PDF/HTML Page 933 of 1906
single page version

mumukShuH- use paChatAvA hotA hai, rotA hai.

samAdhAnaH- bahut rotA hai.

mumukShuH- vah to ho gayA.

samAdhAnaH- bhUtakAlame.n gayA. ab phirase na hove aise ArAdhanA kare. dev-guru- shAstrakI ArAdhanA hI jIvaname.n karanA aur AtmAkI ArAdhanA karanA. use paChatAvA hotA hai. jo gayA so gayA, phirase AtmAme.n jAgR^iti utpanna karake AtmAkI aur dev- guru-shAstrakI ArAdhanA karanA.

mumukShuH- bahut virAdhanA kI.

mumukShuH- mai.nne kahA, vah badalA jA sakegA. .... rAjashrIkA dR^iShTAnta diyA thA.

samAdhAnaH- badal jAye to ek kShaName.n badal jAtA hai. ek kShaName.n AtmA badal jAtA hai. gurudev is pa.nchamakAlame.n tIrtha.nkarakA dravya thA. logo.nko jAgR^it kiye. jitanI ho sake utanI ArAdhanA, bhakti gurukI a.ntarame.n lAkar chaitanyatattvakI or muD jAnA. bas, vahI hai. usakA pashchAtAp karake phirase na ho, aisI ArAdhanA a.ntarame.n karanI.

mumukShuH- gurudev rAtako svapname.n Aye the. gurudevane sa.nbodhan kiyA. mai.n ekadam khaDA ho gayA, sAhab! AIye, padhAriye. rAtako barAbar svapname.n Ate hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- gurudev padhAre aisA kahate hai.n. sa.nbodhan kiyA. gayA so gayA, jAge tabase saberA. jab jAge tab subah hotI hai. jo bhI bhUl huyI ananta kAlame.n, pIChale ananta kAlame.n bahut bhUl huI usame.n vah bhUl gayI. ab ArAdhanA karanA.

mumukShuH- ... Ap yAd rakho.

samAdhAnaH- bas, ArAdhanA karanA, ArAdhanA karanA. gayA so gayA. pahale to use bahut bhakti thI.

mumukShuH- hA.N, pUrA dha.ndhA ChoD dU.N.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, utanI bhAvanA thI.

mumukShuH- Apake bhAvako jA.Nchakar karanA, phir bAdame.n...

samAdhAnaH- gurudev to kShamAke bhaNDAr, kShamAmUrti the. sabako kShamA denevAle the.

PDF/HTML Page 934 of 1906
single page version

gurudevake hR^idayame.n kuCh nahI.n thA.

mumukShuH- kShamAke bhaNDAr the. gurudevake pAs koI narma hokar Aye to gurudev kahe, ab vah bAt yAd mat karanA.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, aisA hI kahate, yAd mat karanA. aisA hI kahate the. pahalese sabako gurudev par bhakti thI.

mumukShuH- hA.N, sab bhAIo.nko.

samAdhAnaH- .. grahaN kar lenA. jo ho gayA so ho gayA. gurudev par un logo.nko bhakti to thI.

mumukShuH- gurudevake prati to thI.

samAdhAnaH- gurudev prati thI.

mumukShuH- gurudev bhI yAd karate the. gurudev bAra.nbAr kahate the.

samAdhAnaH- .. sab yAd karanA. bIchame.n ho gayA, ab phirase aisA na ho aisI ArAdhanA AtmAme.n pragaT karanI. .. vichAr karate the, dilhIme.n sab chalatA thA. dev- guru-shAstra sharaN hai, gurudevako hR^idayame.n rakhanA. AtmAkI mahimA, j~nAyakake pa.nth par jAnA. gurudevakA samudra bhar jAy utanA vistAr thA. bhagavAnakI divyadhvanikA pAr nahI.n hai, vaise gurudevakA ek shabda par vistAr, bahut vistAr hotA hai. kitane shAstra likhe to bhI bhaNDAr bhare hai.n.

karanA to ek hI hai, ek karanA hai-AtmAkA svarUp pahachAnanA. usake liye tattva vichAr, shAstra svAdhyAy Adi usake liye hai. karanA to ek hI hai. ek AtmAkA svarUp pahachAnanA. jo tattva hai, usame.n svabhAv pIChAnakar barAbar use grahaN karanA. AtmAko grahaN karanA vahI karanA hai. sharIr bhI AtmA nahI.n hai, vibhAv apanA svabhAv nahI.n hai. shubhAshubh bhAvase bhI bhinna AtmA tattva koI alag hai-nyArA hai, usako pIChAnanA. karanA to ek hI hai, dhyey to ek hI hai. usake liye vichAr Adi chalate hai.n. shAstra svAdhyAy sab usIke liye haiai.

ek AtmAko jAne vah sabako jAnatA hai. usake liye sab jAnanA, vichAranA, sab usake liye hai. gurudevakA vyAkhyAn sunA hai? dilhIme.n?

mumukShuH- hA.N, do daphe dilhIme.n sunA hai.

samAdhAnaH- Ap idhar nahI.n Aye ho?

mumukShuH- idhar nahI.n Aye hai.n. ek daphe jayapUr Aye the. vahA.N jayapUr chale gaye. vahA.N rahane gaye hama.

samAdhAnaH- ... apane kAraNase svAnubhUti nahI.n karatA hai, apane kAraNase bhedaj~nAn

PDF/HTML Page 935 of 1906
single page version

nahI.n karatA hai.

mumukShuH- hamAre liye aisA bhAv ho ki jisame.n hamArA kArya ho, hamArI bhAShAme.n..

samAdhAnaH- kaise batAye? karanA to apaneko hI paDatA hai. upAdAn to apanA taiyAr karanA paDatA hai na. apaneko karanA paDatA hai. svabhAvakI or jAnA, svabhAvakako pahachAnanA, sab apaneko karanA paDatA hai. svabhAvako grahaN karanA, j~nAnako pakaDanA, j~nAtAkA lakShya karanA, j~nAtAkI dhArA pragaT karanA, (svame.n) ekatvabuddhi, parase vibhakta honA, sab apaneko karanA paDatA hai. ek hI javAb hai. sab apaneko karanA paDatA hai, apanI hI kShati hai. dhairya rakhanA, utAval yA AkUlatA nahI.n karanA. apanA hI kAraN hai, dUsarA kuCh kAraN nahI.n hai. puruShArthakI mandatA hai, ruchi bAhar jAtI hai, abhyAs anAdikA hai vahA.N chalA jAtA hai. isaliye TikatA nahI.n.

pahale to yathArtha dR^iShTi hotI hai. bAdame.n alpa asthiratA to rahatI hai aur pUrNa vItarAgatA to bAdame.n hotI hai. samyagdR^iShTi gR^ihasthAshramame.n ho to bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA chalatI hai, j~nAyakakI dhArA (hotI hai) to bhI alpa asthiratA rahatI hai. pUrNa vItarAg dashA bAdame.n hotI hai. parantu apanI or dR^iShTi karaneke liye puruShArtha ugra karanA paDatA hai. apanI dR^iShTi jamAneke liye bhI ugra puruShArtha karanA paDatA hai.

mumukShuH- asa.nkhya pradeshI AtmAko kis vidhise khyAlame.n Aye? kaise lakShyame.n lenA ki AtmA yahI hai?

samAdhAnaH- asa.nkhya pradesh par lakShya jAye yA nahI.n jAye, apane svabhAvako grahaN karanA ki mai.n j~nAyak chaitanya hU.N. apane astitvako grahaN karanA. apanA astitva ki mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, vibhAv mai.n nahI.n hU.N. mai.n jAnanevAlA j~nAyak tattva hU.N. apane j~nAyakame.n sab hai. shAnti, sukh, Ananda saba. apane astitvako grahaN karanA. vibhAvakA astitva merA nahI.n hai. vibhAvakI mereme.n nAsti hai, mai.n chaitanyasvabhAv hU.N. aise chaitanyake svabhAvako grahaN karanA.

.. apanA aur parakA jAnakar bhedaj~nAn karanA. svame.n, apane svame.n pariNati karanA. vibhAv orakI dR^iShTi haTA denA. vah karaneke liye puruShArtha apaneko karanA paDatA hai, bAra.nbAr karanA paDatA hai. ChUT jAy to bhI karanA paDatA hai. upayog ChUT jAtA hai to bhI karanA paDatA hai. bAra.nbAr karate-karate hotA hai. vichAr, vA.nchan aise upayog badale. to bhI dR^iShTi to apanI or kaise Ave, aisA prayatna karanA. jaisI yogyatA ho, jaise puruShArtha uThe aise karanA. aise utAvalI yA ulajhaname.n AnekA koI (matalab) nahI.n hai. svabhAvako grahaN karanA. svabhAv kaise grahaN hove?

mumukShuH- mArga pasa.nd hai, ruchikar hai, usIme.n upayog khUb lagAte hai.n aur khUb

PDF/HTML Page 936 of 1906
single page version

samay usako dete hai.n, phir bhI sthiratA nahI.n ho pAtI hai.

samAdhAnaH- samay dete hai, ... hotA hai, ruchi hotI hai phir bhI TikatA nahI.n vah apanI kShatikA kAraN hai. jitanA kAraN honA chAhiye utanA kAraN nahI.n milatA hai isaliye kArya nahI.n hotA hai. kAraN manda, manda, manda puruShArthase ho nahI.n sakatA. manda, manda, manda hotA hai to usame.n TAIm de, vichAr kare, vA.nchan kare, sab kare, tattvakA vichAr kare parantu svabhAvako grahaN karanA chAhiye. dhyey ek honA chAhiye-svabhAvako grahaN kare, bhedaj~nAn kare. aise mUl prayojanabhUt kAryako karanA chAhiye. tattva vichAr, shAstra svAdhyAyakA mUl prayojan chaitanyako grahaN karanA aur bhedaj~nAn karanA. apane svabhAvako grahaN karanA.

mumukShuH- Ap aur gurudevane batAyA vah to sahI hai. bhUlakA patA nahI.n chalatA hai, kahA.N bhUl rah jAtI hai, vah nahI.n (samajhame.n nahI.n AtA).

samAdhAnaH- vishvAs to aise buddhise hotA hai, parantu bhItarame.n pariNati us orakI karanI chAhiye na. buddhime.n nirNay to hotA hai ki gurudevane kahA hai, vah sachchA hai. vastu svarUp aisA hai, vichAr karake bhI nirNay kare ki mai.n aisA hU.N, yah merA svabhAv nahI.n hai. aisA vichAr karake nirNay kare, parantu pariNatiko tanmay karanI chAhiye na. pariNati to vibhAvame.n jAtI hai. nirNay karatA hai ki mai.n yah hU.N, yah hU.N, yah hU.N. parantu mai.n yah nahI.n hU.N, aise bhedaj~nAnakI pariNati jabatak pragaT nahI.n hotI, (tabatak) nahI.n ho sakatA. pariNati pragaT honI chAhiye.

mumukShuH- usIkA upAy batAIye ki pariNati apaneme.n kaise Aye?

samAdhAnaH- usakA upAy apanA puruShArtha karanA, pariNatiko palaTanekA upAy karanA. pariNati kaise palaTe vaise karanA. pariNatiko bAra.nbAr apanI or lAnA. kShaN-kShaName.n pariNatime.n vibhAvame.n ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. aise svabhAvame.n ekatva honA chAhiye. jaisA nirNay hove vaisA kArya honA chAhiye. nirNay to kiyA lekin kArya aisA nahI.n kiyA. kArya aisA karanA chAhiye ki jaisI ruchi ho ki mai.n par nahI.n hU.N, mai.n to sva chaitanya hU.N, vibhAv mai.n nahI.n hU.N. aisA nirNay to kiyA lekin ekatvabuddhi to ho rahI hai. nakkI to kiyA parantu kArya nahI.n kiyA. kArya karanekA prayatna karanA.

mumukShuH- yahA.NkA kaN-kaN jo hai, vah gurudevakI vANIse gU.Nj rahA hai. aur gurudev do bAr to Ate hI hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- gurudev bolate hai.n. gurudev bolate ho aisA lagatA hai. kaN-kaN pAvan hai. 45 sAl tak sonagaDhame.n gurudevakI nira.ntar vANI barasatI rahI. 45 sAl to sonagaDhame.n virAje.

PDF/HTML Page 937 of 1906
single page version

mumukShuH- 45 sAl chaumAse kiye gurudevane? hA.N, 45 sAla.

samAdhAnaH- ... thoDA samay saurAShTrame.n ghumakar Ate the. bAdame.n hindustAname.n jAne lage. pahale to bahut rahate the.

mumukShuH- ye AshIrvAd do ki kShayopasham jAg jAya.

mumukShuH- kShayopashamakI koI kImat nahI.n hai.

samAdhAnaH- kam jAne usakI visheShatA nahI.n hai. ruchi AtmAkI hove, prayojanabhUt j~nAn hove ki mai.n jAnanevAlA j~nAyak hU.N, yah merA svabhAv hai, yah vibhAv hai, aise mUl prayojanabhUt tattvako jAne to utanA kShayopasham to hotA hI hai. parantu visheSh tarka, vAdavivAdame.n na jA sake to usakI koI AvashyakatA nahI.n hai. mUl kShayopasham aise prayojanabhUt tattvako jAn lenA. ChaH dravyame.n mai.n ek jIvatattvako grahaN karu.N. nau tattvame.n ek jIvatattvako grahaN karu.N. apanA anAdiananta pAriNAmikabhAv, anAdi j~nAyakabhAv aisI mUl vastuko grahaN karu. aur dUsarA sab j~nAname.n jAnaneme.n AtA hai ki guNakA bhed hai, paryAy hai, guN hai, paryAy hai. aisA jAn lenA.

dR^iShTi to ek AtmA par rakhanI aur j~nAname.n jAn lenA ki ye guN hai, paryAy hai, sab jAn lenA. puruShArtha to apaneme.n karanA hai. vah vibhAv hai, shubhabhAv bhI apanA svabhAv nahI.n hai. bIchame.n AtA hai. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA sab AtI hai. parantu vah apanA svabhAv to nahI.n hai. shuddhAtmAko grahaN karanA aur bIchame.n AtA hai, aisA shubhabhAv to AtA hai, parantu vah duHkharUp hai-AkulatArUp hai. isaliye apane svabhAvako grahaN karanA. ye vibhAv hai, ye svabhAv hai, usakA bhedaj~nAn karanA. svame.n ekatvabuddhi, parase vibhaktabuddhi, aisA jAnakar bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA pragaT karanA. mUl tattvako samajh lenA. jyAdA kShayopasham nahI.n hove, tarka, vAdavivAd Adi samajhame.n na Ave to usakI koI jarUrat nahI.n hai. mUl vastuko (jAn lenA).

j~nAyakakI dhArA kaise pragaT hove? vikalpa TUTakar svAnubhUti kaise pragaT hove? vahI jIvanakA kartavya hai. usakA bAra.nbAr abhyAs karanA, vahI karanA hai. ek kalyANarUp, ma.ngalarUp j~nAyak svabhAv hai, usako grahaN karanA. ... baDhate-baDhate bhItarame.n svAnubhUti baDhakar munidashA AtI hai, vah sab svAnubhUtikA pratAp hai, usake kAraNase AtI hai. usame.n kevalaj~nAn (hotA hai). svAnubhUti pragaT honese hotA hai. mukhya to samyagdarshan hai. anAdi kAlame.n jIvane samyagdarshan nahI.n pragaT kiyA. shAstrame.n AtA hai ki jinavar svAmI aur samyagdarshan prApta nahI.n hue. jinavar svAmI mile to sahI parantu svaya.nne grahaN nahI.n kiyA-pahachAnA nahI.n. aur samyagdarshan to pragaT hI nahI.n huA hai. usako pragaT karanekA puruShArtha karanA, vahI jIvanakA kartavya hai.

PDF/HTML Page 938 of 1906
single page version

mumukShuH- samyagdarshan hI mUl hai.

samAdhAnaH- mUl samyagdarshan, mUl samyagdarshan hai. ... Ananda hai, svAnubhUtime.n sab hai. ananta guN svAnubhUtime.n hai.n. ananta R^iddhi svAnubhUtime.n hai, AtmAme.n sab hai.

... usame.nse sab pragaT hotA hai. Uparase grahaN kare to kuCh pragaT nahI.n hotA. vah to tal-svabhAvako grahaN kare to usame.nse svabhAvame.nse svabhAvaparyAy Aye. svabhAvame.n jAye to svabhAvame.nse svabhAvaparyAy pragaT hotI hai. andarame.n jAye to svabhAvame.nse svabhAvaparyAy pragaT hotI hai. vibhAvakI or dR^iShTi hai to vibhAvaparyAy hotI hai. dR^iShTi viparIt hai to dR^iShTime.n sab UlaTA hI AtA hai. sulaTI dR^iShTi hokar svabhAvakI or dR^iShTi jAy, svabhAvakI pariNati ho to svabhAvaparyAy hotI hai. to pariNati palaTe, pariNati palaT jAya. yadi svabhAv par dR^iShTi jAy to pariNati palaTatI hai. shuddhAtmA par dR^iShTi jAy to shuddhaparyAy pragaT hotI hai.

mumukShuH- ... svabhAvame.nse paryAy AyI, aise kahanA hai?

samAdhAnaH- ... nahI.n, jaisA svabhAv hai vaisI dR^iShTi ho. paryAy pragaT hotI hai vahI ek dashA hai. dashA kaho yA paryAy kaho. svabhAv par dR^iShTi jAye to us jAtikI dashA hotI hai. jaise dR^iShTi vaisI usakI dashA hai. dR^iShTi anusAr sR^iShTi, aisA gurudev kahate the. jaisI dR^iShTi ho vaisI usakI sR^iShTikI rachanA hotI hai. jais or dR^iShTikI pariNati huI, svabhAvakI or dR^iShTi gayI, svabhAvakI or (huyI) to us jAtikI sR^iShTi use svabhAvakI hI rachanA hotI hai. svabhAvakI or gayA to svabhAvakI rachanA hotI hai aur vibhAvakI or jAy to vibhAvakI rachanA hotI hai. dashA bhI vaisI (hotI hai), jaisI dR^iShTi vaisI dashA hotI hai.

j~nAyak par dR^iShTi gayI to j~nAyakarUp pariNamit huA, j~nAyakakI dhArA huyI. vikalpase rahit AtmA hai, aisI dR^iShTi huI, vaisI dhArA usane pragaT kI to vikalpa TUTakar nirvikalpa dashA huyI. jaisI dR^iShTi usane grahaN kI, vaisI usakI dashA hotI hai. dashA kaho yA paryAy kaho, sab ek hI hai.

mumukShuH- svabhAvakI dR^iShTi karanI yAnI kyA?

samAdhAnaH- svabhAv par dR^iShTi, svabhAvakI or dR^iShTi. dR^iShTi, jo apanA chaitanyakA svabhAv hai ki mai.n j~nAyakarUp chaitanya hU.N, us j~nAyakakA astitva grahaN karake us par dR^iShTiko sthir kar denA ki mai.n yah chaitanya hI hU.N. mai.n ye vibhAv nahI.n hU.N, parantu mai.n chaitanyadravya chaitanya sAmAnya tattva so mai.n hU.N. usame.n guNake bhed, paryAyake bhed gauN ho jAte hai.n, jahA.N dR^iShTi ek abhed par gayI to. svabhAv par dR^iShTi gayI, chaitanya par dR^iShTi gayI, vahA.N dR^iShTi jam gayI. dR^iShTi use hI lakShyame.n letI hai ki mai.n yah chaitanya hU.N, chaitanya

PDF/HTML Page 939 of 1906
single page version

hU.N, yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N. ye sharIrAdi, ye vibhAvakI pariNati, ye vibhAv merA svabhAv nahI.n hai. parantu mai.n chaitanya hU.N. mai.n chaitanya hU.N, aisI dR^iShTi pragaT hotI hai. dR^iShTi kaho, pratIt kaho. usakI dishA badal gayI hai. dR^iShTi svaya.n chaitanya par tha.Nbh gayI hai. mai.n chaitanya hU.N, chaitanya hU.N, mai.n j~nAyak hI hU.N, anya kuCh nahI.n. a.ntarame.nse aisI dR^iShTi pragaT ho jAtI hai. aur aisI dR^iShTi huyI to pariNati us or jAtI hai ki mai.n j~nAyak hI hU.N, aisI dhArA pragaT ho. aisI yathArtha pariNati ho to use nirvikalpa dashA hotI hai. vah usakA kAraN aur kArya AtA hai svAnubhUti. yathArtha kAraN pragaT ho, yathArtha dR^iShTi pragaT ho to svAnubhUti pragaT hotI hai.