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mumukShuH- karmakA nAsh karanA chAhate hai.n, parantu bandhate hI jAte hai.n, bandhate hI jAte hai.n, usakA a.nt kahA.N hai?

samAdhAnaH- karma bandhate hI jAte hai.n usame.n svaya.nkA kAraN hai. svaya.n ekatvabuddhi karake aTakA hai. andar jo rAg aur dveSh (hote hai.n), usake sAthe ekatvabuddhi kI hai. karmako svaya.n bAndhane nahI.n jAtA hai, karmako svaya.n ChoDane nahI.n jAtA. parantu svaya.n andar jo vikalpakI jAlame.n pha.NsA hai, andarame.n ekatvabuddhi karake andarase svaya.n bhinna paDatA hai isaliye karma ChUTate nahI.n hai. svaya.n andarase vikalpase ChUT jAye aur usase mai.n bhinna hU.N, aise apane tattvako grahaN kare to andarase svaya.n ChUT jAtA hai, to karma ChUT jAte hai.n. svaya.n andarase ChUTatA nahI.n hai, isaliye karma bhI nahI.n ChUTate hai.n.

mumukShuH- vah kaise?

samAdhAnaH- svaya.n andarase bhinna paDanA chAhiye ki mai.n to AtmA hU.N, mai.n to chaitanya jAnaneAlA hU.N. yah sharIr mai.n nahI.n hU.N. sharIrake sAth ekatvabuddhi (ho rahI hai). bhale use abhI ekadam nahI.n ChUTe, andarase j~nAn karake, vichAr karake mai.n to chaitanya j~nAyak hU.N, yah jaD sharIr mai.n nahI.n hU.N, mai.n to jAnanevAlA hU.N, yah rAg-dveSh merA svarUp nahI.n hai, mai.n to jAnanevAlA Anandase bharA AtmA hU.N. isaprakAr bAra.nbAr vichAr karake usakA svabhAv pahachAne aur bAra.nbAr usase nirlep rahanekA prayatna kare, usase bhinna rahanekA prayatna kare. bAra.nbAr andarase yadi svaya.n nirlep rahe aur bhinna rahanekA prayatna kare to svaya.n bhinna hI hai. parantu andar svaya.n pha.NsA hai ki mai.n bandhA hU.N, rAg-dveSh aur sharIr mai.n, sharIr mai.n aur mai.n sharIr, aisI ekatvabuddhi ho gayI hai. yah sharIr hai vahI mai.n hU.N aur sharIr hI merA svarUp hai, aisI ekatvabuddhi aur yah kalpanAkI jAl hotI hai vah sab mai.n hI hU.N, usase mai.n bhinna hU.N aisA j~nAn kare to ChUT sakatA hai.

svaya.n andarase bhinna paDe to karma ChUT jAte hai.n. svaya.n bhinna paDatA hai isaliye karma bandhate jAte hai.n. sharIr mai.n nahI.n hU.N, mai.n to jAnanevAlA hU.N. andar vichAr kare to khyAl Aye ki mai.n to jAnanevAlA hU.N. isase mai.n bhinna hI hU.N, isaprakAr svaya.n bhinnatAkI bhAvanA kare, usakA prayatna kare to ChUT sakatA hai. svabhAvase bhinna hI hai, parantu bandha gayA

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hU.N aisA mAn liyA hai ki mai.n bandha gayA hU.N.

pahale prayatna karake bhinna hove, bhAvanA kare, lekin dravya to bhinna hI hai. lekin svaya.n aisI pariNati kare, bhinnatA rUp svaya.n pariNaman karatA jAye to phir bhinna paD jAtA hai. karma ChUT jAte hai.n, bhavakA abhAv ho jAtA hai, andarase ChUT jAye.

mumukShuH- samyagdarshanako hI dhyey rakhanA yA gauNarUpase dUsarA bhI koI dhyey paDatA hai?

samAdhAnaH- samyagdarshan yAnI AtmAkI prApti karanI vahI ek dhyey rakhanA hai. dUsarA dhyey kyA? dUsarA koI dhyey rakhane jaisA nahI.n hai. usame.nse use koI AtmAkI siddhi, sukh nahI.n milane vAlA hai. bAharakA to sab puNyAdhIn hai, vah apane hAthakI bAt nahI.n hai. bAharase mai.n paise prApta karu.N, dUsarA koI kArya karu.n yA dUsarekA kuCh karu.N, vah apane hAthakI bAt nahI.n hai. vah to svaya.nke puNya anusAr, dUsareke puNya anusAr hotA rahatA hai, dUsareke pApake udayake kAraN jaisA honA ho vaisA hotA rahatA hai. svaya.nke puNya-pApake uday anusAr hotA rahatA hai, vah kuCh nahI.n kar sakatA. mAtra bhAv karatA hai, rAg karatA hai, dveSh karatA hai, vah sab karatA hai, bAkI kuCh nahI.n kar sakatA. ek hI kArya kar sakatA hai ki svaya.n AtmA hai, us AtmAkI prApti kar sake. dUsarA bAharakA kuCh nahI.n kar sakatA, mAtra mAnatA hai ki mai.n bAharakA kar sakatA hU.N.

mumukShuH- jIvaname.n ek hI dhyey rahA ki svarUp samajhanA.

samAdhAnaH- ek AtmAkI hI prApti. jise AtmA chAhiye, usake liye AtmAkI prApti. nahI.n chAhiye usake liye to sa.nsAr to hai hI. vah to anAdikA hai. jise AtmA chAhiye, Atmadevake darshan jise karane hai.n, usake liye use dhyey rakhanA hai. jise vah nahI.n hai, jise usakI ichChA nahI.n hai, use sa.nsAr hai hI. usake liye to sa.nsArake sabhI kArya hai hI. vah to anAdise hai hI. shubhAshubh dono.n hai.

.. jabatak nahI.n ho tabatak bhAvanA kare, vichArAdi sab kare. shubhabhAvame.n dev- guru-shAstrako usake hR^idayame.n rakhe. jinendradev, guru, shAstra, jo AtmAko darshAnevAle hai.n, jisane AtmAkI sAdhanA kI hai, jo pUrNa ho gaye hai.n, jo muni sAdhanA karate rahate hai.n, jo AtmAkI sAdhanA karate hai.n, shAstrame.n jo AtmAkI bAte.n AtI hai.n, un sabakI mahimA rakhe. vah shubhabhAv hai. parantu dhyey to ek Atma-prAptikA rakhanA.

mumukShuH- ... us pariNatime.n nirvikalpa ho. vikalpa chalate hai.n tabatak to vAstavik rUpase to bhinna nahI.n paD sakatA.

samAdhAnaH- vikalpa hote hai.n tabatak bhinna nahI.n paDatA hai, parantu us or dR^iShTi

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kare, usakI pratIt kare, usakI bhAvanA kare aur usake mArga par chalanekA prayatna kare. aisA sab pahale kare. vAstavik rUpase to jab nirvikalpa hotA hai tab bhinna paDatA hai. pahale pratItame.n bhinna paDe, nirvikalpa svAnubhUtime.n bhinna paDe. parantu vAstavik to jab samyagdarshan hotA hai tab hI bhinna paDatA hai. parantu usake pahale usakI bhAvanA kare, prayAs kare, laganI lagAye, vah sab kar sakatA hai. usake samIp jAnekA prayatna kare, use pahachAnanekA prayatna kare.

mumukShuH- mAtAjI! jab samajhAte ho us vakta to itanA saral lagatA hai ki mAno sab samajhame.n A gayA hai, sab khyAl AtA hai. jab prayogame.n rakhanekA puruShArtha karate hai.n tab aisA lagatA hai ki din bItate hai.n parantu kuCh hotA nahI.n.

samAdhAnaH- svaya.nke puruShArthakA kAraN hai, svaya.nkI mandatAke kAraN Age nahI.n baDh sakatA hai, isaliye aisA lagatA hai. puruShArtha kare use kShaName.n hotA hai, nahI.n kare to use kuCh samay lagatA hai, parantu bhAvanA, jij~nAsA to use karane jaisA hai. use us mArga par chalane jaisA hai, use ChoDane jaisA nahI.n hai. usame.n thakane jaisA nahI.n hai ki prApta nahI.n hotA hai, isaliye usake liye thakAn lagAne jaisA nahI.n hai. nira.ntar karate hI rahanA hai. laganI, jij~nAsA, vichAr, vA.nchan Adi.

svabhAvase to bhinna hI hai, parantu pariNatime.n use pragaT karanA vah anAdikA use durlabh ho gayA hai. kyo.nki anAdikA pUrA pravAh use bAharakA ho gayA hai. a.ntar dR^iShTi karanI, a.ntarame.n jAnA use durlabh ho gayA hai. kyo.nki anAdikA pUrA pravAh bAharakA ho gayA hai. isaliye bAra.nbAr prayAs karake svaya.nkI or lAye to hotA hai. nira.ntar karatA hI rahe.

mumukShuH- ... ChoDanA nahI.n hai, vahI prayAs, laganI karate hI rahanA hai, avashya prApti hogI.

samAdhAnaH- bahut bAr kahate hai.n, mandarake dvAr par Tahel lagAtA rahe, mandirake dvAr nahI.n khulate isaliye ChoDanA nahI.n. vahI.n (prayatna karatA rahe). mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, j~nAyak hU.N, mai.n AtmA hU.N usake dvAr par nira.ntar Tahel lagAtA rahe. use ChoDanA nahI.n. usakI mahimA, usakI pratIt, vichAr karake mai.n j~nAyak hI hU.N, aisA bAra.nbAr nakkI kara.

mumukShuH- ApakI Aj~nAkA pAlan ho to avashya prApta hogA.

samAdhAnaH- use a.ntarase mahimA ho to prApta hue binA nahI.n rahe. sachchI jij~nAsA ho use prApta hue binA nahI.n rahatA.

mumukShuH- gurukI Aj~nAbhakti lenI paDe?

samAdhAnaH- usame.n Aj~nA A jAtI hai. sachchI jij~nAsA ho, usame.n Aj~nA sAthame.n

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A jAtI hai.

mumukShuH- sachchI jij~nAsA hai vahI Aj~nAkA pAlan hai.

samAdhAnaH- jij~nAsA ho usame.n sAthame.n Aj~nA A jAtI hai. jo mArga gurudevane batAyA hai, us mArgako andar vichAr karake grahaN kare, usame.n hI gurudevakI Aj~nA hai. a.ntarame.n j~nAyakakA dvAr ChoDanA nahI.n aur bAharase sachche dev-guru-shAstra jo mile, us dev-guru-shAstrakI, sachche dev jinendra dev jinho.nne pUrNa svarUpakI prApti kI, gurudev jo sAdhan kar rahe hai.n aur shAstrame.n jo tattvakI bAt Aye, bAharame.n usakI ArAdhanAme.n rahe aur andarame.n j~nAyakakI ArAdhanAme.n rahe. gurudevane jo mArga batAyA hai, us mArgako tU grahaN karatA rah, yahI unakI Aj~nA hai.

gurudevane kahA, tU is mArga par jAnA. tere dravya-guN-paryAy tujhame.n hai, dUsareke dUsareme.n hai. dono.n tattva atya.nt bhinna hai.n. tU svata.ntra hai, tere puruShArthase tU Age jA sakatA hai. gurudevane bahut kahA hai. gurudevane jo mArga batAyA, us mArgako svaya.n vichAr karake us mArga par chalanA vahI unakI Aj~nA hai. jij~nAsAke sAth vah Aj~nA rahI hai ki gurudevane kyA mArga batAyA hai, us mArgako lakShyame.n rakhakar svaya.n us anusAr Age baDhe, usame.n sAthame.n Aj~nA A jAtI hai. dev-guru-shAstra jo kahate hai.n, usakA Ashay grahaN karake Age baDhanA vah Aj~nA hai.

... usame.n bhavakA abhAv nahI.n hotA hai. bhavakA abhAv to AtmAkI ruchi kare, AtmAkA svarUp pahachAne, bhinna paDe. anAdise bhinna hI hai, parantu bhedaj~nAn karake bhinnatA kare to muktikA mArga pragaT hotA hai, anyathA nahI.n hotA. a.ntarakI ruchi lagAnI chAhiye. gurudevane to bahut spaShTa karake samajhAyA hai. pUrA mArga spaShTa kar diyA hai.

is pa.nchamakAlame.n AtmAkI ruchi lagAkar AtmAkA svarUp pahachAnanekI laganI, jij~nAsA lagAnI. usakA vA.nchan, usake vichAr Adi karanA chAhiye. sa.nsArakA ras kam ho jAye, AtmAkI orakA ras baDh jAye. jabatak nahI.n ho tabatak jinendra dev, guru, shAstra... shAstrakA chi.ntavan kare, guru (eva.n) devakI mahimA kare. vah shubhabhAv hai, parantu shuddhAtmA bhinna hai, us shuddhAtmAko pahachAnanekA a.ntarame.n prayatna kare. (dravya-guN-paryAy) AtmAke kyA hai, pudagalake kyA hai, (usakA) vichAr karake pahachAne, usakA svarUp pahachAne.

samAdhAnaH- ... yah sa.nsAr to niHsAr hai. puNyake yogase yah sab milA hai, bAkI andar AtmAme.n jo sukh hai vah anupam hai. usake liye bAra.nbAr usakA vichAr karanA, chi.ntavan karanA, shAstra paDhane, gurudevake pravachan paDhanA. paDhanese kuCh vichAr chale.n. laganI lagAnI, vichAr karanA, bAharame.n jinendra dev, guru, shAstra, shAstrakA chi.ntavan, dev- gurukI mahimA rakhanI. vah sab shubhabhAvame.n (jAtA hai). bAkI to sa.nsArake bhAv, sab

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vikalpa to sa.nsArakI jAl hai. vah sab to ashubh vikalpa hai. bAkI andar un sabase bhinna shuddhAtmA hai. use pahachAne to bhavakA abhAv hotA hai. bAkI shubhabhAv jIvane anek bAr kiye, (usase) puNyabandha hotA hai, parantu bhavakA abhAv nahI.n hotA.

bhavakA abhAv to AtmAko pahachAne to hotA hai, parantu use pahachAnaneke liye usakA vichAr, vA.nchan, laganI lagAye, jij~nAsA lagAye to hotA hai. nahI.n hotA tabatak karate rahanA. usakI mahenat aur bAra.nbAr usakA ma.nthan karate rahanese andar AtmA pragaT hotA hai. AtmA to shuddha hI hai, shaktime.n jaise pUrNa charaparAI bharI hai, vaise AtmAme.n sukh aur shA.nti, j~nAnAdi ananta guNase bharA hai, parantu usakA use anubhav nahI.n hai. anubhav nahI.n hai to bAra.nbAr usakA ghUTan karatA rahe, bAra.nbAr vichAr, usakA ma.nthan Adi karatA rahe to vah pragaT hue binA nahI.n rahatA. ChoTIpIparakI bhA.Nti. bAra.nbAr karate rahanA, jabatak nahI.n hotA tabatak thakanA nahI.n, usakA hI vichAr, vA.nchan, laganI, jij~nAsA, bhAvanA usakI hI karanI, thakanA nahI.n.

dvAr bandha ho to Tahel mArate rahanA, parantu thakanA nahI.n, to bhagavAnake dvAr khule, yadi svaya.nkI bhAvanA ho to. vaise chaitanya AtmA bhI bhagavAn hai. bAra.nbAr usake vichAr, vA.nchan sab karatA rahe. mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, aise bAra.nbAr usakA ma.nthan, Tahale mArate rahanA. thakanA nahI.n. to pragaT hotA hai. bAra.nbAr, jabatak nahI.n hotA tabatak, chAhe jitane samay tak karate rahanA paDe to karate rahanA. (gurudev) bAra.nbAr dR^iShTAnta dete the, ChoTIpIparako ghisanese pUrNa charaparAI pragaT hotI hai.

mumukShuH- ... tabase mere pitAjIke sAth mai.n jAtA thA.

samAdhAnaH- bahut sunA hai, sabhIko shA.nti rakhanI. vichAro.nko badal kar shA.nti rakhanI. AtmAkA hI karane jaisA hai. gurudevane bahut kahA hai. yah sharIr kahA.N AtmAkA hai, rog bhI AtmAme.n nahI.n hai, vedanA AtmAme.n nahI.n hai, usase bhinna AtmA hai. use, AtmA mai.n jAnanevAlA hU.N, ye rog hote hai.n vah mereme.n nahI.n hai. lekin use sharIr par rAg hai isaliye usame.n ekatvabuddhise juD jAtA hai, parantu andar shA.nti rakhanI ki mai.n to jAnanevAlA hU.N. aisA bAra.nbAr vichAr karanA. usase bhedaj~nAn karanekA prayatna kare ki mai.n to bhinna hU.N. sadA hI bhinna hU.N. bAharake jo uday Aye vah merA svarUp nahI.n hai. mai.n usase bhinna hU.N. usame.n shA.nti rakhanI.

gurudevane kahe hue tattvakA vichAr karanA, AtmAkA svarUp vichAranA, dev-guru-shAstrako hR^idayame.n rakhakar mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, aisA vichAr karanA. mai.n j~nAyak AtmA hU.N, yah rog bhinna hai, mai.n bhinna hU.N. AkUlatA andar ho to mai.n to AtmA hU.N, yah merA svarUp nahI.n hai. shA.nti rakhanI. bAra.nbAr use yAd karanA-j~nAyak AtmAko. sharIrame.n rog to AtA rahatA

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hai, rog sharIrame.n AtA hai, AtmAme.n nahI.n AtA.

(shA.nti) rakhe ki mai.n to jAnanevAlA hU.N, yah rog mereme.n nahI.n hai. aise bhinna jAne to hotA hai. ye sab merA svarUp nahI.n hai, mai.n to bhinna hU.N. sab uday Ate hai.n, mai.n to bhinna hU.N. gurudevane kahA hai, gurudevake vAkyo.nko yAd karanA. mai.n bhinna AtmA hU.N. rog to sharIrame.n AtA hai. sanatakumAr chakravartI the, unhe.n bhI rog huA to muni ho gaye. andar AtmAme.n lIn rahate the. rog Aye to usame.n shA.nti rakhanI. devo.nne kahA, mai.n rog miTA dU.N. rog kyA miTAnA? merA jo uday hai, us udayako kaun badal sakatA hai? unhe svaya.nko labdhi thI. thUk lagAye to rog miT jAye. nahI.n, jo rog AyA us rogako.... karma khir jAte hai.n. utanI andar shA.nti rakhate the. ve to samyagdR^iShTi muni the aur AtmAme.n ChaThThe-sAtave.n guNasthAname.n jhulate the. rog to kahI.n bhI AtA hai, kisIko bhI AtA hai. uday to udayakA kAm karatA hai, parantu andarase mai.n svaya.n j~nAyak jAnanevAlA bhinna hU.N. shA.nti rakhe.

... gharame.n baiThakar jo ho sake vah karanA. gharame.n baiThakar bhI ho sakatA hai. bAhar jAnekA prasa.ng, satsa.ngakI ichChA ho, sab sunanekI ichChA ho, parantu vah nahI.n ban pAye to gharame.n baiThakar bhI ho sakatA hai. achChe vichAr karanA, vA.nchan karanA, jo ho sake vah karanA. gharame.n baiThakar bhI bhAv achChe rakh sakate hai.n. satsa.ngakI ichChA ho, para.ntu sharIr kAm nahI.n kare to kyA ho sakatA hai? gharame.n baiThakar ho sakatA hai.

mumukShuH- khAs lAbh lene Aye, lekin ek mahinese bistar par hI hU.N.

samAdhAnaH- ... dev-guru-shAstrake sAnnidhyame.n AnekI ichChA ho, lekin nahI.n ho to kyA ho sakatA hai? andar AtmAme.n achChe vichAr karanA. shA.nti rakhanI. ulajhan ho jAy to bAra.nbAr shA.nti rakhanI, bAra.nbAr vichAr badalanA, bAra.nbAr vichAr badalanA. ulajhan ho to bhI vichAr badal denA.

samAdhAnaH- .. jitanA kare utanA kam hai. gR^ihastho.nko shubhabhAv to AtA hai. shubhabhAv Aye binA nahI.n rahatA. shuddhAtmAke dhyeyapUrvak, jinendra dev, guru, shAstrakI mahimA, bhakti sab gR^ihastho.nko AtA hai. padmanandi AchArya kahate hai.n, shrAvak baDe utsav Adi karate hai.n. gR^ihasthAshramame.n use shubhabhAv hote hai.n.

... tIrtha.nkarakA dravya-gurudev yahA.N padhAre. pa.nchamakAlame.n yahA.N padhAre, mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai. gurudev yahA.N kaise? mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai. gurudev padhAre, sabako upadesh milA, unakI vANI koI alag thI, koI atishayatA yukta, sabako jAgR^it kare aisI vANI thI. ananta kAlame.n aisA yog milanA mahAmushkil hai.

mumukShuH- unakI bhe.nT hI kahA.N-se ho?

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samAdhAnaH- kahA.N-se ho? tIrtha.nkar bhagavAn mile kahA.N? unakI apUrva vANIne sabako jAgR^it kiyA. usame.n is pa.nchamakAlame.n..

mumukShuH- pratyakSha hamako sunane milA. uttaraH- pratyakSha. unho.nne sachchA mArga batAyA. sab kahA.N a.ndhakArame.n paDe the, unho.nne mArga batAyA.

... jin pratimA jin sArakhI, kahate hai.n. jinendrakI pratimA sthApe. banArasIdAs kahate hai.n. "alpa bhav sthiti jAkI, so hI jinapratimA, paramANe jin sArakhI.' jisakI alpa bhavasthiti hai, vah bhAvakI bAt hai. aisA bhAv Aye. jo bhagavAnako pahachAne vah svaya.nko pahachAnatA hai, svaya.nko pahachAnatA hai vah bhagavAnako pahachAnatA hai. aisA nimitta-upAdAnakA sambandha hai. bhagavAnako pahachAne vah svaya.nko pahachAnatA hai.

mumukShuH- ...

samAdhAnaH- .. upAdAn taiyAr ho use bhavakA abhAv hue binA nahI.n rahatA. ... use bhagavAnakI vANI yA gurukI vANI milatI hai. bhale svaya.n svata.ntra karatA hai, aisA nimitta-upAdAnakA nimitta-naimittik sambandha hai. aisA nimitta, yahA.N upAdAn taiyAr hotA hai.

chattArI ma.ngala.n, ariha.ntA ma.ngala.n, sAhU ma.ngala.n, kevalipaNatto dhammo ma.ngala.n. chattArI loguttamA, ariha.ntA loguttamA, siddhA loguttamA, sAhU loguttamA, kevalipaNatto dhammo loguttamA.

chattArI sharaNa.n pavajjAmi, ariha.ntA sharaNa.n pavajjAmi, siddhA sharaNa.n pavajjAmi, kevalI paNatto dhammo sharaNa.n pavajjAmi.

chAr sharaN, chAr ma.ngal, chAr uttam kare je, bhavasAgarathI tare te sakaL karmano ANe a.nta. mokSha taNA sukh le ana.nt, bhAv dharIne je guN gAye, te jIv tarIne muktie jAya. sa.nsAramA.nhI sharaN chAr, avar sharaN nahI.n koI. je nar-nArI Adare tene akShay avichal pad hoya. a.ngUThe amR^it varase labdhi taNA bhaNDAra. guru gautamane samarIe to sadAy manavA.nChit phal dAtA.