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mumukShuH- pravachanasAr shAstrame.n bhI hai ki ariha.ntake dravya-guN-paryAyako jo jAne, vah AtmAko jAne.

samAdhAnaH- hA.N, usame.n AtA hai. ariha.ntake dravya-guN-paryAyako jAnatA hai vah AtmAke jAnatA hai. svaya.nko jAne, vah bhagavAnako jAne. bhagavAnako jAne, vah svaya.nko jAnatA hai. svaya.nko sva.ny dekh nahI.n sakatA. bhagavAnake darshan kare, bhagavAnakI use mahimA Aye. guruke darshan kare, gurukI vANI sune isaliye guru par, bhagavAn par use mahimA AtI hai. usame.nse use vichAr Ate hai.n ki bhagavAn mAne kyA? bhagavAnakA dravya kyA? unakA AtmA kyA kAm karatA hai? unako kaun-se guN pragaT hue hai.n? aise vichAr karatA hai.

bhagavAnake dravya-guN-paryAyakA jo yathArtharUpase vichAr karatA hai, vahA.N apane dravya- guN-paryAyakA vichAr AtA hai ki bhagavAn AtmA hai. AtmAme.n ananta guN hai.n. unho.nne puruShArtha karake pragaT kiye hai.n. bhagavAnakA AtmA hai vaisA merA AtmA hai. aise bhagavAnako pahachAnakar bhI apanI or jAtA hai. yadi yathArtha pahachAne to svaya.nko pahachAnatA hai. yathArtharUpase pahachAne to.

guru sAdhan kar rahe hai.n. koI vANI apUrva barasAte hai.n. unakA AtmA kyA kAm karatA hai? aise vichAr karate-karate apane AtmAkA vichAr AtA hai. shAstrake vichAr (karatA hai). shAstrame.n tattvakI bAt AtI hai. usame.n use Ashcharya lagatA hai. vichAr kare ki shAstrame.n yah bAt AtI hai. usame.nse apane vichAr Ate hai.n.

lekin pratyakSha jo hai vah pariNati palaTanekA kAraN banatA hai. ek bAr pratyakSha dev aur pratyakSha guru mile to apanI pariNati-samyagdarshan prApta honekA kAraN banatA hai. phir shAstra, ek bAr sunaneke bAd shAstra paDhe vah alag bAt hai. parantu pratyakSha hote hai.n vah use pariNati palaTanekA kAraN banatA hai. aisA nimitta-naimittik sambandha hai.

mumukShuH- a.ntaranA bhAve vadhAvie..

samAdhAnaH- a.ntaranA bhAve vadhAvie.

mumukShuH- vah bhakti dekhakar aisA lagatA hai ki j~nAnIko kis prakAr yah shubharAg

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heyabuddhise AyA hai? vah kaise banatA hogA? Apane das minaT hI vahA.N bhakti karavAyI thI, is vakta sabake bIch utane bhAvase nahI.n batA sakatA, lekin Apake bhAvapUrvak jab bhakti AtI ho...

samAdhAnaH- a.ntarame.n dono.n rahatA hai. ekatva pariNati ho nahI.n aur bhAv ekadam joradAr Aye. dUsareko aisA lage ki aisI kaisI bhAvanA AtI hai? pariNati ekatva ho nahI.n aur bhinna rahakar bhAvanA Aye.

mumukShuH- vahI Ashcharya utpanna karatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- j~nAyakakI pariNati bhinna rahe aur bhAvanA bhI aisI Aye. Avo Avo padhAro bhAvinA bhagavAn, a.ntarathI bhAve vadhAvie.

mumukShuH- bahut sundara. Apane jis bhAvase gAyA thA..

mumukShuH- jagatakA yah ek Ashcharya hai ki ekasAth do kAm is prakAr hote hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- ek pariNatime.n hai, ek upayogame.n hai. parantu bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA vaisI kI vaisI chAlU ho to bhI vaise bhAv Ate hai.n. usame.n use virodh nahI.n hotA.

mumukShuH- j~nAnIkI is sthitikA, mAtAjI! aj~nAnIko a.ndAj AnA bahut mushkil hai.

samAdhAnaH- shAstrame.n AtA hai aur gurudev bahut bAr kahate the ki j~nAyakakI dhArA pragaT honeke bAd jo bhAvanA AtI hai, usakI sthiti adhik nahI.n paDatI parantu ras adhik paDatA hai. use dev-shAstra-guru par jo bhAvanA AtI hai ki yah merI jo sAdhanA hai, yah j~nAyakakI dhArA, chaitanyadev jisane pragaT kiyA hai aur usakI jo sAdhanA kI hai aur upakArI guru hai.n, unho.nne jo mArga batAyA hai, un par jo bhAv Aye, j~nAyakakI jo svaya.nko prIti hai, usame.n jo nimitta bane, jo upakAr kiyA hai, vah jinho.nne pragaT kiyA hai, un par jo bhAv AtA hai, a.ntarame.n jo j~nAyakakI mahimA hai, vah bAhar Aye to dev-guru-shAstra par bhI use aisI hI mahimA AtI hai. isaliye usakA bahut dikhatA hai ki mAno ekatva ho jAtA ho.

mumukShuH- bhAv to mAtAjI! pratyakSha dekhe haiai.n ki kaise bhAv A sakate hai.n.

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lokame.n aisA koI gIt hai, us parase banAyA hai. pahale gurudevake liye gAyA thA. kahI.n ChapA bhI thA. kahI.n par ChapA thA. parantu j~nAyakadhArAko koI dikkat nahI.n AtI. chAhe jaise bhAv bAharame.n dikhAI de, to bhI.

mumukShuH- bahut .. lagatA hai.

samAdhAnaH- ek vikalparUp shraddhA alag bAt hai aur ek sahaj pariNati alag bAt hai. j~nAyakakI sahaj pariNati vah alag bAt hai. aur vikalpa karake shraddhA rakhe vah ek alag bAt hai. parantu jabatak nahI.n hotA hai, tabatak bhAvanA aur prayAs mumukShuko chAlU rahatA hai.

mumukShuH- jab vikalparUp bhAv bAhar jAe, tab a.ntarame.n bhI pariNati vR^iddhigat hotI hogI na?

samAdhAnaH- pariNati vR^iddhigat... j~nAyakakI dhArA, bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA chAlU hai. vR^iddhigat kis prakArakI, usakA artha karanA paDe.

j~nAyak hai, j~nAnasvabhAvakA nAsh nahI.n huA hai. j~nAnasvabhAv to usakA hai hI. j~nAyak j~nAyakarUp to pariNamit ho hI rahA hai. j~nAyak pragaTarUpase nahI.n pariNamatA hai. lekin j~nAyak j~nAyakarUp hai, parantu svaya.n bhrAntime.n paDA hai. isaliye lakShya nahI.n jAtA. usakI dR^iShTi bAhar hai. jo bAharakA dikhatA hai use apanA mAnatA hai, svaya.nko bhUl gayA hai. bAkI svaya.nkA nAsh nahI.n huA hai. svaya.n svaya.nrUp (hI hai). jo anAdiananta hai vah pAriNAmikabhAvarUp pariNamatA hI hai. parantu usakI dR^iShTi, svaya.n bhrAntime.n paDA hai, isaliye jAnaneme.n nahI.n AtA. bAkI jaisA hai vaisA anAdikA hai hI. anAdi jo usakA svabhAv hai us svabhAvakA nAsh nahI.n huA hai aur pAriNAmikabhAv aisA hai ki j~nAyak j~nAyakarUp, j~nAn j~nAnarUp (hai). svaya.n bhagavAn AtmA sva.nyase hI jAnaneme.n A rahA hai, parantu svaya.n bhrAntime.n paDA hai, use dekhatA nahI.n isaliye jAnaneme.n nahI.n AtA. svaya.n dekhatA hI nahI.n, isaliye kahA.Nse jAnaneme.n Aye? aur dR^iShTi bAhar hai, parakI shraddhA kar rahA hai, par- orakA j~nAn kar rahA hai. sab parakI or kar rahA hai.

shraddhA, j~nAn, AcharaN sab bAharakA kar rahA hai. par padArthako apanA mAn rahA hai. vibhAv pariNati hotI hai, vah sab mereme.n ho rahI hai. dR^iShTikI dishA palaT gayI hai. isaliye svaya.n svaya.nko dekhatA nahI.n. svaya.n hai, phir bhI use dekhatA nahI.n aur bhrAntime.n paDA hai. dR^iShTi bAhar hai, isaliye jAnaneme.n nahI.n A sakatA. svaya.n hone par bhI svaya.n svaya.nko dekhatA nahI.n, yah ek AshcharyakI bAt hai. dR^iShTi aise (bAhar) hai.

gurudev dR^iShTA.nt dete the, aise bAharase gine ki ek, do, tIn, chAr, svaya.nko ginanA bhUl jAya. svaya.n svaya.nrUp hI hai. svaya.n svaya.nko jAnaneme.n A rahA hai, parantu svaya.n svaya.nko

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bhUlakar dR^iShTi bAhar kar rahA hai, svaya.n hone par bhI.

mumukShuH- prashna pUChu.n? bahut prayatna karaneke bAd bhI kisI bhI prakArakA manovA.nChit sAhitya paDhanekI preraNA hone par bhI vah sAhitya, dhArmik athavA jo bhI paDhU.N, us vakta ekadam nidrAvash ho jAtA hU.N, aisA lagatA hai, usake liye kyA kahanA hai?

samAdhAnaH- svaya.nko us prakArakI ruchi kam hai. svaya.nkI mahimA svaya.nko lagatI nahI.n. bAharakI pravR^itti aur bAharakA laukik kAyAkA ras lag rahA hai. AtmA koI alag hai, usakA svaya.nko ras nahI.n hai, usakI ruchi nahI.n hai. isaliye usakA man sthir nahI.n ho rahA hai. isaliye yadi svaya.nkI mahimA Aye, bAharame.n nIrasatA lage, bAharame.n chitta lage nahI.n aisA ho to svaya.nke andar chitta lage. bAharakA ras ekadam tIvra ho to svaya.nkI or jA nahI.n sakatA. bAharakA ras use TUTe, bAharakA ras manda ho, bilakUl to ChUTatA nahI.n, parantu manda ras kare aur AtmAkA ras baDhAye, AtmAkI mahimA baDhAye ki AtmAme.n sarvasva hai, AtmA koI anupam vastu hai, AtmA koI alaukik hai. usakI mahimA Aye to us or usakI ruchi ho.

AtmAkA kyA svarUp hai, us or usakI laganI lage. parantu svaya.nko ras hI kam hai. ras kam hai isaliye pramAd hotA hai. bAharame.n bAharake prayatna hote hai.n, isaliye a.ntarame.n hotA nahI.n. ras bAharakA lagA hai. bAharakA ras manda ho aur a.ntarakI or ras jAy ki AtmA kyA vastu hai? sukh AtmAme.n hai, bAhar nahI.n hai. aise andarase nirNay honA chAhiye. sachchA nirNay nahI.n ho rahA hai, isaliye bAhar bhaTakatA rahatA hai.

mumukShuH- ...

samAdhAnaH- svaya.nke prayatnase lakShya badalanA. dR^iShTi aur upayog dono.n sab bAhar hI jA rahe hai.n. use badalAye ki yah j~nAyak mai.n hU.N. yah vikalpa jAnaneme.n AtA hai, yah sharIr dikhatA hai vah bAharakA dikhatA hai. usake pIChe jo j~nAn hai j~nAnalakShaN, vah j~nAnalakShaN hai vahI mai.n hU.N. us or apanI dR^iShTiko badal denA. usake liye prayatna kare ki yah j~nAnalakShaN hai vah mai.n hU.N. vah lakShaN mAtra nahI.n, parantu vah vastu hI mai.n hU.N. mai.n j~nAyak hU.N. aise dR^iShTi badalanekA prayatna kare. bAra.nbAr prayatna kare. dR^iShTiko vahA.N sthir kare aur usakI shraddhA kare, usakA j~nAn kare. yahI mai.n hU.N, aise bAra.nbAr, bAra.nbAr, bAra.nbAr kare to j~nAyak lakShyame.n Aye. bAra.nbAr kare.

anAdikA abhyAs hai isaliye bAharakA sab jAnaneme.n AtA hai. a.ntarame.n bAra.nbAr shraddhA sthir karaneke liye prayatna kare. bAra.nbAr kare. yah j~nAn mai.n hU.N, yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N. is j~nAyakame.n hI sab hai. bAharame.n nahI.n hai, aise bAra.nbAr prayAs kare to hotA hai. jojo vikalpa Aye, usake pIChe jo j~nAn rahA hai, jAnanevAlA hai, vah jAnanevAlA mai.n hU.N.

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vah sab paryAye.n to chalI jAtI hai.n, vikalpakI, vibhAvakI sab, aur jAnanevAlA khaDA rahatA hai. jo-jo banA vah sab jAnanevAleko khyAl hai ki yah huA, yah huA. vah jAnanevAlA jo hai, vah jAnanevAlA hI mai.n hU.N. usakA astitva grahaN kare, bAra.nbAr kare. bAra.nbAr prayatna kare. jabatak nahI.n ho tabatak usakA prayAs karatA rahe, bAra.nbAr karatA rahe. nahI.n hot tabatak usake vichAr, usakA vA.nchan Adi sab kare. svAdhyAy (kare). AtmA sambandhit jisame.n svaya.nko ras Aye vah karatA rahe, bAra.nbAr karatA rahe. gurune kyA kahA hai, shAstrame.n kyA AtA hai, vah sab bAra.nbAr karatA rahe, dR^iShTi badalaneke liye.

andarakI ruchi baDhAnI chAhiye. a.ntarakI mahimA Aye. kahI.n bhI sthir ho jAnA vah yogya nahI.n hai, parantu satya kyA hai, yah nakkI karanA paDe. koI bhI sAhitya aur kuCh bhI paDhanA (aisA nahI.n honA chAhiye). AtmA sambandhit ho vahI bhavake abhAvakA kAraN hai. dUsarA kuCh bhavake abhAvakA kAraN nahI.n hotA. bhavakA abhAv karaneke liye satya kyA hai, yah nakkI karake us orakA prayatna kare to bhavakA abhAv hotA hai.

... dR^iDhatA ho gayI, parantu usakI visheSh dR^iDhatA, andar gaharAIse visheSh dR^iDhatA (karanI). yah satya hai, lekin vah padArtha kaun hai? j~nAnasvarUp AtmA j~nAyak kaun hai? use pragaT karaneke liye usakI shraddhA karake bAra.nbAr prayatna kare. satya yah hai, parantu us prakArase andar svaya.nko pahachAn honI chAhiye. us prakArase usakI shraddhA, usakI pratIt, usakA j~nAn, usakI dR^iDhatA honI chAhiye. andar gaharAIse kaise pragaT ho, aise usakI ruchi laganI chAhiye. shraddhA ho, vikalpase shraddhA kI parantu a.ntarame.n svaya.nko laganA chAhiye ki satya yahI hai. usakI mahimA laganI chAhiye. bAharakI sab mahinA ChUT jAya. a.ntarame.n laganA chAhiye. bAra.nbAr shraddhAko dR^iDh kare. vastu hai usako pahachAnanekA prayatna kare, use khojanekA prayatna kare. bAra.nbAr use khoje. yah j~nAyak hai, us par dR^iShTi, usakA j~nAn, usake bhedaj~nAnakA bAra.nbAr prayAs kare. mai.n to bhinna hI hU.N, yah sab bhinna hai. yah vibhAv bhI merA svabhAv nahI.n hai. usase bhI mai.n bhinna hU.N. aise bAra.nbAr dR^iDhatA karatA rahe.

muktikA mArga, use AtmAkA-svabhAvakA ras lagA to vah kaise pragaT ho aur kaise mere hAthame.n Aye, aise bAra.nbAr prayatna karatA rahe. shraddhAmAtrase, vikalpase jAn liyA to vaise pragaT nahI.n hotA. parantu usakA Age-Age prayAs karatA rahe, use pragaT karaneke liye. prayojanabhUt barAbar yathArtha jAnakar usakI shraddhA karake, vah kaise pragaT ho usakA bAra.nbAr prayatna kare.

mumukShuH- j~nAn prakAsh karatA hai aur shraddhA hai vah shaktio.nko pachAtI hai, vahA.N kyA kahanA hai?

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samAdhAnaH- j~nAn hai vah prakAsh karatA hai (arthAt) sab vastuo.nkA j~nAn karatA hai ki vastu svarUp yah hai. aur shraddhA hai vah use barAbar nakkI karatI hai. pAchak arthAt use pachAtI hai. jahA.N vastu hai, vahA.N usakI dR^iShTiko sthir karatA hai, shraddhA karatA hai. ek vastu par sthir ho jAtI hai. aur j~nAn hai vah vastu svarUp hai use chAro.n orase jAnatA hai. aur dR^iShTi ek par (sthir ho jAtI hai).

... svaya.n apanese kare to hotA hai. vahA.N paDhanA. yahA.Nke shAstra ho, gurudevake pravachan jo samajhame.n Aye vah paDhanA. paDhanake liye kuCh samay rakhanA, kuCh paDhanA. a.ntar AtmAme.n ruchi rakhanI ki yah sab to bAharakA sa.nsAr to chalatA hI rahatA hai. andar AtmAme.n bhavakA abhAv kaise ho, karane jaisA to vah hai. isaliye bhavakA abhAv kaise ho, usakA vichAr karanA, vA.nchan karanA. jo samajhame.n Aye vah paDhanA. jo sunA ho usakA vichAr karanA.

AtmA bhinna, yah sharIr bhinna, sab bhinna hai. AtmA shAshvat hai, yah sab AkulatA hotI hai vah AtmAkA svarUp nahI.n hai. AtmA siddha bhagavAn jaisA hai. usakA bhedaj~nAn kaise ho, AtmA kaise pahachAname.n Aye, usakA bAra.nbAr vichAr karate rahanA. use samajhaneke liye vA.nchan karanA. vahA.N dUsarA to kyA ho sakatA hai? andar svaya.n AtmAkI ruchi rakhe to hotA hai. andarame.n svaya.n rakhe. vahA.N bAharake sAdhan to koI hai nahI.n, dev- guru-shAstrake koI sAdhan nahI.n hai, mandir nahI.n hai, dev, guru (nahI.n hai). shAstra samajhaneke liye koI sAdharmI ho, aisA milanA bhI mushkil paDe. apanese jo samajhame.n Aye vah paDhanA. koI ho to bhI kitane dUr-dUr rahate haiai.n.

... sonagaDhakA mAhol to kuCh alag hI hai, parantu yahA.N to dev-guru-shAstrake kuCh prasa.ng mile, lekin vahA.N to kuCh mile aisA nahI.n hai. AtmAkI ruchi rakhanI, bhavakA abhAv kaise ho? manuShya janma mushkilase milatA hai. yah manuShya janma aise paiseke liye yA dUsareke liye nahI.n hai, parantu AtmAkA svarUp kaise pahachAname.n Aye? bhavakA abhAv kaise ho? usakA vichAr karanA. andarase nirlep rahanA, jitanA ban sake utanA vairAgya rakhanA aur paDhanA. dUsarA koI upAy nahI.n hai. svaya.nse jitanA ho utanA karanA.