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mumukShu- paryAy ek samayakI, matAjI! dUsare samay to us paryAyakA vyay ho jAtA hai. aur vah gahare sanskAr aise kaise Dal jAte hain ki itanA lambA abhyAs, vichAr karate hain, phir bhI kImat vahAn de dete hain aur isakI kImat abhI bhI nahIn A rahI hai?
samAdhAna- paryAy palaT jAtI hai, parantu AtmA to nitya hai. AtmA nitya hai to vahI sanskAr aise hI sphUrit hote rahate hain. paryAy to kShaN-kShaNamen palaTatI hai. paryAy anitya hai, AtmA nitya hai. usamen jo vibhAvake sanskAr hain, vah sphUrit hote rahate hain.
parantu gnAnasvabhAv aisA hai ki vah gnAnasvabhAv to svayamkA hI hai. vah koI parAyA nahIn hai. yadi svayam pragaT kare to vah sahaj hai. parAyA nahIn hai ki bAhar lene jAnA paDe. kShaNamen pragaT ho aisA hai aur svayamkA hai aur sahaj hai, parantu usamen vah dRuShTi nahIn rakhatA hai. isaliye anAdikA jo vah aise hI sphUratA rahatA hai.
mumukShu- ek bAt kahI na, nirAsh hone jaisA to kuchh hai nahIn. vah bAt bahut achchhI lagatI hai.
samAdhAna- nirAsh hone jaisA hai hI nahIn. svayamkA hI hai, apanA svabhAv hai. antaramen-se hI pragaT ho aisA hai. svayam antaramen dRuShTi rakhe to jo usamen-se hI, jo svabhAv hai usamen-se hI svabhAv pragaT hotA hai.
gurudev kahate the, chhoTIpIpar ghisate-ghisate usamen-se pragaT hotA hai. aise svayamke svabhAvakA abhyAs karane-se usamen-se hI svayam pragaT hotA hai. usImen sab bharA hai, usImen-se pragaT hotA hai. ye sanskAr to vibhAvake hain. vah to jab TUT jAte hain, tab aise TUT jAte hain ki phirase utpanna nahIn hote. jo apanA svabhAv to shAshvat hai, (isaliye) jo pragaT huA so pragaT huA, sAdi ananta-ananta samAdhi sukhamen (rahatA hai). pragaT huA so pragaT huA, phir badalatA nahIn. aur vah svabhAv to ananta kAl paryant pariNamatA hI rahatA hai. vah sanskAr, vah svabhAv to aisA hai. aur ye sanskAr TUT jAy, nAsh ho jAy to phir usakA udabhav nahIn hotA. kyonki vah to vibhAv hai. parantu vah toDatA nahIn hai tabatak utpanna hote rahate hain. TUT jAy to phir utpanna hI nahIn hote.
mumukShu- shurUAtamen vishvAs nahIn AtA hai.
samAdhAna- vishvAs nahIn AtA hai. apanI or dRuShTi gayI to samyagdarshan hotA hai. aur use yadi mUlamen-se nAsh ho to phirase ekatvabuddhike sanskAr puna utpanna nahIn hote. bhinna huA so huA, phir bhinnakI or hI usakI pariNati chalI. phir TUT