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samAdhAnaH- ... svAnubhUtikA svarUp batAyA. sabako koI alag hI dR^iShTi de dI ki, is mArga par jAo. us mArga par jAne jaisA hai.

mumukShuH- sonagaDh-sonagaDh karate the, mujhe sonagaDh jAnA hai.

samAdhAnaH- ... chaitanya kaise pahichAnA jAy, use pahachAnakar bhavakA abhAv (ho), janma-maraN Talakar AtmA svaya.n apanA sukh a.ntarase prApta kare, sukhakA dhAm AtmA hai, vah kaise ho, bAra.nbAr usakA abhyAs aur raTan karane jaisA hai. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA aur AtmAkA andar kaise gaharAIse abhyAs ho, a.ntar sa.nskAr kaise paDe, vah karane jaisA hai. bAkI to kal bahut kahA hai.

aise prasa.ng bahut kam banate the aur thoDe bane to vairAgyako prApta ho jAte. thoDe pheraphAr dekhakar vairAgya hotA thA. thoDA (saphed) bAl dekhakar vairAgya AtA thA ki bas! sharIr aisA hai? aise vairAgya AtA thA. sharIrame.n rog dekhakar vairAgya AtA thA. unako kahA ki tere sharIrame.n rogakI shurUAt huI hai to vairAgya A jAtA.

... pahale to dR^iShTi palaTanI. samyagdarshan ... usame.n to dR^iShTi badal jAtI thI isaliye ekadam sab ChoD dete the. kitano.nko to samyagdarshan, chAritra sab sAthame.n ho jAtA thA. bhagavAnake samavasaraName.n baiThe ho, vahA.N vANI sune, vahA.N samyakatva, vahA.N munipada. chauthe kAlame.n sab aisA hotA thA. a.ntarmuhUrtame.n ... ChoTe-ChoTe bAlak, gajasukumAl kaise the! ghaDI-ghaDIme.n palaT jAya. chauthe kAlame.n bhagavAn sAkShAt virAjate ho.n aur vANI ChUTatI ho vah bAt alag hai.

.. vANI ChUTe, sabake hR^idayakA parivartan ho jAya. yahA.N pa.nchamakAlame.n sab kriyAme.n paDe the. dR^iShTi badalanI mushkil thI. dharma hI dUsareme.n mAn liyA thA. dharmake mArga par chaDhanA mushkil (ho gayA thA). sachchA dharma milA vahI mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai. dR^iShTi gurudevane sabako dI ki is rAste par jAo. rAstA batAyA. rAste par jAnA mahAdurlabh thA. usame.n to bhagavAnakI vANI ChUTatI isaliye isI rAste par sabako jAnA thA. isaliye muni ban jAte. kitano.nko to samyagdarshan, chAritra sab ekasAth ho jAtA. ekadam parivartan ho jAtA thA.

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mumukShuH- vah vairAgya kaisA hogA!

samAdhAnaH- ekadam vairAgya A jAtA thA. to bhI is pa.nchamakAlake hisAbase, gurudevake pratApase to bhI kAl achChA hai. dUsarI jagah dekho to log kahA.N paDe hote hai.n. yahA.N Akar vah prashna pUChate the, kahA.N sab paDe hai.n. suradhan aur yah-vaha. kahA.N- kahA.N paDe hai.n. gurudevane kahA.N AtmAke mArga par lAkar rakh diyA hai. karanA yah hai. j~nAyak chaitanya kaise pahichAname.n Aye? j~nAyak kaise pahachAnA jAy? mArga vah hai.

mumukShuH- usame.n to aisA lage, oho! mai.nne bahut kiyA, aisA kiyA, aisA lage.

samAdhAnaH- karanA bAkI hai. andar chaitanyako pragaT karanA, bhedaj~nAn pragaT karanA, svAnubhUti pragaT karanI aisA to rahe na. puNya ho, usame.n dUsarA kuCh dikhAI de to ekadam vairAgya A jAtA. yahA.N to pa.nchamakAlake andar to anek jAtake prakAr banate rahate hai.n. usame.nse jIvako vApas muDanA... gurudevane yah mArga batAyA. bhagavAnake samavasaraName.n koI muni ban jAy, andar AtmAme.n shakti (pragaT ho jAy), andarame.n j~nAn pragaT ho jAy, kisIko kuCh pragaT ho jAy, anek prakAr (banate hai.n). kevalaj~nAn kisIko pragaT ho jAy, koI muni ban jAya.

mumukShuH- anAdi kAlase usako apane svabhAvakI taraph dhyAn ... aur svabhAvame.n jAtA hai to vahA.N ... aur pahalI bAt to svabhAvakI jAnakArI nahI.n hai aur jAnakArI milI to vApis usame.n sthit honA bahut ... hotA hai. to anAdi kAlase viShayo.nkI taraph jo muD rahA hai to isake pIChe bhI kyA sthiti banI hai?

samAdhAnaH- anAdi kAlase j~nAyak svabhAv... AtmAkA to j~nAyak svabhAv-jAnanA hai. ananta guN usame.n hai, ananta shakti hai. parantu vibhAvame.n ruchi lagI hai, isaliye nahI.n jA sakatA. puruShArthakI mandatA hai, ruchi nahI.n hai, parapadArthame.n ruchi karatA hai, parakI mahimA karatA hai isaliye vahA.N Tik jAtA hai. parantu jo apanI ruchi lage, apanI mahimA lage to apaneme.n puruShArtha kare to ho sakatA hai. vah j~nAyak hai-jAnanevAlA hai. mai.n j~nAyak jAnanevAlA mahimAva.nt koI adabhut padArtha hai. parapadArtha to kuCh jAnatA nahI.n hai. jAnanevAlA koI alag hai. usame.n sa.nkalpa-vikalpakI jAl bhI usakA svabhAv nahI.n hai. ye to sharIr hai, sa.nkalpa-vikalpakI jAl vah AtmAkA svabhAv nahI.n hai. AtmA to jaise siddha bhagavAn hai.n, vaisA AtmA hai. pratyek dravya anAdi ananta shuddhAtmA hai. parantu vibhAvakI or dR^iShTi jAtI hai, puruShArtha manda hai isaliye vahA.N ruk jAtA hai. parantu yadi apane svabhAvame.n dR^iShTi kare, usakA j~nAn kare, usame.n lInatA kare to ho sakatA hai, parantu puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN vah bAharame.n ruk jAtA hai.

puruShArtha kare, AtmAko pahachAne, bhItarame.nse pIChAne. jaisA sphaTik nirmal hai, vaisA

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hI nirmal hai. usame.n jo lAl-pIlA pratibimba uThatA hai vah sphaTikakA svabhAv nahI.n hai. isaliye AtmA nirmal hai, usame.n vibhAvakI paryAy AtmAkA svabhAv nahI.n hai. usakA bhedaj~nAn kare. parase ekatvabuddhi toDakar svame.n ekatvabuddhi kare. AtmAme.n ekatvabuddhi kare, parase vibhakta bhedaj~nAn kare. aise yadi puruShArtha kare to ho sakatA hai.

ananta kAlame.n bahut AtmA aisA bhedaj~nAn karake, svame.n ekatvabuddhi karake aur svAnubhUti pragaT karake ananta jIvane AtmAke svarUpako pragaT kiyA hai aur ananta jIv siddha hue hai.n. isaliye puruShArtha ho sakatA hai, parantu apanI kamajorIke kAraN vah anAdi kAlase ruk jAtA hai. bAra.nbAr-bAra.nbAr usakA puruShArtha karanA chAhiye. bAhar dauDatA hai to bhI bAra.nbAr usakA puruShArtha karanA chAhiye. sukhakA dhAm hai, j~nAnakA dhAm AtmA hai. usako bAra.nbAr...

samyagdR^iShTi gR^ihasthAshramame.n rahatA hai to bhI usako nyArA-nyArA rahatA hai. usane AtmAko pahachAnA hai, vah nyArA rahatA hai. AtmAkA dhyAn karake AtmAkI svAnubhUtime.n lIn hotA hai. aise gR^ihasthAshramame.n bhI ho sakatA hai. phir visheSh puruShArtha kare to visheSh virakti Aye aur AtmAkA nirAlA visheSh puruShArtha karake kare to muni ho jAtA hai aur bAra.nbAr kShaN-kShaName.n AtmAkI svAnubhUtime.n lIn hotA hai aur kevalaj~nAn pragaT karatA hai. puruShArthase ho sakatA hai. ruchi apanI bAharame.n lagI hai usako toDakar AtmAke svabhAvako pIChAne, yathArtha j~nAn kare to ho sakatA hai.

yathArtha j~nAn, yathArtha dhyAna. sachche j~nAn binA sachchA dhyAn nahI.n ho sakatA hai. pahale sachchA j~nAn kare. mai.n AtmA hU.N, merA svabhAv koI judA hai, mai.n j~nAyak svabhAvI hU.N. bhItarame.nse pIChan karake. koI kalpanA, dhokh le aisA nahI.n, parantu svabhAvako pahachAnakarake usakA bhinna bhedaj~nAn kare.

mumukShuH- shabdochAraNase kuCh nahI.n hotA. andarakI taraph pravesh kare to a.ntarakI anubhUtikA AnandakA anubhav kare to kuCh puruShArthakI taraph...

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, bhItarame.nse a.ntar dR^iShTi karake svAnubhUti pragaT kare to ho sakatA hai. aise dhokhanese nahI.n hotA hai. jab tak nahI.n hove tab tak tattva vichAr, shAstra svAdhyAy aisA hotA hai. parantu Upar-Uparase nahI.n hotA hai. bhItarame.n a.ntar dR^iShTi kare, a.ntarame.n svAnubhUti kare to ho sakatA hai. yah ek upAy hai-svAnubhUti pragaT karanA. aise bAhar kriyA karatA hai, shubhabhAv karatA hai to puNyabandha hotA hai, to devalok hotA hai, parantu bhavakA abhAv to ek shuddhAtmA nirvikalpa tattva hai usako pahachAnanese bhavakA abhAv hotA hai aur chaitanyakA svAnubhav hotA hai. shubhabhAv bIchame.n AtA hai, parantu vah puNyabandhakA (kAraN hai).

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mumukShuH- shubhabhAv puNyabandhakA hI kAraN hai.

samAdhAnaH- puNyabandhakA hI kAraN hai.

mumukShuH- shuddha bhAv athavA anubhUti jo hai vah..

samAdhAnaH- vah muktikA kAraN hai. abhyAs to vibhAvakA ho gayA hai. aisA svabhAvakA abhyAs kare, bAra.nbAr kare to ho sakatA hai.

mumukShuH- ...

samAdhAnaH- ChAChame.nse makkhan nikalatA hai na? aise ma.nthan karanese makkhan karanese makkhan Upar A jAtA hai. aise bAra.nbAr abhyAs karanA. chaitanya to nirAlA hai. parantu nirAlA pragaT karanA vah bAra.nbAr karanese hotA hai. aise a.ntarmuhUrtame.n to chauthe kAlame.n kisIko hotA hai, parantu vaise to puruShArtha karanese bAra.nbAr abhyAs karanese hotA hai.

... kitane sAl ho gaye. AtA hai na? "ashuchipaNu.n viparItatA e AsravonA jANIne, vaLI jANIne duHkhakAraNo enAthI jIv pACho vaLe.' duHkh aur duHkhakA phal, duHkhakA kAraN hai. ashuchipanA, viparIt svabhAv sab Asrav hai, duHkhasvarUp hai, duHkhakA kAraN hai, duHkhakA phal hai. usase vApas muDe. AtmA sukhasvarUp hai. sukhakA kAraN hai, sukhakA phal hai, sab usIme.n hai.

svaya.nko apanA svabhAv anukUl hai, pavitrasvarUp hai. j~nAnasvarUp hai vah apaneApako viparIt nahI.n hai, parantu svaya.n apaneko sAnukUl svabhAv hai. pavitrakA dhAm hai, sukhakA dhAm hai, sukhakA kAraN hai, sukhakA phal usame.nse pragaT hotA hai. usase jIv vApas muDe, bhedaj~nAn karake vApas muDe. ek dravyakI do kriyA nahI.n hotI, ek dravyako do kartA nahI.n hote, to bhI jIv anAdi kAlase mai.n paradravyako karatA hU.N aur paradravya merI kriyA hai, aisA hI mAn baiThA hai. svaya.n apane svabhAvakA kartA aur svabhAvakI pariNatirUp kriyA vah apanI kriyA hai. vibhAvakI kriyA vah to aj~nAn Ashrit hai, parantu paradravya jaDakI kriyA mai.n karatA hU.N, aisA mAnatA hU.N, vah usakA bhram hai. kar kuCh nahI.n sakatA hai, mAtra aj~nAn karatA hai.

kaisA usakA svabhAv, kaisA sukhakA dhAm to bhI ananta kAl aise hI bAhya dR^iShTime.n ga.nvAyA hai. svabhAv dR^iShTi kare to sAdi ananta kAl (sukhame.n rahe). ananta kAl usakA pUrA hotA hai aur sAdi ananta sukhakA kAl (chAlU hotA hai). sukhakA dhAm ananta kAl usakA nAsh hI nahI.n hotA, parantu svaya.n vApas muDe to usakI shurUAt hotI hai. vApas muDanA use duHShkar ho jAtA hai.

gurudev mile aur sabako ek jAtakI dR^iShTi dI. a.ntar dR^iShTikI koI alag bAt hai, parantu yah dishA batAyI hai ki is dishAme.n jAo. a.ntar dR^iShTi pragaT karanI vah

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apane hAthakI bAt hai. dishA batAyI ki is mArga par jAo. jaise hAth pakaDakar a.ngUlI pakaDakar dishA batAye ki is dishAme.n jAo. sabako dishA batAyI.

sukhadhAm ananta susa.nt chahI, din rAtra rahe tadadhyAn mahI. sukhakA jo dhAm hai, use susanta ichChate hai.n. ananta sukhakA dhAma. din-rAt usake dhyAname.n rahate hai.n. prashAnti ananta sudhAmay je. jo prashAnti sudhAmay amR^itase bharI jo sudhAmay shAnti. praNamu.n pad te varate jayate. vah pad praNaman karu.n, us padako naman kare. vah pradhAnarUp hai, dhyeyarUp hai. prashAnti ananta sudhAmay je. sudhAmay prashAnti baras rahI hai. amR^itase bharI huyI shAnti sudhAmaya.

pahale tU usame.n dR^iShTi kar aur usame.nse bhedabhAv, vibhAvabhAv Adi kuCh tereme.n nahI.n hai. vah AtA hai na? varNa, gandha, ras, sparsha ... kuCh nahI.n hai. guNasthAn terI sAdhak dashAme.n Ate hai.n, parantu ek bAr dR^iShTise, pUrNa dR^iShTise dekha. pUrNatAse dekha. dravyako pUrNa shuddha dekh le. phir paryAy kaise hai, usakA j~nAn kar, usakA vivek kara. usakA vivek kar to ananta shAnti pragaT hogI. ananta darshan, ananta Ananda, sab ananta hai. sab guN ananta-ananta shaktise bharA hai. anantAse bharA aisA sukh svarUp AtmA (hai). sab guNase (bharA) aisA adabhut AtmA hai. use tU dekh aur usakI sAdhanA kar, to paryAyame.n bhI ananta sukhakA dhAm tere vedaname.n pragaT hogA.

mumukShuH- ... samay-samayake pariNamaname.n mAno.n koI vastu hI na ho, aisA..

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, aisA ho jAtA hai. samay-samayake pariNAmame.n a.ntarmuhUrta-a.ntarmuhUrtame.n palaTatA rahe. mAno.n palaTatA ho vah mai.n hU.N, aise. palaTatA hI rahatA hai. aur ek svarUp, ekarUp j~nAyak hU.N, vah pakaD nahI.n sakatA hai. pUrNa j~nAyak hai. shaktirUpase to pUrNa j~nAyak hai.

... AbAl-gopAlako anubhavame.n A rahA hai. AbAl-gopAlako kyA anubhavame.n A rahA hai? aise hI pUChA karate hai.n. anubhavame.n A rahA hai vah satyarUpase (anubhavame.n nahI.n AtA hai). vah to usakA astitva ki mai.n yah chaitanya hU.N, aisA usakA j~nAnasvabhAv use anubhavame.n A rahA hai. usako visheSh shuddhAtmA kahA.N anubhavame.n A rahA hai? use tU pakaD sake is tarah anubhavame.n A rahA hai. vah jaD nahI.n hai. terI chaitanyatA chaitanyarUpame.n tujhe anubhavame.n A rahI hai. dravya-guN-paryAy chaitanyarUp hai. chaitanyakA astitva chaitanyarUpase tujhe khyAlame.n Aye, aisA astitva tUjhe anubhavame.n A rahA hai. dravya anubhavame.n AtA hai, guN anubhavame.n AtA hai, paryAy anubhavame.n AtI hai, aisA kahate rahate hai.n.

j~nAn svabhAvakA astitva, dravyakA astitva kaho, guNakA kaho, paryAyakA kaho vah tujhe anubhavame.n.n A rahA hai. anubhavame.n A rahA hai arthAt vah tujhe shuddhAtmA rUp,

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shuddha pariNatirUp anubhavame.n A rahA hai, aise nahI.n, parantu tujhe anubhavame.n A rahA hai, aisA kahate hai.n. jaD nahI.n hai, chaitanyatA chetanarUp tujhe anubhavame.n A rahI hai. yathArthatAkI yahA.N koI bAt nahI.n kI hai. AbAl-gopAlako anubhavame.n A rahA hai. jaD nahI.n hai, tU svaya.n chaitanya hai, aise tujhe chetan chaitanyarUp khyAlame.n A rahA hai. puruShArtha hotA nahI.n isaliye aisA kahate rahe.

mumukShuH- sachchI rIt pakaDame.n nahI.n AtI isaliye.. samAdhAnaH- .. anubhavame.n A rahA ho, to vaise anubhavame.n nahI.n A rahA hai. terA svabhAv grahaN ho us tarah anubhavame.n A rahA hai. yathArtharUp anubhav, muktikA a.nsh pragaT huA ho us tarah anubhavame.n nahI.n A rahA hai.