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samAdhAnaH- .. nimitta bane, puruShArtha kare to andar dR^iDhatA ho. puruShArtha kare to hotA hai. pratikUl sa.nyogakA nimitta bane. bAkI puruShArtha to svaya.nko karanA hai. bahuto.nko pratikUlatA ho to bhI kuCh nahI.n hotA hai. parantu svaya.n kare to hotA hai. pratikUlatA to bAharakA nimitta banatI hai, svaya.n kare to hotA hai. svaya.nko puruShArtha uThanA rahatA hai. bhedaj~nAn kaise ho? andar kaise laganI lagAnI? sab apane hAthakI bAt hai. j~nAyakakI pariNati dR^iDh karanI, j~nAyakatA pragaT karanI apane hAthakI bAt hai. nimitta bane, bAharake pratikUl sa.nyog nimitta banate hai.n. use vApas muDanekA ek kAraN banatA hai. parantu karanA svaya.nko paDatA hai.

mumukShuH- bAharase vApas muDe to use dUsarI jagah kahA.N rahI?

samAdhAnaH- AtmAme.n jAnekI jagah rahI. lekin jAy to hotA hai na? jAy to hotA hai.

mumukShuH- jAneke liye puruShArtha hI chAhiye aur andarakI laganI?

samAdhAnaH- paruShArtha, andarakI laganI. vichAr karake, mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, yah merA svarUp nahI.n hai. merA svarUp bhinna hai. puruShArtha (karake) pariNatiko badale to hotA hai.

mumukShuH- ekadam laganI kaise lage?

samAdhAnaH- laganI lagAnI apane hAthakI bAt hai. svaya.nko bAharase duHkh lage, yah merA svabhAv nahI.n hai, yah mujhe AkulatArUp hai, yah TikanekA sthAn nahI.n hai. yah merA ghar nahI.n hai. merA svaghar rahanekA nivAsasthAn to AtmAme.n hai. aisA andar nishchay ho, aisI pratIti ho, vah pratIti dR^iDh ho to andar jAya. utanI dR^iDhatA apaneme.n honI chAhiye, to andar jAya. jabatak nahI.n ho tabatak usakI laganI lagAye, usakA abhyAs kare, bAra.nbAr mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, j~nAyak hU.N. bAhar shubhabhAv Aye, dev-gur-shAstrakI mahimA Adi, parantu karanekA andar shuddhAtmAme.n hai.

mumukShuH- jAnanevAleko jAnanA.

samAdhAnaH- jAnanevAlA hai. usakA mukhya guN jAnanA hai. ananta guNo.nse bharA hai, parantu mukhya guN to jAnanA hai-j~nAyak hai.

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mumukShuH- dev-guru-shAstrakI bhaktise nahI.n milatA hai?

samAdhAnaH- bhakti nimitta bane, karanA svaya.nko paDatA hai. bhaktise kuCh hotA nahI.n. vah to bIchame.n AtI hai. ashubhabhAvase bachaneko a.ntarame.n nahI.n ho tabatak dev-guru-shAstrakI bhakti Aye binA rahatI nahI.n. bhakti, svAdhyAy, vichAr, vA.nchan, sab bIchame.n AtA hai. to bhI svaya.nko pahachAnanA paDatA hai. AtmAko pahachAnanA. vah sab bIchame.n AtA hai.

mumukShuH- bahut vA.nchan nahI.n ho sakatA ho..

samAdhAnaH- vA.nchan nahI.n ho sake to prayojanabhUt tattvako jAne to svaya.nko pahachAn sakatA hai. jyAdA vA.nchan kare to hotA hai, aisA bhI nahI.n hai. lekin vah sab svaya.nko vichAr karaneke liye shAstra svAdhyAy bIchame.n hotA hai, parantu vah jyAdA hI chAhiye, aisA nahI.n hai. prayojanabhUt AtmAko jAne ki mai.n jAnanevAlA hU.N aur yah vibhAv merA svabhAv nahI.n hai. aisA a.ntarase jAne ki yah sab paradravya hai, mai.n AtmA bhinna hU.N. merA svabhAv bhinna hai, AkulatA merA svarUp nahI.n hai, mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, aisA prayojanabhUt svaya.n jAne to jyAdA vA.nchan nahI.n ho to bhI a.ntarame.n kar sakatA hai.

mumukShuH- svaparakA bhedaj~nAn?

samAdhAnaH- svaparakA bhedaj~nAna. dravya par dR^iShTi. mai.n chaitanyadravya hU.N, yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N. bhedaj~nAn aur dravya par dR^iShTi. dravya par dR^iShTi ho use bhedaj~nAn hotA hai. bhedaj~nAn ho aur dravya par dR^iShTi ho, vah dono.n sAthame.n hI hai.

mumukShuH- pahale bhedaj~nAn kaise karanA? sharIrase, bAharake padArtha pratikUl ho, usase bhedaj~nAn ho sakatA hai pahale?

samAdhAnaH- vah to kram kahaneme.n AtA hai, parantu jab a.ntarase bhedaj~nAn hotA hai tab sachchA bhedaj~nAn hotA hai. bAkI vichAr kare ki sharIrase mai.n bhinna hU.N, yah bAhya padArthase mai.n bhinna hU.N, vah kuCh jAnate nahI.n, mai.n jAnanevAlA bhinna hU.N, aisA pahale vichAr kare. yah sharIr bhinna, yah jaD kuCh jAnatA nahI.n. mai.n to jAnanevAlA bhinna hU.N. yah bAhya paradravya mujhase atya.nt bhinna hai.n. yah sharIr bhI bhinna hai to bAharakI to kyA bAt karanI? usase bhinna, sharIrase bhinna parantu a.ntarame.n jo AkulatA, vikalpa utpanna hote hai.n, us vikalpase apanA svabhAv bhinna hai. mai.n to nirvikalpa tattva hU.N. tab use sachchA bhedaj~nAn hotA hai.

itanA kare to bhI vah to sthUl huA hai ki paradravyase bhinna aur sharIrase bhinna. andar jo sUkShma bhAv hai, shubhAshubh bhAvo.nse bhI merA svabhAv bhinna hai. aise pratIt ho, aisI pariNati ho, tab sachchA bhedaj~nAn hotA hai. mai.n to chaitanyadravya hU.N, in sabase mai.n bhinna hU.N.

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mumukShuH- apane svabhAvase bhI bhinnatA?

samAdhAnaH- apane svabhAvase bhinnatA nahI.n, vibhAvake svabhAvase. apanA svabhAv vah to svaya.n hI hai. .. vA.nchan, vichAr, bhakti, vairAgya Adi sab hotA hai, usake sAth hotA hai. ek chaitanyatattvako pahachAne. dhyey ek-AtmA kaise pahachAnA jAy? shubhabhAvame.n sab sAthame.n hotA hai. a.ntarame.n shuddhAtmA kaise pahachAnA jAy? j~nAyak.. j~nAyak... j~nAyakako jAnanekA andar puruShArtha.

mumukShuH- ekadam kyo.n nahI.n shurU hotA hai?

samAdhAnaH- utanI laganI nahI.n hai, utanI ruchi nahI.n hai, a.ntarame.nse utanA vApas nahI.n muDA hai. sab sAthame.n chAhiye.

mumukShuH- aise to aisA lagatA hai ki kuCh achChA nahI.n lagatA.

samAdhAnaH- achChA nahI.n lagatA, lekin a.ntarame.n apanI or muDanekI utanI ruchi jAgR^it honI chAhiye na. achChA nahI.n lage, parantu utanA puruShArtha apanI orakA honA chAhiye na. utanA puruShArtha hotA nahI.n hai. achChA nahI.n lage, vAstavame.n achChA nahI.n lagatA ho to vah a.ntarame.n mArga kiye binA rahe nahI.n.

mumukShuH- apanI or muDanekA mArga prApta ho hI jAtA hai?

samAdhAnaH- mArga prApta ho hI jAtA hai. vAstavame.n andar lage to. kharA puruShArtha andar ho to. laganI laganI chAhiye a.ntarame.n. kShaN-kShaName.n usIkI laganI lage. aur kahI.n ruche nahI.n, kShaN-kShaName.n merA j~nAyak.. j~nAyak.. mujhe j~nAyak kaise pahachAname.n Aye? j~nAyakadeva. j~nAyak divyasvarUp mujhe kaise pahachAname.n Aye? utanI j~nAyakakI mahimA laganI chAhiye, j~nAyakakI utanI laganI andar laganI chAhiye.

.. andarase svaya.n vichAr karanA. bAharakI mahimA ChUTe aur andarakI j~nAyakakI mahimA (Aye). usakA svabhAv pahachAnanA ki AtmAkA svabhAv koI alaukik hai. usakA svabhAv pahachAnanA. mahimA kaise Aye? j~nAyak ek divyamUrti hai. j~nAyak mAtra j~nAn nahI.n hai, parantu j~nAyak ananta guNo.nse bharapUr divya hai. aise mahimA laganI chAhiye. mAtra ek rukhA j~nAn jAnanevAlA, jAnanevAlA aisA nahI.n hai. divyatAyukta koI padArtha hai.

mumukShuH- divyatA kaisI hotI hai? samAdAnaH- kaisI ho, usakA kyA...? divyatA AshcharyakArak divyatA. divyatAkA artha svaya.n divyasvarUp hai.

mumukShuH- usakA kuCh varNan?

samAdhAnaH- usakA varNan kyA? usakA artha samajhame.n Aye aisA hai. divyatA arthAt divya. devasvarUp AshcharyakArak divyatA. kah nahI.n sake, usakA artha vaha. divyatA.

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mumukShuH- varNaname.n nahI.n Aye.

samAdhAnaH- varNaname.n nahI.n AtA.

mumukShuH- anubhavame.n Aye.

samAdhAnaH- anubhavame.n Aye.

mumukShuH- kaisA anubhav hogA?

samAdhAnaH- svaya.n anubhav kare tab vah samajh sake. bAkI usakA mArga shAstrame.n AtA hai. laganI lagI nahI.n hai, nahI.n to prApta hue binA rahe hI nahI.n. laganIme.n nyUnatA hai, puruShArthakI nyUnatA hai, pramAd hai. pramAd hai.

mumukShuH- pramAd hI jyAdA hai.

samAdhAnaH- laganI lagatI nahI.n hai, vah pramAd hai. laganIkI nyUnatA hai aur pramAd hai. Aj hI kArya karanA hai, Aj hI karanA hai, aisA andar puruShArtha nahI.n hai, pramAd hai.

mumukShuH- pramAd to ... hogA, .. to hI use pramAd rahatA hogA na?

samAdhAnaH- bharosA hogA, lekin use pramAd rahatA hai. utanI lagI nahI.n hai, isaliye rahatA hai. deh TikanevAlA hai aisA bharosA apragaT samajhe, bAkI use aisA bhI hotA hai ki yah sharIr hameshA nahI.n TikanevAlA hai, lekin andarase use sachchA nirNay nahI.n hotA. sthUlatAse samajhe ki yah sharIr paradravya hai, TikegA nahI.n, parantu a.ntarame.n pramAd karatA hai vah svaya.n karatA hai. andar sachchI lage to taiyAr hue binA rahe nahI.n.

mumukShuH- deh kabhI bhI ChUTe to bhI usakI taiyArI andar honI chAhiye.

samAdhAnaH- taiyArI honI chAhiye, kShaN-kShaName.n taiyArI honI chAhiye.

mumukShuH- j~nAyak.. j~nAyak.. j~nAyak, basa.

samAdhAnaH- j~nAyakakA raTan honA chAhiye.

mumukShuH- raTan karate-karate andar laganI lag jAtI hogI?

samAdhAnaH- andar sachchI lagAnevAlA svaya.n hai. kaise lage? svaya.nko lagAnI hai. raTan karate nahI.n, usakI jarUrat lage to laganI lage to puruShArtha ho. jarUrat lagatI nahI.n.

mumukShuH- ... lekin nidrAme.n kyo.n nahI.n rahatA?

samAdhAnaH- jisako j~nAyakakI ruchi lage to j~nAyakakI ruchi to ruchivAleko ChUTatI nahI.n. nidrAme.n ruchi to j~nAyakakI honI chAhiye. nidrAme.n puruShArtha manda ho jAtA hai, ruchi to j~nAyakakI laganI chAhiye. svapna Aye to bhI mai.n j~nAyak, mujhe kaise pragaT ho? aisI bhItarame.nse gaharI laganI laganI chAhiye. puruShArtha manda ho to bAra.nbAr puruShArtha kare, usame.n thake nahI.n. bAra.nbAr, bAra.nbAr, usakI mahimA ChUTe nahI.n, usakI laganI ChUTe nahI.n, puruShArtha

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manda ho to bAra.nbAr puruShArtha kare, to bhItarame.n pragaT hue binA rahatA hI nahI.n.

bhagavAnake darabArame.n jAnA hai to bhagavAnake dvAr par Tahale lagAye to bhagavAnake dvAr khul jAte hai.n. aise j~nAyakake dvAr par j~nAyak.. j~nAyak.. aise usakI Tahel lagAtA rahe. bhItarame.n j~nAyakadevakA darshan hue binA rahatA nahI.n.

mumukShuH- j~nAyakakA prachAr karate hai.n, bIch-bIchame.n AsravabhAv A jAte hai.n, unhe.n haTAte hai.n to haTate nahI.n hai, hamako pareshAn karate hai.n.

samAdhAnaH- bhItarame.n AsravabhAv Ave to bAr-bAr puruShArtha kare. usakA jor chalane nahI.n deve. AtmAkI orakA puruShArtha kare. AsravakA jor chalane nahI.n denA. anAdikA abhyAs hai, bIchame.n AtA hai to usakA jor nahI.n chalane denA. AtmAkA bAra.nbAr ugra puruShArtha kare to ho sakatA hai. jyAdA A jAy, jyAdA sIkh le, aisA nahI.n hai. vichAr kare, mUl prayojanabhUt tattvako jAne to bhItarame.n ho sakatA hai. AtmAkA svabhAv aur vibhAvakA svabhAv bhinna karake, j~nAyakakA svabhAv hai, praj~nAChainI dvArA usakA bhed karake, mai.n j~nAyak hI hU.N, yah mai.n nahI.n hU.N, yah vibhAv hai, merA svabhAv bhinna hai. aisA ugra puruShArtha karake svarUp grahaN kar le. bhItarame.n j~nAyakakI pariNati pragaT kar le, to ho sakatA hai. mere dravya-guN sab bhinna hai.n, usakA dravya-guN-paryAy bhinna hai, vibhAvakA svabhAv bhinna hai. aisA bhedaj~nAn kare. dravya par dR^iShTi kare to ho sakatA hai.

mumukShuH- mAtAjI! vikalpake kAlame.n puruShArtha aur alagase chalatA hai? yA vikalpa hI puruShArtha hai?

samAdhAnaH- jab nirvikalpa nahI.n hotA ho to vikalpa hote hai.n. parantu bhItarame.n usakI jo bhAvanA hai, us bhAvanAkI ugratA karake aur j~nAn apanI or dishA badalakar j~nAyakako grahaN karake vikalpa gauN ho jAtA hai. vikalpa ChUTatA nahI.n, vikalpa to nirvikalpa dashA jab hove tab ChUTatA hai. parantu vikalpako gauN karake, j~nAn apaneko grahaN karatA hai, apanI or jise ruchi lagI, vah j~nAn apanI or jAkar j~nAyakako grahaN karatA hai.

mumukShuH- j~nAnane apaneko kabhI dekhA nahI.n hai to j~nAn kis bal par apaneko bhItar le Aye?

samAdhAnaH- dekhA nahI.n hai to bhI j~nAn apane svabhAvako grahaN kar letA hai. svaya.n hI hai, dUsarA to hai nahI.n. j~nAyak svaya.n aur j~nAn bhI apanA, sab svaya.n hI hai. svaya.n svaya.nko grahaN kar sakatA hai. dUsarA nahI.n hai. dekhA nahI.n hai to bhI grahaN kar sakatA hai, svabhAvako pahachAnakara.

mumukShuH- shAstrame.n to aisA AtA hai ki vibhAv dvArA svabhAvakA bhAnA ashakya

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hai. vibhAvake dvArA svabhAvakA bhAnA ashakya hai. vibhAv dvArA svabhAvakA bhAnA ashakya hai to vibhAv dvArA svabhAv kaise pakaDame.n Aye?

samAdhAnaH- j~nAnasvabhAv dvArA. j~nAnake dvArA j~nAnasvabhAvakA grahaN hotA hai, vibhAvake dvArA nahI.n hotA hai. j~nAn dvArA j~nAyak grahaN ho sakatA hai, j~nAyak j~nAyakase grahaN hotA hai. vibhAv dvArA nahI.n. vibhAv sAthame.n rahatA hai vah gauN ho jAtA hai. j~nAnake dvArA j~nAyak grahaN hotA hai. j~nAnasvabhAvako grahaN karake, ek j~nAyakako grahaN karake dR^iDh pratIti karake ki mai.n j~nAyak hI hU.N. phir mati-shrutakA upayog bAhar jAtA hai, usako svabhAvakI or lAkar usame.n lIn karatA hai. vikalpakA bhed ho jAtA hai aur svabhAv pragaT hotA hai.

bhItarame.n jAye to shUnya nahI.n hai. akelA j~nAyak-j~nAn mahimAva.nt hai. usakA j~nAn arthAt sUkhA j~nAn aise nahI.n. j~nAn mahimAva.nt j~nAyak hI hai. utanA satya paramArtha hai, utanA kalyAN hai, utanA hI hai ki jitanA yah j~nAnasvabhAv hai. j~nAnasvabhAv hai arthAt j~nAyakako grahaN kara. usame.n prIti kar, usame.n ruchi kar, usame.n sa.ntuShTa ho. j~nAyak mahimAse bharapUr hai. ek karane yogya hai, jitanA yah j~nAn hai. j~nAnako grahaN kara. vah param mahimAva.nt padArtha hai. .. bhItarame.n jAy, sab ChUT jAy isaliye shUnya hai, aisA shUnya nahI.n hai. mahimAse bharapUr, ananta guNase bharapUr aisA AtmA hai.

mumukShuH- ..

samAdhAnaH- vartamAnase bhI ho sakatA hai. pUrvakA kisIko hotA hai, sabako pUrvakA nahI.n ho sakatA hai. vartamAn puruShArthase bhI ho sakatA hai. jisako pragaT huA vah vartamAnase huA. sabako pUrvase nahI.n ho sakatA hai. jab hotA hai tab pahale to ho sakatA hai. sab pUrvakA lekar nahI.n Ate hai.n. bhagavAnakI vANI sunatA hai, anAdikAlase pahale kuCh huA hI nahI.n, to bhItarame.n deshanA labdhi hotI hai, aise pUrvakA lekar nahI.n AtA hai. bhagavAnakI aisI vANI sunakar bhItarame.n bhagavAnako pahachAnatA hai vah svaya.nko pahachAnatA hai. apaneko pahachAnatA hai vah bhagavAnako pahachAnatA hai. sab pUrvase lekar nahI.n Ate hai.n. vartamAn puruShArthase ho sakatA hai.

...usakI prIti kar, usakI ruchi kar, usame.n tujhe uttam sukh hogA. shAstrame.n AtA hai. usame.n sa.ntuShTa ho.