai. vah koI alag hI hai, adabhut hai, chamatkArI hai. vichAr nahIn karanA paDatA athavA use khojanA nahIn paDatA. apane svabhAvamense hI vah ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai. use khojanA nahIn paDatA, vah to usakA svabhAv hI hai. usakA ramatA, ramya svabhAv hI hai. vikalpa chhUTane par vah sahaj hI pragaT ho jAtA hai. aisA hI usakA svabhAv hai. ananta guN-paryAyamen pariNamanA-ramanA vah usakA svabhAv hai. mUl vastu svayam apane rUp rahatI hai, phir bhI apane guN-paryAyamen ramatA hai. usakA svabhAv hI hai.

mumukShu- hamen Ashcharya hotA hai ki bhagavAn bhI khel rahe hain! khel rahe hain! bahinashrIko ham to bhagavAnasvarUp hI dekhate hain. ohoho..! unako yah "ramatA' shabda kahAnse yAd A gayA? mujhe vahI Ashcharya lagA. ramatA. bhagavAn AtmA ramatA huA pragaT hotA hai.

samAdhAna- yAd kahAn-se Aye? vah to sahaj hai.

mumukShu- unako andarakI dashAkA ...

mumukShu- adabhut! ananta guNasAgar AtmA hai. main kahUn vaisA shabda rakhiye. main kahUn vaha. thoDA bhI Age-pIchhe nahIn.

mumukShu- nij bhagavAn to gurudevane DAlA hai pravachanamen, nij bhagavAn AtmA. bahinashrIne AtmA likhA hai. ananta guNasAgar AtmA. gurudevane jo vishleShaN kiyA hai usamen nij bhagavAn AtmA (kahA hai). isaliye mujhe adhik Ananda huA ki nij bhagavAna. dUsarA koI AtmA hai, dUsarA koI paramAtmA nahIn, nij bhagavAn AtmA. apane AnandAdi chamatkArik svAbhAvik...

samAdhAna- chamatkArik hai, svAbhAvik hai. sab shabda aise hI nahIn hai. sab yathArtha hai.

mumukShu- satya bAt hai.

samAdhAna- aisA kahA thA ki usamen jo shabda hai, vahI shabda usamen lenA.

mumukShu- barAbar hiphAjatase rakhA hai. jisane-jisane kiyA hai, sabako abhinandan aur vandan karanA chAhiye. vah shabda aise hI smaraNamen nahIn rahate. us bhAvamen pravesh ho...

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mumukShu- sabako bhenT to dI hai, gurudevane chAndIkA... mumukShu- phir bhI yah antarakI bhenT hai, vah adabhut hai! mumukShu- usakI to kyA bAt karanI! mumukShu- sachamUch kahatA hUn, vah nahIn A sake, na likh sake. use ... AsAn kAm nahIn hai.

samAdhAna- gurudevane samajhAyA hai. is bhavakA abhAv kaise ho. janma-maraN karate- karate yah bhav milA, usamen gurudev mile, mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai. bhavakA abhAv honekA mArga batAyA. satya tattvakA svarUp batAyA, svAnubhUti batAyA, sab unhonne batAyA hai. mahAprabal joradAr nimitta gurudevakA (thA), unakI vANIkA nimitta aisA, unhonne svayam akelene sthAnakavAsImense vichAr karake khoj liyA aur svayam us rUp pariNamit hokar mArga prakAshit kiyA hai, vah sab gurudevakA pratAp hai.

sthAnakavAsI sampradAyamen the tab svAnubhUti par utanA jor dete the ki svAnubhUti koI alag vastu hai. samyagdarshan koI alag vastu hai. dehase, vachanase, sabase vikalpase bhinna AtmA us pAr virAjatA hai. aisA sab bolate the. pUrA mArga gurudevane spaShTa kar-karake prakAshit kiyA hai.

mumukShu- aise gurudev bhI jab "bahinashrIke vachanAmRut' par pravachan karate hain, tab aisA likhate hain ki ohoho..! bahinake shabda itane sAde, sAde AsAn! main to Ashcharyachakit ho jAtA hUn ki sAdA kahakar kyA kahanA chAhate hain? aise gahan viShayako bhI bahinashrIne kyA likhA hai! pUrA pravachan paDhA tab ahobhAvake sivA kuchh nahIn hotA, bahinashrI! Ap gurudevakA ... ham svIkArate hain. parantu gurudevake antaramen bahinashrIke vachanAmRut aise utkIrNa ho gaye hain ki bAt hI mat pUchhiye. usamen sAdA shabda nikAlo to chha bAr AyA hai, chha bAra. sAde phir bhI gahana. sAde shabda kahakar unako sachamuch jo kahanA hai, vah kahaneke liye sAde shabda kahAn khojanA? aisA hai. isaliye tab aisA hotA hai ki gurudev...

samAdhAna- gurudevane hI mArga batAyA hai, usamen kyA kahanA?

mumukShu- mArga batAyA vah bAt satya hai, parantu unakA hI yah kahanekA Ashay hai, vah kyA?

samAdhAna- Ashay vah jAne, main to unakA dAs hUn. mujhe to puruShArtha karake unhonne jo mArga darshAyA hai, us mArga par Age-Age baDhanA hai. gurudevane svAnubhUti batAyI, gurudevane svarUp ramaNatA, chAritra, kevalagnAn Adi sabakA svarUp gurudevane hI batAyA hai.

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mumukShu- usamen koI shankA nahIn hai, parantu ApakI mahattA unake hRudayamen koI adabhut thI! yah to ham dekh sake hain. kyA Adar! kyA prem! kyA vAtsalya!

mumukShu- isaliye unakA pUrA lAbh lenA. .. unhonne pUchhA thA, svAnubhUti kitanI bAr... sarvashreShTha shvetAmbar sAdhu .. gurudev svAnubhUtikI bAt kare isaliye... mahArAj! svAnubhUti matalab kyA? svAnubhUti jaisI koI jain darshanamen nahIn hai, ye .. svAnubhUti jaisI koI chIj nahIn hai, unake ... shabda. svAnubhUti kyA hai? usamen kyA hotA hai? aisA pUchhA to kahA, svAnubhUti jaisI koI chIj jain darshanamen nahIn hai.

samAdhAna- sampradAyamen yah koI samajhatA nahIn thA. yah sab gurudevane hI prakAshit kiyA hai.

mumukShu- svAnubhUtimen to siddha bhagavAnake AnandakA ansh AtA hai.

samAdhAna- sampradAyamen vyAkhyAnamen aisA lete the.

mumukShu- bahinashrI! panchAdhyAyImen to kahA hai, yah Ananda ...

mumukShu- hamen kisIko shankA nahIn thI. sonagaDhamen shAnti, param shAnti hai. vajubhAI hai na, bas, bAt khatma.

samAdhAna- ... isaliye sabakA AnA-jAnA hotA thA. ek gnAyakake sivA aur kyA hai? ek gnAyakako grahaN karane jaisA hai. dev-guru-shAstra shubhabhAvamen hote hain aur antaramen gnAyaka. isake sivA jagatamen dUsarA kuchh sArabhUt nahIn hai. sArabhUt to ek gnAyak adabhut alaukik hai aur shubhabhAvamen dev-guru-shAstra hote hain.