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samAdhAnaH- ... upAdAn taiyAr hove to nimitta A jAtA hai. upAdAn mukhya rahatA hai aur nimitta usake sAthame.n rahatA hai. aisA upAdAn-nimittakA sambandha hai.

mumukShuH- nimitta to sAthame.n rahatA hI hai.

samAdhAnaH- upAdAn taiyAr hove to usako nimitta mil jAtA hai. puNyakA uday hai. bhAvanA huyI, shubhabhAv huA apanA aur vah puNyakA uday hai. jo bhAv hotA hai to nimitta mil bhI jAtA hai, kabhI der bhI hotI hai. bhAvanA shubhabhAv hotA hai usakA lAbh hotA hai.

mumukShuH- upAdAn ..

samAdhAnaH- upAdAn bhAv... mai.n svarUpakI prApti karu.N, puruShArtha karu.N, yah sab upAdAn hai. puruShArtha karanekA bhAv hotA hai, vah upAdAn hai. vah upAdAn hai. bhAvanA huyI vah to shubhabhAv hai, vah bhI upAdAn hai. shubhabhAv hove to puNya bandha jAtA hai. phir puNyakA uday kab hove, turanta hove yA bAdame.n hove, nimitta kab Aye, usakA koI niyam nahI.n rahatA hai. shubhabhAvanA hotI hai to shubhabhAvakA phal hotA hai. puruShArtha kare to usakA phal jarUr hotA hai. bhItarame.n puruShArtha kare to usakA phal AtA hai. bhAvanA hove to mil jAtA hai, parantu kab mile usakA niyam nahI.n hai.

.. karate-karate svAnubhUti pragaT hotI hai, yah mArga gurudevane batAyA hai. svAnubhUti pragaT karo, AtmAkA anubhav karo, bhedaj~nAn karo, apanA puruShArtha karo. usame.n dev- gurukA nimitta hotA hai. mukhya upAdAn.. bAkI to shubhabhAvake anusAr puNya bandha jAtA hai.

mumukShuH- us vikalpo.nko ham apane pariNAmo.nme.n kaise sthir kare.n?

samAdhAnaH- vikalpa to apanA svabhAv nahI.n hai. svabhAv to mai.n chaitanyasvarUp AtmA hU.N, isame.n j~nAn, Ananda Adi ananta guN.. usame.n pariNatiko dR^iDh karo, usakA bhedaj~nAn karo, vikalpa orase pariNatiko haTAkar apane svarUpakI or pariNatiko moDanA, yah karanA hai. kShaN-kShaName.n bhedaj~nAn karanA. vikalpa mai.n nahI.n hU.N, mai.n chaitanya svabhAv hU.N, mai.n vikalpa nahI.n hU.N. vibhAv mai.n nahI.n hU.N. aisA bAra.nbAr usakA abhyAs karanA. aisA chi.ntavan,

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manan, shAstra abhyAs, dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA aur chaitanyakA chi.ntavan karanA. j~nAyak hU.N, mai.n jAnanevAlA j~nAyak hU.N. jo vikalpa AtA hai, usako mai.n jAnanevAlA chaitanya hU.N. mai.n j~nAyak hU.N. aisA bAra.nbAr (prayAs karanA). usakI ruchi, mahimA karanA

janma-maraN TAlanekA vah upAy hai. sa.nsArame.n janma-maraN to chalate hI rahate hai.n. AnA-jAnA aisA bahut kiyA, shAshvat ek AtmA hai. sharIrakA svabhAv sharIrame.n hai. aise bahut janma-maraN kiye. bahut mAtAko ChoDakar AyA, apane ChoDakar gayA. aisA bahut huA. apane chaitanyatattvako pahachAnA nahI.n. a.ntar dR^iShTi karake chaitanyakI svAnubhUti karanA vah muktikA mArga hai. isakA abhyAs karanA, bAra.nbAr bhedaj~nAn karanA.

mumukShuH- mAtAjI! ek prashna hai. ... lekin pudagalakA pariNaman andarame.n baiThatA nahI.n hai. kabhI to baiTh jAyegA, kabhI-kabhI. kabhI samajhame.n hI nahI.n AtA hai.

samAdhAnaH- samajhanekA abhyAs karanA. yah jaD pudagal hai, mai.n jAnanevAlA hU.N. yah svata.ntra hai. sharIrakA svabhAv svata.ntra hai. vikalpa apanA svabhAv nahI.n hai. mai.n chaitanya j~nAyak svabhAv hU.N. shAnti, Ananda AtmAme.n hai. aise bAra.nbAr usakA vichAr karanA. baiThatA na ho to biThAnekA abhyAs karanA. bAra.nbAr vichAr karanA. svabhAv dR^iShTiko pahachAnakar usakA abhyAs karanA.

jaisA sphaTik nirmal hai, vaisA mai.n nirmal hU.N. pAnIkA svabhAv nirmal hai, vaisA nirmal hU.N. malinatA pAnIme.n bAharase AtI hai, kIchaDake kAraNa. pAnIkA svabhAv nirmal hai, vaise mai.n nirmal hU.N. sa.nkalpa-vikalpa vibhAv hai, apanA svabhAv nahI.n hai. usakA bhedaj~nAn karanA.

mumukShuH- dinabharakI kriyAe.N, jaise khAne baiThe, gharakA koI kAm karate hai.n to upayog to Udhar lag jAtA hai, to phir us vakta j~nAyak hU.N, kaise lakShya rahe? yah merA bahut dinase prashna hai.

samAdhAnaH- upayog lag jAtA hai (usame.n) apane puruShArthakI mandatA hai. upayog lag jAy to bhI shraddhA to, mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, aisI ruchi rakhanA.

mumukShuH- andarase kyA raTate rahe man hI maname.n? ham usako raTe? raTate jAe.N ki mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, aise ham gho.nTe kyA usako?

samAdhAnaH- usakA abhyAs karanA. gho.nTanA to raTan jaisA ho jAtA hai. lekin usako pahale pahachAnanA, sachchI samajhan karanA ki mai.n chaitanya hU.N. usakA svabhAv jab tak yathArtha jAnaneme.n nahI.n Ave tabatak use gho.nTanA, paDhanA, usakA abhyA karanA, raTan karanA. jab tak yathArtha nahI.n hove tabatak raTanA, paDhanA aisA karanA.

parantu jisako yathArtha hotA hai usako to sahaj ho jAtA hai, usako raTanA nahI.n

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paDatA. jisako sahaj svabhAv pahachAname.n A gayA, usako sahaj ho jAtA hai ki mai.n j~nAyak hU.N. kAmakAj karate hue bhI use sahaj bhedaj~nAnakI dashA chalatI hai. jisako sahaj hotA hai usako to. parantu sahaj nahI.n hotA hai, vah anAdikA vibhAvakA abhyAs hai. isaliye abhyAs karaneke liye raTanA, paDhanA Adi sab bIchame.n hotA hai.

mumukShuH- jaise ki Apane abhI bole ki vikalpase apaneko alag karanA. jaise mai.n Apase bAt kar rahI hU.N. bAt karate-karate mai.n andar aisA vichAr karu.NgI ki mujhako rAg A rahA hai yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N. aisA bAr-bAr vichAr karu.NgI kyA?

samAdhAnaH- bAr-bAr (vichAr) nahI.n, aisI shraddhA karanA ki mai.n isase bhinna hU.N. ekatvabuddhi chal rahI hai, ekatvabuddhiko toDanA, phir use raTanA nahI.n paDatA. ekatvabuddhi toDanekA abhyAs karanA. ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai, mai.n sharIr hU.N, mai.n vikalpa hU.N. ekatvabuddhi nira.ntar chalatI hai to usako toDanekA abhyAs karanA.

mumukShuH- toDaneke liye abhyAs karanA, usake liye mukhya mArga kyA hai?

samAdhAnaH- mukhya mArga, usakI ruchi, mahimA karanA. usakI mahimA lage, bAhar sukh nahI.n lage, bAhar chain nahI.n paDe, mai.n chaitanyako kaise pahachAnU.n? usakI mahimA (lage). bAhar kahI.n chain na paDe, andar hI chain paDe. aise bAra.nbAr svabhAvako pIChAnanA. jaise bAhar vastu dekhaneme.n AtI hai, vaise mai.n chaitanyako kaise pIChAnU.N? aise bAra.nbAr pIChAnanekA abhyAs karanA. nahI.n hove tabatak abhyAs karanA. ekatvabuddhi to anAdise chal rahI hai. bAtachIt karate-karate, khAte-pIte ekatvabuddhi chalatI rahatI hai, parantu usako bhinna karanekA abhyAs karanA. usakI mahimA lage to abhyAs hove. shraddhA to rakhanA. raTan kahA.Nse karegA? ruchi to bAharakI hai. lekin jitanA ho sake utanA abhyAs karanA.

mumukShuH- dhyAname.n ham baiThe to dhyAname.n kis tarahakA chi.ntavan le ki j~nAyakakI or hamArI pravR^itti jAye? kaisA chi.ntan kare? hamako tarIkA batAIye.

samAdhAnaH- tarIkA, pahale to yathArtha j~nAn karanA. pahale, j~nAyak kaisA hai? dravya kaisA hai? guN kaisA hai? paryAy kaisI hai? yah pudagal dravya hai. varNa, gandha, ras, sparsha hai. yah alag hai, mai.n chaitanya alag hU.N. aise pahale yathArtha j~nAn karanA. bAdame.n yathArtha dhyAn hotA hai. mai.n yah chaitanya hU.N, usakA astitva grahaN karake dhyAn yathArtha hotA hai. j~nAn yathArtha hue binA dhyAn yathArtha ho sakatA nahI.n. pahale to yathArtha j~nAn karanA. jo gurudevane mArga batAyA usakA pahale yathArtha j~nAn karanA. kyA mArga hai? kaise milatA hai? kaisA svabhAv hai? kaise mai.n nirmal hU.N? yah vibhAv hai, yah svabhAv hai, kaisA muktikA mArga hai? kaise mokShasvarUp AtmA hai? usako yathArtha pahachAnakarake bAdame.n dhyAn karanA. to dhyAn yathArtha jamatA hai. aur j~nAnake binA dhyAn jamatA nahI.n hai.

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mumukShuH- jaise ki ham shAstra paDhe, jAnakArIme.n AyA to dhyAname.n usakA kyA vichAr kare?

samAdhAnaH- vichAr karanA. pahale dhyAn kaise hove?

mumukShuH- jaise shAstra paDhe, pUre samay paThan bhI kare.nge to phir gaharAI nahI.n AyegI.

paThan kiyA jis chIj par, usakA dhyAn nahI.n kiyA, usakI chi.ntavan nahI.n huA.

samAdhAnaH- shAstrakA abhyAs (kiyA), usame.n AchAryadev kyA batAte hai.n usakA vichAr karanA. kyA mArga shAstrame.n AyA? vastukA svarUp kaisA hai? aisA vichAr karanA, chi.ntavan karanA ki yah vastu hai, AtmA hai, yah svabhAv hai, yah vibhAv hai, yah j~nAn hai, darshan hai, chAritra hai, mai.n AtmA hU.N. yah guNakA bhed hai. mai.n ananta chaitanyasvarUp hU.N. pahale aisI yathArtha samajhan karanI, bAdame.n dhyAn hotA hai. sachchI samajhanake binA dhyAn nahI.n ho sakatA. samajhe binA dhyAn karatA hai to aisI ulajhan hotI hai, yathArtha jamatA nahI.n. pahale yathArtha j~nAn karake, yathArtha shraddhA karake, bAdame.n dhyAn karanA. prayojanabhUt tattvako yathArtha pahachAn lenA.

mumukShuH- bAr-bAr AtA hai ki pudagalakA pariNaman svaya.n apane-apaneme.n ho rahA hai. hamako to moTA-moTA dikhatA hai. dinabhar aisI hamako asti kyo.n nahI.n A rahI hai? aise kaise AyegI asti? isakI bAt mAlUm ho jAy to hamArI karu-karukI buddhi khatma ho jAya. yahI.n hamArA gaDabaD khA rahA hai ki pudagalakA pariNaman pratipal svaya.n ho rahA hai, j~nAname.n nahI.n A rahA hai. paDh to letI hU.N, bol to detI hU.N, j~nAname.n yah bAt A nahI.n rahI hai.

samAdhAnaH- yah sab pudagalakA pariNaman hai. j~nAname.n kaise Ave? anAdi kAlase bhram ho rahA hai, j~nAname.n kaise Ave? vikalpa aur sa.nkalpa, j~nAn sab ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. usako yathArtha samajhan karake biThAnA ki yah sab pudagalakA pariNaman hai. mai.n chaitanya hU.N. sharIrakA pariNaman hai, vah pudagalakA hai. bAharakA to hai, lekin is sharIr bhI pudagalakA (pariNaman hai). isame.n rog AtA hai vah bhI pudagalakA pariNaman hai. vah koI AtmAkA pariNaman nahI.n hai. aisI yathArtha shraddhA karake biThAnA.

anAdikA abhyAs hai, kaise baiThe? ekatvabuddhi anAdise aisI joradAr ho rahI hai. yathArtha shraddhA kare, bAra.nbAr abhyAs kare, bAra.nbAr usakA abhyAs kare tab baiThatA hai. chutartha kAlame.n to a.ntarmuhUrtame.n baiTh jAtA hai. pa.nchamakAlame.n aisA nahI.n hotA hai. ek bAr vichAr karake baiTh gayA, aisA ho jAtA hai, aisA nahI.n ho sakatA. aisA to koI- koIko hotA hai.

mumukShuH- kaI bAr vah bAt samajhame.n A jAtI hai. kaI bAr aisA kaisA-kaisA

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ho jAtA hai, samajhame.n hI nahI.n AtI bAta. jaise apane abhyAs karate hai.n to paDhate- paDhate aisA hotA hai, kaI bAr to baDA achChA lagatA hai. kaI bAr samajhame.n hI nahI.n paDatI hai bAta.

samAdhAnaH- vah to apanA doSh hai. kyA kare? anAdi kAlase aise vikalpame.n vibhram ho rahA hai, kShayopashamaj~nAn aisA hai nahI.n, ruchi aisI hai nahI.n, puruShArtha aisA hai nahI.n, kahA.Nse hove? kabhI puruShArtha chale, kabhI nahI.n chale. apanI mandatA hai, apanI mandatA hai.

mumukShuH- Ap dhyAname.n kaisA vichAr karatI hai.n?

samAdhAnaH- yah koI kahanekI bAt thoDI hai.

mumukShuH- nahI.n matalab aisA, jaisA shAstramee.n (AtA hai), 48 miniTame.n kevalaj~nAn ho jAtA hai. to kitanA.. jaise dhyAn hotA hai to a.ntarmuhUrta honeke bAd Ap... hamako utsukatA huyI kis prakArake vikalpa Ate hai.n? ham nahI.n kar pAte hai.n to jAnanekI ichChA hotI hai na. kaise vichAr Ate hai.n Apako?

samAdhAnaH- vikalpa to vikalpa hai. vikalpa vikalpame.n hai, AtmA AtmAme.n hai.

mumukShuH- aisA hI Apake maname.n hameshA chalatA rahatA hai?

samAdhAnaH- jisako yathArtha j~nAn hotA hai, usako bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA chalatI rahatI hai. vikalpa to vikalpame.n hai, AtmA AtmAme.n hai.

mumukShuH- yah bAt aisI andarame.n pakkI jam jAnI chAhiye?

samAdhAnaH- aisI sahaj dhArA honI chAhiye. sahaja. vikalpa hote nahI.n, vah to kevalaj~nAnIko nahI.n hote. parantu bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA to samyagdR^iShTiko hotI hai.

mumukShuH- andarame.n bhAvame.n Ane lagatA hai na? j~nAn alag hai, rAg alag hai, j~nAn alag hai.

samAdhAnaH- vah to sahaj hotA hai.

mumukShuH- ham logo.nko mahenat lagatI hai.

samAdhAnaH- ekatvabuddhiko yAd nahI.n karanI paDatI hai nA? yah sharIr aur mai.n AtmA ek hai.n, aisI ekatvabuddhi to sahaj chalatI hai. anAdise sahaj chalatI hai na? yah sharIr aur AtmA sab ek hai, vikalpa sab ek hai, esI ekatvabuddhi chalatI hai. usI tarah bhedaj~nAn bhinnatA aise chalatI hai.

mumukShuH- Apako sochanA nahI.n paDatA. ham logo.nko bahut soch-sochake lAnA paDatA hai. ApakI pustak paDhate hai.n, ham to yahA.N Aye nahI.n, sune nahI.n. usame.n kahA hai, mai.n j~nAyak, mai.n j~nAyaka. usame.n bhI hamako to mahenat paDatI hai, ham to bhUl jAte

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hai.n. phir thoDI der bAd yAd AtA hai ki are..! ham to bhUl gaye apaneko. aisA hamako bahut jor lagatA hai. bhUl jAte hai.n. .. yAd karate hai.n to usame.n bhI hamako mahenat paDatI hai. aise hI abhyAs kare.n?

samAdhAnaH- shrImad rAjachandrame.n aisA AtA hai ki, pratham bhUmikA vikaT hotI hai. samajh pIChe sab saral hai, bin samajhe mushkila. pratham bhUmikAme.n aisI vikaTatA hotI hai, bhUl jAte hai.n. jisako j~nAn hotA hai, usako sahaj hotA hai. samajh pIChe sab saral hai.

mumukShuH- to ham log matalab aise raTe? Apane jitanI bAt batAyI vah to .. kisIkI bAt hI nahI.n hai. abhI to hamArI bAt hai. abhI ham to isIliye Aye hai.n. kyo.nki hamAre jIvaname.n yah ghaT rahA hai. hamako baDI AturatA thI, bhUl jAte hai.n, phir baiTh-baiThakar yAd karate hai.n. aur phir kAm-dhandhA karane jAte hai.n, phir bhUl jAte hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- ekatvabuddhi anAdise hai. aisI mahimA nahI.n hai, aisI ruchi nahI.n hai.

mumukShuH- ruchi to AtI hai, ruchi to AtI hai.

samAdhAnaH- puruShArthakI mandatA hai.

mumukShuH- nahI.n, ab kare.nge puruShArtha. ruchi AtI hai, ruchi to hotI hai mereko.

samAdhAnaH- abhyAs karanA. bhUl jAye to bAra.nbAr yAd karanA. aise rUkhA nahI.n honA chAhiye. bAra.nbAr usakI mahimApUrvak ki j~nAyakame.n sabakuCh bharA hai, vah khAlI nahI.n hai. mahimAva.nt padArtha hai. chaitanya bhagavAn mahimAse bharapUr hai. usako rUkhA karake mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, j~nAyak hU.N, aise nahI.n karanA. mahimApUrvak karanA, bhUl jAy to bhI.

mumukShuH- kabhI to rUkhA bhI AyegA, kabhI to aisA bhI AyegA, jaisI gaharAI AyegI. kabhI-kabhI yah bhI A jAtA hai, kabhI lUkhA-lUkhA bhI AtA hai.

samAdhAnaH- mahimApUrvak honA chAhiye.

mumukShuH- jaise ki ham akele khA rahe hai.n, Chat para. to jAnaneke tattvako hamako lakShyame.n lenA hai. to yah sabako jAnanevAlA mai.n hU.N, aisA bAr-bAr, bAr-bAr aise akeleme.n apanI taraphalakShya le? yah prakriyA kaisI rahegI?

samAdhAnaH- pahale yathArtha j~nAn karanA, vichAr karanA, chi.ntavan karanA. bAra.nbAr mai.n jAnanevAlA hU.N, yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N, mai.n jAnanevAlA hU.N. pahale usakA yathArtha j~nAn honA chAhiye. phir yah sab prashna hI nahI.n uThe.nge ki kaise karu.N. aisA vichAr karanA, bAra.nbAr j~nAn yathArtha karanA. samajhanA. binA samajhe karane baiTh jAy to mUDhatA jaisA (ho jAyegA), kuCh mAlUm hI nahI.n paDatA, aisA ho jAya.

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mumukShuH- nahI.n, nahI.n. pahale samajhe.nge nA. pahale samajhe.nge phir kare.nge. samajhe.nge tab to vichAr Aye.nge.

samAdhAnaH- samajhe to Aye. binA samajhe to kuCh samajhame.n nahI.n AtA, aisA ho jAyegA. usakI ruchi, mahimA Ave. pahachAn kare, aisA prayatna karanA. bhedaj~nAn sAth- sAth kare, usame.n der lage to bhI utAvalI nahI.n karanA.

mumukShuH- ek to mai.n shvetA.nbar matase nikalI, ek to bhAShA yahA.NkI sab nayI hai. dravya-guN-paryAy, hamArA sunA huA nahI.n hai. mereko gharame.n bolate hai.n, kyA sunatI hai? kuCh samajhame.n nahI.n AtA thA. lekin itanA achChA lagatA hai. ChaH mahine kuCh palle nahI.n paDA. mai.nne kahA, kyo.n nahI.n AyegA?

samAdhAnaH- pahale aisA lagA, dravya-guN-paryAyakI bAt koI alag hI duniyAkI bAt hai. jab samajhatA jAy, tab mahimA AtI jAya.

mumukShuH- j~ney-j~nAyak pustak mereko bahut achChI lagI, bahut hI achChI lagI thI. pICheke prakaraN, vastuvij~nAnasAr, mereko usase bahut mahimA AyI. pahale to samajhame.n nahI.n AyA. abhI ek-do mahinese chAlU kiyA hai. jyAdA paDh nahI.n sakatI, deDh- do pej hI paDhatI hU.N, phir vichAratI hU.N.

samAdhAnaH- aise samajhan yathArtha hove tab khyAlame.n AyegA ki kaise karu.N? kaise bhedaj~nAn? kaise dhyAn? yah sab bAdame.n jab samajhame.n AtA hai tab khyAlame.n AtA hai. samajhe binA chalane lage to dUsarA mArga A jAtA hai. bhAvanagar kaise jAnA? kyA mArga hai? pahale mArga jAn lenA chAhiye, phir chalane lage to yathArtha mArga par chale.

mumukShuH- nahI.n, nahI.n. jabahI to ham yahA.N Aye hai.n. jabahI to ham yahA.N Aye hai.n. hamane thoDe hI sunA hai, hamane to svAmIjIkA nAm bhI sunA do sAl pahale. pustak paDhe, bAt dimAgame.n lagane lagI ki sahI hai. man to kahatA hai, sahI hai. ab tarIkA bhI to mAlUm honA chAhiye na? ki kis tarIkese ab ham Age abhyAs kare? bAt to pakkI baiTh gayI. bAt to aisI hI hai. ab mArgame.n ham Age kaise chale?

samAdhAnaH- pahale yathArtha samajh karanI. ruchi, mahimA, yathArtha samajhan karanI. samajhanA, abhI aur visheSh samajhanA.

mumukShuH- ... shAstra paDhe, ham to jyAdA nahI.n paDhate hai.n. mokShamArga prakAshak..

samAdhAnaH- apaneAp samajhanA (paDatA hai).

mumukShuH- pahalA ham kaunasA paDhe, jisase hamako sahI mArga mile.

samAdhAnaH- mokShamArga prakAshak?

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mumukShuH- vah to paDhe. samAdhAnaH- gurudevakA.. mUl shAstra samajhame.n nahI.n AyegA, nahI.n to samayasAr Adi.. samayasAr shAstra hai....