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mumukṣhuḥ- usake pahale bhedagnānakī pariṇati kaise utpanna ho?
samādhānaḥ- vah kare to ho. jab-jab kṣhaṇ-kṣhaṇamen vikalpa āve, ānanda āve, shubhabhāv ho, sabase main bhinna hī hū̃n. aisī bhedagnānakī pariṇati honī chāhiye.
muumukṣhuḥ- abhī ham aise vichār kare... samādhānaḥ- bīchamen āye binā nahīn rahatā. jabatak svayam abhī shubhabhāvakī bhūmikāmen hai, shubhabhāv to āte hain, bhakti āve, ullās āve, gnān-se bharā, ānanda-se bharā huā ek tattva hai. jaise ye pudagal vastu hai, vaise ek chaitanya bhī vastu hai, parantu vah gnānasvabhāvavālā hai, ānanda svabhāvavālā, ananta guṇavālā hai. use pahachānaneke liye anādi- se to vibhāvamen ekatvabuddhi kī hai, rāg-dveṣh ityādimen, aur dharma bāharase mānā hai ki bāhar-se kuchh shubhabhāv karen, kuchh kriyāen̐ karen to dharma hotā hai, aisā mānā hai. aisā to ananta kālamen kiyā hai. usase shubhabhāv ban̐dhakar puṇya ban̐dhe to devalok hotā hai. bhavabhramaṇ to miṭatā nahī̃n.
bhavabhramaṇ to andar ātmāko pahachāne to miṭe. antar dr̥uṣhṭi karake ātmākā bhedagnān kare to vah miṭatā hai. andar bhedagnān karanekā upāy ek gurudevane batāyā hai. usakā bārambār vichār kare, usakī gaharī lagan lagāye, usakī mahimā kare to ho. usakā gaharā vichār karanā chāhiye, usakī jignāsā jāgr̥ut karanī chāhiye ki ātmā kaise samajhamen āye.
jo mahāpuruṣh hue, is pañchamakālamen gurudev padhāre aur unhonne mārga batāyā ki antar dr̥uṣhṭi karanā. bākī bāhar-se thoḍā kar le aur thoḍā tyāg kar le, usamen dharma mān liyā. shubhabhāv yadi antaramen ho, shubhabhāv rahe to puṇya ban̐dhe. puṇya bān̐dhakar devalokamen gayā. aisā devalok ananta bār prāpta huā hai. parantu bhavakā abhāv ho, ātmākā antar anupam ānanda, ātmā mukta svarūp hī hai, aise ātmāko usane pahachānā nahīn hai. vibhāv-se bhinna paḍe ki main to gnāyak ātmā jānanevālā sākṣhīsvarūp hū̃n. use antaramen ātmākī mahimā āye to ātmākī pahichān ho. vichār, vāñchan, puruṣhārtha, ruchi, laganī usīkī laganī chāhiye. kitanoṅko antar dr̥uṣhṭi karavāyī, ruchi jāgr̥ut karavāyī.