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thā. ātmā bhinna hai, bhinna hai, aisā jyādā-jyātā bhinna lagatā jāy, isaliye itanā- itanā aisā kahatī thī. ātmā bhinna hai, yah sab bhinna hai, ātmā bhinna hai. jyādā- jyādā bhinnatā lagane lagatī thī isaliye itanā hai, itanā hai, aisā kahatī thī. aisā kuch mālūm nahīṁ paḍatā hai ki itane samayameṁ ho jāyagā. utanā bal andar-se ātā thā. ye bhinna hai to bhinna hī paḍ jāyagā, aisā hotā thā.
mumukṣuḥ- mātājī! niścay-vyavahārakī sandhi āyī na? āpane kahā, jñāyakakā raṭan karanā, dev-guru-śāstrameṁ yathārtha śraddhā rakhanā. vah to vyavahār āyā. to niścay- vyavahār donoṁkī sandhi sāthameṁ hī hai?
samādhānaḥ- donoṁ sāthameṁ hai. donoṁ sāthameṁ hai. nimitta aur upādāna. puruṣārtha karanekā upādān apanā aur usameṁ nimitta dev-guru-śāstra hote haiṁ. vah śubhabhāv-se bhinna hone par bhī nimitta-upādānakī sandhi hotī hī hai. ananta kāl-se jo samyagdarśan prāpta nahīṁ huā hai, pratham bār ho to usameṁ deśanālabdhi hotī hai. koī sākṣāt guru yā sākṣāt dev ho tabhī use deśanālabdhi hotī hai, aisā nimitta-upādānakā sambandha hai. jñāyakako grahaṇ karanekā hai, to bhī usameṁ nimitta dev-gurukā hotā hai. pratyakṣa dev- guru ho to andar-se pragaṭ hotā hai. aisā nimitta-upādānakā sambandha hai. aisī niścay- vyavahārakī sandhi hai.
mumukṣuḥ- jñānī dharmātmā bāharameṁ bhakti ādi kāyāmeṁ juḍate hoṁ aisā dikhatā hai, .. aisā lagatā hai. āp kahate ho ki vah bāhya kāyā-se alipta hai. jñānīkī andarameṁ jo pariṇati calatī hai use tū dekh, parantu andarameṁ dekhanekī dr̥ṣṭi to hameṁ milī nahīṁ hai, to hameṁ us dr̥ṣṭiko prāpta karaneke liye kyā karanā, yah kr̥pā karake samajhāīye.
samādhānaḥ- jñānī kuch bhī karate ho, usakī bhakti ho to bhī usakī bhedajñānakī dhārāmeṁ jñāyak bhinna hī pariṇamatā hai. parantu use dekhanekī dr̥ṣṭi to svayaṁko pragaṭ karanī paḍatī hai. saccā mumukṣu ho, jise satako grahaṇ karanekā netra khul gayā ho, vah usake vartan par-se, amuk (vāṇī) par-se samajh sake. use amuk prakār-se samajh sake. bākī to amuk pratīt rakhe, bākī usakī sat grahaṇ karanekī śakti jo saccā jijñāsu ho use pragaṭ hotī hai. ye sab karate hue bhī nyāre dikhate haiṁ, aisā kisīko grahaṇ ho bhī jātā hai.
mumukṣuḥ- arpaṇatā karanī, jñānī dharmātmāko pahicānakara.
samādhānaḥ- pahale amuk parīkṣā-se nakkī kare. amuk nakkī kare, phir sab nakkī karanekī usakī śakti na ho to vah arpaṇatā kare. amuk jitanī usakī śakti ho use grahaṇ kare. utanā amuk to nakkī kare, phir to gurudev dr̥ṣṭānta dete the ki tujhe