PDF/HTML Page 1608 of 1906
single page version

samAdhAnaH- ... use dharma ho, thoDA sAmAyik yA upavAs kar le to dharma ho jAy, aisA sab mAnate the. usame.n aisI a.ntar dR^iShTi batAnevAle aise gurudev (mile). j~nAyak AtmAko pahachAn, yah sab kahanevAle mile. sthAnakavAsI, derAvAsI, diga.nbar sabakI dR^iShTi bAhar thI. diga.nbaro.nme.n bhI itanA paDh le, itanA raTan kar le to dharma hogA yA tattvArtha sUtra (paDh le.n), usame.n dharma mAnate the. aiseme.n gurudevane dR^iShTi dI. samayasAr to koI paDhate nahI.n the. gurudevane samayasArake rahasya khole. paNDit log kahate the na? ham log samayasAr paDhate the, usame.n AtmAkI bAt AtI thI use ChoD dete the. kitane lAkho.n jIvo.nko (mArga batAyA). sachchA yathArtha honA vah puruShArthakI bAt hai. parantu a.ntarame.n kuCh karanekA hai, aisA mArga gurudevane batAyA, aisA mArga batA diyA.

mumukShuH- .. Ate hI pAp to jaise dUr hI bhAg jAte hai.n aur mithyAtva thar- thar kA.Npane lagatA hai. aisA mujhe aTUT vishvAs huA hai ki Apake charaNo.nkI kR^ipA- se hI mere bhavakA a.nt AnevAlA hai. kR^ipA karake yah batAIye ki sAmAnya j~nAnakA AvirbhAv aur visheSh j~nAnakA tirobhAv kaise kare.n?

samAdhAnaH- sAmAnya svarUp AtmA hai, anAdiananta. vahI svarUp sAmAnya svarUp (hai). visheSh, par-se dR^iShTi uThAkar sAmAnya par dR^iShTi sthApit karane-se sAmAnyakA AvirbhAv hotA hai, visheShakA tirobhAv hotA hai. dR^iShTi bAhya hai, dR^iShTi vibhAvame.n ekatvabuddhi hai. bAharame.n vibhAvake visheSh par hai to sAmAnya svarUp jo AtmA, akhaNDa AtmA usake bhed par lakShya nahI.n karake, ek sAmAnya par dR^iShTi karane-se shuddha paryAy pragaT hotI hai. to sAmAnyakA AvirbhAv hotA hai, visheShakA tirobhAv hotA hai.

mumukShuH- mAtAjI! ye bhed par-se dR^iShTi kyo.n nahI.n haTatI hai?

samAdhAnaH- apane puruShArthakI mandatA-se nahI.n haTatI hai. puruShArtha manda hai aur ruchi bAharame.n hai, ekatvabuddhi hai. isaliye nahI.n haTatI hai. bhItarame.n ruchi, mahimA (Aye). AtmAkA svarUp sarvasva hai aur ye sarvasva nahI.n hai-vibhAv sarvasva nahI.n hai. AtmA hI sarvasva hai, aisA bhItarame.n lagane lage, isakI mahimA lage to dR^iShTaShTi (vahA.N-se) uTh jAy, to dR^iShTi a.ntarame.n AtI hai.

PDF/HTML Page 1609 of 1906
single page version

mumukShuH- svAnubhavame.n chitachamatkAr svarUp bhAsatA hai, isakA artha kR^ipA karake batAIye.

samAdhAnaH- sAmAnya svarUp par nahI.n hai, bhed-bhed par dR^iShTi hai. visheSh yAnI bhed- bhed par dR^iShTi hai, vah dR^iShTi uThAkar sAmAnyame.n dR^iShTi sthApit kar de to sAmAnya par dR^iShTi karane-se chaitanya chamatkAr, nirvikalpa tattva (kI) nirvikalpa svAnubhUti hotI hai. isame.n chitachamatkAr AtmA, jo chaitanyakA chamatkAr hai vah svAnubhUtime.n AtA hai. isakA upAy ek hI hai ki dravya par dR^iShTi karane-se chaitanya chamatkAr pragaT hotA hai. visheSh par jo dR^iShTi hai, vah visheSh gauN hokar AtmAkA sAmAnya svarUp pragaT hotA hai.

chaitanya chamatkAr nirvikalpa svarUpame.n pragaT hotA hai. vikalpa-se ekatvabuddhi toDakar AtmAkI pratIti karane-se vikalpa ChUT jAtA hai aur nirvikalpa svarUpame.n svAnubhUtime.n chaitanya chamatkAr pragaT hotA hai. nirvikalpa svAnubhUti hone-se chaitanya chamatkAr hotA hai. sAmAnya svarUp AtmAko lakShyame.n lene-se, usakI pratIt karane-se, usame.n lInatA karane- se vah pragaT hotA hai. sAmAnyame.n pragaT hotA hai. bhed par dR^iShTi karane-se nahI.n pragaT hotA hai.

mumukShuH- bhinna upAsatA huA j~nAyak shuddha hotA hai, isakA kyA artha hai?

samAdhAnaH- par bhAvo.n-se bhinna upAsatA huA...?

mumukShuH- j~nAyak shuddha..

samAdhAnaH- shuddha j~nAyaka. par bhAvo.n-se bhinna hai AtmA. par bhAv apanA svarUp nahI.n hai. par bhAv-se bhinna upAsanA, chaitanyakI upAsanA kare. chaitanyakI sevA, ArAdhanA chaitanyakI kare. bAra.nbAr mai.n chaitanya hU.N, aisA abhyAs kare. pragaT to yathArtha bAdame.n hotA hai. (pahale tat) bAra.nbAr usakI upAsanA kare. mai.n j~nAyak hU.N. par dravya, par bhAv, guNakA bhed, paryAyakA bhed parase dR^iShTi uThAkar, AtmA j~nAyakakI upAsanA kare. bAra.nbAr mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, j~nAyak hU.N. j~nAyakakI pariNati pragaT kare.

j~nAyak svarUp hai, aisA bolane mAtra nahI.n, raTan mAtra nahI.n, parantu yathArtha pariNati kare. isakI upAsanA kare, isakI ArAdhanA kare. isame.n tadrUp hove to usame.n j~nAyak pragaT hotA hai. shuddha j~nAyak, mai.n shuddhAtmA j~nAyak hU.N. aise lInatA karane-se pragaT hotA hai. yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N, vibhAv mai.n nahI.n hU.N, svabhAv mai.n j~nAyak hU.N. isakI upAsanA karanA.

mumukShuH- pratham upasham samyagdarshan kitane kAl TikatA hai?

samAdhAnaH- a.ntarmuhUrta TikatA hai. a.ntarmuhUrta, kitanA a.ntarmuhUrta isakA koI mAp nahI.n hai. samyagdarshanakA kAl a.ntarmuhUrta hI hotA hai. a.ntarmuhUrta TikatA hai. usako khyAlame.n A jAtA hai. svAnubhUti huyI, vah use pakaDame.n A jAtI hai. upayog bAhar-se ChUTakar

PDF/HTML Page 1610 of 1906
single page version

bhItarame.n lIn ho jAtA hai. svarUpakI pratIti, j~nAn upayog usame.n lIn ho jAtA hai. khyAlame.n A jAtA hai. upayogakA kAl a.ntarmuhUrta hai. bAdame.n bAhar A jAtA hai.

svAnubhUti huyI to vah khyAlame.n A jAtA hai. jagat-se judI aisI svAnubhUti, duniyA- se anupam, vibhAv-se anupam aisI svAnubhUti hotI hai to usako khyAlame.n A jAtA hai, j~nAname.n A jAtA hai. svAnubhUti a.ntarmuhUrta TikatI hai. bAhar Akar j~nAyakakI dhArA rahatI hai. j~nAyakadhArA. udayadhArA aur j~nAyakadhArA dono.n chalatI hai.n. svAnubhUtime.n a.ntarmuhUrta rahatA hai.

mumukShuH- .. duHkh lagatA nahI.n aur AtmAkA patA nahI.n hai. kaise jAnekI vartamAn paryAy duHkharUp hai aur AtmA chaitanya trikAlI hai. usakA anubhav karane-se sukh hotA hai. kaisA AtmA, yah patA nahI.n chalatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- vartamAn paryAyame.n duHkh lagatA hai?

mumukShuH- nahI.n lagatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- nahI.n lage to bhItarame.n kaise jAy? jisako a.ntarame.n jAnA hai, usako vibhAv achChA nahI.n hai, merA svabhAv achChA hai, aisI ruchi to honI chAhiye. ruchike binA bhItarame.n nahI.n jA sakatA. ruchi honI chAhiye. yah karane lAyak nahI.n hai, yah yathArtha nahI.n hai, yah duHkharUp hai. merA svabhAv sukharUp hai. aisI ruchi to honI chAhiye. yathArtha svabhAvako bAdame.n grahaN kare, parantu ruchi to honI chAhiye.

viparItatA, ashuchirUp, duHkharUp, duHkhake kAraN, ye sab duHkharUp hai, duHkhakA kAraN hai, aisA to honA chAhiye. jo AtmArthI hotA hai, AtmAkA jisako prayojan hai, usako vibhAv achChA nahI.n lagatA hai. ye duHkharUp hai, ye achChA nahI.n hai, ye vibhAv achChA nahI.n hai. merA svabhAv hI sukharUp hai. aisI ruchi to honI chAhiye. bAdame.n aisA j~nAn aur pratIt, vichAr karake dR^iDh kare. parantu ruchi to honI chAhiye. ruchi nahI.n hotI hai to Age nahI.n baDh sakatA. mujhe AtmAkA karanA hai. AtmAme.n sarvasva hai, ye vibhAv achChA nahI.n hai. aisA honA chAhiye.

mai.n AtmA trikAl shAshvat hU.N. vichAr karake, lakShaN-se nakkI karatA hai ki j~nAn hai vah sukharUp hai, j~nAname.n AkulatA nahI.n hai, j~nAn sukharUp hai. guru kahate hai.n, dev kahate hai.n, shAstrame.n AtA hai. vichAr karake yukti-se, nyAy-se j~nAn lakShaN-se pahachAn lenA chAhiye. ruchi to honI hI chAhiye. sva taraphakI ruchike binA Age nahI.n baDh sakatA. duHkh to AtmArthIko lagatA hI hai. ye achChA nahI.n hai. vartamAn paryAyajo chalatI hai vah achChI nahI.n hai. svabhAv achChA hai, usakI ruchi to honI chAhiye. jisako vibhAv achChA lagatA hai, vah Age nahI.n baDh sakatA.

PDF/HTML Page 1611 of 1906
single page version

chaitanya tattva hI hU.N. visheSh bhedabhAv gauN karake shuddhAtmAkI paryAy pragaT hotI hai. vibhAvakI paryAy gauN ho jAtI hai. mai.n chaitanya shuddhAtmA hU.N, aisI pratIt to dR^iDh karanI chAhiye, aisA j~nAn karanA chAhiye, usakI lInatA honI chAhiye. to svAnubhUti hotI hai. bAra.nbAr mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, j~nAyak hU.N, aisA vichAr karake, lakShaN pahachAnakar (Age baDhanA). yathArtha pIChAn hove to bhI usakA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. ye achChA nahI.n hai, mai.n chaitanya j~nAyak hU.N. sAmAnya svarUp anAdiananta (hU.N). guNakA bhed, paryAyakA bhed par dR^iShTi nahI.n karake, mai.n chaitanya hU.N. usame.n guN hai, paryAy hai to bhI dR^iShTi to akhaNDa par rakhanI chAhiye. j~nAn sabakA hotA hai, parantu dR^iShTi ek akhaNDa chaitanya sAmAnya par hotI hai. dravyadR^iShTike bal-se usame.n lInatA (hotI hai).

dR^iShTi-samyagdarshan hone-se sab nahI.n ho jAtA hai. lInatA-chAritra, svarUp ramaNatA- lInatA bAkI rahatA hai. munio.n ChaThave.n-sAtave.n guNasthAname.n jhulate hai.n. lInatA visheSh ho jAtI hai. samyagdR^iShTiko itanI lInatA nahI.n hotI. to bhI usako svAnubhUti hotI hai. svarUpAcharaN chAritra hotA hai. bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA chalatI hai. svAnubhUti-se bAhar Ave to bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA kShaN-kShaN, kShaN-kShaN, kShaN-kShaName.n khAte-pIte, jAgate, svapname.n bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA (chalatI hai). j~nAyakadhArA aur udayadhArA dono.n bhinna chalatI hai. koI-koI bAr svAnubhUti hotI hai. nirvikalpa svAnubhUti-se bAhar Ave to bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA (chalatI hai).

usake pahale usakI mahimA karanI chAhiye, usakI laganI karanI chAhiye, tattvakA vichAr karanA chAhiye, AtmAkA svabhAv pahachAnanA chAhiye. AtmAkA j~nAn lakShaN (pahachAnakar) mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, mai.n akhaNDa j~nAyak hU.N, usako vichAr karake grahaN karanA chAhiye. usake bhedaj~nAnakA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. mai.n chaitanya akhaNDa hU.N. mai.n vibhAv- se (bhinna hU.N). guNabhed, paryAyabhed Adi bhedame.n vikalpa AtA hai. vAstavik bhed AtmAme.n nahI.n hai. AtmA akhaNDa hai. isame.n j~nAn, darshan, chAritra sab hai. lakShaN bhinna-bhinna hai, to bhI vastu ek hai. usakA nirNay karake usakI pratIt karanI chAhiye. usame.n lInatA karanI chAhiye.

mumukShuH- .. bAharame.n to achChA lagatA nahI.n hai. andar jAneme.n kitanA samay lagegA?

samAdhAnaH- kyA kahate hai.n? bAharame.n achChA nahI.n (lagatA). svabhAvakI pahachAn kare to, svabhAvakA lakShaN pahachAnakar usakI pratIt dR^iDh hove, bAra.nbAr abhyAs kare. jisako yathArtha puruShArtha uThatA hai to a.ntarmuhUrtame.n ho jAtA hai. aur visheSh puruShArtha kare to, AchAryadev kahate hai.n, ChaH mahineme.n ho jAtA hai. parantu itanA abhyAs nahI.n karatA hai. achChA nahI.n lagatA hai, duHkh lagatA hai to bhI svarUpakA lakShaN pIChAnakar usakA

PDF/HTML Page 1612 of 1906
single page version

astitva grahaN karanA chAhiye. usakA astitva grahaN karake yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N aur yah mai.n hU.N. chaitanyakA astitva grahaN karake bAra.nbAr kShaN-kShaName.n usakA abhyAs (kare). mai.n j~nAyak hU.N. jitanA j~nAnasvarUp, j~nAyakasvarUp utanA mai.n hU.N, vibhAv mai.n nahI.n hU.N. bAra.nbAr nira.ntar isakA abhyAs kare aur usakA ugra abhyAs kare to der nahI.n lagatI. apanA svabhAv hai. kShaName.n ho jAtA hai. puruShArthakI ugratA hove to utkR^iShTa ChaH mahine lagate hai.n, der nahI.n lagatI hai. parantu apane puruShArthakI mandatA hai. duHkh-duHkh kare, lekin sukh svabhAv kyA hai? usako grahaN kare, usame.n pratIt dR^iDh kare, bAra.nbAr usakI pariNati pragaT kare to hove.

duHkh lage to bhI apanA svabhAv grahaN karanA chAhiye. svabhAv grahaN kare to vibhAv- se ChUT jAtA hai. svabhAvako grahaN kare binA duHkh-duHkh kare to bhI nahI.n ChUT sakatA hai. svabhAvako grahaN kare to ChUT jAtA hai. to bhedaj~nAn ho jAtA hai. svabhAvako grahaN karanA chAhiye, apane astitvako grahaN karanA chAhiye. mai.n yahI hU.N aur yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N, aise bAra.nbAr usako grahaN karanekA abhyAs kare to hove.

mumukShuH- shraddhAguN to nirvikalpa hai...

samAdhAnaH- shraddhA nirvikalpa hai, parantu pahale vichAr-se nirNay karanA chAhiye. pahale to aisA vichAr AtA hai, pahale pratIt dR^iDh nahI.n hove to vichAr karanA chAhiye. vichAr-se apanA svabhAv pahachAnanA chAhiye ki j~nAnalakShaN, asAdhAraN j~nAn lakShaN hai. akhaNDa dravyako pIChAnanA chAhiye. j~nAn-se vichAr kare. pratIt to dR^iDh (bAdame.n hotI hai). pahale vichAr AtA hai. tattvakA vichAra. bAra.nbAr mai.n bhinna hU.N, yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N. svabhAvako bhItar-se usakA lakShaN pIChAnakarake nakkI karanA chAhiye.

shraddhA bhale nirvikalpa ho, j~nAn kAm karatA hai. j~nAname.n vichAr (karake), nakkI karake shraddhAko dR^iDh karanA chAhiye. muktikA mArga samyagdarshan-se pragaT hotA hai. parantu jab pahale samyagdarshan nahI.n hove tab vichAr, yathArtha j~nAn karanA chAhiye. j~nAn bIchame.n AtA hai. pratItako dR^iDh karanA.

samAdhAnaH- ... gurudevako sab shobhA de. vahA.N sTejame.n baiThanA, karanA Adi... gurudevakI ChatraChAyAme.n apane to bol lete hai.n.

mumukShuH- ham to gurudevakI Aj~nAkA pAlan karate hai.n. gurudev kahakar gaye hai.n...

samAdhAnaH- chitra Adi sab thA na, isaliye vahA.N maname.n aisI bhAvanAkA ghoTanA hotA thA ki ye sab hai, gurudev padhAre. aisI bhAvanA (hotI thI). bas, aise hI ghoTan chalatA thA ki gurudev padhAre to achChA. prAtaH kAlame.n svapname.n aisA AyA ki gurudev Upar-se padhAr rahe hai.n. aisA kahA, padhAro gurudeva. gurudev devake rUpame.n the. devake vastra

PDF/HTML Page 1613 of 1906
single page version

pahane the. devake rUpame.n the. aise pahachAname.n Aye ki ye gurudev hai.n. gurudev devake rUpame.n hI the.

gurudevane kahA ki aisA kuCh nahI.n rakhanA, mai.n yahI.n hU.N. devame.n virAjatA hU.N, (lekin) mai.n yahI.n hU.N, aisA rakhanA. aisA gurudevane kahA. aisA hAth karake kahA. aisA huA ki ye sab kaise (samAdhAn kare)? gurudevane javAb nahI.n diyA. gurudevane do-tIn bAr kahA ki mai.n yahI.n hU.N, aisA hI mAnanA. mai.n yahI.n hU.N, aisA gurudevane kahA.

... svapna vaishAkh shukla-2kA thA. bAdame.n.n kahA. gurudevane kuCh javAb nahI.n diyA, sun liyA. gurudevane kahA, maname.n aisA nahI.n rakhanA, mai.n yahI.n hU.N. merA astitva hai, aisA hI mAnanA. hAth aise karake kahA. gurudev devake rUpame.n the. hUbahU devake rUpame.n. devake vastra, mugaT sab devake rUpame.n thA.

mumukShuH- to bhI pahachAn liyA ki ye gurudev hI hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, guredav hI hai.n, dev nahI.n hai. mai.n yahI.n hU.N, aisA mAnanA. mai.n kadAchit mAnU.n, lekin aise kaise mAn le.n? aisA vichAr to Aye. ye sab kaise (mAne)? ye bechAre kaise mAne? gurudev kuCh bole nahI.n. parantu gurudevakA atishay prasar gayA. us vakta sabako aisA ho gayA. nahI.n to har sAl sabake hR^idayame.n duHkh hotA thA. us vakta ekadam ullAs-se sab karate the.

gurudevane kahA, aisA maname.n nahI.n rakhanA. us vakta svapname.n bahut pramod thA. us ekadam tAjA thA na. mai.n yahI.n hU.N. gurudevakI Aj~nA huyI, phir kuCh...

gurudev shAshvat rahe, mahApuruSh... alag thI. mai.n to unakA shiShya hU.N. unho.nne jo mArgakA prakAsh kiyA, vah kahanekA hai. sAkShAt gurudev hI lage, devake rUpame.n. aisA kuCh nahI.n rakhanA. mai.n yahI.n hU.N, aisA mAnanA. kaise padhAre? kaise padhAre? gurudev padhAro, padhAro aisA maname.n hotA thA. pUrI rAt andar aisI bhAvanA rahA karatI thI, gurudev padhAro, padhAro. phir prAtaHkAlame.n gurudev Upar-se devake rUpame.n padhAre ho.n, aisA (svapna AyA). gurudev padhAre.