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samAdhAnaH- Alasake kAraN hI, nij nayananI ALase re, nirakhyA na nayaNe hari. gurudev pravachaname.n bolate the. apane netrakI Alasake kAraN, apane pAs rahe hariko svaya.nne dekhA nahI.n. svaya.nne dekhanekI Alas kI hai. svaya.n dikhAI de aisA honepar bhI par abhyAs, vibhAvake abhyAsake kAraN apane dekhaneke netrase svaya.n apane chaitanyahariko dekhA nahI.n, usake darshan nahI.n kiye. svaya.n apane netrakI Alasase anAdi kAl ga.NvAyA hai. kahI.n- kahI.n gayA to kahI.n na kahI.n aTak gayA, koI kriyAme.n, shubhabhAvame.n. aur abhI is pa.nchamakAlame.n aise gurudev mile, jinho.nne kahA ki shubhabhAvame.n dharma nahI.n hai. andar shuddhatAse bhare AtmA shuddhAtmAko pahachAn hai. to bhI jIv apane pramAdake kAraN aTak rahA hai.

mumukShuH- anubhavadR^iShTi dvArA, aisA shabdaprayog karate the. arthAt svaya.nko jo anubhavame.n A rahA hai, usI anubhav dvArA dekhanA aisA? usame.n kyA kahanA thA?

samAdhAnaH- anubhavako, svaya.n apane svabhAvakA anubhav karake us dR^iShTi dvArA dekha. svaya.n apane svabhAvadR^iShTi dvArA dekhe, anubhavadR^iShTi. usakA vedan karake, yadi andar gaharAIme.n jAkar usakA A.nshik vedan karake bhI dekhe. anubhavadR^iShTi karake usakI shAntikA vedan kara.

mumukShuH- kahI.n to rukAvaT to hai, kis prakArakI rukAvaT hai vah sIdhA lakShyame.n nahI.n AtA hai. kuCh mArgadarshan milatA rahe, aisI bhAvanA hotI hai, parantu ApakA svAsthya anukUl (nahI.n rahatI hai).

samAdhAnaH- svAsthya aisA rahatA hai. koI-koI bAr koI prashna pUChatA hai to javAb detI hU.N. ... kuCh bAkI nahI.n rakhA, ekadam spaShTa kar diyA hai.

mumukShuH- Tep sunate hai.n to bhI kaI bAr aisA lagatA hai ki gurudevako sunate the, us vakta is bhAv par dhyAn nahI.n diyA, is bhAv par dhyAn nahI.n diyA. jaise- jaise Tep sunate hai.n to bahut bAr aisA khyAlame.n AtA hai.

mumukShuH- yah sab jAnatA hai vah kaun hai? ... yah sab jAnatA hai isaliye mai.n j~nAnI hU.N. dUsarene kahA, yah sab nahI.n, lekin vahI mai.n hU.N...

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samAdhAnaH- agni uShNa hai isaliye...

mumukShuH- garma karatI hai isaliye uShNa hai, aisA nahI.n. svaya.n uShNa hai.

samAdhAnaH- bahut pahalU nayavibhAgake (hai.n). samajhe sabakI yogyatA anusAra. ... jAnatA hai, aisA nahI.n kah sakate. dono.n bAt rahasyayukta hai, ...

AtmAko koI janma-maraN nahI.n hai, vahI karanekA hai. kitane janma-maraN kiye, ananta kAlame.n ananta kiye. AtmA j~nAyak jAnanevAlA hai. yah sharIr bhinna hai. vikalpa hotA hai vah bhI apanA svabhAv nahI.n hai. AtmA j~nAn aur Anandase bharapUr hai.

mumukShuH- vikalpa AtmAkA svabhAv nahI.n hai, vikalpa AtmAkA svabhAv nahI.n hai. j~nAyakakI mahimA rakhanI, j~nAyakakI mahimA rakhanI aur bAharame.n dev-shAstra-guruI mahimA rakhanI, bAharame.n. andarame.n j~nAyaka. bAharame.n dev-guru-shAstra.

mumukShuH- kabhI aisA lagatA hai, aisA nahI.n kiyA hogA? yahA.N tak nahI.n pahu.Nche ho.nge?

samAdhAnaH- jIvane kiyA, lekin apUrvatA nahI.n lagI hai. apUrva lage ki yah kuCh alag hai. a.ntarame.n yathArtha deshanAlabdhi jise huyI ho vah jAtI nahI.n. aisI apUrvatA pragaT huyI ho vah jAtI nahI.n. ananta kAlame.n kiyA lekin apUrvatA nahI.n lagI ki yah kuCh apUrva hai. svaya.nko apane AtmAko a.ntarame.nse vishvAs Aye ki kitanI gaharAI hai, kitanI apUrvatA lage, vah svaya.nko vishvAs Aye a.ntarame.

mumukShuH- kabhI thoDA kAl jAy to bhUl jAte hai.n. phir to...

samAdhAnaH- bhUl jAte hai.n, lekin karanekA yahI hai. jIvaname.n kuCh alag hI karanekA hai. a.ntarakA mArga a.ntarame.n hai. aur chaitanyakI a.ntarame.nse mahimA Aye ki chaitanyatattva bhinna hai aur yah sab bAharakA kuCh apUrva nahI.n hai. aise a.ntarame.n ruchike bIj gahare jAy to vah nahI.n jAte.

mumukShuH- .. tyAg vairAgyakI...

samAdhAnaH- AtmA kaise prApta ho? tattva vichAr, svAdhyAy hotA hai. tyAg, vairAgya to usame.n jitanA svaya.n AtmAkI or muDe utanI a.ntarase virakti, a.ntarase use ras Utar jAy, aisA sab use a.ntarame.n amuk prakArase hotA hai. lekin pratham upAy to sachchI samajh karanI. sachchI samajhake liye tattva vichAr, svAdhyAy, shravaN, manan Adi hotA hai. tyAg vairAgya to jitanA use a.ntarame.nse vibhAvakA ras ChUTe, a.ntarame.n thoDA virakta to honA hI chAhiye. vah to bIchame.n hotA hI hai. usake sAth mArga to sachchI samajh karanI vah hai. usame.n svAdhyAy, vichAr, manan Adi sab hotA hai. mukhya upAy vah hai, sachchI samajh karanI.

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... virakti to honI hI chAhiye. itanA tyAg karanA chAhiye, aisA usakA koI niyam nahI.n hotA. parantu a.ntarame.nse use vibhAv orakA ras Utar jAye. AtmAkA ras lage, itanA to use honA chAhiye.

mumukShuH- tattvaj~nAnakI lahare.n, A.Nkhame.nse A.NsU girate hai.n, kahA.N vah bAt, .. vANIkA yog nahI.n, vedanA ho...

samAdhAnaH- yah to sAdhanA bhUmi hai.

mumukShuH- .. vah bAt bolate the to dimAgame.n asar kar jAtI thI.

samAdhAnaH- sAkShAt virAjate ho vah to bAt hI alag hai.

mumukShuH- .. j~nAnakI spaShTatA Apase huyI to hame.n bahut Ananda huA ki bAtakI spaShTatA karanevAle koI hai. nahI.n to kahA.N spaShTatA karane jAnA? j~nAnakA jo mukhya lakShaN hai, j~nAnakA lakShaN ChUT jAy to takalIph ho jAy, to AtmA javAb nahI.n detA. j~nAname.n sthir honA matalab kyA?

samAdhAnaH- j~nAn yAnI chaitanyasvabhAv, j~nAnasvabhAv hai. pUrA j~nAyaka. vah j~nAyak svaya.n svaya.n.nme.n sthir ho jAya. j~nAnakA j~nAname.n sthir honA. j~nAnakA arthAt j~nAyakakA apane svabhAvame.n sthir honA, j~nAnakA j~nAname.n sthir honA. j~nAtA apane j~nAyak svabhAvame.n sthir ho jAya. j~nAn shabdakA matalab vahA.N j~nAyak le lenA. j~nAyak svaya.n svaya.nme.n sthir ho jAya. j~nAyakakI pariNati j~nAnarUp hokar svaya.nme.n sthir ho. bhedaj~nAn karake j~nAnakA j~nAname.n sthir honA. arthAt j~nAyak svaya.n apaneme.n sthir ho. j~nAtArUp hokar svaya.nme.n sthir honA, yAnI j~nAnakA j~nAname.n sthir honA.

mumukShuH- karma khaDe ho.n, vah thoDA bhI pareshAn nahI.n karate?

samAdhAnaH- apane puruShArthakI mandatA hai. vah pareshAn nahI.n karate hai.n. svaya.n bhedaj~nAn kare usame.n kahI.n rokate nahI.n, apane puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN svaya.n rukatA hai. apane puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN pareshAn karate hai.n, aisA kahaneme.n AtA hai, bAkI vah pareshAn nahI.n karate hai.n. svaya.n hI usame.n aTak gayA hai. svaya.n puruShArtha kare to bhedaj~nAn ho. pragaT karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai. svAnubhUti pragaT karanI Adi apane hAthakI bAt hai. koI rokatA nahI.n hai. rukA hai apane pramAdake kAraNa. puruShArtha kare (vah) svaya.n svaya.nse karatA hai.

mumukShuH- sahaj hai, saral hai, sugam hai, aisA lagatA to nahI.n hai. sarvaj~na usakI prApti hai.

samAdhAnaH- AtmAkA svabhAv hai, isaliye sahaj hai. vah kahI.n bAhar nahI.n khojane jAnA paDatA, kisIke pAs mA.Ngane nahI.n jAnA paDatA yA par vastume.nse AtA nahI.n. svaya.nkA

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svabhAv hai isaliye sahaj hai, sugam hai, saral hai. parantu anAdike abhyAsake kAraN, vibhAvake abhyAsake kAraN durlabh hai. apanA svabhAv hai isaliye sahaj hai. svaya.n hI hai, koI anya nahI.n hai, isaliye sahaj hai. pragaT kare to a.ntarmuhUrtame.n hotA hai, na kare to ananta kAl jAtA hai. vah usakA anAdikA vibhAvakA abhyAs hai isaliye, bAkI svabhAv apanA hai. svaya.nme.nse pragaT hotA hai, bAharase nahI.n AtA hai yA bAhar kahI.n khojane nahI.n jAnA paDatA, apaneme.n bharA hai vah pragaT karanekA hai.

mumukShuH- ..

samAdhAnaH- jab tak usakI adhUrI paryAy hai, usame.n amuk prakArakA kartR^itva Aye binA nahI.n rahatA. parantu usakI kartAbuddhi toDanekI bAt hai. mai.n parapadArthako kar sakatA hU.N aur vibhAvaparyAyakA mai.n kartA hU.N, aise svAmItva buddhi ChoDanI. parapadArthakA to kar hI nahI.n sakatA, vibhAvaparyAyame.n apane puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN .. us apekShAse svaya.n aj~nAn avasthAme.n kartA hotA hai. j~nAn avasthAme.n vah pariNati apanI asthiratAke kAraN apanI svaya.nme.n hotI hai, parantu usakI kartAbuddhi ChUT jAtI hai. aise puruShArtha jo hotA hai, vah svaya.n karatA hai, parantu mai.n kar sakatA hU.N, aisI kartAbuddhi ChUT jAtI hai. buddhi. vikalpa karake ki mai.n yah karu.N, mai.n yah karu.N, yah buddhi toDanI hai. bAkI aisA kartR^itva to amuk jAtakI adhUrI bhUmikAme.n bIchame.n AtA hai. palaTatA hai, pariNAmako palaTatA hai.

.. vibhAvakA kartR^itva aur parapadArthakA kartR^itva aur puruShArtha karatA hai, us prakArakA kartR^itva, un sabame.n pharka hai. parako to kar nahI.n sakatA. vibhAvaparyAyako, .. koI apekShAse svaya.n usame.n juDatA hai. aj~nAn avasthAse kartA (hotA hai). j~nAn avasthAme.n usake puruShArthakI mandatAse hotA hai. aur puruShArtha karatA hai, vah bhI svaya.n svabhAvakI or (jAtA hai), un sabame.n pharka hai. parantu usame.n kartAbuddhi ChUT jAtI hai.

samAdhAnaH- .. dUsareko uShNa karatI hai, isaliye uShNa hai, aisA nahI.n, svaya.n uShNa hai. dUsareko ThaNDA karatA hai isaliye nahI.n, barpha svaya.n ThaNDA hai. vaise svaya.n j~nAyak hai. ab usakA artha kyA karanA, kisake sAth milAn karanA, vah sabake dimAg par AdhArit hai. parako jAne, na jAne vah bAt hI nahI.n thI. svaya.n j~nAyak hai. svaya.nk j~nAyakako pahachAna. parako jAnatA hU.N isaliye jAnatA hU.N, aise nahI.n, lekin mai.n svaya.n j~nAyak hU.N. ab, usakA artha kyA karanA, vah sabake dimAg par AdhAr rakhatA hai. agam agochar nay kathA. nay kathAme.n aisA hI hai, aisA hI hai, aisA bol nahI.n sakate. ApakI yogyatA anusAr jaise samajhanA ho vaise. svaya.n koI apekShAse svaya.n apaneko jAnatA hai aur parako jAnatA hai vah bhI sAthame.n hai, svaparaprakAshak hai. dono.n apekShAe.N hai.n, jisako

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jo grahaN karanA ho vah kare, sabakI yogyatA par AdhArit hai.

... us orakI apekShA lenI ho to vaise le, aisI apekShA lenI ho to aise le. jIv anAdi kAlase aise hI samajhatA nahI.n hai. nishchay-vyavahArakI sandhi AtI nahI.n. .. athavA to sandhi AtI nahI.n. usakA artha kaise karanA vah AnA chAhiye. parake sAth ekatva nahI.n hotA hai, lekin parako nahI.n jAnatA hai isaliye parakA j~nAn hI nahI.n hotA hai, aisA nahI.n hai. j~neyako jAnatA nahI.n hai to usakA j~nAn .. ho gayA. aisA ho gayA. j~nAnakI anantatA kahA.N rahI? usame.n pravesh karake nahI.n jAnatA hai. apekShA samajhanI. jaise chalatA hai chalane do, sabakI yogyatA.

... paDate nahI.n the. bahut log charchA-prashna karo, charchA-prashna karo. gurudev kahate the, vah merA kAm nahI.n hai. kisIke sAth charchA-prashna karate hI nahI.n the. jayapurame.n kI, sab paNDito.nne kI. bahut pahalU hai.n. gurudev charchA-prashname.n nahI.n paDate the. vah kahe, vyavahArase aisA to hai. ekadUsarekA khI.Nchate the, usame.n kahA.Nse sandhi ho? dono.n bAt apekShAse hotI hai, usame.n vah ek bAtako khI.Nche, dUsarA dUsarI bAtako khI.Nche. mel kahA.Nse ho?