Benshreeni Amrut Vani Part 2 Transcripts-Hindi (simplified iso15919 transliteration). Track: 248.

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mumukṣhuḥ- param upakārī, param pavitra ātmā, param pūjya bhagavatī mātānī pavitra sevāmā̃n. he bhagavatī mātā! ā bharat sadāy āpanā darshan karavā khūb-khūb utsuk rahatā hai. yah jīv āpake mukh-se dharmake do shabda sunaneke liye atyant tarasatā rahatā hai. āpakī mulākātake vakta khaḍe honekā man nahīn hotā. hamārā prem ati bhāvāveshamen āpako darshā nahīn sakate. netra ashru-se bhar jāte haĩn. isaliye āj atyant gadagadit hokar mere bhāvāveshako is patra dvārā darshāye binā rah nahīn sakatā.

pūjya gurudev dvārā jo apūrva prem gnānī bhagavantoṅke prati pragaṭ huā hai, vah ab hr̥udayake pātālako toḍakar bāhar āyā hai. lāchār hūn̐, bhagavant! main lāchār hū̃n. main koī avagnā, avinay karatā hoūn̐ to hāth joḍakar pratham hī kṣhamāyāchanā karatā hū̃n.

aise to āshcharya jaisā hai ki man-se to sadā hī āpako sākṣhāt daṇḍavat praṇām hī hote haĩn. pūjya gurudevakī sātishayatā yukta vāṇī-se mohakī keleke vr̥ukṣhakī puṣhṭa huyī gān̐ṭh itanī kamajor hone lagī hai ki ahaṅkār, abhimān, ghamaṇḍ ityādi sab meremen chūr-chūr ho rahe haĩn. isaliye tanakar chalanekī shakti vahān̐ sonagaḍhamen kahān̐ hai? gnāniyoṅke charaṇommen chhoṭe pillakī bhān̐ti loṭ lūn̐, aise bhāv nirantar vedanamen āte haĩn. kamāl hai, mātā!

dhanya ho mātā! chaudah brahmāṇḍake anantā ananta jīv sukhake nām par jo sarāsar duḥkh bhogate hain, aisemen āp sva brahmāṇḍamen ānandakī ghūṇṭ pī rahe ho. jo ananta jīv nahīn kar sake, us kāryako āpane sahaj sādhya kiyā. pūjya gurudev to kahate the ki āpako aisī svarūpadhārā vartatī hai ki yadi āpakā puruṣhakā deh hotā to bhāvaliṅgī santa banakar vanamen vicharate hote. aho..! āpakī yah svānubhav dashāke premī, hamen atyant prem pragaṭ hotā hai.

ek strī paryāy honeke bāvajūd gajab puruṣhārthakā prārambh kiyā hai. puruṣh nām dhāraṇ karanevāle hamako atyant-atyant dhikkār utpanna hotā hai ki aisā nām dhāraṇ karaneke lāyak ham vāstavamen nahīn hai. jagatakī rachanā bhī, mātā! aho! bhagavatī mātā! kitanī vichitra hai ki jinhen aṇumātra nahīn chāhiye, unake ān̐ganamen pudagaloṅke ṭhāṭhakī rachanā

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ho gayī hai. tresaṭh shalākā puruṣhoṅko jagatakā alabhya vaibhav sahaj hī prāpta hotā hai ki jo niyam-se mokṣha jānevāle haĩn.

shrī tīrthaṅkarake janmake samay ratnoṅkī vr̥uṣhṭi sahaj hī barasatī hai. gajabakā siddhānta huā ki ye pudagal jinhen nahīn chāhiye, vah unake pās hī hai. unake sachche svāmī to samakitī bhagavant hī haĩn. mātā! hamāre pās jo dhan-daulat, vaibhav jo kuchh bhī hai, vah sab āpakā hī hai, āpakā hī hai. ham pāpī is bātako samajhate nahīn hai aur jhaharīle nāgakī bhān̐ti dhan-daulatako hamārā samajhakar, usake mālik banakar rakṣhā karanekī koshiṣh karate haĩn. are..! pashchātāpase bhare netra-se āpake samakṣha kṣhamā chāhatā hūn̐, kṣhamā chāhatā hū̃n. is bālakakā sarvasva āpakā hai.

isaliye mumukṣhu jan āpako hīre-ratnase vadhāte haĩn. arere..! main to āpako ananta kohinūr hīre-se vadhāūn̐ to bhī kam hai. merī shakti hotī to āpakī vāṇī jahān̐ bhī khīre vahān̐ ratnoṅkī vr̥uṣhṭi sadā karatā rahatā. aise bhāv āye binā nahīn rahate. parantu pūjya gurudev dvārā jānā hai ki merī samyak ratnakī paryāy pragaṭ karun, tabhī āpako satyarūpase vadhāne jaisā ānanda hogā. adabhut adabhut bāten haĩn.

is suvarṇapurīkī ... nishchay-vyavahārakī paripūrṇa siddhi hai. sūkṣhma bhedarūp bāten to yahīn sunane milī hai. jisane bhagavān ātmāko upādey mānā hai, lakṣhyamen liyā hai, jise sampūrṇa vītarāgatā apanā dhyey lagatā hai, us mumukṣhuko vītarāgake aise pratikoṅke prati adabhut prem utpanna hotā hai. are..! pāgal ho jāte haĩn.

nandīshvar dvīpamen samakitī pairamen ghun̐gharun bāndhakar bhagavān samakṣha nāch uṭhate haĩn. hamen to is ghor kalikālamen, gahanatam andhakāramen āp hī ek dīpak samān hõn. bhāratake ek kone-se dūsare kone-men jāo, are..! pūrī duniyā phir lo, āp jaise gnānī bhagavanta kahīn mile aisā nahīn hai. nimittakī itanī viralatāmen āpako dekhakar ham pāgal- pāgal ho jāte haĩn. koī abūdh jīv use vyaktimoh bhī kahate haĩn. parantu hamārī yah pariṇati vidvattāse pārako prāpta ho aisā nahīn hai. anubhavapradhān pariṇati hai. jo samajhegā vah bhāgyashālī hogā.

are..! aise to mātā! samājamen siddhāntake bhed bhī utpanna hone lage haĩn. vastuko viparīt rūpase prarūpit kī jātī hai. ham sab mān chhoḍakar āp jaise shrutakevalīke samakṣha baiṭhen to kṣhaṇamātramen sab samajhamen ā jāya. parantu pratiṣhṭhākā moh aur kṣhayopashamake abhimānamen is tarah sabakā ikaṭṭhā honā mushkil hai. parantu hamen to yah bāt samajhamen ā gayī hai ki sūīkī noṅk par rahe .... asaṅkhyāt sharīramen-se mātra ek sharīrake jīv bhī mokṣhako prāpta nahīn honevāle hain, aisemen āpane abhūtapūrva viral aise mokṣhamārgako

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ṭikāyā hai, yah koī kam āshcharyakī bāt hai?

aise nikr̥uṣhṭa kālamen bhāvaliṅgī santoṅke darshan bhī jahān̐ nahīn hote hain, vahān̐ āp ekamātra aise samakitī bhagavantako ham kaise chhoḍ sakate hain? ham to āpake charaṇommen hī āyuṣhya pūrṇa karanekī ichchhā rakhate haĩn.

pūjya gurudevane kahā hai ki tū tere bhagavān ātmākī sharaṇ le le. vah bhagavān ātmā phir ek samayamātra bhī virah nahīn karavāyeṅge. mātā! vah bhagavān ātmā grahaṇ nahīn ho rahā hai aur hamārī ulajhanakā koī pār nahīn hai. kahīn ruchatā nahīn hai, har jagah jahar-jahar lagatā hai. are..! mahā bhāvaliṅgī santa gajasukumāl par to aṅgārekī sigaḍī mātra chār-chhaḥ ghaṇṭeke liye hogī, hamāre sar par to in vikalpoṅkī bhaṭṭhī jal rahī hai, jalātī hai, hairān-pareshān karatī hai. ham vah gajasukumālakī sigaḍī ichchhate hain, parantu yah bhaṭṭhī nahīn chāhiye, nahīn chāhiye. bachāo usake trāsase, mātā! bachāo. gnānī bhagavantake prati apūrva prem pragaṭ hue binā is bhaṭṭhīse bachanekā upāy prāpta nahīn hogā.

hamārī yah pāmar dashā hī aisī sūchit karatī hai ki hamen āpake prati sachchī bhakti utpanna nahīn huyī hai. dhanya ho vītarāg mārga! dhanya ho! shāstramen mārga hai parantu marma to āp gnāniyoṅke hr̥udayakamalamen virājatā hai. suvarṇapurīke mumukṣhu āp dvārā prakāshit marmako prāpta hon, aisī bhāvanā hotī hai. santa binā antakī bātakā ant prāpta nahīn hotā.

pūjya gurudev dvārā mārga samajhamen āneke bād yah mastak āp samakitī bhagavantako arpaṇ ho gayā. sachche dev-guru aur dharmake sivāy prāṇānta hone par bhī kahīn naman ho sake aisā nahīn hai. are..re..! ūparakā 31 sāgaropamavālā dev ākar chakravartī jaisī r̥uddhi-siddha de to bhī kuchh nahīn ho sakatā. kyoṅki āpake charaṇommen namā huā mastak kahīn aur nahīn namegā.

bhagavān kundakundāchāryako āp mile the. bhagavān trilokīnā. sīmandhar bhagavānakī bhī āpane bheṇṭ kī thī. in sab bāton-se netra ashrānvit ho uṭhate haĩn. isaliye samayasār ādi shāstroṅke prati apūrva-apūrva prem ātā hai. aise abhūtapūrva kartākā pramāṇ dekar ham par jo ananta upakār huā hai, pūjya gurudevakī pahachān bhī āpane hī karavāyī ki yah tīrthaṅkar dravya hai. ham pāmar āpake alāvā yah bāt kaise jān pāte?

shrī tīrthaṅkarake gamanamen dev ekake bād ek kamalakī rachanā karate haĩn. ham mumukṣhu āpake upakārake badalemen āpake gamanake samay ekake bād ek ... mulāyam panth banāye to bhī kam hai.

mātā! likhanemātra yah shabda nahīn hai. āpake param upakār-se bhīge huye ye shabda

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haĩn. bahut likh liyā. hamārī ulajhan chāhe jitanī bhī ho, parantu paripūrṇa gnān prāpta kiye binā chain-se baiṭh sake aisā nahīn hai. isaliye ham kahīn bhī santuṣhṭa ho aisā nahīn hai. āpakā dilāsā shānti detā hai. parantu bhagavān trilokīnāthako vash kiye binā chain-se baiṭh sake aisā nahīn hai. is sansār-se ab bas hoo, bas hoo. pūjya shrīmadajī likhate hain ki prāṇiyoṅko mr̥utyukālamen yam jitanā duḥkhadāyak lagatā hai, usase bhī adhik duḥkhadāyak hamen saṅg lagatā hai.

yah bhāvanā bhākar mujh-se huā avinay, ashātanā, abhakti huyī ho to usake liye sachche hr̥uday-se āpakī kṣhamā chāhatā hū̃n. āpakī dīrghāyu ichchhatā hū̃n.

samādhānaḥ- ... antaramen gnāyakadev pragaṭ na ho tabatak use santoṣh nahīn hotā. parantu shānti rakhakar prayatna kare. svayam bārambār gnāyakadevako grahaṇ karake usakā hī abhyās (kare). usakā svabhāv antaramen-se kaise grahaṇ ho? bārambār usakā abhyās kare. ulajhanamen ākar aisī ulajhanamen na ā jāy ki ekadam ulajh jāya. ekatvabuddhi toḍanekā shānti rakhakar prayatna karanā. prayatna svayaṅko hī karanekā hai.

apanī bhūl-se svayam vibhāvamen dauḍ jātā hai. apanī mandatā-se. svayam puruṣhārtha kare to apanī or ātā hai. isaliye bārambār gaharāīmen jākar svabhāvako grahaṇ karanekā bārambār prayatna kare. jaise anādikā abhyās sahaj ho gayā hai, vaise chaitanyakā abhyās use sahaj jaisā, bārambār sahaj jaisā ho jāy aisā kare to antaramen-se gnāyak pragaṭ hue binā nahīn rahatā.

yathārtha bādamen hotā hai, parantu pahale use duṣhkar paḍe aise nahīn parantu bārambār kare to sahajapane pahachān hotī hai. ye anādikā abhyās use sahaj ho gayā hai. parantu chaitanya to apanā sahaj svabhāv hai, parantu vah duṣhkar ho gayā hai. apanā sahaj apanemen- se pragaṭ ho aisā hai, to bhī use duṣhkar ho gayā hai. parantu bārambār usakā abhyās kare to vah pragaṭ hue binā nahīn rahatā. usakā abhyās, usakā parichay bārambār gnāyakakā kare to pragaṭ hue binā nahīn rahatā. bāhar-se dev-guru-shāstrakā parichay aur antaramen chaitanyakā parichaya.

mumukṣhuḥ- gnānīko bhī mārgake kramakā sevan karanā paḍatā hai. to mumukṣhuoṅko aise kramakā sevan karanā paḍatā hogā? yā shīghra prāpta ho jāy aisā bhī hai?

samādhānaḥ- shīghra prāpta ho sakatā hai, lekin usake puruṣhārthakī mandatā hai. ek hī upāy hai-bhedagnānakā. jo ekatvabuddhi ho rahī hai use, chaitanya gnāyak main bhinna hūn̐ aur yah bhinna hai. vibhāv aur svabhāv donoṅko bhinna-bhinna karanā. usamen yathārtha ruchi, yathārtha mahimā, lagan laganī chāhiye. antaramen tattva vichār karake svayaṅko svabhāv grahaṇ

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karanekī aisī shakti andar-se parīkṣhak shakti pragaṭ karanī chāhiye ki yah svabhāv hai, yah vibhāv hai. lekin vah huye binā nahīn rahatā, andar lagan lage to.

dev-guru-shāstra, gurudev kyā kahate hain, us āshayako grahaṇ karaneke liye svayam andar taiyārī kare aur antaramen chaitanyakā svabhāv grahaṇ karanekī aisī apanī tīkṣhṇa taiyārī kare to hue binā nahīn rahatā. upāy to ek hī hai. gnāyak tattva bhinna aur yah vibhāv svabhāv bhinna. main akhaṇḍa gnāyak hū̃n. usamen guṇabhed, paryāyabhedakā gnān usamen samā jātā hai. yathārtha dr̥uṣhṭi ho to usamen sab gnān samā jātā hai. vah bhed, vāstavik bhed guṇabhed, paryāyabhedakā gnān karatā hai. bākī vibhāv hai vah apanā svabhāv nahīn hai. usase bhinna paḍ jātā hai.

main chaitanyatattva bhinna hū̃n. usamen ananta guṇ-se bharā huā akhaṇḍa chaitanya hū̃n. usamen koī bhedabhāv nahīn hai. parantu vah lakṣhaṇabhed aur paryāyabhedakā gnān karatā hai. mārga to ek hī hai-bhedagnān karanekā upāya. parantu usake liye use taiyārī aur apanī pātratā taiyār karanī paḍatī hai.

ek ātmārthakā prayojan hai. bākī sab laukik prayojan usake āge gauṇ ho jāte hain, chhūṭ jāte haĩn. ek ātmārthakā prayojan rahatā hai.

mumukṣhuḥ- .. is kālamen āpakī bāt aisī hai. lekin pariṇaman nahīn ho rahā hai.

samādhānaḥ- svayaṅko karanā hai. bārambār usakā gholan, manan ādi karanā hai.

mumukṣhuḥ- aise pūjā karanī chāhiye, aisā hī karanā chāhiye. sarva pratham dr̥uṣhṭikā viṣhay hī grahaṇ karanā?

samādhānaḥ- ruchi to svabhāvako grahaṇ karanekī hotī hai. parantu jabatak nahīn hotā hai, tabatak bāharamen ashubhabhāv-se bachaneke liye shubhabhāv āye binā rahate nahī̃n. vah kahān̐ khaḍā rahegā? antaramen to sthir hotā nahīn, dr̥uṣhṭi bhī pragaṭ nahīn huyī hai, to līnatākī bāt to bādakī hai. dr̥uṣhṭi athavā līnatā antaramen jānekā kuchh pragaṭ nahīn huā hai, mātra ruchi karatā hai. ruchi svabhāvako grahaṇ karanekī hai, parantu usakā upayog kahān̐ sthir rahegā? isamen nahīn rahegā to ashubhamen jāyegā. shubhabhāvamen vah khaḍā rahatā hai.

svayaṅko pragaṭ nahīn huā hai, parantu jisane pragaṭ kiyā hai (aise) jinendra dev, guru aur shāstra par use mahimā aur bhakti āye binā nahīn rahatī. mahimā aur bhakti āye isaliye (kahatā hai ki) main kis tarah āpakī pūjā karun̐? kis tarah main bhakti, sevā karun̐? main meremen to kuchh pragaṭ nahīn kar sakatā hūn̐, parantu āpane jo kiyā usakā mujhe ādar hai. isaliye use bīchamen pūjā, bhakti ādi ātā hai. amuk aisā karanā hī chāhiye, aisā nahīn, parantu use aisī bhāvanā ātī hai. use ashubhakī ruchi nahīn

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hai, isaliye shubhabhāvamen ātā hai. use shuddhātmākā dhyey hotā hai. shubhako sarvasva mān le to vah galat hai. use shraddhā (ho jāy ki) shubhamen sab ā gayā aur usamen merā dharma ho gayā. aisā māne to galat hai. parantu andar shuddhātmā pragaṭ karanekā (dhyey hai). shubhabhāv-se bhī main bhinna hū̃n. shraddhā to aisī hai, parantu usamen vah ṭik nahīn pātā, isaliye shubhabhāvamen, jis par svayaṅko prem hai, jisane pragaṭ kiyā, bhagavānane sampūrṇa pragaṭ kiyā, gurudev sādhanā karate hain aur shāstrommen usakī-ātmākī sab bāten ātī haĩn. unake liye main kyā karun̐? kyā karun̐ aur kyā na karun̐? isaliye use pūjā, bhakti, sevā ityādi sab ātā hai. guru-sevā, jinendra pūjā ādi ātā hai. svādhyāyādi ātā hai. vah khaḍā rahe to kahān̐ khaḍā rahegā?

mumukṣhuḥ- ashubhamen chalā jāyagā.

samādhānaḥ- ashubhamen chalā jāyagā. isaliye vah mahimāmen khaḍā rahatā hai. jinendrakī mahimā, gurukī mahimā. svayaṅko chaitanyakī mahimāke poṣhaṇake liye usamen khaḍā rahatā hai. us rāg-se antar kuchh pragaṭ hotā hai, aisī usakī shraddhā nahīn hai. parantu vah bīchamen ātā hī hai, āye binā nahīn rahatā. use aise tīvra kaṣhāy nahīn hote, manda paḍ jāte haĩn. isaliye jinendra pūjā, guru-sevā ādi sab ātā hai. jise gr̥uddhi nahīn hotī. jo sab vibhāv chhoḍaneke liye taiyār hotā hai, use vah sab manda paḍ jātā hai. mujhe ātmā kaise pragaṭ ho? aisī ruchi hai. main shuddhātmā nirvikalpa tattva hūn̐, mujhe koī vikalpa nahīn chāhiye. nirvikalpa tattva kaise pragaṭ ho? vah pragaṭ nahīn huā hai. usakī shraddhā yathārtha rūp-se jo honī chāhiye, vah bhī nahīn hai. mātra buddhi-se (nakkī) kiyā hai. to use shubhabhāvamen jinendra pūjā yā guru-sevā ādi sab ātā hai. svādhyāya.

shāstramen ātā hai na? shrāvakake kartavya. svādhyāy, dhyān ādi. parantu vah dhyān yathārtha dhyān nahīn hotā. shubhabhāvarūp hotā hai. (shubhabhāv-se) dharma hotā hai aisā vah nahīn mānatā. parantu shrāvak bahubhāg pūjā, bhakti, sevā ādimen juḍate haĩn.

mumukṣhuḥ- pūjya gurudevako to suvarṇapurīke prati bahut prem thā. to āpake pās to devake bhavamen-se āte hoṅge. hamen to bahut virah lagatā hai ki gajab ho gayā. tīrthaṅkarakā dravya is kālamen hamāre nasībamen kahān̐? hamāre bhāgyamen kahān̐?

samādhānaḥ- mahābhāgya bharatakṣhetrakā. gurudevakā yahān̐ avatār huā. itanā upadesh unakā āyā, koī apūrva vāṇī barasī. unakā tīrthaṅkarakā koī apūrva dravya thā. kitane lākhon, kroḍo jīvoṅko mārga batāyā. gujarātī, hindī sabako. (kitanoṅkā) nivās yahān̐ suvarṇapurīmen ho gayā. barason tak yahān̐ 45-45 sāl (vāṇī barasāyī). vihār har jagah karate the.

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mumukṣhuḥ- devake bhavamen rāgakī bhūmikāmen unhen hamārā smaraṇ nahīn ātā hogā? samādhānaḥ- vah to upayog rakhe to dekhe ki ye sab bhakta yahān̐ bharatakṣhetramen the. ... gurudev devake rūpamen hī the. pahanāvaṭ devake rūpamen thī. devake rūpamen pahachān sake ki ye gurudev hī haĩn. aur gurudevane kahā. aisī bhāvanā ho ki gurudev.. chitra ādi.. svādhyāy mandir gayī thī. gurudev yahān̐ nahīn hai. gurudev kaise āye? gurudev mānon devake rūpamen svapnamen yahān̐ padhāre. bhāv aisā huā ki gurudev! padhāro, padhāro. gurudevane aisā kahā ki, aisā kuchh nahīn rakhanā, main to yahīn hū̃n. gurudevane kahā, bahin! main to yahīn hūn̐, aisā kuchh nahīn rakhanā.

prashamamūrti bhagavatī mātano jay ho!