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samAdhAna- ...apanI utanI lagan nahIn hai, ruchi nahIn hai to nahIn karatA hai. lagan ho to karatA hai. itanA vichAr, vAnchan kare to bhI puruShArtha karanA to alag chIj hai. svAdhyAy kare, vichAr kare, dev-guru-shAstra Adi sab bIchamen hotA hai. parantu bhItaramen puruShArtha karanA koI dUsarI chIj hai. puruShArtha karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai. use utanI lagan lage ki main AtmAko kaise pahachAnun aur kaise bhedagnAn karun?la aisA kShaN-kShaNamen main gnAyak hUn, main gnAyak hUn, aisA puruShArtha kare to hotA hai, nahIn kare to nahIn hotA hai. lagan bAhar lagI hai, utanI lagan bhItaramen lage, kahIn chain nahIn paDe, main gnAyak, main gnAyak sabase bhinna hUn. main chaitanya anAdiananta shAshvat tattva hUn. aise jo vikalpa uThatA hai vah vikalpa merA svabhAv nahIn hai, vah to AkulatArUp hai. main shAnta svabhAv nirAkul gnAyak hUn. aisA yadi bArambAr puruShArtha kare, abhyAs kare to shurU ho, ruchikI tIvratA ho to shurU ho. aur ruchi utanI nahIn ho to shurU nahIn hotA. puruShArtha karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai.
mumukShu- ruchike kAraN hI sab vichAr karate hain, chintavan karate hai. ruchikI kamI kaise hai? pakaDamen to AtI nahIn.
samAdhAna- pakaDamen nahIn AtI hai. puruShArtha nahIn hotA hai usakA kuchh kAraN apanA hI hai. dUsare kisIkA kAraN nahIn hai. bAharamen aTak jAtA hai aur bhItaramen nahIn jAtA hai to apanA kAraN hai. bAharamen ruchi lag jAtI hai aur jisako ruchi ho ki main antaramen kaise jAUn? antaramen kaise jAUn? utanI lagan lage, din-rAt usakI khaTak, bhedagnAn (kare). main bhinna hUn, sabase bhinna hUn. jo pariNAm AtA hai vah bhI merA svabhAv nahIn hai. main to chaitanya nirvikalpa tattva gnAyak hUn. itanA puruShArtha karanA apane hAthakI bAt hai. dUsarA koI kAraN nahIn hai.
bhedagnAnakI dhArA aur nirantar usakA abhyAs karanA. main gnAyak hUn, main gnAyak hUn. anAdiananta shAshvat tattva, jo vikalpa hai vah sab AkulatArUp hai. meremenn Ananda, gnAn, sab meremen hai. bAharamen Ananda nahIn lage, bAharamen sukh nahIn lage, bAharamen pariNati Tike hI nahIn. antaramen jAye to puruShArtha shurU ho. ruchikI tIvratA honI chAhiye. ruchi