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samAdhAnaH- ... gurudevane dhodh barasAyA hai. is pa.nchamakAlame.n itanA upadeshakA dhodh itane sAl tak barasAyA, vah to koI mahAbhAgyakI bAt hai.

mumukShuH- ..

samAdhAnaH- sabako us mArga par le Aye. nAnAlAlabhAIko to gurudevakA kitanA thA. unake sAth hI rahate the. yahA.N sab aise hI Ate hai.n. gurudevake pratAp-se. sab bachapan-se hI aise hai.n. ChoTe the tab-se. ve kahate hai.n, mujhe aisA lagatA hai. pUrva aur bhaviShyake vishiShTa vyakti. gurudevake pratAp-se sab aisA hI hai, samajh lenA. gurudev svaya.n bhagavAnake pAs-se Aye. koI vishiShTa, gurudev svaya.n hI vishiShTa (the). to unake shiShya vishiShTa ho.n.

ye sab pUChate hai.n. gurudevakI vah sajAvaT kI thI na? chitra Adi dekhane gayI thI. phir vahA.N-se Akar pUrI rAt (bhAv ho rahe the ki), yah sab sajAvaT kI hai, lekin gurudev virAjate ho.n to kaisA lage! aise vichAr Ate the, aise hI raTan chalatA rahA. gurudev ho, gurudev ho to yah sab shobhatA hai. phir prAtaHkAlame.n svapna AyA, gurudev devake rUpame.n hI the. devake rUpame.n padhAre. phir devake vastra, devakA ratnamay pahanAvaT (thA). mujhe (aise) hAth karake kahA, bahin! mai.n to yahI.n hU.N, aisA mAnanA. tIn bAr kahA. mai.n to yahI.n hU.N, aise hI mAnanA. tIn bAr kahA. gurudev devake vastrame.n the.

mai.nne kahA, gurudev! mujhe ApakI Aj~nA hai aisA rakhU.N, lekin ye sab duHkhI ho rahe hai.n. gurudev tab maun rahe. phir mai.nne kisIko kuCh kahA nahI.n thA. parantu dUjake din vAtAvaraN hI aisA ho gayA thA. sab Anandamay vAtAvaraN ho gayA thA. gurudev mAno.n virAjate ho.n, aisA vAtAvaraN ho gayA thA. phir kahA. ... gurudev hai.n, aise pahachAn le. j~nAname.n aisA hotA hai na ki gurudev hai, aise devake rUpame.n pahachAne jAya. sab kahate the, mujhe lagA kaun jAne? usame.n (viDIyome.n) UtarA usame.n aisA lagatA thA. mujhe lagA viDIyome.n aisA sAkShAt jaise kyo.n lagatA hai? aisA hotA thA. viDIyome.n aisA lagatA thA. mAno.n sAkShAt virAjate ho.n! aisA lagatA thA. parantu viDIyome.n mujhe koI vichAr nahI.n thA, aise hI dekhate-dekhate gurudevake phoTo A rahe the. usame.n ek phoTo aisA AyA

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to, mAno.n sAkShAt gurudev hai.n! aisA vikalpa ekadam A gayA.

mumukShuH- ApakA vikalpa bhI...

samAdhAnaH- aisA ho gayA. yahA.N Aye, parantu is pa.n.nchamakAlame.n darshan durlabh hai, aisA hai.

samAdhAnaH- ... vishiShTa vyakti ho, kuCh visheShatAvAlI ho aisA samajh lenA. usame.n jo vishiShTatA hai, usame.n kuCh vishiShTatA bharI hai, bhaviShyakI aur bhUtakAlakI sab vishiShTatA hai. ... pUrva bhavake sa.nskAr lekar hI Aye hai.n. .. gurudevake sAnnidhyame.n aisI vishiShTatA uname.n rahI hai. gurudev tIrtha.nkarakA dravya, mahAn samartha gurudev hai.n, unake sAnnidhyame.n jo vishiShTa vyaktike rUpame.n hai, to uname.n kuCh vishiShTatA hai hI, aisA Apako samajh lenA. gurudev...

samAdhAnaH- .. puruShArtha ho na. svabhAvako jAne binA kahA.N-se ho? svabhAv kyA hai yah jAnanA chAhiye. .. pratyekame.n apanA prayojan honA chAhiye. oghe oghe bahut bAr kiyA hai. parantu AtmAkA dhyey pratyekame.n honA chAhiye. prayojan binA sab kiyA hai. AtmAkA prayojan honA chAhiye.

jaisA bhagavAnakA AtmA hai, vaisA apanA AtmA hai. apanA svabhAv jaisA bhagavAnakA hai, vaisA apanA hai. aisA samajhanekA prayojan honA chAhiye. mahimAva.nt unho.nne sab pragaT kiyA-vItarAg dashA, kevalaj~nAn (Adi). bhagavAn mahimAva.nt hai.n, aisA shakti-se apanA svabhAv hai, vah kaise pahachAnA jAy? shAstrame.n dravya-guN-paryAyakI bAt Aye. mai.n chaitanyadravya hU.N. mereme.n ananta guN hai.n, mereme.n paryAy hai.n, vah kis tarah hai? aise apanA chaitanyadravya pahachAnanekA prayojan honA chAhiye.

chaitanya bhagavAn, tU bhagavAn AtmA hai. tU tujhe dekh, tU bhagavAn AtmA hai. shAstrame.n AtA hai na ki Ao, yahA.N Ao. yah apad hai, tumhArA pad nahI.n hai. yah chaitanyapad AtmAkA hai, use pahachAno.

mumukShuH- dev-guru-shAstrake binA svaya.nko chale nahI.n, yah to Apane gajabA bAt kahI.

samAdhAnaH- mArga par chalatA ho, dUsare gA.Nv jAtA ho, chalatA hai apane-se, parantu sAthIko sAthame.n rakhatA hai. aise mai.n bhale hI mere-se prayatna karu.N, parantu pa.nch parameShThI bhagava.nt mere sAth padhAriye, mai.n Apako sAthame.n rakhatA hU.N. Ap jis mArga par chale us mArga par mujhe chalanA hai. mArga darshAnevAleko sAthame.n rakhatA hai.

jinendra bhagavAn, jinho.nne mArga dekhA hai, guru jo mArga batA rahe hai.n, AchArya, upAdhyAy Adi sab sAdhanA karate hai.n, un sabako mai.n sAthame.n rakhatA hU.N. mai.n mArga par jAU.N, mArga

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darshAnevAle sabako mai.n sAthame.n rakhatA hU.N. unake binA mujhe nahI.n chalegA. koI kar nahI.n detA, phir bhI mai.n sabako sAthame.n rakhatA hU.N, Apake binA nahI.n chalegA. jinendra dev, guru mArga batAte hai.n. AchArya sAdhanA karate hai.n. mai.n un sabako sAthame.n rakhatA hU.N. mere hR^idayame.n virAjamAn karake mai.n mArgako sAdhatA hU.N.

(chaitanya) dravya shAshvat hai, use lakShyame.n lekar usakI pratIt, j~nAn aur chAritrakI lInatA (ho), un sabame.n mai.n dev-guru-shAstra bhagavAnako sAthame.n rakhatA hU.N. pahale samyagdarshan- se lekar AkhIr tak pa.nch parameShThI bhagava.nt apanI bhAvanAme.n sAthame.n hote hai.n. samyagdR^iShTiko hote hai.n, munio.n bhI pa.nch parameShThI bhagava.nto.nkA smaraN karate hai.n. AchAryadev kahate hai.n na ki, mai.n dIkShA lene jA rahA hU.N, mai.n sabako nima.ntraN detA hU.N. AchArya, munivar sab dev-guru-shAstrako sAthame.n hI rakhate hai.n.

shubhabhAvanAme.n pa.nch parameShThI bhagava.nta. svarUpame.n lIn ho jAy nirvikalpa dashAme.n, bAhar Aye to unhe.n aisI bhAvanA hotI hI hai. lInatA hotI hai, parantu shubhabhAvanAme.n yah hotA hai. pUrI dishA badal gayI hai. a.ntarame.n chaitanya taraph dishA ho gayI hai, bAharame.n dev- guru-shAstra taraph usakI dR^iShTi badal gayI hai. laukik par-se dR^iShTi ChUTakar dev-guru-shAstra par usakI shubhabhAvanA us or A gayI hai. a.ntarame.n chaitanya taraph dishA badal gayI hai.

mumukShuH- vichAr karate hai.n tab aisA lagatA hai ki Ap kuCh nayI bAt karate ho, alag hI bAt lagatI hai. hame.n aisA lagatA hai ki ApakA ananta upakAr hai.

samAdhAnaH- jo pahachAnatA hai, vah use bhinna karatA hai. kShayopasham j~nAname.n aisI shakti hai ki vah bhinna kar le. usame.n kyA pharka paDA, usakA vistAr nahI.n kar sakatA hai. lekin use (lagatA hai ki), yah barAbar hI hai. yah AdamI alag hI hai, aisA kah detA hai. andar sab vikalpa Aye, usame.n mai.n jAnanevAlA hU.N, us jAnanevAleko pahachAn le. bAhar kaise pahachAn letA hai. vaise a.ntar taraph dR^iShTi karake tU tere j~nAyak svabhAvako us lakShaN dvArA lakShyako pahachAn le. j~nAyakako pahachAn le. j~nAname.n aisI pahachAnanekI shakti hai. bAhar rUpIko pahachAne to arUpI svaya.n hI hai, svaya.nko kyo.n nahI.n pahachAne?

jaise koI parichayame.n Aye manuShyako kitane samay bAd dekhe to bhI use pahachAn letA hai. usame.n thoDA badalAv AyA ho to amuk jAtake lakShaN par-se j~nAn use pakaD letA hai ki yah vahI manuShya hai. kis lakShaN-se pahachAnA vah kah nahI.n sakatA. usakI mudrA parase mai.n pahachAnatA hU.N. usake mudrAme.n kyA pharka paDA? vah to sab manuShyakI mudrAme.n thoDA-thoDA, bArIk-bArIk kuCh na kuCh pharka to hotA hI hai. lekin vah grahaN kar letA hai.

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vaise kShayopasham j~nAn sthUl hai ki vah AshrayavAlA hai. to bhI isaprakAr sUkShmatA- se grahaN karanekI j~nAname.n shakti hai. manavAlA hai, indriyo.nkA AdhAr letA hai. to phir jo j~nAn bAhar-se grahaN karatA hai, vaise apane j~nAn lakShaNako kyo.n nahI.n pahachAn sake? kitane jAtake vikalpa hai, yah j~nAn hai aur mai.n j~nAyakasvabhAvI AtmA hU.N. svaya.nko pahachAnanekI shakti hai, lekin vah sUkShma hokar dekhatA hI nahI.n hai.

mumukShuH- dR^iShTAnta itanA saral lagatA hai. manuShyakI pahachAn hotI hai. kyo.n pahachAnatA hai, use kah nahI.n sakate. phir bhI vah nishchitarUp-se pahachAname.n AtA hai.

samAdhAnaH- nishchitarUp-se, niHsha.nkapane binA tarkake pahachAname.n AtA hai. koI dUsarA kahe ki yah nahI.n hai, to bhI mAne nahI.n. utanA niHsha.nkapane pahachAnatA hai. vaise hI niHsha.nkapane AtmAkI pahachAn hotI hai, parantu vah pahachAnatA nahI.n hai.

mumukShuH- vaise hI niHsha.nkapane AtmAkI pahachAn hotI hai.

samAdhAnaH- vaise hI niHsha.nkapane AtmAkI pahachAn hotI hai. phir koI kuCh bhI kahe to bhI usame.n use tarka yA aur kuCh nahI.n AtA. aise niHsha.nkapane AtmAkI pahachAn ho sakatI hai, parantu vah pahachAnatA nahI.n hai. aise hI lakShaN dvArA vah AtmAkI (pahachAn kar sakatA hai). svaya.n hI hai, is tarah pahachAn sakatA hai. usake astitva-se, j~nAyakatA- se pahachAn sakatA hai. vah pahachAnatA nahI.n hai, prayatna nahI.n karatA hai. sUkShma upayog karake andar dekhatA nahI.n hai.

hajAro.n logo.nke tarkake bIchame.n bhI vah svaya.n niHsha.nkapane koI tarkako mAne nahI.n is prakAr niHsha.nkapane svaya.nko pahachAn sakatA hai. sab batAte hai.n, parantu dekhanA svaya.nko hai ki is lakShaN-se pahachAna. usakA lakShaN batAte hai.n. terA j~nAn lakShaN hai, us lakShaName.n pUrA j~nAyak hai use pahachAna. parantu svaya.n dekhatA nahI.n hai.

samyagdarshan honeke bAd pUrA brahmANDa phir jAy to bhI vah phiratA nahI.n, aisI niHsha.nkatA use andar (hotI hai). chaitanyakI svAnubhUtime.n use aisI niHsha.nkatA A jAtI hai. j~nAyak lakShaNako pahachAne. pratItamAtrame.n bhI utanI niHsha.nkatA hotI hai, to svAnubhUtime.n to alag hI ho jAtA hai. grahaN karaneme.n bhI use kitanI shakti (hotI hai). ye to arUpI AtmA svaya.n hI hai. svaya.nko grahaN kar sakatA hai.

mumukShuH- apanI hai isaliye. vichAr karane par aisA hI lagatA hai ki ruchikI kShatike kAraN nahI.n hotA hai, bAkI to nishchitapane kAm ho sakatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- ruchikI hI kShati hai. ruchi bAhar jAtI hai. andar ruchi itanI lage, itanI lagan lage to svaya.n svaya.nko pahachAne binA rah nahI.n sakatA. chain paDe nahI.n, chaitanyakA svabhAv pragaT hue binA to svaya.n apaneko grahaN kiye binA rahatA hI nahI.n. ruchikI

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mandatA, puruShArthakI mandatA.

jabatak a.ntarame.n usakI pahachAn nahI.n hotI, tabatak usakI ruchikI tIvratA kare, bhAvanA rakhe. shubhabhAvanAme.n mere hR^idayame.n jinendra dev hoo, mujhe darshan jinendra devake, mujhe darshan guruke, mere hR^idayame.n guru, hR^idayame.n shAstra, merI vANIme.n vah hoo, aisI bhAvanA use hotI hai. dUsarA kuCh nahI.n chAhiye. ek AtmA aur dev-guru-shAstra. jabatak Age nahI.n baDhatA hai tabataka.

AtmAkA dhyey (ho), tabatak shubhabhAvanAme.n khaDA rahe. parantu use shuddhAtmA kaise pragaT ho, aisI laganI taraph usakA prayatna hotA hai. aisI ruchi baDhAne taraph usakA prayatna hotA hai. j~nAnamAtra j~nAyakame.n hI sab bharA hai. j~nAname.n use aisA lagatA hai ki j~nAname.n sab bharA hai? j~nAnake andar hI sab bharA hai. vah j~nAyak vastu hai pUrI. aur ananta shaktiyo.n-se bharI vastu hai. ananta mahimAkA bhaNDAr aur ananta sukhakA, AnandakA aur ananta j~nAnakA bhaNDAr hai. j~nAnamAtrame.n hI sab bharA hai. j~nAnamAtra arthAt pUrI j~nAyak vastu hai. j~nAn arthAt koI ek guN aisA nahI.n hai. j~nAn arthAt pUrI vastu j~nAyak hai. use pahachAn aur us taraph jA. usame.n sab bharA hai. ananta shaktiyA.N bharapUr bharI hai.

mumukShuH- pUre j~nAyakakA grahaN (ho jAtA hai). samAdhAnaH- pUre j~nAyakakA grahaN karanA. j~nAn arthAt sirpha jAnanAmAtra nahI.n, pUrI akhaNDa vastu grahaN karanI.